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The Coming of Josh

Hey, thanks for all the great comments, guys. Gees, Chaz, I think I could write an entire story on just your comments. And I thought I was bent. Yikes. Some interesting ideas, however. I need to tuck a couple of those away somewhere. Writing was better this week, although I was still short on time. I swear it will get better. I keep telling myself that anyway. Posting takes forever these days due to the 10,000 word, including spaces, limit. But, we still get it done.

So, the big question is what does Xavier need to talk to Josh about. You will find out in this next chapter. School is almost out which gives the guys greater opportunities for travel and getting things done. Still, there are investigations to be had also. We still don't know what all Kenny is up to or into. But, life goes on in Uni, sometimes very exciting.

So, i hope you enjoy this next chapter. Have a great week and a fantastic Thanksgiving wherever you are. If you are traveling, please be careful. Chaz looks like he's into snow already this year. Don't miss that at all. Please stay Healthy, Safe and Happy. Huggs, FT
 
Chapter 671 – Really Getting To Know Each Other

As Xavier and I made our way to the office, I could only imagine that he took my offer seriously about joining our swim team here in Uni, and didn’t want to discuss it in front of his buds or Max and Coby. I was half excited thinking about the prospect of him being part of us. I had to believe he’d enjoy hanging with us, having experienced and seemingly enjoyed, experimenting in male sex this afternoon. He was both a top and a bottom, and he got to experience rimming first hand, enjoying the sensations it brought with it. But, for the life of me, I couldn’t figure out why he was all nervous, unless he was about to commit to leaving his State branch and joining us here in Uni, forsaking his other teammates and possibly his girlfriend.

I shut the door behind us, pulled two chairs out from the small conference table, and faced them at each other, signaling for him to sit. He nervously sat down. “Xavier, why are you so nervous? I don’t bite. I can be quite friendly, as you should very well know after this afternoon,” I chided. He was still nervous and only responded with a slight smile. “What’s up, bud?” I asked in a most friendly manner. He took a second to gather his thoughts.

“Sorry to burden you with what’s on my mind, Josh, as I know you’re a very busy guy, and we don’t hardly know one another,” he started off apologetically. I reached over to him and slapped his legs in a friendly manner.

“Xavier, you’re not burdening me. You are a friend now, and I might add, a very dear friend, considering what we experienced together this afternoon. That was very special to me at least,” I replied.

“It was to me too, Josh. It was extremely special. That’s what I wanted to talk to you about, but I just don’t know how to describe what I’m feeling right now, other than it’s been bugging me all evening, and I felt the need to talk to you,” he replied.

“Okay. Well, just say anything that comes to mind, and we’ll try to sort things out from there,” I suggested, not really sure what was bugging him as he seemed fine and even excited when we parted after our encounter in the first-aid room. The fact he showed up here tonight with his buds, seemed like he was okay. He seemed like a very easy-going guy to me, not one to be all bummed out over what happened. He seemed perfectly willing to participate and even eager to learn more from me. I was stumped.

“It’s hard to express what I’m feeling right now, I guess you could say, but I haven’t stopped thinking about what we did this afternoon, and I’m not sure what to do about it,” he replied. He didn’t seem eager to offer up more information, so I thought the best way to get to the bottom of his concern was to ask him questions.

“So, is what we did making you feel guilty about possibly cheating on your girlfriend or something like that?” I asked. He made a face and let his head drop.

“I don’t think so, Josh. I mean, I might feel a little bit of guilt, not necessarily thinking I was cheating on her, but wondering if male sex was wrong all together and we shouldn’t have done what we did. I don’t know, it’s just strange, the thoughts I’m thinking about what we did and what I did with Max. At the time, I was all for it, even excited about it, but then after it was over and I left you, I felt empty somehow, shallow somewhat, I don’t know, I just felt like I’d betrayed myself and my self esteem somewhat. Does that make any sense to you?” he asked, trying to find his true feelings as to why he felt the way he did. I admit, I was kind of stumped on this one. Most of my friends either liked it or hated it, but weren’t caught in between. Maybe Ethan was, but we all knew he enjoyed male sex for sure and was dealing with the emotional side of it also, improving all the time.

“Are you upset with me for what we did? Do you feel like somehow I betrayed your trust, even though we really didn’t know one another other than having met today?” I asked.

“Oh no, Josh, nothing like that. You were kind, gentle, and caring. If anything I feel like we connected somehow, some way very special that I’ve never felt with anyone before in my life. I guess that’s the part that disturbs me the most is that the feelings I felt with you when you were inside me, were so powerful and loving, feelings I’ve never felt before with anyone, certainly not with any females. I can’t relate to that as I’ve never experienced them before. I guess I don’t know what to do about it, but you touched my soul and you’re in me. I swallowed your seed, wanting every part of you I could possibly have. I kind of lost it there, but I treasured every second of the experience. Max, not so much. That was just screwing off, paying him back for the ass he really is. You, now that was a whole other story. You opened my eyes, my heart, every part of my being in some kind of spiritual way, I guess you could say. I don’t know. I haven’t been able to figure it out, which is why I’m here talking to you. I need your help trying to figure out what happened to me so I can make peace with myself, at least,” he replied.

“Wow, this is deep, Xavier. But in a nice way. At least you weren’t grossed out and feel like you’re going to hell for having sex with a friend,” I replied, somewhat relieved but still stymied as to what to say to him to make him relax and accept that he enjoyed what we shared together.

“I rarely have ever had intimate sex like we shared this afternoon with anyone I didn’t know and care about. There have been some exceptions, just like straight guys when they have an opportunity to get some strange. I felt extremely comfortable with you this afternoon, like I’d known you for sometime and felt you were a true friend. I guess you could say I trusted you and felt extremely comfortable with you. I don’t feel that way with Max at all. I wouldn’t have had sex with him anyway, as I need to feel comfortable with someone that I’m sharing that kind of intimacy with. College guys have orgies at times and their dicks do their thinking for them, mainly because they’re drunk and have lost all inhibition. I’m not usually that way. I like to feel something special between me and my partner if it’s to be something real. I’d have to be really drunk for a one-night stand with another guy I don’t know, trust and even love. I don’t think at this stage in my life that would happen. Like I said, I felt totally comfortable with you, and you seemed like you wanted to experiment more with what male intimacy was all about. I never got the impression you just wanted to get your balls off, and didn’t care where that happened or who that happened with. You sought me out specifically for your answers, and I helped you. You were sweet and caring, and I couldn’t resist trying to help. We have a saying in our fraternity and in our company here for the need to help and support one another. It’s ‘brother helping brother’. We totally believe in that and dedicate ourselves to helping one another and others that need our help. I guess that’s what I thought I was doing this afternoon, helping a new friend find answers to questions he’d been wondering about,” I explained. “Does that make any sense to you?”

“That helps, Josh. I guess hearing that you cared enough to consider me a friend that you wanted to help because I asked you to, makes me feel better about it. I still don’t know if I was totally crazy for asking for your help. You must have thought I was crazy at the time,” he replied. I smiled.

“Not at all, Xavier. All of us have questions we need answers for at times. A good trusted friend to seek answers from is the greatest act of friendship you can offer. Again, it’s brother helping brother,” I replied.

“I can see that now. The fact you cared and didn’t just take advantage of the situation, like it was giving you another notch on your dick or something, you know, like guys fucking all the girls they can possibly fuck. So, it was you, caring about me and wanting to help me solve a mystery that I didn’t even know was a mystery to me I wanted solved. Don’t know if that makes any sense or if I’m describing it right, but I think I understand it a little better now,” Xavier replied.

“Xavier, you were very passionate in the intimacy that we shared. Have you even had feelings that you wanted desperately to be closer to, say a special friend of yours, but didn’t know what that might involve to gain that special closeness?” I asked. He thought about it for a second.

“I have had those feelings at times, but didn’t know what to do with them, I guess you could say. I certainly never thought they involved sex with my best friend, although I did really enjoy the closeness we had. My best friend in high school and I were extremely close. We slept over at each other’s houses, showered together, even jerked off together, you know the usual crazy stuff, sharing everything with one another. It made our friendship close and special. We used to get teased by other friends that were jealous of how close we were. We both eventually had girlfriends and eventually started having sex with them at times, so our jerk off sessions seemed to wane over time. I missed that. Sometimes, when I’d jerk off by myself, I’d think of him and how we’d do it together. I don’t know. I didn’t really think about having sex with him or anything like that, although, had he suggested it to me, I would have done it in a heartbeat. I’m sure I would have, just to do something intimate with him. We never kissed one another ever. I don’t know what came over me this afternoon when we kissed, Josh. I’d never think of doing that with any dude, but it just seemed natural and right with you for some reason,” Xavier explained.
 
Chapter 671 - B

That’s because we were one together, Xavier. We shared each other’s bodies and were one at the time. I felt the caring you had in your kiss and the way your body responded to me when we were together. It was beautiful, and I’m grateful to have had the opportunity to share that special time with you, hoping this makes us great friends over time,” I told him. I thought he was going to cry.

“Josh, can we be close friends? Please?” he asked, then leaped forward and hugged me. I held him in my arms.

“The closest, Xavier. We’ve already proved that,” I reminded him. He chuckled.

“I guess we have, kind of,” he replied. He sat back down moving his chair right up against me so our knees were touching. “I’m still totally confused with the feelings I have. I don’t really understand why I have them. They scare me somewhat,” he confessed.

“Why does caring about someone you yearn to care about scare you?” I asked. He seemed puzzled.

“I guess it’s because everything I believed up until today says it isn’t right, and I should be attracted sexually to my girlfriend and not to you, especially someone I just met for the first time today,” he replied. I smiled.

“Let your heart, with reason, tell you what to feel. You said you trusted me. We shared an intense intimate moment together, and you were excited and happy about the experience. No one knows that but just a few of us, and certainly no one that you hang around with, unless you go to main campus next year and join Max’s team,” I teased. He chuckled.

“Never. That’s never going to happen, Josh. I know for a fact I could never be his teammate. He’s just not the kind of friend I’d ever want to have,” Xavier replied. “That’s just it, I’m not sure what to do, and how to handle the feelings that I have now.”

“Think it through. I don’t know about the branch you attend whether there is a gay population there or not. I’m not sure if you’re attracted to anyone there that might be or is gay. Not sure you even know anyone that’s gay, other than the ones you’re here with tonight. Do your two buddies know Max, Coby, Jake, Zach and I are gay?” I asked.

“No, but I think they kind of think it’s a distinct possibility. I mean you don’t hide the fact you’re gay, or does Max and Coby, as far as I know. I mean we do have some gays on our campus, but they pretty much stick to themselves and are kind of clickish. They tend to be more on the effeminate side, if you know what I mean,” he replied. I chuckled.

“Well there are different personalities in the gay community, just as there are different personalities in the straight community. There are a lot of gays you’d never know are gay, unless they shared that information with others. There are many that are what we call closeted gays, ones you’d never know were gay in their daily lives, but find ways to have gay sex behind closed doors and away from all their friends. I have to think that is a difficult life, to say the least. It’s better to just be honest with who you really are. It’s a lot less stressful than trying to hide the real you,” I explained.

