Chapter 678 - C
“Clay, tell me you haven’t fallen in love with Kenny. That’s very important,” Cal asked. Clay about choked on his food.
“No, I haven’t fallen in love, Cal. We’re just friends, although I have to say I do enjoy the sex. He sure knows how to make me cum and cum hard,” Clay replied. Cal told him that was TMI, making us all laugh. “Well, you asked me,” Clay replied. Cal shook his head.
“Okay, just be careful that pleasure doesn’t masquerade into what you think might be love. Fight that with everything you have. Think of Josh, Jake, even Will here, and how hot they can make you feel. Think of what their dicks are like in that sweet ass of yours,” Cal reminded him.
“Uh, excuse me. I haven’t had sex with Clay,” Will reported to Cal. Cal gave him a strange look.
“What, that sweet ass and nice cock of his doesn’t interest you at all?” Cal asked Will, somewhat concerned. Will wasn’t sure what to say.
“Well, sure, but we’ve just never had sex. I don’t know him that well for one thing, and he lived with Jake and Josh, not me. I don’t live there,” Will replied.
“Clay, have you ever thought of having sex with Will?” Cal asked him. Clay smiled.
“Well, maybe. I don’t know. Will is hot and everything, and Josh loves him, but he has his own boyfriend, and I’m not that experienced in all of this and all the relationships these guys have between them. But what does that have anything to do with Kenny and what we’re trying to do here?” Clay asked, his journalism background sneaking back to the surface. Cal smiled.
“Good point, it’s just that Will is so hot and I couldn’t imagine anyone not dreaming of wanting to have sex with him,” Cal replied, somewhat embarrassing Will.
“You’re doing it again, Cal, what you did earlier. Uh, let’s stick to the subject that needs to be discussed,” Will suggested, getting somewhat aroused, I could tell. Cal told him he was right. Damn if Cal wasn’t putting on a full court press with Will. I was laughing inside enjoying the show. I could tell Cal had Will all hot and bothered.
“Sorry, Will. Didn’t mean to embarrass you, but you are one hell of a hot looking guy, and I know if Josh loves you, you have to be a sweetheart also,” Cal said very sincerely. Will blushed. “Now, back to the subject at hand,” Cal said, then went through the course of action with Clay he recommended to us earlier, not expecting to see Clay here this evening. When he was done, Clay told us a few more things.
“I think Kenny might show up tonight. He knows I’m working, but he might come later. Usually when he comes late, we don’t spend too much time talking, but we’ll have some time tomorrow morning to talk. He’s become even more affectionate, which I’m not sure why. I think he’s lonely, if you ask me. I don’t think he has any friends. I don’t’ think he cares much for the people he works for either. He did tell me one time he was in a business relationship that turned into a romantic relationship with another guy which was completely unexpected, but it happened. He said he regretted the fact it ended like it did, and wished things could have been different at the time. I’ve tried in vain to get him to tell me what ended it, but he said, it was water under the bridge, and he hated to think about it anymore. Still, I can tell it haunts him some. Does that mean he might actually have a conscience?” Clay asked Cal. Cal thought for a moment.
“Possibly, but unless he really trusts you, you’ll never know the answer to that question,” Cal replied.
“I’ve thought about telling him, since this relationship with one another seems to be going somewhere, I’d like to know why his other one went sour so we don’t make the same mistakes. I did bring that up to him once, but I could tell that hit a nerve. He just told me that was an entirely different situation, one he didn’t have much control over, and ours he does. I know he’s talking about Kyle. I just know it. He told me he was fighting off his feelings for this other male friend and still in love with his girlfriend, only when both relationships blew apart, the one he realized he missed the most was with his male buddy. He said he always pretty much figured he was straight, but he’d had a few experiences in high school and soon after he graduated that he didn’t dislike and kind of enjoyed, but he never knew that’s what he preferred overall. He said he’d fucked a lot of girls in his day, but never had the satisfaction out of it as he did with me and the other guy. I asked him who the other guy was one time, but all he’d say was he was still around, and he didn’t want to ever have to deal with that again, as he was too ashamed of how it ended. I asked him if there might be a possibility that he was still in love with the guy and that they might get back together again. He told me he knew the guy hated his guts, and would rather have him killed than to ever have anything to do with him again, and besides, he had feelings for me now. He asked if I had any feelings for him. I told him I did, but we weren’t in it too deep if he had feelings for the other guy. I wasn’t sure I was totally gay either. He just laughed. He said for two straight guys we sure were having a gay ole time. That made me laugh, but it’s true. Who’d have thought?” Clay commented. Cal scratched his head.
