The first time you had someone ejaculate in your mouth

[dbeatty5476]

My first time, I wasn't sure I was prepared to take a load in my mouth, but as I became engrossed in actually sucking his cock, I realized I wanted him to cum in my mouth and, what's more, I wanted to swallow it. When he did come, only the head of his cock was in my mouth, so I immediately felt his warm sticky goo on my tongue. I was in ecstasy. I continued to suck him for a bit, then I swallowed and finished up by licking up what had leaked out on to his cock and balls. It was definitely salty/sweet, and delicious. I don't think I've ever detected the ammonia smell, but my sense of smell is somewhat lacking.

I realized at the time that I would never again experience taking a load in my mouth for the first time, and that left me feeling a bit sad. I soon learned that it didn't matter - every load is perfect, every load is sacred, every load is swallowed. If I get fucked by a guy wearing a condom, I ask for the condom afterwards and suck his load out of the condom. I then clean off his cock.

I had fantasized most of my adult life about sucking a cock and swallowing a guy’s cum. When I finally got the courage to do it, it was so exhilarating that I immediately regretted waiting so long. What I remember most was how his rock hard dick felt as I wrapped my mouth around the shaft and moved up and down while tickling the tip with my tongue. As i sucked him I asked myself whether I was prepared to swallow his cum. I wasn’t sure I would want to swallow. At one point as I pondered the question, I tasted his precum. I knew at that point that I’d better be prepared to make a decision soon. As he rocked his hips with his hands on my head, I felt him tense up and I immediately felt the strong rush of cum streaming into my mouth. It was a strong rush that seemed to go on and on and on. As my mouth filled with his cum, any doubt I had about whether I’d swallow went away. I swallowed his cum and loved the warm thickness and distinctive taste. I licked the tip of his dick as he oozed more cum. Seeing his cum and eagerly reaching for it with my tongue further enhanced the experience.

 

[magicdick]

I had fantasized most of my adult life about sucking a cock and swallowing a guy’s cum. When I finally got the courage to do it, it was so exhilarating that I immediately regretted waiting so long. What I remember most was how his rock hard dick felt as I wrapped my mouth around the shaft and moved up and down while tickling the tip with my tongue. As i sucked him I asked myself whether I was prepared to swallow his cum. I wasn’t sure I would want to swallow. At one point as I pondered the question, I tasted his precum. I knew at that point that I’d better be prepared to make a decision soon. As he rocked his hips with his hands on my head, I felt him tense up and I immediately felt the strong rush of cum streaming into my mouth. It was a strong rush that seemed to go on and on and on. As my mouth filled with his cum, any doubt I had about whether I’d swallow went away. I swallowed his cum and loved the warm thickness and distinctive taste. I licked the tip of his dick as he oozed more cum. Seeing his cum and eagerly reaching for it with my tongue further enhanced the experience.

It is the most amazing experience, isn't it? Funny thing is I knew I would love it. And I did. And I don't know how I knew.

Without going into detail...

I was as straight as straight can be. Then I saw his cock and a switch flipped in my brain. I went bisexual right then and there. Again, I knew I wanted his cock in my mouth and knew I would love it. And I did. I took his cock in hand and even that was thrilling. I thought, "I'm holding another man's cock and it is beautiful."

I went down on him and he handed me a box of tissues. "In case you want to spit." I pushed it away. The rest is history. I am now a dedicated cocksucker and proud of it. Oh, I am a cum-loving slut-whore-bitch, too.

 

[bibeanbagcuck]

It is the most amazing experience, isn't it? Funny thing is I knew I would love it. And I did. And I don't know how I knew.

Without going into detail...

I was as straight as straight can be. Then I saw his cock and a switch flipped in my brain. I went bisexual right then and there. Again, I knew I wanted his cock in my mouth and knew I would love it. And I did. I took his cock in hand and even that was thrilling. I thought, "I'm holding another man's cock and it is beautiful."

I went down on him and he handed me a box of tissues. "In case you want to spit." I pushed it away. The rest is history. I am now a dedicated cocksucker and proud of it. Oh, I am a cum-loving slut-whore-bitch, too.

Anyone else bi and like to watch and share your wife with other men especially strangers??