“So, based on what happened today, and the way I’m feeling now, do you think I’m gay and just haven’t figured it out yet? I mean is that even possible?” he asked, concerned. I smiled and grabbed his arms.

“Xavier, this is all so new to you. I don’t want you to have anxiety over what happened today. I mean, consider it recreational, even though you and I know it was a lot more. You could rationalize it as a weak moment, if you want. The feelings you have may all go away once you go home and crawl into bed with your girlfriend again and have some really hot intimate sex,” I suggested. “No harm, no foul. Xavier is the same as he was before, but just had a brief experimentation while he was gone. You tried something new to see if it was you and believe it wasn’t. I don’t know what you’ll feel in a few days and a few weeks. You don’t know what you’ll feel like then until you experience those days and weeks.”

“Oh, I don’t know, Josh. What I experienced with you today was so over the top and intense, I’ve never felt or experienced before. I’m not sure that’s something that will go away that easily. I’ve never been so excited about anything before. I mean it was intense. It’s like I woke up to a new excited life I never knew existed and I want more,” Xavier said. I sighed.

“Okay, well then we’re getting somewhere. I don’t think you want to run home and tell your girlfriend you had a strange guy fuck your ass while you were at the state swimming meet and now all you like is dick up your ass. Is that something you might be contemplating?” I asked. That question seemed to scare him some.

“I see what you mean. Doesn’t sound too good, does it?” he said, concerned.

“No it doesn’t. Would you feel comfortable going back out there to the table and announcing to your two teammates and buddies that I fucked you this afternoon and now you think you’re gay? Do you think they’d let you sleep anywhere near them tonight in your hotel room?” I asked. Xavier looked distressed.

“Probably not. I get it. They’d think I lost it and went crazy. Josh, why is this so complicated?” he asked, sadly.

“Because life is complicated. Society dictates to us how we’re supposed to feel and what is natural and what is unnatural. We, unfortunately, are considered an abomination of society most generally. Now that has changed dramatically in the last few years and is getting better all the time. The old stereotypical feelings towards gays has changed dramatically, but some people, including close family members, can’t seem to accept it yet. You don’t want to put yourself in a position where you out yourself before you really know that’s the life you want to live. Xavier, you’ve had one experience, well one that you can remember anyway. Take your time and find your way first before you turn your life upside down. Several of my friends are in that stage right now. They haven’t come out to friends at home and family members yet, on the slight chance maybe they will get tired of this life and become straight again. I doubt the hell out of that, but it could happen. They’re taking their time, but when they think the time is right, they’ll make that move, and announce to anyone that wants to know, they are gay and enjoy being gay. Our whole company fosters an environment for us where we look after one another and thrive in our own gay community and others. We work and live together, support one another and make sure we are all cared for. That’s helped many of those that were unsure at first. The great thing is we have many straight friends also, that work with us and are even shareholders in our company. Eric, our CNB manager, who you met, is straight and has a son named after me. I have a God son believe it or not. I’m quite proud of little Josh and I promise you, that boy will be well taken care of, since I probably won’t have any children of my own. We have accepted many of those that were gay but were closeted in the world and now they have an enlarged family with us. They’re happy and productive, working and living with us,” I explained.

“So, you’ve created your own gay world in a sense where if you’re gay, you have an enlarged family that gives you a sense of belonging, so you don’t feel like a freak in a straight world?” he asked.

“That’s exactly right. It’s easier on everyone that way. We’ll always be well off financially, so we can’t be discriminated against to our own peril. We enjoy the straight world, but we will always be happy no matter what because we have each other,” I explained.

“Wow, I didn’t realize there was so much to take in and think about. I guess when you think you fell in love, reality sets in right afterwards and forces you to rethink things so you don’t drown,” Xavier replied.

“Xavier, my advice to you is to give it some time. Think things through and be sure of what you really want out of your life. Yes, the intimacy was real. Had that been Max inside you instead of me today, you might have a totally different opinion on how you feel about gay sex right now. I’d venture to say you felt used and abused instead of loved and cared for. Chose your partners wisely like you chose your close friends. Intimacy is more real when you care about the person you’re having it with. Somehow we skipped a few steps, but landed right side up. That’s kind of unusual, but it happens at times. Maybe there’s a reason it happened between you and me, one that we might figure out in time and or one that we may never know why it happened the way it did. All we both know is that we care about each other as close friends now and will for, hopefully, a lifetime if our paths in life allow that to happen,” I replied. Xavier leaned forward and hugged me again. We both stood up so we could hug one another more intimately. We hugged tightly, his cheek up against mine.

“Josh, can I call you from time to time and talk things through with you? Would you mind if I leaned on you for help in this area?” he asked.

“You can call me anytime, Xavier. I’ll always try to be here for you. If I’m not, I’ll get to you just as soon as I can, because now I care about you. You’re a true friend, and I intend to be a true friend for you as well,” I told him, running my right hand up and down his back.

“I couldn’t ask for more, Josh. About that offer of coming here to Uni next year. Let me think about it, as I have a feeling if I did, I’d be joining your life team and not just the swim team. I’m not sure that would be good this soon, not that I don’t appreciate the offer and spending quality time with you, as I’d love nothing better,” he replied.
 
Chapter 671 - C

“I totally understand and agree. Let’s take it a step at a time or maybe no steps at all. Trust me when I say, you won’t disappoint me one way or the other. I’ll care about you as a wonderful friend if you’re straight or gay,” I assured him. He hugged me tighter.

“I came here today to compete. I was sure I probably wasn’t going to win going up against you, but I did win something even better. I found and totally befriended the best friend a guy could ever hope to have in his lifetime. You won the competition, but I won you and your heart. I couldn’t be happier,” he told me, as he continued to hug me.

“Hey I won that contest too. I got you. That makes my heart happy,” I confessed.

“Can I kiss you again before we have to go?” he asked sheepishly. I chuckled.

”You can kiss me all you want, Xavier. You’re a valued friend, and I love my friends’ kisses,” I told him. We kissed tenderly at first, then it got passionate again. We finally stopped.

“I don’t know, Josh. I think I really do like this. I’ve got a boner going again. Something inside me says, I’m destined for your world to become my world,” he confessed.

“If it is to be, then we accept you wholeheartedly, Xavier. That would be our gain for sure,” I replied. He smiled then hugged me tightly again. We finally broke so he could get himself under control below the belt. “By the way, you’re one hot commodity, Xavier. I mean if you go looking for a boyfriend, there’ll be a line for sure,” I told him, trying to bolster his confidence.

“You think? I never considered myself a looker, really,” he replied.

“Oh, dude, you’re a hot commodity if there ever was one, both clothed and extremely naked. I mean, the guys will line up to date you if you ever come out. Trust me on that,” I replied.

“The only one I’d ever want to have sex with is you, Josh, because we have this connection that just warms my heart like you wouldn’t believe. I’ve never felt that before, even with my girlfriend, I hate to admit. I mean, I enjoy sex with her, but not to the degree it was with you. It’s not even a close substitute. I’m afraid, it’s not going to be great once we hop back in the sack together, and I have to fake an orgasm to make her happy,” he confessed. I patted him on the back.

“You don’t know. Maybe it will be the same as it was,” I suggested.

“Well what it was, was just blown out of the water today with you, Josh. I don’t think the other will ever be the same,” he replied. I chuckled. “This Jake guy has to be the luckiest guy on the planet to have you as his boyfriend,” he added.

“I kind of feel the same way about him, actually. He is the love of my life. We have sex with our friends, helping to keep everyone happy, but the orgasms we have between us are off the charts, because our hearts are joined together even when our bodies aren’t. I couldn’t love Jake anymore than I do. He’s just the greatest guy ever,” I told Xavier.

“Well, he’s one hell of a lucky guy, is all I can say. He’s hot looking too, not that I ever noticed that before, but for some reason I seem to be noticing things like that a lot more after this afternoon. I even got a little excited seeing one of my buds changing in the hotel room before we came over here. I mean we shower together all the time, and I’ve never really paid any attention to either one of them that way. Today, however, they seemed kind of hot to me for some reason. I’m going to have to learn to control myself around them in the future,” he mentioned. I told him things would return to normal probably when he got away from here. “Maybe I don’t want them too,” he teased. I chucked, telling him that was fine also. “So, is this Tyler guy gay also? You asked him about being late for his date with his girlfriend,” Xavier mentioned. I chuckled.

“He’s straight, but loves hanging with us more than hanging with his girlfriend. He’s working with us on Victorian mansion we’re turning into a hotel in Key West. He loves the old Victorian homes and wants to secure his position in helping out there. Plus, he’s a dear friend and kisses me when he leaves. See, you can be straight and still show affection for your friends,” I replied. Xavier thought that was interesting. I could have told Xavier that Tyler had the same problem as he did, but tonight was not the time to get any deeper into this kind of discussion. That would have to wait for another day.

We joined up with the rest of the guys at the table. “Good grief, you didn’t sign with Josh did you?” Max asked, almost beside himself. “What’d he promise you, as I can make it better,” Max added. Xavier chuckled.

“No, he didn’t sign me, Max. I’m staying where I’m at. I think it’s better that way. Besides my buds would miss me, wouldn’t you guys?” Xavier replied.

“Oh shit, that’d be the end of us coming to the state championships ever again,” one of them, named Avery replied.

“It wouldn’t be because you two guys love me, now would it?” Xavier teased.

“Get over yourself, Xave. We like you, but we don’t LOVE you,” the other one, named Phil, replied. Xavier waved his hand at them as if he disapproved.

“Well no one is changing teams, so you can relax. Josh just showed me all that his company was involved with. You guys are looking at the CEO of one hell of a mega corporation and Jake here is the COO. It’s amazing what these guys, still in college, have accomplished. You need to tell me the whole story of how that all came about and you ended up in the top position. There has to be a hell of a story involved there,” Xavier told the guys.

“Well, that’s a story when we have a whole day and a whole lot of more beer. I can tell you that much,” I chided. They all laughed.

Just then Rod and Lonnie walked in and headed straight for us. “Tyler, we know you love Josh way too much, but put your dick back in your pants and get your ass up off that stool. It’s date night and we have some hot pussy waiting for us and need to get with it. Gees-Louise, would you get with it finally. We’re wasting some valuable fucking time with you hanging out with Josh. Tell him you love him, but you have pussy waiting for you,” Rod complained. Max, Coby, Xavier and his friends were somewhat shocked.

“Rod, it’s the same pussy you’ve been fucking for a long time now. It’ll wait for you, but discussions like the ones we’re having are few and far between. We can go, but apologize to Josh and his friends for your crudeness,” Tyler said, noticeably irritated with Rod.

