Chapter 804 - E
“Well, wait, doesn’t that create some problems between you two?” Rod asked. Tyler smiled telling him ‘not at all’. “I’d think it would be frustrating to him to love you like you say he does, but not be able to have an intimate relationship with you. That would be horrible living like that, I’d think,” Rod replied, somewhat confused. Tyler laughed. “You’re just shitting me now. Tyler, you asshole. I never know when to take you seriously. Shit, Ty, Lonnie and I really miss you in Uni. When the hell are you coming back? Schools going to start soon so you should be close to figuring out when you’re coming back. Sue is off limits now as she and Wes have taken up together. I sometimes wonder about that boy at times. I mean he fucks up a storm with Sue, but I sometimes catching him looking at Lonnie’s ass and mine. Don’t know what that fascination is,” Rod commented. Tyler just shook his head.
“Not coming back, Rod. I’m not coming back to Uni, not this year, not any year. I’m taking classes at Florida State online and at the local community college here to finish out my bachelors’ degree. I’m co-manager of the CNB here, and I’m making a shit ton of money thanks to Josh here. I’ve been given stock in Stoney Enterprises along with Benji and we couldn’t be happier. I haven’t been this happy in my entire life and I’m not about to give that up,” Tyler told Rod. Rod looked at me.
“Wait, what the hell is going on here?” Rod asked looking back and forth between Tyler and me.
“Rod, I’m trying to tell you, I’m GAY! Do you understand now that I’m G A Y?” he said spelling it out. Rod looked to be in shock.
“Fuck, Tyler, cut the shit. You’re doing this thing again like you used to do with Josh which pissed me off acting like that, kissing him the way you did. Josh, tell him to cut the shit, would you?” Rod asked then shut up.
“Rod, I love you as my cousin and as my best friend all these years. When Tink told me he was gay, he had me meet with Josh for him to explain that Tink would need my support. I didn’t take the news well at all. I felt like I had been betrayed as you know we always used to make fun of the gay guys in high school, but now know better than to do that as it’s hurtful. I told Josh at the time I would not support Tink being gay as I thought it was ridiculous. He was my brother. Yeh, he was a late bloomer I thought at the time, but not gay. Josh had to spend a great amount of time with me trying to explain emotions and sexual desires, telling me I had to support him or it could emotionally damage him. Josh told me how intense the sex is in a gay relationship, way beyond what a male felt breeding a female. I thought that was bullshit, so I told Josh he had to prove that to me. I wouldn’t support Tink until Josh had sex with me for me to experience what Tink felt. He refused at first, but I shamed him into it. It was right here at the PF where I first had sex with Josh one night. I thought it was different and kind of interesting at the time, but felt kind of fantastic too. I got an understanding finally of what Tink felt and seemed to enjoy. Well, that was that, and I agreed to support Tink. The more I got to thinking about it, it was like a switch turned on and I started to crave it. I forced Josh to fuck me a few more times, and I fell head over heels I love with him then. I promised him I wouldn’t try to take him away from Jake, like he’d ever let that happen anyway, but he had to love me like that occasionally to keep me sane. Jake even gave us his blessing knowing I was struggling with my self-identity. Josh finally had to end it the one time I came down here with him and didn’t come back. I just couldn’t perform with Sue anymore, not after what I had with Josh. Josh gave me an ultimatum that it had to end with him as it wasn’t doing me any good to focus on him. He worried about me. I met Benji during that trip and he helped me also through a difficult time there. We bonded and I decided to stay here with him and work here. I couldn’t go back to Uni and pretend I was someone I wasn’t and have you and Lonnie, plus the BFF’s belittle me. I was so done with all of them. I do miss you though, Rod. Josh insisted and I agreed, that I needed to tell you in person, cousin to cousin, that I am gay and living a gay life in a very gay community. No one judges anyone down here. It’s wonderful,” Tyler explained to his shocked cousin.
“Tyler, you can’t be gay. Think of all the girls you fucked in high school. You could have anyone you wanted, and you did. I mean you were my idol. I could hardly get a date and you had more than you could handle. If anyone should be gay, it should be me for shit’s sake, not you. So, this thing you did with Josh all those times you played like you loved him and couldn’t get enough of him, that was real?” Rod asked.