 

[Kyanimal]

 

[snakeeater1]

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Wow, this is the best gif I’ve seen in a week! I LOVE it when a guy does it to me. Just pumps load after load in my mouth like that! They never seem to show this In gay porn. The guy always pulls out and cums somewhere else…

 

[Pete120]

It was the second to the last day of 6 grade. It was the first time I saw white cum. I wasn't maturing yet ,but my friend was. He also had the first 7 inch dick I saw. I was hypnotized by it. He was just slowly jerking it in front of me. Then I just leaned it and started sucking it. Then after 5 mins or so he popped all over my face hair and his self too. I just licked it up like Ice cream. It was great tasting to me too. true story. I was experienced with gay sex before. That was just a first for me. during that summer he topped me a lot. I realized I was a bottom/vers/submissive/fem demi male cock worshipper.

 

[Ben_Dover]

The first time I took a cumshot in my mouth was also the first time I handled another man's cock. It was in a bookstore booth. I had gone to bookstores and watched gay porn before, at first out of curiosity then because I liked it. So, one time I noticed that an occupied booth had the door partially open. I looked, there was a guy--much older than me, playing with his cock to gay porn. I got closer to take a look. He put his hand on my shoulder and pushed down. I got to my knees and started sucking. Why? Because there was an actual Real Cock in front of me, and so many of my video-inspired urges that I didn't want to admit having were getting ticked. There was a cock in front of me. Until that moment, I could just say I was "curious", now it was irresistible reality. The man was older. He was black. He acted like I was just something to use. Oh, yes, it was a perfect set-up in my mind. I was going to suck. It was just like a video. I had no idea what I was doing, but I guess I wasn't too bad. I could hear my pulse in my ears. I had a cock in my mouth. I had a stranger's cock in my mouth. It was in a public place. I was sucking cock in a public place and I didn't know anything about this man. I was lightheaded. All I was really aware of was the cock. I didn't notice anything else but cock in my mouth. I kept swirling the head with my tongue and letting him use my mouth. Then he stopped moving and everything was salty. I swallowed without thinking and kept swallowing. He pushed my head off his cock, pushed me out of the booth, and shut the door. I realized afterwards that I had just sucked a cock and swallowed cum. It was the first contact I ever had with a man. It was entirely without dignity for me. I had sucked his cock without even words being spoken. He just used me to cum, and I had not just complied but eagerly slurped it all down. His cum was inside me. He had used and seeded me. I realized that, and the thought made me cum in my pants. I've been warped ever since.

 

[snakeeater1]

The first time I took a cumshot in my mouth was also the first time I handled another man's cock. It was in a bookstore booth. I had gone to bookstores and watched gay porn before, at first out of curiosity then because I liked it. So, one time I noticed that an occupied booth had the door partially open. I looked, there was a guy--much older than me, playing with his cock to gay porn. I got closer to take a look. He put his hand on my shoulder and pushed down. I got to my knees and started sucking. Why? Because there was an actual Real Cock in front of me, and so many of my video-inspired urges that I didn't want to admit having were getting ticked. There was a cock in front of me. Until that moment, I could just say I was "curious", now it was irresistible reality. The man was older. He was black. He acted like I was just something to use. Oh, yes, it was a perfect set-up in my mind. I was going to suck. It was just like a video. I had no idea what I was doing, but I guess I wasn't too bad. I could hear my pulse in my ears. I had a cock in my mouth. I had a stranger's cock in my mouth. It was in a public place. I was sucking cock in a public place and I didn't know anything about this man. I was lightheaded. All I was really aware of was the cock. I didn't notice anything else but cock in my mouth. I kept swirling the head with my tongue and letting him use my mouth. Then he stopped moving and everything was salty. I swallowed without thinking and kept swallowing. He pushed my head off his cock, pushed me out of the booth, and shut the door. I realized afterwards that I had just sucked a cock and swallowed cum. It was the first contact I ever had with a man. It was entirely without dignity for me. I had sucked his cock without even words being spoken. He just used me to cum, and I had not just complied but eagerly slurped it all down. His cum was inside me. He had used and seeded me. I realized that, and the thought made me cum in my pants. I've been warped ever since.

Hay guy that a HOT story! I like the way you think. I’m also a dedicated cock sucker and live to have a cock in my mouth while getting face fucked!…

 

[magicdick]

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I love this short vid. I have personally never experienced a cock pulsate like that. Would love to. I'm thinking I may be concentrating too much on the cum being injected into my mouth. (Just saying it makes me weak in the knees.) Next time I am going to look for it.