“Fuck that shit. Josh understands that pussy to us is as valuable as dick and male ass is to him. He’s cool with it,” Rod replied, Xavier’s friends trying to figure out what the hell Rod was talking about. Jake and I were laughing. “Josh, would you tell him to get his ass going for our sakes, as he’s holding up the whole show. Those women are so together, the only way we can separate them is to breed them, taking their attention away from themselves. Tyler, cuz, we need you now,” Rod said, emphatically. Tyler excused himself and asked the guys to forgive Rod’s rudeness, but he thought he should probably go. He started to hug me, but remembered who else was here. Rod shook his head. “Go ahead and get your little gay thing with Josh out of the way so we can go bury our dicks in pussy. Would you please make it quick,” Rod urged.

Tyler threw up his arms and hugged me, then gave me a little kiss on the lips. “Thanks for a great night, Josh, Jake. The meeting was great and it was great meeting all you guys,” Tyler told the rest of the guys looking around the table at them. “You going to hug Josh for his great win today and tell him goodnight?” Tyler said, looking straight at Rod. Rod rolled his eyes and his head.

“Good grief, we might as well get dicks up our ass too if it will get us out of here any sooner,” Rod complained, then threw open his arms and hugged me, even kissed me on the cheek. He did the same to Jake, followed by Lonnie. “There, does everyone feel loved now, or do we have to hug and kiss everyone here at the table?” Rod complained. We all chuckled. The rest of the guys said they were all good. “Alright, we’re out of here. Bring on the pussy,” Rod said, as the three then bolted for the door.

“What the hell was that? Is Tyler straight, but has the hots for you, Josh?” Max asked, totally befuddled. I chuckled.

“Tyler and Rod are first cousins. Tyler, Rod and Lonnie are dating three BFF’s and it’s complicated. Their girlfriends are our friends also. Tyler does what he does as a standing joke, just to rile Rod and get under his skin. He and I act like we’re madly in love with each other, only nothing could be further from the truth. It just bugs Rod to no end, because Rod and I were friends long before we all met Tyler, Lonnie and Tink, Tyler’s brother. That’s another story in itself, which we’ll skip for time being. So, Rod thinking he and I are best friends, is bugged by Tyler when he torments him by pretending to love me as if we’re closer because Rod is just a friend. The more it bugs Rod, the more Tyler pours it on. It’s comical, but to you guys, it looks totally weird, which I totally understand. You have to know the three guys and their girlfriends to understand it all, but it’s fun,” I explained.

“Glad you’re okay with it. I wouldn’t know what to think,” Max replied. Jake and I chuckled.

“You just have to leave them to their own devices, or it’s like you said, we wouldn’t know what to think. It’s their own inside joke, but we mostly ignore them,” Jake commented.

“And you’re okay with all this?” Max asked. Jake smiled.
 
Chapter 671 - D

“Everyone loves Josh, and I mean almost everyone. I’d drive myself crazy if I didn’t enjoy it along with Josh. It’s all fun. I’m glad we have friends we can have so much fun with,” Jake replied.

“So where do you guys live in relationship to the bar? Do you have to go far to get here?” Xavier asked, with Max wondering also.

“It takes about 30 seconds to walk to work here,” I replied to their curious faces. “We live upstairs in a great apartment. Not far to walk. We love it. The rest of our guys live in a house we bought way below market that we’ve made into a virtual resort. We have get-togethers every Sunday night and party. We just got the pool in and it’s a resort type pool with a water slide down a fake mountain or you can dive off of it. I think we have about ten bedrooms in all now that we finished out the huge basement we had. We have a unique shower that shoots you from all sides, which we have one in the apartment also. There’s an exercise room, a steam room, sauna, pool table room with a bar. It’s got everything, even an outdoor kitchen by the pool where we grill steaks on Sunday nights. It beats living in dorms or apartments all to hell,” I told them.

“Good grief, Josh. You guys live in style while we basically rough it,” Max said in awe. Jake and I smiled. Hey, last summer we renovated this building from a bowling alley to the most popular bar in town. It had been closed for some time. We bought it for an extremely reasonable price, then renovated it into what it is now as you see it. We have entertainment two nights a week, and we blow the doors off both of those nights. It’s a money-making machine. We have a very popular CNB also in the City, Max. You should try that out some time,” I suggested. “ That’s where it all began, as a matter of fact.”

“Oh yeh. Isn’t that a gay bar though?” Max asked.

“Mostly but we have others come for drinks and eats during the day,” I replied.

“Is this a gay bar?” Max asked, looking around, but not seeing anything to indicate it was. I chuckled.

“Only on Saturday nights, then the place is packed with gay guys, I guess you could say,” I replied.

“It’s packed? Like there are that many guys of that persuasion around here?” Max asked, somewhat surprised. I smiled.

“Tons of guys, Max. Wednesday night we have Ladies’ Night, and the place is packed with women. We have male dancers most nights so it’s a huge turn-on for both crowds. Friday night, tonight, is couples’ night mainly for dates and such. You can see we have a lot of couples tonight. And when our teams are playing, the crowd is huge also. So, we’re a bar for everyone, you might say,” I informed them.

“I’ve never met or been around a gay dude before,” One of Xavier’s buddies, Avery, mentioned, Phil saying he hadn’t either. Xavier didn’t say anything. I thought if they only knew.

“Well, you have now. Do we scare you any?” I had to ask, making claws with my fingers as if I was going to attack them. They laughed.

“You guys are the greatest. We’ve enjoyed hanging with you guys tonight like we would any other friends and teammates. I can’t tell the difference,” Aver replied. Jake and I smiled.

“Good, because other than who we sleep with, we are basically the same people, most of us anyway,” I replied.

“You sure could have fooled us,” Phil replied. Jake and I looked at one another and smiled.

“Friendship is friendship, no matter what. You treat your friends like you’d like to be treated, then everyone gets along and treasures the relationship. Rod is straight as an arrow and calls me his best friend. We have a lot of straight friends as well as gay friends. Eric, over there, who manages the bar for us, is straight. I was his best man at his wedding and will be for Coach Tuck’s wedding in a month. We don’t discriminate, and we don’t expect to be discriminated against either,” I told them. Xavier and his friends all said that’s the way it ought to be anyway. Max and Coby said the same, but we knew where their preference was, even though they weren’t out to anyone but us.

Xavier asked if they could see our apartment, so Jake and I took the crew up to see our digs. They were amazed at how nice it was, our kitchen, living area all tied into one, our bathroom, which they said was more like a locker room. I had to turn on the showers to show them how great that was. “Oh, man, I could jump right in there and be in Heaven,” Phil commented. “Do you guys shower together, like in a locker room?” he asked. I chuckled.

“Of course, we almost have to with eight guys at times all getting ready for school at the same time,” I replied. Phil and Avery looked a little surprised, then said they guessed that to be true. Does it bother you being gay and naked together?” I was asked.

“Just because you’re gay and you happen to be naked doesn’t mean you have to have sex with each other all the time. We are civil, you know,” I replied. He seemed disappointed he asked that question. “I’m not saying we haven’t had some good times in the showers together at various times, but mostly it’s for hygienic reasons,” I commented with a smile, making them smile.

I grabbed more beers and we sat around the kitchen island and talked. Garth and Dylan came out in their underwear. I introduced them to the guys. “Why are you guys still dressed?” Dylan asked, making them wonder what he was talking about. “We run around the apartment in our underwear and are comfortable,” Dylan tried to explain. I told Dylan they weren’t staying long, and had no idea how comfortable we all got while in the apartment. “Hell, even our straight friends enjoy being comfortable when they come over,” Dylan added.

“Kind of what we do in the dorm rooms,” Xavier’s friends said. Max said they did the same also. Brady and Zach came out in their underwear to get some ice tea out of the refrigerator. Zach had obviously met the guys downstairs earlier, but Brady hadn’t.

“Damn, I’m starting to feel overdressed,” Max commented. I told him to make himself comfortable. He was more than anxious, immediately stripping down to his briefs, followed by Coby. Xavier said, ‘ah hell’, and joined in, throwing shorts and t-shirt over on the couch presenting a nice bulge in his profile when he turned around. Damn, if he wasn’t a beauty. Phil and Avery, finally decided they didn’t want to be the odd men out, and stripped down to their briefs also. Avery had boxer briefs like us and Phil had boxers, not as baggy as Dylan’s but still regular trim boxers which showed a nice bulge. Jake and I stripped to ours also, leaving our clothes in our bedroom. It was funny when the guys saw our bedroom, with the king-sized beds, chuckling when they saw it. I told them I wanted Jake as close to me as I could get him, because I couldn’t love him enough. I think that made Xavier feel good, but was more like TMI to Phil and Avery.

Dylan and Garth took off, but Brady and Zach hung with us for quite a while, joining in the conversation, mostly about Stoney Enterprises and what all we owned and were building. They were all amazed at what they heard and asked a lot of questions about the whole company. They were really blown away by what it meant to become a shareholder and how our individual shareholder net worth had grown in such a short time, and the fact our college tuition and living expenses were taken care of by the company. I reminded the guys that our guys had to work for the company during the year and when they graduated as part of our shareholder agreement.

“Hell, who wouldn’t want to if it was going to make you independently wealthy,” Xavier commented. I told him, ‘that too’. He smiled, shaking his head.

We drank more beer as we continue talking. All in all, we enjoyed each other’s company. I thought Max was being rather pleasant also, which I didn’t expect him to be. But then, he’d had his ass serviced twice this afternoon, so maybe he felt satisfied, and over the frustrated sexual urges he had earlier. Max was really putting the beer down, however, and Coby wasn’t far behind. Avery and Phil were right there with them. I couldn’t get over the amount of beer they consumed. Apparently, they didn’t get to drink that much where they were from as it looked like they were making up for lost time. Also, the beer was free, which might have had something to do with it. It was after midnight and I was getting sleepy, hoping our guests were about to give it up soon.

“Not to get too personal, but have you guys ever fucked pussy?” Avery asked out of nowhere. I think all of us raised our hands. “What, you didn’t like it?” he asked, as if that was almost impossible.

“It was okay, but nothing like the pleasure of having sex with a male partner plus none of the bullshit you have to put up with dating women. We understand the straight side, but prefer to have sex and care for dudes,” Zach explained. Avery looked like he accepted that.

“Women can be bitches for sure,” Avery replied. “But, I don’t know, you get them all naked and turned on, their pussies wet anxious for cock and, wow, it just blows your mind. I mean when you cum, it’s like nothing else in this world,” he replied.

“Oh, orgasms with guys are much more intense than with women. You see stars,” Zach told him, getting him excited to a certain extent.

“You’re kidding right? I mean I jerk off occasionally, and what?” he asked, as Phil laughed at him. “You do too, Phil. I’ve seen you. You shoot a healthy load too. I can’t shoot as much cum as you do,” Avery announced.

“So, you watch me jerk off? What’s the deal? You interested or what?” Phil teased, as he rubbed his junk through his undies.
 
Chapter 671 - E

“I’ve seen you at night when you think I’m sleeping. You’re not hiding anything. You really get into it too. So, I guess you could say that an orgasm is such an intense feeling and act, you’re automatically empathetic to it if you see a guy jerking off, and what guy doesn’t want to compare himself to anther guy? Okay, so it was kind of hot. We should do it together sometime,” Avery mentioned.