“Totally real, Rod. Josh used to give me hell about it, but I literally couldn’t help myself. I made him take my cherry and fell in love with him when it happened. I’m tired of hiding it anymore. I’ve told Tink and, needless to say, he was shocked just like you. He was even a little pissed at the time, saying he never got any attention before. It was always me. Now that he was gay, he at least had something different in the family from me and now I was taking that distinction away from him also,” Tyler explained. Rod shook his head.
“I’m blown away. What the hell do I tell Mary Ann? Shit, she’s going to be all over me for this. This is going to hurt for sure,” Rod said, shaking his head. Tyler chuckled.
“You can tell her to eat shit and die for all I care about that woman. By the way, you need to dump her and find yourself someone real, not that crazy assed bitch,” Tyler replied.
“Hey now, don’t be dissing my girlfriend that Josh helped me get,” Rod came back at him. “She can be a pain for sure, but at least she’s mine, not that she didn’t have the hots for you in a major way. There were times I thought she was using me to get to you. Guess that doesn’t work too well anymore,” Rod said, somewhat chuckling. “Josh, you really fucked my cousin? You actually stuck you cock in his ass and fucked him?” Rod asked as if it was the most disgusting thing he could think of. I smiled.
“Yep, sure did in order to get him to support Tink. He had to know what Tink felt in order to support him in his chosen lifestyle. For the record Tyler fucked me also. It wasn’t just one way. I can’t say I didn’t enjoy it either. Needless to say it was very loving and became even more so. Benji has been good for Tyler in many ways, Rod. Tyler is a very loving individual I’ve found. I deeply care about him as one of my closest friends, and I’d do anything to help him in this life. He’s a very loving, caring individual and he loves you as his friend and family,” I explained to Rod. Rod was at a loss for words.
“Got anymore beer? I think I’m going to need a lot more after what I just learned,” Rod said noticing the empty pitcher. I went to get more beer, noticing that Buzz had disappeared sometime during our conversation with Rod. I wasn’t sure if he excused himself or just wandered off not happening to overhear any of our conversation about Tyler being gay.
When I got back with more beer, Tyler and Rod were sitting beside one another and to be talking intelligently. I asked if they wanted some private time together. They both said ‘no’, they wanted more beer, which I poured for the rest of us. “You okay with everything now, Rod, or do you have more questions?” I asked him.
“I was just thinking I’m sitting here with my first cousin and best friend and my best gay friend trying to comprehend the two of you fucking one another. I can’t see it, and don’t even want to think about it. I guess I’ll get over that part. At least the two of you still look like you did before so that hasn’t changed. You still seem like the two guys that I care about so much, so that hasn’t changed. Tink is good with it and he hasn’t changed. I guess I just have to let the dust settle, but I think I can handle it if Tyler can handle it. How come you guys left me out. Were you going to fuck me too at some point, Josh, so we could make it a total family thing?” Rod asked, joking of course. I told him he wasn’t my type. He shook his head. “I guess you did blow my cock that one time and damn was it ever good. But, at least I didn’t fall in love with you over the blow job. I guess it takes a dick up ones ass to make them fall in love,” he chided. Tyler and I laughed, telling him it didn’t really work that way. “I can’t believe I never saw this coming. I’m totally blown away. Well, I guess when Em is ragging it, I now have a family member who’s an experienced cock sucker,” Rod said throwing up his arms. Tyler and I laughed.
Benji, Hudson and Clark returned absent one Tex which didn’t surprise me. Rod stared at Benji’s cock this time, thinking that went inside Tyler and wondering how the hell that was even possible. “Benji, show Rod your dick. He doesn’t think that could fit in my ass,” Tyler teased. Benji walked right up to where Rod was sitting and told him to feel it if the wanted to. Rod told him that wasn’t necessary, half afraid of the thing and not wanting to touch another dude’s penis. Benji sat down on Tyler’s lap, put his arms around his shoulders and kissed him.
“I take it everything is good now?” Benji asked. Tyler said he thought so, but he guessed Rod was still trying to absorb everything. “Rod, I love your cousin and I will consider you a trusted caring friend also because Tyler loves you very much and considers you his best friend. I just want you to know you’ll be my friend also,” Benji told him, sticking out his hand to shake Rod’s. Rod shook his hand.