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Wally
Part Thirty Two
Justin went back to Tom's to change clothes while we restored the den, Josh being unusually quiet. When Justin returned we went out on the deck. The conversation was conducted by mostly Justin and myself with occassional short replies from Josh.
Finally I decided to find out what was going on in that handsome head, "Okay, stud, let's go walk along the lakeshore."
He nodded and rose to join me in our stroll. "What's bothering you stud?"
Shoulder shrug followed by "Nothing"
"Try that one on someone who doesn't know you. It isn't working with me. Is it what happened with Justin?" I stopped walking and put my arm around him, drawing him in close to me.
"No. At first it bothered me but once we got into it I was okay. That was just the type of stuff we should have done as kids but never did. I guess we are late bloomers in the experimenting with a brother stage."
"That makes sense, so what is wrong now?"
We sat on the seawall, Josh still cuddled in my arm. "I feel like I cheated on you. And I hate it."
I kissed him briefly, "No, Josh, you didn't cheat on me. I was a participant in the whole thing even though it was mainly as a voyeuor. That is not cheating."
"But I had sex with someone else, isn't that cheating?" He looked up at me displaying the sadness and confusion in his blue/green eyes.
"Technically, yes. Try this one. Say I am home alone and watch a video. I get excited and beat off. Would you think I had cheated on you?"
"Not really but since you denied me the opportunity to partake, in a way, yes you did. Besides, we did more than beat off."
I thought about that one for a minute then said "But you didn't deny me the opportunity to partake, as you put it. For me to shoot as far as I did, hitting Justin's leg, I had to be pretty turned on. I don't think it was Justin that had me that hot. The look on your face as you climaxed in Justin's mouth was more than I could take."
He kissed me then pulled back, looking deep into my eyes. "So as long as you get to watch I can have sex with someone else and not be cheating on you?"
I stood up, "Oh no, that's not what I was saying. This was a special circumstance, one that I have admitted to fantacising about. I'm not so sure I would feel as postively about just any one doing that with you."
He was silent for a minute, so I sat back down, "Stud, I love you more than anything in the world, you make me happy just by being with me. Remember we agreed that any of us could have stopped what was going on at any time. I didn't stop it because I didn't feel threatened. If you were to have sex with someone else, whether I was watching, participating or not even around, I would feel threatened. What we did today was wrong in some ways but we are adults and all three of us consented to it. I didn't think we had hurt anyone but with you like this, now I'm not so sure."
He put both of his arms around me and pulled me into a hug, his head on my chest. "I love you so much also. I don't want anyone else, not even for just plain sex. You are all the man I want and can handle. But can I change my mind about the three of us having a session? I don't think that would be a good idea."
I couldn't help myself, I laughed, hard and long. When I was through, Josh was starring at me, a puzzled look on his face. I kissed him, then said. "I told you once, I have the best brother and even though the thought of a three way with the two of you is a great ego boost to this old man, I think I can live just fine without it."
We kissed deeply and passionately, our tongues taking turns playing in the others' mouth. We heard someone approaching and broke the kiss to look up to see Justin walking towards us, a big smile on his face. "I told you two you need to be careful where you makeout."
We stood up to join him, Josh slapping him on the back, "What's up, bro, you look like the cat who swallowed the canary."
"Anthony just called. He is in Chicago. He got a couple of extra days off work and flew out here this morning."
"Well, that is a surprise. We'd better get home and get everything ready for his arrival." I said as we started walking back towards our house. "Your brother is better now,"
"Good, I thought maybe he was afraid that once you saw what a good cocksucker I am, you would dump him for me." He flashed Josh a smile to let him know he was joking.
Josh punched his arm and said, "THAT I don't have to worry about. I happen to know Wally is a size queen and we both know I win there."
"He is thicker than you, Josh, maybe my size fetish extends to girth rather than length."
He winked at me, "But I have the better ass." He slapped Justin's ass to help make his point. "And I also happen to know that you have a weakness for it, especially when it is about to slide down that long pole of yours."
"Okay, you two. I don't think my heart can handle having two hot studs fighting over me." We all three laughed the rest of the way home. Once inside I pulled Josh towards the bedroom, "I think I need a better description of your ass sliding down my long pole. Maybe even a visual"
Justin took his car keys out of his pocket, "While you two fuck each others' brains out, I'm going to the store to stock up on some groceries." and he left.