“Avery, that’s so gay. No disrespect, guys,” Phil said, looking at us quickly, realizing what he just said in our presence. We just laughed, knowing he was drunk anyway, telling him no offense taken, relieving him of his embarrassing mistake.

“Hey, we both know what we feel when we do that, so what’s the harm. I mean I’d rather bury my cock in a pussy, but I’m horny most of the time so what’s a little relief among friends?” Avery asked. Phil shook his head and rolled his eyes.

“To think I have to sleep with you tonight. Got to keep an eye on you for sure,” Phil replied. “Xavier, maybe you better sleep with him and I’ll take the other bed. You can make him behave,” Phil added.

“What, it’s not like we’re having sex together. We’re just having an old-fashioned circle jerk, checking each other out, that’s all,” Avery suggested. The rest of us were cracking up.

“Avery, you should spend the night with Brady and me, and I’ll promise you the orgasm of a lifetime, maybe multiple orgasms,” Zach teased. I think for a moment, Avery really thought about it.

“Wo, what if I liked it too much and became part of you guys? Not sure I want to risk it,” he replied. Zach laughed, telling him there was always that risk, and it was a valid risk. Avery didn’t know what to think. “Is it true that guys give better blow jobs than girls?” he asked. We all smiled.

“That’s a fact. Women can’t come close to satisfying a guy like another guy can. Guys know what they like and please their partner the way they want to be pleased. It’s a fact that guys give better BJ’s than women by far. We have some straight friends that like getting BJ’s from time to time, always saying how much better they are than from women,” Zach told him. Avery’s eyes got big.

“Really? Damn. Never had that opportunity to compare. Never had another guy offer to do that for me. I can’t say I wouldn’t want to know for myself,” Avery replied.

“Well, you’re sitting here with guys that I’m sure could show you how much better we are at BJ’s than women. Now, more than any, is your opportunity to find out,” Zach replied. I swear you could see the swelling of his cock inside his undies.

“Uh, I’m not sure. What do you guys think?” Avery asked looking at Phil and Xavier.

“Avery, you’re certifiably crazy, dude. Damn, you must be horny. I’m definitely staying away from you for sure tonight,” Phil replied. Avery looked to Xavier.

“Hey, like Zach said, you may never have an opportunity like this again. No one here will ever tell, so if you’re curious, I’d go for it. These guys are some of the nicest guys you’ll ever want to meet, so, like I said, if you’re curious, Zach could probably show you better than anyone, and no one will ever be the wiser,” Xavier told him, looking at me and smiling.

“Fuck, are all of you going to watch?” Avery asked, somewhat embarrassed. We all smiled. “I don’t know if I can do this. I need another beer, maybe,” he said, seemingly anxious to try it, but too embarrassed to admit it, and concerned about being ashamed if he did. I handed him another beer, as I did Phil as well. Max and Coby wanted another also. It was rather obvious that Avery had a nice boner going. There was no hiding that if you looked under the counter top of the kitchen island. In fact, there were several boners going on under there, I noticed as I bent down to pick up a napkin I purposefully dropped. Max and Coby were sporting nice ones. Xavier was very hard as well as Phil.

“What is the saying about how many beers it takes to seduce a straight guy?” Avery asked.

“Supposedly five,” Brady told him. He laughed.

“Fuck, at this point, I’m a full-fledged male slut ready for any kind of male sex,” Avery replied laughing, with us right along with him. He was pretty well lubricated.

“Why don’t we all jump in the shower real quick and get sobered up a little, then we can see if you still want to go through with this,” I suggested, not wanting Avery or Phil to do anything they’d regret later because they were still too drunk to understand the choices they were making.

“Amen to that,” Max said, eagerly getting up and stripping naked, heading for the showers, followed closely by Coby. Avery, Phil and Xavier made their way also, keeping their undies on until they got to the bathroom. Some of the guys stripped then pissed out some beer before we jumped in the shower area. Zach said this was going to be fun. I wasn’t sure just what was going to happen, but I had an idea two straight boys were about to get an education along with one that crossed over this afternoon.

I turned on all the water jets. Everyone was amazed at all the water spraying at them, bouncing off their naked horny bodies. Phil was semi-erect, but Avery was fully boned as well as Xavier. Max, Coby, Zach, Brady, Jake and I were also. Zach and Brady were giving Max and Coby some attention, with the rest of us watching on. I started washing Jake as Xavier kind of moved over to us, allowing Jake and I to wash him rather sensuously. I wasn’t sure how carried away to get with Xavier with his buds, Avery and Phil, looking on. I noticed Phil and Avery washed each other’s backs at least, giving each other some minimal physical attention. Zach moved in on Avery and stroked his cock some as he ran a finger up his ass crack, giving Avery quite a thrill. Zach moved Avery over to the bench seat and had him sit. Zach kneeled down and spread Avery’s legs, then gently stroked his hard cock, teasing it somewhat. Avery seemed very nervous, but was hanging in there. Phil sat down beside him, now fully erect himself, as he watched his roomy get some intimate attention from Zach. Zach jacked Avery’s cock some, then reached over and jacked Phil’s also. Phil watched intently as he saw Zach go down on Avery’s cock. Avery sighed, his lead leaning back with his eyes closed. Zach reached up and teased his nipples giving Avery another thrill to add to what Zach was doing with his cock. Zach spit on Avery’s cock to get it more lubricated, then engulfed it once more in his mouth. Zach deep throated Avery, taking his breath away. Phil was amazed at what he saw, making his own cock leak precum. Zach whisked some of that away and tasted it. He grabbed more and let Avery taste it.

“That came out of Phil’s dick?” Avery asked, somewhat concerned. Zach looked up at him and smiled as it to say, you just shared some intimacy with your roommate. While holding Avery’s cock in his left hand, Zach moved over to Phil’s boner and sucked it down, making Phil’s head rear back, taking his breath away. Zach started sucking Phil then moved back and forth between the two. They were both totally blown away. I looked over to see Brady, Max and Coby having some fun also, while Jake, Xavier and I were keeping an eye on Phil and Avery. I did get behind Xavier and spread his ass cheeks apart, then darted my tongue in and out of his hole. Xavier was lost in all the action. He was leaking precum also once more. Phil and Avery were too engrossed in what Zach was doing to notice the attention I was giving Xavier. Jake was somewhat surprised to see Xavier enjoying this and joined in the action, going down on Xavier’s dick while I ate his hole.

Next, I looked over and noticed that Zach was sucking on both Avery and Phil’s balls, giving both boys a real thrill. They were so into this it seemed. Zach eventually pulled the boys forward some to get to their assholes, giving them both a real thrill with some rimming action. They were so out of it.

Xavier whispered in my ear, asking me to fuck him once again. I told him to spend the night with us and both Jake and I would fuck him if he wanted. I thought he was going to melt in my arms, he got so excited. Meanwhile Coby, Max and Brady were all sucking and rimming each other, having their own set of fun.

Phil and Avery were besides themselves with pleasure from Zach, as he continued to intensely pleasure the two of them. Zach was hard as a rock also, his cock wanting at Phil and Avery’s virgin holes in the worst way. I reached down and gave it a couple of tugs. He looked up and smiled at me, taking his mouth off Phil’s cock for a second to do so. It wasn’t long before Avery shot his load, Zach coming off his cock just in time to see him blow a huge wad of cum, shooting straight up in the air only to come down and flow over Avery’s hard cock as Avery shook like crazy from the intense orgasm Zach gave him. Zach fed some of Avery’s cum to him after he relaxed some, while still gripping Phil’s penis in his other hand. Seeing Avery cum had Phil right on the edge, as his body began to shake. Zach deep throated him a couple of times more, before coming off him just in time. Phil shot an even larger load of cum than Avery did, as we all looked on. His whole body shook as his balls gave up his load. Zach got a nice handful of that also. He fed some of it to Phil and then to Avery, letting both boys share the taste of each other’s seed. I swear they almost passed out from the intense orgasms they had, generated by Zach. Zach sucked their dicks clean, enjoying their taste also, then kissed each one of them, getting no resistance from either one it seemed. We were all rather prunish by this time, and decided to get out. Max and Coby seemed a little reluctant to end this session, but followed our lead.
 
Chapter 671 - F

As we dried off, we had to hold Avery and Phil up some as they were a little tipsy still. I told Xavier we might as well throw them in our hide-a-way bed in the couch in the living room. He said he thought that was a good idea. Max asked, since Phil, Avery, and he assumed Xavier, were spending the night, could he and Coby spend the night also. I smiled at him. Brady and Zach said they’d take care of them, getting them even more excited.

We slung the two boys over our shoulders and moved their naked bodies to the living room and sat them on a couple of chairs. Jake and I pulled out the hide-a-bed and quickly made it up. Then we threw the two naked boys in there together and covered them up. They were out immediately. Xavier looked up at Jake and I and smiled.

“Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think anything like this would ever happen tonight, but I couldn’t be happier. So, where are the three of us going?” Xavier asked. Jake and I led his naked body to our bedroom, his cock rock hard in anticipation of what was to come. We threw him on the bed, then covered him with kisses.

We did a full court press on Xavier, sliding our dicks in and out of his hungry ass to his sighs and moans of ecstasy. Jake and I even took turns, sitting on his big cock. He wasn’t Tuck or Larry and Gary, but he was a warmup to that type of cock. He told us, however, that he really enjoyed bottoming and having our dicks inside him. He said he’d never felt anything so great as us to share his body. And the kissing was fantastic also. Xavier had really developed a passion for kissing Jake and me. Damn, if he wasn’t passionate. We went all out with tongues in mouths, the whole bit.

I’m not sure how many times we all shot loads, then fed them to one another, but it seemed like several, until we finally collapsed, not able to go anymore. We were all cummed out, you might say. Our balls empty, and any semblance of energy we had was gone, we fell asleep in each other’s arms.
 
Woof! That was so hot! Xavier is definitely on our team now, and I feel we'll be seeing much more of him. Perhaps he'll come work with the boys over the summer. There could be fireworks with Auggie. Or -- and I'll say it again -- with Tyler!

Can't wait for more!

Cheers, HF
 
How could you not fall in love with Xavier? Wow. Can we keep him? Please? Well, this competition for the state championship that Josh was so worried about turned out to be a hot male sex experience. Swimming was secondary to the whole sexual experience. And Josh was worried? I think he got rewarded in many ways for this competition. No doubt Xavier will be back. I think he just joined Josh's team in spirit anyway. He's going to miss the fun going home. Then there was Phil and Avery. I wonder if they'll be back next year to partake in the extra curricular activities after a swim match. I also wonder what they'll be like in the morning. Will they even remember their experience? Maybe they'll rationalize it as a crazy dream they had. Only our bent brained author knows for sure. Can't wait to see what they're like when they wake up. Oh boy.

