jamie_01930
JUB Addicts
Bob,my partner of four years died august 3,'08.
From the time we got the word, there was no question wether I would be there for him or not. I stayed by his side 24/7 and loved every minute of it. It was all that I could do for him.
I found some good in myself that I didn't know I had.
As many times he would say, go out and have a gay time. I stayed with him and never went out with the desire to hook up. The door was wide open but i never used it.
Now I must use all the things that Bob tried to show me.
In time I will once again look for that guy that is looking for me. But I will NEVER forget Bob
I considered him my solemate so now what do I look for. another guy like Bob . I am sure there is just one Bob so that will make things more difficult.
Each night I will hug the pillow and give him the most sincere kiss I can.
Unless you have experienced this you might think people who say it as a tad crazy, But I know my dad was in the same room one night. I could feel his presence. There is no dubt in my mind that my dad was there.
So as I start another chapter in my life I will always think of Bob popping back in my life.
Love you Bob
From the time we got the word, there was no question wether I would be there for him or not. I stayed by his side 24/7 and loved every minute of it. It was all that I could do for him.
I found some good in myself that I didn't know I had.
As many times he would say, go out and have a gay time. I stayed with him and never went out with the desire to hook up. The door was wide open but i never used it.
Now I must use all the things that Bob tried to show me.
In time I will once again look for that guy that is looking for me. But I will NEVER forget Bob
I considered him my solemate so now what do I look for. another guy like Bob . I am sure there is just one Bob so that will make things more difficult.
Each night I will hug the pillow and give him the most sincere kiss I can.
Unless you have experienced this you might think people who say it as a tad crazy, But I know my dad was in the same room one night. I could feel his presence. There is no dubt in my mind that my dad was there.
So as I start another chapter in my life I will always think of Bob popping back in my life.
Love you Bob