Standing at the foot of the bed we alternated between kissing and removing each others's clothing, one article at a time between kisses. Once fully bare, Josh dropped down in front of me and took my semi erect cock in his mouth. It didn't take long for it to be fully erect as his mouth and tongue found and pleasured all of my special spots. Once he was satisfied that I was as hard as I could get he let my cock slip from his mouth, stood up and pushed me back onto the bed. My legs dangled off the end of the bed as he straddled my chest and held his fully erect cock in front of my face. I wasted no time in opening my mouth, sticking out my tongue and licking a large drop of precum from the tip of the head. I then ran my open mouth up and down the full length of his cock, using my tongue to stimulate the underside. Soon he pulled back, raised up and placed his already wet hole on top of my cock. He looked deep into my eyes as he slowly pushed down, his mouth open, and his tongue running along his lips. He paused briefly as the head entered him then continued his descent. Once I was fully inside of him, he took my hand and placed it on his cock and began raising and lowering his ass as I stroked his cock in the same manner. After about every three or four breaths, he said "I love you" as he increased the speed of his movements, my stroking intensifying along with him. As we both shook with the pleasure of our orgasms we yelled the others' name and he immediately lay forward, locking his lips onto mine. Our deep breathing, through our noses, wasn't subsiding as the kiss deepened and our bodies tried to come down from the high of the climax.
Finally he pulled away, sweat running down his face and chest, his heart racing and chest expanding and contracting with his breathing, and said, "Can we have some kind of ceremony to declare our commitment to each other?"
Still breathing heavily myself, and matching his sweating, I smiled at him ""I know there is nothing we can do legally but we could have a party for friends and family and exchange rings. So, are you asking me to marry you?"
He half laughed as he raised up, allowing my semi hard cock to slip from his hole. Sitting back down, his softening cock laying on my lower belly, he said "Yeah, I guess I am." His smile was the biggest I had ever seen.
Gently nudging him off of me, I wrapped my arms around him as he lay beside me, "In that case, yes I will." and kissed him deeply. The sound of Justin returning with the groceries brought us back to reality so we got up, pulled our jeans on and went to see if he needed help.
Looking both of us up and down Justin said, "That must have been some visual."
Josh walked over to and hugged him "Yeah it was and even more, Would you like to be my best man? or maybe after that in there," pointing towards the bedroom "my bridesmaid?"
Justin looked over at me, "What?" He looked back at Josh "Can two guys get married in Indiana?" Coming over to hug me also, he added "Yes, I'll do whatever you guys want. This is so cool."
"No, Justin, two guys can't get married here, legally, at least. What we want to do is have a party and exchange rings and vows in front of everybody that matters to us." I said, pulling Josh into a three way hug. "And how about we just call them our attendants and each have one?"
"When is this going to happen?" Justin broke the hug and stood just staring at us.
"We don't know yet. We just now decided to do it. We have to buy rings, plan the party, send out invitations, " Josh was mentally calculating all we would have to do. "And, oh, yeah, the most important part, plan the honeymoon."
Justin laughed, "I don't know about the planning part but you two certainly have practiced for it enough."
The knock on the door stopped the discussion. Justin opened it. Anthony was standing on the porch in a pair of kahki shorts and polo shirt, looking like he had just stepped from an advertisement in a magazine. Justin opened the storm door and pulled him inside, wrapping his arms around him and planting his lips on Anthony's.
When they broke for air, Josh and I said "Welcome to the lake." at the same time. I stepped forward, shook Anthony's hand and said "Let's all go out to the deck for a beer."
"Oh no." Justin said, reaching into one of the bags he had set beside the entryway. "I have something better" He pulled out a bottle of champagne "Anthony being here and your news call for this."
"What news?" Anthony asked as we walked into the kitchen.
"We'll tell you outside." I replied as I took four glasses from the cupboard. Justin opened and poured the champagne as we sat around the table on the deck. He held his glass up, "Here's to Anthony's visit and my new brother-in-law"
Anthony looked from Josh to me then raised his glass, "I'll drink to that And congratulations you two." We all four clinked glasses and drank.
We spent a couple of hours drinking the bottle of champagne, hearing about Anthony's trip and discussing and making tentative plans for our committment ceremony. Justin and Anthony seemed as happy and excited about it as Josh and I were. Finally I suggested we shower, get dressed and go to the lakeside restaurant for dinner.
Josh and I showered together, as usual and while he was washing me he said "I think we should do this soon, I mean before we go to Nashville in two weeks."
"That's pretty fast, stud, are you pregnant?"