New relationships have been built. Not sure what the relationship with Max and Coby is shaping up to be. Josh noticeably is not having sex with Max. Zach seems to be fine with it. It looks like Brady might join in the action also. Going to be interesting to see what happens there. I have a feeling these boys are no longer going to be a once a year thing to deal with. Is Max up to something? There are so many zigs and zags in this story, it's hard to tell. Just when you think you have one thing somewhat figured out, it goes in a different direction. Not complaining, because I love the surprises and all the crazy goings on. It makes it even more interesting.

So, keep up the great work, FT. Write when you can, as we're starved for Josh's world with his friends and enemies. Lay it on us and we'll devour it. BC
 
The latest chapter is so hot - surely if written on paper it would scorch it!
 
WOW!!! What a chapter that was FT. I agree with HF and BC's comments.

Xavier can claim he's straight all he wants but after the night he had with Jake and Josh there is no question he is on the team.

I agree with HF Xavier would be a good match for Tyler

I'm excited for the next installment to find out if there is any second thoughts from Xavier about his hookup with Jake and Josh.

Brian
 
Another wonderful chapter and I agree with what HF, BC and Brian said.

May I add that I think the shower is definitely pregnant now 😁

Can't wait for what's next :corn: and how Xavier will handle coming back to his campus and his girlfriend

As always, great work (y) so keep it coming FT, keep it cumming (y)
 
Evening my fellow bent bros. Thanks for all the great feedback. We even heard from Autolycus which is an honor in itself. I finally knocked out another chapter to continue this crazy saga. I wanted to get it to you as soon as possible and start work on the next one. So Josh is having fun with Xavier and his two buddies. He's invited them to spend the night and all have some fun. For Xavier and his friends, it's a whole new world they know nothing about, but with a few beers in them, they can learn to enjoy anything it seems. Xavier is much wiser and knows what he's experiencing. He seems to like it. Josh has opened up his eyes to a whole new world he seems to enjoy. We'll see where this goes down the road. Interesting that all you guys think that he should pair up with Tyler. Tyler doesn't seem to have any interest in any other dudes other than Josh, but that could change, so you never know. I like how your bent minds work right along with mine.

So this next chapter involves the remaining two guests, Max and Coby, who Josh doesn't really know all that well, but Zach and Brady will get to know very well. Seems as if Max has some dirty laundry that Coby wants to share with Josh and company, as if to help save his friend from himself. It's complicated as only Max can make things. It even has Josh stymied to a great extent. So, read and let me know what you think of the situation.

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving where you celebrate this and the rest of you had a great week. I am enjoying four days off which couldn't happen at a better time. I get some writing time for that. Now next week will be one hell of a fast paced week, but I am fortunate to have a little breather this weekend. Have a great rest of your weekend and please stay Healthy, Safe and Happy. Huggs, FT
 
Chapter 672 – A Sweet Night, But A Major Issue

We woke to the smell of coffee and the faint sound of voices on Saturday morning. I had my arms around Xavier who had a large stiff boner going for him, pushing up against me. Damn, that was a nice piece of meat. It felt great in my ass last night also. I hated the thought that magnificent male penis was being wasted on some girl out there that probably didn’t appreciate it as much as we did. But, it was his life and his choice to make, deciding where he enjoyed using it. Xavier finally woke up and looked me in the eyes. He smiled, then kissed me tenderly.

“Wow, that was some night. Never done anything like that before, but it was fantastic. I can’t believe what’s happened to me all in one day and night. Unbelievable,” he said with a smile, then hugged me tightly, our two hard cocks rubbing up against each other in the process. “Why does this feel so good and so right?” he asked.

“Because it is right. You feel it, and I feel it. It’s a wonderful feeling we can’t deny,” I told him, then kissed him on his forehead.

“I wish we could stay this way forever. Having you and Jake inside me was a special gift. I can’t describe how wonderful that felt, Josh. I’ll never forget yesterday and last night. That will be in my heart forever,” he told me with a smile. I ran my fingers through his thick blonde curly hair.

“Oh, Xavier, you are a beauty, that’s for sure,” I said, making him smile. “And that dick of yours is to die for,” I told him as I gave it a couple of strokes up against mine.

“I don’t know, I kind of like yours better,” he chided.

“Nonsense, yours is just perfect,” I said, getting another sweet kiss from him.

“I can’t believe I’m kissing a dude and loving it. And, I took dicks up my ass and loved that even more. I don’t know what’s happening, Josh, but I think I found a whole new world I love, that I never knew existed before,” Xavier confessed. I smiled.

“Maybe you did find something you were missing all along and couldn’t explain. Maybe we helped you find yourself,” I replied to his smile.

“I actually think you’re right, Josh. I guess the feelings were there all along, and I just didn’t recognize them or relate to them at all. Damn, that’s all changed for sure now,” he replied. “Oh shit, what about Phil and Avery. We dumped them in bed together naked last night. You think they’re still sleeping? Can’t let them catch me in bed with you and Jake. You think we should get up?” he asked, somewhat concerned, although I could tell he’d rather stay in bed if he had his druthers. I smiled.

“We can jump in the shower real quick after we check on them. That is if you can relax the beast between your legs,” I chided, making him smile.

“I think that beast you’re referring to is worn out by now,” he replied with a smile. I told him it looked pretty ferocious to me. He laughed. I reached down and cupped his big balls, enjoying the feel of them in my hand. “Oh, Josh, that feels so fucking good. Where have you been all my life? Jake has a nice dick and some nice balls also. I love his chest, which I’m sure you do,” he commented.

“That boy is just about perfect in every way. I couldn’t be happier to have him as my partner,” I replied.

“Wish I could find someone like the two of you,” Xavier replied. I told him to keep looking, and he probably would or someone would find him.

We got up and slipped on some undies to check on Phil and Avery. Gabe was in the kitchen manning the coffee. I introduced Xavier to Gabe. Gabe was awestruck by how good looking Xavier was. Garth and Dylan had been up, but had tiptoed around our guests, not wanting to disturb them, but according to Gabe, pulled the sheets back to see their morning wood. Gabe said their boners were somewhat impressive. Xavier got a kick out of that. The two were still asleep, but Phil had his arms around Avery. They looked like a cute gay couple sleeping together. Xavier and I got a kick out of them.

“They’d shit if they knew what they were doing. Pull the sheet back and I’ll take a picture of them holding each other naked all boned up,” Xavier suggested. I pulled the sheet back. You could see Phil’s cock up against Avery’s ass with Avery’s hard cock sticking out in front of him. Damn, if they didn’t look hot together. “I’ll save that for posterity’s sake, in case I ever need this,” Xavier chuckled.

“That would make them shit for sure to know that pic was around. We couldn’t have posed this any better,” I chided. Gabe agreed.

“You didn’t wake me up,” Jake said, walking into the kitchen sleepy eyed, rubbing his eyes.

“Thought you wanted to sleep a little longer,” I told him, as he gave me a hug, then ran his hands down the inside of my briefs squeezing my bare buns. He gave Xavier a hug also, but skipped his hands on Xavier’s bare ass.

“So, what’d you think about last night, Xavier?” Jake asked him. Xavier smiled.

“It was wonderful, Jake. Couldn’t have been any better. You guys are just the most wonderful friends a guy could ever have. I’ll remember this time forever and cherish it until the day I die,” he replied.

“It doesn’t have to be a once and done type of thing, Xavier. You can come back anytime and stay with us. I kind of likd that big dick of yours. That was kind of special. I wouldn’t want a steady diet of it, but for it’s great for special occasions,” Jake chided. Xavier smiled.

“We need to find him someone that likes that on a regular basis,” I told Jake.

“Or someone that likes fucking my ass on a regular basis would be better,” Xavier suggested. We laughed. “I really did like the two of you being inside me. Now that was special.”

Just then we heard voices coming down the hall. Max, Coby, Zach and Brady finally emerged from somewhere. They had undies on but with bulges, presumably from morning wood.

“Looks like someone had fun last night,” I chided to four big smiles.

“Okay, I wasn’t sure about hanging with you guys, but damn, this has been fantastic,” Max admitted. “I mean, you guys really know how to entertain. Oh, what about your two straight friends, Xavier. You think they’ll remember any of this?” Max asked, as he gazed at them still sleeping on the pull out bed. Xavier shrugged his shoulders. Max went over and pulled back the sheet to see if they had morning wood. “Damn, these two have some nice dicks for straight dudes,” Max commented. We chuckled. “What a waste if they’re using them on pussy. Looks like a couple of nice asses also. Nice and firm, undoubtably tight also. Poor guys. They could be having a hell of a lot more fun with the equipment they have.”

The boys started to wake up, rubbing their eyes, then seeing all of us looking down on them. “What happened? Where the hell are we?” Avery asked, sleepily. Phil was trying to get his bearings also.

“You remember anything about last night?” Xavier asked. It took a while for one of them to answer.

“I think I fucking drank too much, is what I remember. Why am I naked and in bed with Avery?” Phil asked. “Fuck, did we do anything together?” he asked, now really concerned. We all laughed.

“Yeh, you gave each other fantastic blow jobs, the likes of which almost made all of us cum,” Xavier told them. They both almost panicked, looking at one another then separating from each other quickly. “Hey, we thought you guys were in love. Nothing wrong with that,” Xavier added.

“Fuck that shit. We’re roommates and friends, not lovers. OOOO,” Phil replied. We all laughed. “Where’s my underwear?” Phil asked, looking around for something to put on. Xavier threw him what he thought were his briefs. Phil smelled them, then threw them at Avery, telling him those were Avery’s.

“You smelled my briefs?” Avery asked, somewhat shocked. Phil smiled.

“I had to see if they were mine or yours,” Phil replied, like that was a dumb question to ask.

“Like you didn’t remember that yours are boxers and mine are briefs? Yeh, right. You liked that didn’t you?” Avery teased. Phil just smiled, then pulled his briefs under the sheet and awkwardly pulled them on so none of us could see. We all got a kick out of that. Avery did the same thing. They then pulled the sheet back and sat on the edge of the bed, their boners still visible in their undies, both putting their hands over their crotches as if to hide what was going on down there.

“Want some coffee and donuts?” I asked them. Avery reached up to me to pull him up off the side of the hide-a-bed. Xavier pulled Phil up to his feet.

“You’ve got some nice wood there this morning,” Xavier chided. Phil shook his head.

“Nothing you wouldn’t have seen had we been in our motel room, but we wouldn’t have had this large an audience,” Phil replied.

“Hey, it’s all fun,” Avery told Phil. Phil just shook his head.

“You better not have molested me last night,” Phil told Avery. Avery smiled, saying he wished he could remember, as it might have been memorable.

“Where did you sleep last night?” Phil asked Xavier.

“Josh had a whole bedroom that was free. Too bad you guys got the couch,” he chided. Phil looked at Max and Coby.

“Did all of us stay last night? Damn, some of you had to double up, it looks like,” Phil commented.
 
Chapter 672 - B

“You bet, and it was a good time had by all. You two seemed to enjoy it, so what are you complaining about?” Max asked. Phil and Avery looked at each other as if they were unsure as to what really happened. I handed them coffee. We all sat around the kitchen island and had coffee and donuts after I introduced Gabe to everyone. They couldn’t help but notice Gabe’s large basket in his briefs. Max had to ask him how large he was.