Jesus, I love sucking cock and cum and balls. I pity those guys who have never had the pleasure. Even more pitiable are those who are turned off by it. I get it, but they need and deserve our sympathy.

 

[wolfypdx]

The hard part of seeing the pulsations for me is that my vision gets pretty blurry that close to my eyes. I'll just continue to focus on what's being injected into my mouth.

I'm going to be sucking off a friend tomorrow night whose never been sucked by a guy before. He says he has no interest in sucking cock himself, but I'm going to see if I can gently encourage him in that direction.

 

[Fluidity79]

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He's getting a mouthful

 

[dbeatty5476]

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I can actually feel the cum shooting into my mouth with each contraction.

 

[snakeeater1]

I can actually feel the cum shooting into my mouth with each contraction.

I hate it when I got a nice cock in my mouth and I can feel he’s getting ready to give me a big load and he pulls off to jerk off! I feel cheated! I did all the work to make him cum then he jerks off. If he wanted to jerk off he should have told me first! And I’d have done it for him! ..By the way that B&W gif of the guy gettin that load pumped in his mouth is HOT HOT..gave me a hard on to watch…

 

[tim.mcdarthy]

this is all 100%true it happend in the early 1990's qthis is long and split into two posts, sorry for the grammer i will try to go back and edit it soon. just tired of typing now

Hi guys! I've been with women all my life relationship wise. however i experimented a few times when i was young. Ive never been attracted to men but i've allways thought dicks were hot. during my experimenting phase it never really went very far other than get hard play with it only one time i tried putting a friends cock in my mouth just for a few min. I have allways love being blown by girls and the ones that would let me cum in their mouth and would swallow me i became more attracted to and would tend to keep them around for a while. so with my limited experience with cock now going in to my high school grad I traveled about 7 hours from my home town to tour a university. my first time out that far from home alone. I had really been into porn, I jerked off a lot and fucked girls every chance i got. while i was in this city i found a ABS called porn paridise not the real name but you get it. anyway i was drawn in. we didnt have these in my small town so i had no idea what an arcade was or a glory hole or anything really. I thought after seeing this it was a cool place for guys to go jerkoff before going home to the wife. Naturally i tried it. i wanted to give this a shot and bust a nut. I was 18 at the time and i would say twink build, cute. i had no idea i was being lusted on by so many dudes around there they were just standing around the booths and i could feel so many of them just staring at me. looking back i was so nieve. so i kept my head down and slipped in a booth. put tokens in and the screen came to life channel after channel of good porn. I found a very hot scene of a blowbang. very hot actress was just sucking off all these guys and i thought it was so sexy. i slid pants and underware down and lubed my cock up and was stroking i started hearing noises and looked around and saw eyes watching me and i felt very self consious and as i was trying to get my pants on a nice guy came into the booth through the wall and i was getting very nervous. he said its cool man im not going to hurt u or anyting he said you are just so damn hot and watching you stroke your big dick was cool. he said lets just chill. he was alright he didnt force himself on me or anything and he asked if he could get his cock out and show me. im starting to relax more and i said sure. he was a 30;s something black man and he didnt have a monster cock it was slightly above average. i complimented him on it and once i got my nerves settled he asked if i would get mine out again. I told him i didnt want to do anything but stroke our own dicks. he said that is cool so that is what we did for about 5 to ten min. then another panel opened up and a guy prob in his 50s came in and he seemed to know the black guy with me as they said hi. I was a little rude and said man were just trying to have some privacy and he snickered. i got a feeling i was a little in over my head but i tried to relax and played cool but my erection went away quickly and i guess it was obvious to the older gentleman i was frightend. he said to me that he saw me looking around and he said i think you are a sexy submissive boy and do you like to please. I said yes sir not knowing what i was really talking about. he said that is good. he said to stop covering up my dick and let him see it. so i did and the black guy said yep this white boy had a nice dick on him boss. i started gettin hard again and rose to my lengh of 8.5 inches and thick. back then i got monster erections and could go as long as i wanted, cum a quart, and fuck multiple times in a night. I started to relax because until this point i thought they just wanted to see my big dick and watch me stroke. so after a little bit of being watched the older gentleman said do you know what a dominate man is and what submissives like you are expected to do? i said no sir i dont. he grinned and sid boy as a sub you are inferior to a dominant man you should obey and do what you are told and your only job is to please a dominate man sexually and every other way you are asked to do i said ok got it. he said you are a natural submissive. he asked me if i was gay. i told him no he said i know youve had cock in your mouth havent you and dont lie to me. I had never admitted to anyone i have played around but never gone far with it until then. i told him pretty much exactly that. he said well today you are going to be my sub because i'm your dominate until i get done with you. now i wanted to get up and run but i couldnt the booth was a decent size with a chair that i was in and to the left there was a carpet covered box that was like a tall couch or bench to sit on or lay on. but the only ways out i would have to climb over and get past either one of the men with me. I guess the black man sensed that i was getting scared and he very calmly said hey man calm down no one is going to hurt you i promise. i wont let that happen and he said in fact if this isnt your thing he said get up and you can go no prob. I think he was really serious and i was tore on what to do. i wasnted to see if he was telling the truth so i stood up and pulled my pants back up and started to leave and he didnt try to stop me at all he said thanks for leting him see me and that i was hot but its ok have a good night and be safe so i started to walk through the door and got all the way outside and he was true to his word he let me go. once i confirmed this i was a little more relaxed and while i wanted to play with a guy more I didnt really know what to do or where to start especially on a man with experience as im sure the white man had. plus i was intimated as he was my dads age or even slightly older but well kept and clean other than a larger beer belly.