“Just be careful. He obviously has a heart deep down there somewhere. I doubt if he’d have been bullshitting about Kyle. That was interesting to hear. Kenny did with Kyle what I warned you about. Kenny had deep emotional feelings for Kyle, but had to screw him over on orders from his employers. He made the mistake of falling in love, just like the hell I did with my perp when I was undercover. I can’t stress that enough, Clay. It’s so easy to get caught up in the charade, feeling like it’s real, and it may very well be real. Keep focusing on the fact, that when we break this guy, he’s going to jail for a great many years of his life. And, if he’s connected to this murder we have on our hands, he may be looking at life. Focus on that when your hear starts to really love him. It’s the hardest thing in the world to do, play that role of a loving boyfriend and not mean it. Trust me, it still gives me nightmares to this day. Becoming friends of all of you guys, hanging with you like we have lately has finally started to relax me some and soften the nightmares. That’s why if you find yourself falling in love, let us know, and this thing ends immediately and we have what we have. If it’s enough, so be it. If it isn’t, you just find a way to break up with him and we go another route. I don’t want you emotionally scarred like I was,” Cal told him. I noticed Will hung on every word Cal said. I could tell he was moved by what Cal was telling Clay.
“I hear what you’re saying, Cal. I’ve found myself, wondering what it would be like having him as a partner if none of this illegal stuff was going on. He is a sweet guy, at least to me at the moment. I have to focus on the fact he’s a criminal, and has to pay for his illegal activities. I’m good so far. You guys keep me grounded,” Clay explained. I leaned over and kissed him.
“We’re all here for you, Clay. We support you through and through. You know you’re loved by all of us,” I told him. “If you feel yourself slipping and softening about Kenny, you get in touch with us right away. We’ll show you what true love is. We’ll even get Will to make love to you and that would make any dude ecstatic, believe me,” I chided.
“Hey, wait a minute. I do have a boyfriend, you know,” Will somewhat protested.
“Yeh, well where is he? If he was any kind of a boyfriend at all, he’d be here with you. I don’t see him,” Cal chided. Will looked at him and shook his head, telling him that was none of his business. Cal just smiled.
Clay finished up his plate, then said he had to get back, but he was glad he got to spend some time with us. He gave me a hug and kiss. Even Will held out his arms to give Clay a hug, thinking it was the right thing to do. Then Cal held out his arms to hug him also. “You know, you look kind of hot in just your briefs. Can’t say I’ve ever seen you in just your briefs before,” Clay told Cal, who chuckled.
“Oh, that’s nothing, you should have seen him this afternoon naked, if you really wanted to see how hot he is,” Will said, somewhat unfiltered. “I mean, well, you know what I mean, we all look better naked than clothed,” Will added, thinking he slipped and said something out loud he didn’t really mean for Cal to hear.
“Oh, so you noticed, did you?” Cal said to Will who was beet red now. “Well, I noticed the same thing about you also. Glad your boyfriend wasn’t here or that might have made him jealous,” Cal chided, as he grabbed Will to hug him quickly before he had a chance to turn him down.
“Easy there, Cal. I don’t need you to confuse me. You’re just dicking with me anyway. Careful, as I’m an emotional person. Just ask Josh,” Will warned. I smiled, thinking the two really would make a hot couple together. But then there was Forest, someone I loved more than Cal at the moment. Will stepped back, but Cal told Will, he was just teasing him, and not to get his briefs all in a wad. Will smiled.
Clay took off, then the rest of us started cleaning up getting ready to leave ourselves. Cal left Will alone for the time being, although I could tell he was definitely attracted to him, even if he was just having fun tonight. If Will would have encouraged him at all, Cal would have been right there hanging on every word, I had a feeling. I was both amazed and amused at their interaction this afternoon and evening. Gave me something to think about at least. And it was a distraction from discussing Tyler, which I had to deal with.