“Somewhere around ten inches hard,” Gabe replied, shocking Max.

“Damn, we need to come back and sample that python,” Max exclaimed. Coby agreed. Phil and Avery made a face like that was too much information. Gabe smiled, looking Max and Coby up and down.

“I have a hell of a headache,” Phil commented, with Avery looking the same. I got up and got them some Ibuprophen, which they swallowed down with coffee. “How much did we drink last night?” Phil asked, not expecting to hear an answer.

“Too much. I can figure that much out,” Avery replied. We all smiled. “That was great beer too. And free. Kind of special compared to the cheap stuff we have to drink at school,” he added. Xavier agreed.

“So, now that you’ve had your first male blow jobs, how did you like them?” Xavier asked them. You’d have thought someone punched them in their stomachs.

“You had to bring that up? We were trying to forget that happened, like we imagined that in our drunken stupor,” Phil replied.

“Zach gave you both one hell of a blow job that took your breath away, then you slept naked together in each other’s arms all night long. Come on, tell me you didn’t like it,” Xavier requested.

“Okay, it was what you said it was. It was intense, extremely intense if you really want to know, but can we just forget it ever happened? I mean, it’s embarrassing enough the way we behaved and all. What happened was in a weak, drunken moment, but that’s over, and we need to be back to our regular straight selves,” Phil urged. Xavier chuckled.

“Hey, guys, no one will ever know or be the wiser as to what happened. You were just experimenting as most young guys do. Now you know what feels great. But, that doesn’t make you gay or anywhere close to it. You just had fun on a crazy drunken weekend. Then you go back to your normal lives and this is all a blur. You might think about it and smile once in a while, even admit to each other that was one hell of an experience you had together, a shared experience that might have brought you closer together as friends. But that doesn’t change who you are. You guys are great sports, and we consider you as friends now. We’re glad we were here with you when you had your first experience,” I told them, making them blush.

“And, I have to say, as suckable dicks go, you two had two of the best I’ve ever sucked,” Zach commented.

“I really don’t know how to respond to that comment,” Phil replied, making us laugh. I patted him on his bare back.

“Anyone for a shower together?” Zach asked, excitedly. Max, Coby, Brady and Zach stripped off their briefs and headed for the showers. I looked at Phil and Avery. They looked concerned.

“Come on. No one is going to fuck you or suck you unless you want them to,” I assured them. They got up and headed towards the showers with the rest of us.

“Xavier, you got something white and crusty on your belly, boy,” Avery told Xavier. “Oh shit, that’s dried cum. Looks like we weren’t the only bad guys last night. Thank goodness you were in it with us so we weren’t the only ones,” Avery replied. Xavier looked embarrassed.

“I wasn’t going to let you guys have all the fun,” Xavier replied sheepishly.

“So who took care of you last night?” Phil asked. Xavier smiled.

“I’ll never tell, but it was fantastic to say the least,” he replied. Avery shook his head.

We were much more civil in the shower this morning than last night, most of us with empty balls, if the truth were known. There were a few boners in the mix, but that was to be expected. What I didn’t expect was to see Phil and Avery boned up again. They said it was being in the showers with us and remembering what happened last night. Zach asked them if they wanted a replay, but they said they probably shouldn’t. he told them the offer was still there if they wanted it. That made their cocks even harder. While Brady and Zach took care sensuously washing Max and Coby, Jake and I surrounded Xavier, Phil and Avery and sensuously washed them, making their cocks so hard they couldn’t stand it anymore. They finally asked if they could experience that one more time. We sat all three, Xavier, Phil and Avery down on the bench seat, and Jake and I sucked them off, licking balls and probing assholes in the process. They were besides themselves. Avery and Phil shot some nice loads again, but whatever Xavier shot, I swallowed, which wasn’t that much with all the sex we had during the night. Phil and Avery didn’t think he shot his load, but Xavier and I knew differently. Xavier did shock them some when he grabbed my head and kissed me passionately, not able to stand letting that go. He looked over at them with their shocked faces.

“Hey, he deserved that after what he did for me,” Xavier replied. Both of them just shrugged their shoulders.

We got to our feet, cleaned up again, noticing that the other four guys had disappeared. Damn, if Max and Coby weren’t really horny and trying to get as much sex this weekend as they could. I was grateful to Zach and Brady for entertaining them and not Jake and me. Phil, Avery and Xavier were enough to handle.

Phil, Avery and Xavier got dressed, ready to head out. They had a long drive back to their college town, and wanted to get moving as they had finals next week also. They drank more coffee and had another donut before heading out. Gabe put some additional donuts in a bag for them to take with them, for which they were grateful. I got a long hug from Xavier, thanking me for everything and promising to be in touch. I told him to call me anytime he needed to talk. He promised to do that. I also invited him to come stay with us anytime he could get away also, hoping he could spend more time with us this summer. He said he’d like that. He gave me one last hug, then a quick kiss on the lips, somewhat shocking Phil and Avery once more. Xavier told Phil and Avery to hug Jake and me also for being such great hosts and friends. Although somewhat reluctant, Avery hugged me, then gave me a quick kiss on the lips, surprising me. He did the same to Jake. Phil did the same.

“Okay, I’ve done all the gay things now, so I’ve tried it all. It’s done and I can go back to my straight life,” Avery announced. I gave him a strange look. “What?” he asked. I smiled.

“There is so much more we could show you that would rock your world, buddy. You don’t know the half of it yet,” I explained. He shook his head.

“Gawd, don’t tell us that. Phil will want to come back for more,” Avery joked. Phil looked a little pissed.

“Me? I think it’s you that got all excited about the blow jobs, Avery, not me,” Phil replied.

“I think you both liked a little of what happened last night, but can’t admit it to one another,” Xavier told them. “I think you even like one another more than you’d ever admit to yourselves,” he added.

“That’s not us, Xavier. It’s just not us,” Phil replied. Xavier pulled out his phone and showed them the picture he took of them cuddled naked together in bed this morning with Phil’s hard cock up against Avery’s ass and Avery’s boner sticking out in front of him.

“Looks to me like the two of you really like each other,” Xavier stated.

“What the fuck!? Oh, you have to destroy that, Xave. Not good. Not good at all,” Phil said panicking. Xavier chuckled.

“Relax, I’m not going to show it to anyone but you guys. I’ll send it to each of you for you to enjoy though,” he chided to their concerned faces. “Come here,” he said, then gave them a group hug. “You guys are my best friends and teammates and I love you both. We’ve shared one hell of a weekend with each other and our new friends, and had many new experiences. I just want you to know we support one another in all aspects of life. No harm, no foul this weekend. Nothing but fun with some great new friends. Now it’s back to reality and our girlfriends, but we won’t forget our new friends and the fun we had with them this weekend. We just won’t discuss it with the ladies,” Xavier suggested. They both wholeheartedly agreed. Off they went, back to their straight lives supposedly. I still felt like Xavier was going to eventually find out he was on our team, but like others, it might take him some time to totally realize it and give in to his urges.

Max and Coby were still hanging around with Zach and Brady. I asked them if they were spending the weekend or what. Max laughed.

“Is that an invitation?” he asked, somewhat excited.

“Hell, I don’t care, but I don’t have a lot of time for you as we have chores to do this afternoon and then Gay Night tonight. I suppose you have finals starting Monday like we do,” I reminded him. He frowned.

“We don’t have any until Tuesday so I guess we could hang around if you don’t mind,” Max hinted. I told him to ask Zach and Brady if they had time for them, as I had things to do. Zach said he didn’t mind as long as the two of them didn’t mind getting fucked when he and Brady felt like it. Max told him to bring it on and often. They all laughed
 
Chapter 672 - C

Although Max was a nemesis when it came to swim competition, I really didn’t know him and Coby other than the last couple of competitions we had together. The last two involved sex, as a payoff of a bet, which I tried to forgive Max for last year, but he insisted. It was rather evident why he insisted as we had a lot in common, it seems, when it comes to sexual preference. There was no doubt about where his interests were, along with Coby. Coby was Riley’s cousin, which led me to believe our blessing was in the family somewhere.

Max and Coby helped with our housecleaning Saturday morning, where they asked all sorts of questions about Gay Night and what all we did. Zach told them about our Sunday afternoon skinny dipping party we had last week and intended on having this week. They definitely wanted to stay for that if they were welcome. We told them they could, but to behave. We got the strangest look for that order.

“You guys have any other gay friends at State? Surely, you’re not the only ones there as we get a lot of your guys at the CNB in the City on the weekend,” I asked. Max smiled.

“Uh, we’re not out as much at school. We kind of keep to ourselves. That’s why it’s so neat being here, a long ways away from State and the City. We can kind of let our hair down here and have some fun. Plus we know you guys share our same interests which is all the better,” Max replied. “Damn, if you don’t have some hot guys in your stable, Josh. I mean, Zach and Brady are to die for, not to mention you and Jake. We should have included Jake in our little party last year,” Max added. I shook my head.

“That probably never should have happened last year. I tried to let you off the hook, but you insisted,” I reminded him.

“Well, hell yes. I wasn’t about to let a hot guy like you get away and not fuck my ass when I had it in the bag. Damn, that was the highlight of the competition, hell, it was of my whole year,” Max replied. I couldn’t believe it.

“What, you don’t consider Coby to be your highlight? You guys boyfriends or just friends with mutual interests?” I asked.

“Close friends and teammates with mutual interests. Fuck buddies, I guess you could say. We’re not in love or anything like that, if that’s what you’re asking. We keep each other satisfied when there aren’t other’s to enjoy,” he replied. I looked over at Coby. I wasn’t sure he shared the same sentiment as Max, but he didn’t say anything.

“You two don’t have any regulars that you spend time with and have sex?” I asked, curious as to what his real life was like.

“Hit and miss. I get bored with the same guys all the time. I haven’t found anyone that made me want to fall in love, if that’s what you’re asking,” he replied. “Plus, as Coby will tell you, I’m not the easiest guy to please and get along with.” Coby rolled his eyes.

“You can when you want to be,” Coby announced, getting a look from Max, catching my attention. “He has a fairly steady other fuck buddy he didn’t tell you about,” Coby added. Max did give him an evil eye with that statement. “Go ahead, Max. Tell Josh about your other fuck buddy,” Coby urged. Max shook his head.

“It’s nothing serious, really. He’s just a friend with benefits, that’s all. He’s kind of trapped in another world and I help him escape to a better one from time to time,” Max remarked. Coby was not about to let that stand.

“You liar. You love the dude, and don’t deny it,” Coby commented, disappointed in Max for not telling us the truth.

“Shut up, Coby. You shouldn’t have brought it up in the first place. Why did you anyway? We were having fun up until now. Why did you want to spoil it?” Max asked, obviously upset that Coby brought up something that Max was uncomfortable talking about. I remained silent, noting the effect the subject had on Max’s demeanor.