 

[tim.mcdarthy]

part 2

I wanted to learn from someone closer to my age. but the way this guy said i was to obey him made me curious so i backed up and sat back down. he said ok im glad you are staying you might learn a few things. he said it may be more than you are comfortable with and if it is just say red ok but try not to use that unless you really cant handle it because it kills the vibe. he said that man is going to use you and enjoy putting you through your paces. hes not going to be gentle at times but this isnt about your fun he said its about pleasing him and asked me if i understood. I said i think i do and i turned around to the older man and i asked him what i had to do. he said first off i didnt say you could ask me a question boy. and i felt bad and apologized. he said that is ok you are learining he said if i wanted to know stand up and strip completely everything underware socks everything. so i did. the black man scooped up my clothes and opened the door he was next to and handed them off to a guy outside and said to give these to the lady at the counter. i tried to protest as that was scary the black guy said its ok you will get them back when we are through with you. he said it is a way to for me to show them trust. half my brain was conflicted i wanted to run i was curious about staying and seeing how this would go. I for the first time kinda felt like a girl in a way and i thought am i about to be ra*ed or somehing. now during all this my penis was hard as a tree trunk standing proud and i had pre leaking to my balls. i had no idea why i was that hard. but something about being naked and these men taking my clothes and telling me they intend on using my body for their enjoyment i then understood how submissive i really was. the older guy told me to stand up and face him legs spread and arms behind back the black man took my arms and gently but firmly kept them together behind my back then the older man began groping me and pinching me, slapped my penis a few times hard, pulled my nipples, squeezed my balls and asked me if i liked it i didnt know what to think i didnt dislike it so i sad yes sir I like it.

 

[tim.mcdarthy]