His hardy laugh brought on one of my own. When we composed ourselves, I took the wash cloth from him and soaped him down. "I think we should go to Nashville, see what all of that involves and then do this."
"You always do make better sense than me" He said as we rinsed off.
While we were drying each other off, Justin and Anthony came into the bathroom to take their showers. As Anthony removed his clothes, Josh and I both appraised his body. Josh and I looked at each other, smiling, then at Justin as Anthony removed his white briefs, revealing a large set of balls and a 5" soft cut dick hanging in front of them. Josh hit Justin in the arm and said "You guys better use cold water to keep that thing that way or we'll miss dinner." Justin blushed as he followed Anthony into the shower.
The other two came out of the bathroom as Josh and I emerged from the bedroom, fully dressed. "We'll just be a couple of minutes," Anthony said over his shoulder as they went into the den.
True to his word, they returned in three minutes wearing jeans and matching polo shirts. "Anthony brought this for me from LA." Justin said as he did a quick spin.
As usual we sat at the table near the window overlooking the lake. Anthony had the best seat to enjoy the view and said "You know, you should probably do your little ceremony out on the lake, it's so beautiful."
Josh looked from Anthony to me "That's perfect."
"I think the only place more appropriate for us would be the west restroom at the county fairgrounds." I said before busting up in laughter.
Anthony had a puzzled look on his face as Josh, then Justin agreed and started laughing. Justin stopped laughing first, looked at Anthony and explained "That is where they met, well not met, they already knew each other, but where they first got together."
Josh took over and explained the story to Anthony who smiled as he saw the joke in my comment. During dinner we told Anthony the story of our relationship, leaving out the scene that transpired just prior to Josh proposing.
"You guys are really lucky, having each other. I've always wanted someone to love like that but so far it hasn't worked out." He put his arm over the back of Justin's chair, looked him in the eyes, and added "Maybe that is about to change."
Before they could kiss, I broke the spell by saying "Now, back to the ceremony on the lake."
We decided that two pontoon boats anchored side by side with a bridge of some sort between them would work fine. We would put an archway at the edge of the bridge for Josh and I to stand under to exchange vows and our rings. Tables and chairs would be set up on both boats for people to sit, and a buffet table and bar would be on one, the other for dancing or whatever.
Anthony insisted on paying for dinner, I finally relented when he said it was cheaper than a hotel room for the rest of the weekend. "After you've slept on our futon, you might change your mind." I joked.
Josh drove Justin's car, the two of us in front and Justin and Anthony in back. He took the long way around the lake with Justin pointing out the sights along the way. "After living in LA, this seems so rural, but it is nice. I see why you guys want to live here." Anthony said as we pulled into our driveway.
We went out on the deck, Josh bringing a cooler of beer. Soon, Jason, Rich and Colin joined us from Tom's house. After we told them the news and they had congratulated us, Jason looked at me and said. "Wally, you have to see this tape we just made. This guy looks like a younger version of you." He held up a video cassette.
Taking a beer with us, we all went into the house and the den. Jason put the tape in the VCR and turned on the TV. As soon as the picture came on the screen, I took a deep breath, stood up and turned off the TV. "Where is this guy?"
Six pairs of eyes focused on me as I added "And is his name Michael?" I started pacing the room.
Josh came to me, put his arm around me and said "Are you alright? You're white as a ghost."
Jason came over to us, "Yes, his name is Mchael and I think he is at home. Do you know him?"
"I might. Do you have his phone number?"
"Yes, do you want me to invite him over here?"
"NO" I yelled, louder and harsher than I had intended. Jason stepped back. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell. I'm just a little shook up is all. Yes, can you call him and ask him a couple of questions for me, without saying who I am?"
"Sure" Jason took out his cellphone and punched in Michaels' number. "Hi, Michael, this is Jason. We just showed your tape to a friend and he has a couple of questions for you." He then looked at me.
"What is his birthdate?"
Jason repeated this in the phone, waited a couple of seconds and said February 23rd at the same time I did.
"Where was he born?"
Again the answer matched mine. "Does he still hate his biological father?"
Finally realizing where this was headed Josh pulled me closer to him. The rest of the guys stood up and circled around us, a ring of support. Jason held the phone to his side as he said "No, he realized after talking to his sister about him that all his Mother had him believing was wrong."
I started shaking. I was suddenly wrapped in arms, being drawn into a coccoon of love and understanding. "Ask him if he wants to meet me?"