“Damnit, Max, Josh is the closest thing you have to get an honest opinion on what you’re doing. You need to talk to someone about it, and now’s your chance since you won’t listen to me. You blow this and it’ll only get worse,” Coby replied, noticeably irritated. Max hesitated, somewhat trapped, but feeling forced to say something but irritated at Coby for bringing out the dirty laundry.

“Coby, sometimes you just irritate the hell out of me. There was no sense in bringing up this shit. You’re just jealous, that’s all. You hate that fact you can’t have all of me, but just me sexually when we’re both horny and I can’t be somewhere else. That’s not right. You need to get over it and move on if you can’t live with what I do,” Max replied, rather irritated.

“Sounds like you two need some kind of conflict resolution. I think there is definitely something that’s a real problem between the two of you. You guys need to work it out,” I suggested.

“He needs to work it out, Josh. He’s probably going to ruin a half-way decent person’s life because of his obsession with this dude he has no business being involved with. He’s too love blind to figure it out, but someone is really going to get hurt over all this when it blows up, and I’m afraid it’s innocent people that have nothing to do with any of Max’s sexual obsession,” Coby replied. Max seemed angry now. I didn’t say a word, thinking the two of them should either drop it or talk it out. Max seemed totally distraught at the moment. Even Zach and Brady were concerned as was Jake, all of us stopping what we were doing, concerned about friends we really didn’t know all that well, and maybe we didn’t really want to know if they had major problems between the two of them. “You going to tell them, Max, or do I have to tell them, because I’m having a damn hard time living with this, knowing what’s going on and what could happen,” Max commented. Max got up and walked around as if he was in anguish.

“These guys don’t need to hear all that shit, Coby. We came over here to compete and have a good time, not to bring our shit with us and put it on display. Why can’t you leave it alone?” Max asked. Coby didn’t flinch, holding steadfast to the thought Max should confess his sins.

“We don’t mind listening if there is something you want to get off your chest, Max. That’s what brothers helping brothers do. Not sure you’re a real brother of ours just yet, but Zach and Brady did sleep with you guys, so you’re kind of our brothers in some respect,” I said, hoping that would possibly make him open up as to what this festering open wound was all about.

“Coby, you’re such a shithead. Damn you anyway,” he said, still pacing the floor. Max rolled his eyes.

“I’m only trying to save you from yourself, Max. You’re blind to the whole thing and you need to open your eyes and get hold of yourself,” Coby told him. “You’re my friend, and if I didn’t care about you, I’d let you crash head on into that wall you’re heading towards at a hundred miles an hour. You need to listen, and if you won’t listen to me, you need to listen to what Josh thinks about your problem,” Coby said, in a concerned but meaningful way. I had no clue other than to think maybe he had a drug problem or something.

“Uh, you have an addiction problem of some sort, Max? I mean if that’s the case there is all kinds of help to get you through something like that and cure you,” I suggested. He looked at me like I had two heads.

“That would be simpler if that were the case,” Coby chimed in. “This is a whole lot more complicated, if you ask me,” he added.

“Well no one fucking asked you, Coby. Sometimes I just want to strangle you. What are you my fucking conscience or something?” Max asked, now almost totally distraught. Coby rolled his eyes.

“Come on, Max, man up and listen to what Josh has to say,” Coby urged. “Deep down inside you, there is a voice asking for help. Now is your chance,” Coby told him. So, I was concerned, but wanting this to be over with as it was draining emotionally to see both our guests somewhat in pain, Max almost in agony about something we knew nothing about, and was probably totally none of our damn business anyway. Why was Coby tormenting his good friend this way, if he really didn’t care about the boy, even though they were ‘just friends’ and fuck buddies? He had to care and care a lot, to put himself and Max through what he was doing. I had a feeling there was something really wrong somewhere. Yeh, now I was curious, but did any of us really need to get involved with these two guys that were our strongest competition in college swimming?

“Okay, can you tell us what it is so we can deal with it, or how about we agree to drop the whole conversation and go back to just having a good time for this weekend?” I asked, the rest of the guys still curious as hell as to what happened that concerned Coby so much and agonized Max.

“Fuck it!” Max said, loudly. “You think it’s so damn important, you tell him what it is, Coby and don’t exaggerate. He needs the facts. He doesn’t need your fucked up opinions,” Max said, sternly. I’m sure we all looked to Coby to hear what he had to say.

“Max is having an affair with an older man, one of his college professors,” Coby said rather bluntly.

“So that happens a lot, mostly between men and women, but it can happen between two dudes also, as all of us here very well know,” Max was quick to point out. Coby rolled his eyes.

“The problem is you seduced the guy and now he can’t live without you. To complicate matters this prof is married with a couple of young kids. If he doesn’t end this affair, it could ruin his marriage and break up this guy’s family. He only sees the sex as being something he craves and doesn’t want to think about what this could do to the innocent lives of this guy’s family,” Coby mentioned. I looked at Max.
 
Chapter 672 - D

“So, now you fucking know my horrible secret that is destroying other people’s lives all because of me. Go figure,” Max replied, pissed off.

‘Uh, the family thing is kind of bad, Max. You have to admit that’s not good. How much older is this guy?” I asked. Max shook his head.

“The dude is thirty-two, twelve years older than Max,” Coby announced with Max shaking his head at him in anger.

“Okay, so there’s an age difference there, not too bad, but you have to admit there is a decent spread there. How old are the children?” I had to ask. Max just stared into space. Coby was happy to answer for him.

“He has a little girl that is four and a son that is two years old. His wife is very nice, quite the looker, and a devoted mother and wife. They, up until Max came along, had a seemingly perfect marriage,” Coby replied. Max shook his head. “Seems as if Max seduced the dude at a conference he had with the prof needing help in accounting. He flirted with the guy, teasing him, taunting him, to the point the guy couldn’t help himself and gave in. They even meet at our apartment at times and fuck themselves silly. He needs to break it off, Josh. They need to stop this for both their own good,” Coby said. Max shook his head disgustedly.

“Wow, that is a problem, and not an easy one. Do you love the guy or is this some kind of sexual obsession and game?” I asked. Max shook his head, as if he didn’t want to answer that. He almost held back the tears as he tried to search his soul to give me a real answer.

“Okay, at first I caught him checking me out a couple of times when I worked my charm on him. I’d tell him how hot he looked and complimented him on his looks and different things. The more I met with him, the more he became more interested. I’d wear provocative shorts last fall, stuff that really enhanced my junk, that type of thing. I just needed a better grade and help with the course. He got interested in my swimming, and I showed him what I looked like in my Speedos before we had to shave our legs. I could tell that really got to him. Then one day, he showed up at swim practice to my surprise. I asked him what brought him over to watch us practice. He told me he happened to be walking across campus and past the natatorium, and thought he’d drop in and see how we were doing. He had his eyes all over me. I was feeling a little cocky, like my seduction techniques were working. I was rather proud of myself at the time. Then one day in the office we got kind of close as he showed me how to account for stock subscriptions, those stupid things no one cares shit about except for someone like him. I told him he looked good enough to kiss, and I leaned in as if I was going to kiss him, but stopped short. He grabbed my head and kissed me passionately. We practically fucked in his office, but didn’t. He said he had to see me somewhere else as there was something about me, he didn’t know what it was, but he wanted to find out. He asked me if that was something I wanted to do, or was he totally out of line and we should just forget this ever happened. Like a fool, I told him, I wanted him in the worst way. That only added fuel to the fire,” Max replied, getting worked up more as he told us what happened.

“Is he good looking at all? Were you attracted to him physically or just playing him for a grade?” I asked. Max sighed. Coby told him to be honest.

“At first, I just needed help and help with a grade because I was in danger of being disqualified for the team, my grade point average below what was required. Coby told me to just drop the course and that would get my GPA up so I wouldn’t be disqualified for a semester. We were past the time you could drop a course without it hurting your GPA. So, I got desperate and worked my charm on the dude. He bought it hook line and sinker. It took a while, but it happened. And to answer your question, yes, he’s handsome and in great shape, not to mention he’s nicely hung also,” Max replied.

“Okay, so the semester, for all practical purposes is over now, except for exams, so you’re going home for the summer, and won’t be around campus, so there’s your out, Max. Both of you had to know this was coming and prepared yourselves for the inevitable breakup for the summer,” I suggested. Coby rolled his eyes.

“Max got put on probation for grades and has to go to summer school to get his GPA back up again or forget about the swim team next year for good,” Coby announced. “I told him what you just told him, the summer break would be a good way to end this. He went and told the dude that he was going to summer school this summer and would be around all summer long. Get this, he’s going to be cleaning pools as a job this summer also, and it just so happens, this professor has a pool service that Max is working for. Guess who got him that job,” Coby told us. “Not only that, but the wife and kids are going to New England for two weeks this summer to visit her parents and dufuss here has been invited to spend those two weeks with the professor and sleep in his marital bed with him. The professor has it all worked out. How special is that?” Coby asked to Max’s embarrassment. I was shocked.

“Max, seems as if you let this get too far out of hand,” I suggested, but didn’t want to upset him until we could work through the emotional part of his problem. “Do you care about him and the position you’re putting him in with his family at all?” I asked.

“Hell yes, Josh. It’s fucking killing me. I never should have done what I did, but I had to do something to save my spot on the team. Hell, I’m our team’s best swimmer, well at least me and Coby here. I couldn’t let the team down. In the process I made one hell of a mess. I’m so sorry that happened. I’d be one hell of an emotionless prick, devoid of any human feelings at all if I thought this was funny. Well, Coby says I am anyway, but that’s Coby. I want to tell Brian we have to stop. We can’t let this go on. I want to tell him that, but I look in his eyes and I see how much he loves me, how much happiness I’ve brought to his life, and I just can’t. To make things worse, I think I love him too. FUCK! That wasn’t supposed to happen. None of this was supposed to happen. I am so fucked, and I’m fucking up his life, possibly his wife’s and his children’s lives also. That should make me feel like shit and it does. I really feel like shit, but what the hell do I do? I, I just don’t know,” he said, almost breaking down in tears, putting his head down in his hands, asking me if I had a beer. I told him it was a little early for that, and he needed to stay sober for a bit at least.

“Well, we know you aren’t an emotionless prick, because you do care, Max. I understand your motives, but you should never dick with another person’s heart and life to satisfy your own needs or ego. That’s not right, and I think you know that now. You’ve seen the damage it can create. Although no damage to this Brian’s life has happened so far or to his family, you’ve teed them up for a huge hurt, if things aren’t changed and soon. Have you talked to any counselor about any of this?” I asked.

“Who the fuck am I going to talk to, Josh? I swear if I talked to any counselors on campus, I could get the guy fired and he’d have a record of sleeping with male students. That would end his career for sure. I couldn’t do that to the guy,” Max replied.

“Not that it would change anything, but I have a good friend that’s a psychiatrist/psychologist that might be able to help you sort out your feelings and arrive at a possible plan of action for straightening this all out. That is, if you’re interested, I could ask him for help,” I told him. He shook his head.