part 3

he said good turn around and put your chest on this bench and stick out your ass and spread your legs and cheaks with your hand. he began to examin my asshole he put a finger to it and applied pressure and i was thinking what the fuck am i doing. he said have you ever had a mans cock in here. i said no and he said i believe it he showed the black guy and said hes tight as fuck. then he told me that he is going to fuck me and it isnt optional he said i know it is your first and your nervouse but it will hurt and its ok to tell him. I said do i really have to and he slapped my ass real hard and said yes. then he said ill be as gentle as i can but when i think your ready im going to fuck you hard because im doing this for my pleasure you are going to learn that you have to realize that this is a sacrifice your giving to me it will get better the more men like me will fuck your hole but you right now will have to just take it best you can if you need to cry that is ok but that doesnt mean i will have mercy but i dont want to make this an awful experience for you. just focus on making me feel good. i thought is this guy crazy he wants to fuck my ass knowing it will hurt me like hell but i will have to take it because his dick will feel good. i told him i was too far in to quit and i was honest and said i was scared but i did want to please him a and i wanted to learn. he spanked my ass several times very hard it hurt alot and i let go of my cheeks and then he really starting hitting my ass a lot harder and yelled at me saying i dindt say you could hide your little pussy from me. my ass was his pussy. now i really felt like his girl. he reached through my legs and took hold of my balls and made a fist and was pulling them down and he said do you want me to fuck your little pussy? i hesitated and he pulled them harder and he said answer me i said yes i suppose. he yanked them very hard now and i was in a lot of pain and i wimpered and yelped prety loud and i said yes. he said listen bitch and pulled them down so hard i thought he would tear them off i started begging him to stop but he didnt he said you address me as sir and now answer my question the right way i said yes sir i want you to fuck my vigin ass sir please use me and fuck me as you wiish my ass is yours he said that is much better and let go. he said get on your knees slave he walked up to me and said put your hands behind your back while he holds them and dont try to move them he grabbed the back of my headand put my head in his crotch and started t rub it all over my face. i remember thinking i dont even know if this guy had a big or small dick and thought o fuck. with my face pinned in his crotch i felt him undo his buckle and i though tthis shit is getting real. i had never had any fantasys of being fucked by a mature man especiially in a place like thishe tood his belt out of all the loops and folded it in half bent me back over the box thing and started whipping my ass i tried to get away and he said you hold still and dont move again i said please dont hit me it hurts. he just stood there and reminded me dont move or he will make it hurt. so i just complied and he prob hit me 5 or six more hard ones and i was softly crying because he whipped me hard. i still had an erection that was almost painful and he said let see those tears. i turned aound and looked up and he took his pants off then his boxers and holy shit he was had a nice big dick about my size but uncut and a little thicker and to me with my tight virgin scared whipped ass it looked menacing.

 

[tim.mcdarthy]

part 4 final

I thought, “This is going to hurt and I dont know if I can do this”.

Then he grabbed my head by a fist full of hair behind my head and pulled me into his balls then he took his dick and wiped my tears up and once he had them on his head of his member he said, “Open up faggot”.

This was the moment I had a man’s cock in my mouth. I tasted the salt from my tears and his skin. The smell wasn’t bad he smelled clean and like Irish Spring. then he said open all the way and hold it open then he started stabbing the back of my throat with his cock. I was gagging and at that point I just thought, “Stop fighting this I agreed to everything that is going to happen and its prob going to be painful and scary”, but I did agree to it and once I thought about it I was turned on by what was happening but still scared and very nervous. He would put his dick in as deep as he could and hold me there and I was gagging over and over my hands were trying to get me away but his hold was tight I felt his dick flex in my mouth and tasted his pre he fucked my mouth hard for a long time and the Black man stroked his dick watching me being degraded.

Finally, he took his cock out of my mouth and said, “It’s time faggot I’m going to fuck your ass and you will take it and if you try to get away I’m using the belt you are my sub you are here to please me and let me use you as I wish your ass belongs to me. You are going to take every inch and I’m going to fuck you deep and hard if you need you may beg me to go easier, cry, scream but boy you better remain in place and think about how good you’re making my cock feel. The more you beg the more I get turned on”.

The Black guy said, “Hey man it’s his first time be cool”. He scoffed and said he’ll be ok I ain’t going to kill him but he may think I’m trying to with that tight pussy of the Black guy said hold up a second then he whispered in my ear hey man I’m going to loosen you up so it will be easier just try to relax. Then I felt his finger pushing against me and slip in. I will admit that hurt and I really became frightened because if his skinny finger hurts like this then that 8 in thick cock will OMG.

He started stroking his finger in and out then two fingers and three they ran out of lube and a door opened and I heard my soon to be man to take my virginity away forcefully tell another get lube. soon a bottle arrived, and the Black man squirted a lot on and in me and the whole time he kept saying how sexy this is and how sexy I look, and he is going to enjoy watching this man fuck you.