“I think right now the less people that know what a huge fuckup I am the better. I know I have to do something for his sake. I do care about him, but I know this is not good for him or his family, and it’s killing me to think about the damage I could cause. I have to end this, but I might need help getting the strength and courage to pull the trigger,” Max admitted.

“Cold turkey, Max. Cold turkey. Rip the bandage off and suffer the short pain quickly, then it’s over,” Coby told him.

“You keep saying that, but you don’t know what you’re asking. Besides you’re jealous of the fact I love the guy and you’ve never been really loved by anyone else,” Max replied, rather heartlessly.

“I wouldn’t love someone if all it would do is destroy them, Max. Sorry, but I’m not that cruel,” Coby replied, rather curtly. Max just made a face.

“Well, I could introduce you to Thad’s and my accounting TA tonight if you’d like. He’s gay and definitely well hung and probably only two or three years older than you are, Max,” I chided, seeking some comic relief from this horrible situation we were discussing. Max looked at me like I was hopeless.

“Doesn’t this Brain guy realize the situation he’s put you both in? Isn’t he concerned about his family and the damage it might do to them? I mean he should be the one that realizes this is not right and he needs to end this,” I suggested. Max shook his head.
 
Chapter 672 - E

“He says he’s never loved anyone else as much as he loves me, Josh. The guy is hopelessly in love. What can I say? Deep down inside we both know this is so wrong, but then we get physical with each other and it’s like we can never stop. I’m not sure what the hell to do. How awkward is that going to be when I clean his pool this summer once a week with his wife and kids there? What do I tell them. Hi kids, you know I’m fucking your daddy? I don’t know. I’ve tried to talk to him, but we get distracted when I shove my dick up his ass and he screams out in pleasure and cums like fire hydrant. He's pretty good with his dick also. I mean the passion is fantastic. We literally wear each other out, kind of like what happened last night with Zach and Brady. I’ll give the boys credit, they fuck a mean fuck. Wow!” Max replied.

“So you understand there are others in this world that can give you the same satisfaction as this Brian guy, and life will go on with or without him,” I told him.

“Yes, I do. But he’s so innocent and caring. I just melt in his arms. And he loves me with all his heart. That’s not the easiest thing to find in this world,” Max continued.

“I suppose his wife feels the same way too. Has he talked to you about any kind of future, or are the two of you just fucking and going on with your own lives?” I had to ask.

“Oh, he thinks he has plans for us. He’s going to work up the courage to tell his wife he’s really gay and that he’s fallen in love with me. He wants to have joint custody of the kids, of course. Not sure that will happen with him being in a gay relationship, but he thinks it can. I tell him I’m not so sure that’s the right thing to do, and maybe he ought to think about the overall ramifications of those actions, what kind of impact it will have on his wife and children. When I bring that up, it’s like putting a damper on everything. He doesn’t like to talk about it. I tell him he has to talk about it and figure out if this is all worth it. As we’ve discussed, there’s a hell of a lot of damage that can be done here,” Max replied.

“Could you really let him do that, Max?” I asked. Max hem-hawed around.

“I don’t know. I really don’t know. At times I feel like I could, then there are times I feel extremely guilty thinking I could encourage something like that,” Max replied, totally unsure of himself.

“I know you won’t listen to me anymore, but if you have an ounce of decency left at all, Max, and you really care about the guy, don’t let him do something like that and destroy his family,” Coby told him. Max gave him a look.

“It’s not like you can be unbiased in this situation,” Max replied.

“Okay, so I care enough about you to try to keep you from doing something stupid. Isn’t that what a best friend should do, offer you my opinion to keep from hurting yourself and others?” Coby asked. He was right. Max didn’t answer, even though he knew the answer.

“Just my opinion, Max, but the age difference is significant and sooner or later, you and he both will feel it. Then what do you do? You’re going to want to go out and party with your friends, and he’s not going to want to hang with friends your age. He won’t feel comfortable, and you won’t feel comfortable just staying home with him. Right now you get him in short doses. Think about what it will be like spending your entire life with him. Are you really prepared to give up your current life, having sex with others and having a good time? He’s not going to want you to do that anymore. Trips like this weekend will be over for sure. It will just be the two of you for the most part. Maybe you’ll invite Coby over occasionally if he’s not out having fun with friends,” Zach suggested.

“You really think it might be like that?” Max asked, having never thought about the reality of life after Brain coming out.

“Think about it. How many guys that age do you hang out with and have sex with? I venture to guess none,” Zach told him. “All his friends are undoubtedly straight, and will shun him like crazy if he comes out as gay, so he’s not bringing any friends to the party. It will probably just be you and him for the most part. Is that what you really want, a life of solitude with just one partner. Don’t get me wrong, because I believe if you find the right partner, life can be wonderful together, but you still need friends and a social life to compliment your own lives. That’s going to be hard with a partner that’s 12 years older than you. Think about it,” Zach added.

“Zach is right, Max. The age difference, while not that important now, will really become a factor as you both age,” I added.

“Okay, I get it. You all think this is crazy, and there are times I do to. Then when I’m with Brian, I feel safe and secure, wanted and loved. I wish he was more my age, but he isn’t and I can’t change that. I have to deal with it and accept it, or move on. I get there is a lot at stake here and a lot to think about. Can’t we just drop it for this weekend and just have a good time?” he asked, frustrated with the whole conversation and wanting to move on.

“You two want to dance tonight for Gay Night?” I asked, changing the subject, noticing it was mentally taxing on Max now more than ever.

“What do you mean by that?” Coby asked, curious.

“Be a male stripper. Strip down to thongs and shake your junk at the guys throwing money at you for tipsm imagining what you look like totally naked,” I replied.

“Hell, if they’re throwing money at me, they can see me totally naked as far as I’m concerned,” Max replied, making us laugh. I explained the legal ramifications of being totally naked, which they understood. “Might be kind of fun. No one knows us over here, so who’d care?” Max replied. Coby wasn’t so sure.

“Hey, you could make some money and have some fun doing it,” I suggested, thinking a couple new dicks and hot bodies might spice things up a bit. “A couple of your old classmates, Stan and Gentry, can get you outfitted and show you the ropes. They transferred to Uni this year to take over the performances of the new CNB here. They’ve done a great job of it too,” I explained.

“Can’t say that I know them, but if they’re from State, I’m sure they have to be great guys,” Max replied. Coby shook his head.

“They’ll enjoy meeting you guys, I’m sure,” I replied. “So, you guys up for it?” I asked.

“Hey, we can give it a shot. Can’t fuck it up too bad, just shaking your willies in front of all those horny gay guys,” Max replied. Coby said he was okay with it, as it might be kind of fun.

That settled, we finished up some chores then got dressed to go down for lunch. Kyle and Blake stopped by to see what we were up to today. We introduced them to Max and Coby. Blake was a little surprised they spent the night here with us. I told him that Max and Coby were going to dance for us tonight at Gay Night. They were interested in hearing that. Blake recognized Max and Coby as competitors from the swim meet.

“Sorry about the cramp you got in the meet. That was a bummer,” Blake told Max. Max looked a little embarrassed.

“That’s the shits. At least a decent guy won State and set a new record for us all to beat next year,” Max replied. “It’s not that I lost to someone that didn’t deserve to win. Josh earned the win and he got it.”

“Great way to look at it, Max. You guys been friends all this time?” Blake asked Max.

“Oh yeh, for sure. Very close friends, you might say,” Max replied. I rolled my eyes.

“Hey, what do you see of my cousin these days, Riley?” Coby asked. I chuckled.

“You might see him tonight. He usually comes in on Gay Night. Let’s just say he’s been a little aloof lately. I think his modeling career has kind of gone to his head. I guess he’ll be heading out to LA in a few days to spend the summer out there and make some big bucks and a name for himself in the modeling world,” I suggested.

“Wouldn’t surprise me if he didn’t do porn,” Coby replied. I asked him why he’d say something like that.

“We had a family dinner at Easter, and he told me he loved getting his ass fucked. He told me you broke him in, Josh, and he’s loved it ever since. I wasn’t so sure he didn’t want me to fuck him while we were there. I avoided that. He’s different for sure,” Coby replied.

“Well, then I’m sure you’ll enjoy getting reacquainted with him this evening if he shows up. He’s also been coming to our get-togethers at the house on Sunday afternoons. If you guys stay for that, you might get to see him there also, au-natural, you might say,” I chided. Coby rolled his eyes.

“Just what I need to see,” Coby replied, facetiously. I could only imagine.

“Anything new with Clay and Kenny?” Kyle asked, not thinking about our guests from out of town that didn’t know a thing about what was going on in that world. I know I looked a little shocked, having heard that question.

“Not that I’m aware of, but I haven’t talked to Clay since I saw him yesterday when they showed up to do an interview here at the CNB. Maybe he’ll call me today or something and let me know what’s going on,” I replied to Kyle, but with Max and Coby having no idea what we were talking about. They asked who Clay was, but I told them he was just a friend. Ironically, Clay came walking through the door just a few minutes later. I introduced him to Max and Coby. Max and Coby recognized him, having seen in on TV at times, especially him interviewing me during basketball games.

“Can I talk to you?” Clay asked. I told him sure, then he and I went to the office alone to chat.
 
Well, that's an interesting situation you've introduced, FT, with Max and his older married lover. And it's a completely believable situation. Max unlocked buried feelings in Brian, and now Brian is hopelessly in love with Max, saying he wants to leave his wife and kids and have a loving relationship with Max. Quite a dilemma.

Josh always says the heart wants what the heart wants, sure, but life-changing decisions need to take account of reality, or heartbreak and distress will surely follow. Brian leaving his wife for Max can't possibly work. Apart from the practicalities of the age difference, which Josh has already pointed out, it's obvious that Brian is blinded by the rush of his first gay love, and hasn't thought things through at all. Despite how he fantasises about it, his wife isn't going to smile, and willingly agree to sharing custody of their kids. It just won't happen. She's just going to feel the hurt and outrage of her husband telling her he's in love with a college kid. That can't possibly play well.

And then there's Max himself. If he has an ounce of self-awareness he must know he's not ready for a loving relationship with anyone, let alone an older guy with kids. To resolve the situation, he needs to grow some big balls and tell Brian it's all over. And see the whole thing as an important life lesson.

But Brian's dilemma won't be solved, of course. He will still need to deal with his sexuality and decide what life he wants to lead. But Max can't be part of all that.

Obviously, this chapter got me thinking quite a lot! And I'm looking forward to more fun and drama whenever you can deliver it, starting with whatever Clay wants to talk to Josh about. I'm guessing you'll give us another twist in Kenny's story, but we'll see.

Cheers, HF
 
I agree word by word with HF, I couldn't have said it better.

We had this weird guy who bet his ass (and Josh's) on winning a swim competition, not that much more, and now we discovered what's behind that. And it's believable, relatable and unexpected.

Can't wait for what's next, whenever you can post :corn:

As always, great work (y) so keep it coming FT, keep it cumming (y)
 
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