I said I’m scared he said, "I know but it won’t be as bad as you think and I’ll be right here”. He asked me if I wanted to leave or go through with this and I said, “Do I really have a choice?”. He said, “I don’t think so”, but he wanted me to answer anyway. Truthfully, I wanted to do this regardless and I said no I want to stay I want to please this man I want him to use me, and I want you to take pleasure watching him take me. The White man said Well now I knew it when I saw you that you were a true sub. I’m going to take great pleasure in doing this to you and here goes. the Black man removed his fingers and the white man straddled me as I was bent over the box then I felt his dick head tap my pussy and he applied more lube to me and his weapon between his legs then the Black man took a tight grip on my balls and he said this is to help hold you still don’t move or ill have to pull ok. then he lined up his dick and I was shaking and started crying then one of them asked what is wrong. I said may I ask a favor please. he said sure I asked would you please put a rubber on. one of them laughed and said sure but nothing else after this I begin. he quickly wrapped his member and applied more lube then the Black man’s grip on my balls tightened and I tensed up he said this is for your own good and if you take it like a good slut I won’t hurt them and I thought you’re hurting them now then again I felt the white man’s dick on me he grabbed is cock with one hand and gripped my hip with his other and said get ready he pushed and pushed and I knew it was going to pop in and really hurt and that is exactly what happened I almost jumped and arched my back and I screamed it hurts please stop please stop for a min the Black man’s grip intensified and I was in a tremendous ammount of pain. I felt the white guy’s dick stiffen a and I heard the Black man’s hand as he stroked his cock faster. I was pleading with them please dont do this and as if it weren’t enough what they were doing to me the white man started spanking my ass hard but kept his cock still thankfully I asked the blak man to loosen his hold on me and he said no and if I asked again it was going to be even harder. he said your loosing your ass cherry and you are going to have to take it. I turned around and looked at the cock in me and it was barely past his glans. I thought oh my god I cant do this but when he started going inside me more with my ass being beat and my balls being tortured I didnt really feel my ass hole in anymore pain. Soon he was 3/4 in me and the pain started to subside some. I will admit the white man took his time and was careful with me then he stopped spanking me and the Black man let go and griped my penis but didn’t stroke now it was all much better it hurt but I began thinking I can do this. I relaxed and I guess the white man sensed it and he became more forceful, and his tempo picked up shortly he was really giving it to me. it felt so weird like I had to poop and the tip of my penis was going to burst. now he is fucking me hard much harder, and my body is being bounced as he bottoms out and I’m moaning and I’m completely surrendered my ass was on fire but I was able to block it out. I started thinking about how good I’m making sir feel and I thought how being in his position doing this to a boy he just met and getting turned on by making him suffer a little I thought I’m giving him something he needs and being watched as a Black man jerks off seeing me used and my innocence being fucked out of me. I felt like their toy like I was just a piece of meat to humiliate to get them off. finally, after what was a long time he pulled out of my pussy and took off his rubber and wiped himself with a baby wipe turned me around and my dick wasn’t hard anymore, and he laughed and said good. now you are going to finish me and I’m going to cum in your mouth do not try to spit it out or you will be severely punished. I hadn’t thought about where they would cum but I didn’t want it at all in my mouth I said no please dont do that he said shut up and open up he started fucking my mouth . Now this is why I replied to this thread. I thought that a boy that took someone else’s cum in his mouth was fucking gross. I had never even tried my own. I had cum in several girls mouths and in porn I loved seeing a hot girl get 5 or 6 or more guys cumming in her mouth but I never wanted it done to me. I thought that any guy that would knowingly cum in another guy’s mouth that absolutely did not want it was the ultimate humiliation one man can do to the other.

At that point I was at peace with having my ass fucked like that, but I did not want this. I thought how dare this bastard do this to me. I had the Black man squeezing my balls again hard because he knew I didn’t want this but they were not giving in and then all of a sudden this guy made me even lower than I was throughout this whole ordeal he gripped my head and I could not get away and his cock just erupted rope after rope into my mouth it was so fucking disgusting I was retching, gagging, I was sobbing around his ejaculating cock I was humiliated. I was made to swallow, and I did somehow while gagging and almost puking then I was crying again. I noticed my cock was hard as a rock I hated him at the moment and ran out of there naked covered in lube and welts on my ass and body, sperm trickling down my chin there were prob 25 men looking at me naked I asked for my clothes and they handed me them then the white guy came and took me into a private area.

He said, “I know that was hard for you but one day you will look back at this and you will think of it as one of the most profound sexual experiences of your life. I knew you did not want me cum in your mouth, but I had to and hopefully you will appreciate what I did in the future. If not, I’m sorry.”

Truthfully, I think everything was really very hot and I am proud of myself for sticking it out and him taking pleasure at what he did to me, but I have always resented him for making me take his cum like that. I still feel the same way and I still feel the same: it’s gross. I wish I could be like you guys and give men that pleasure when I suck their dicks but I can’t. The ones I’ve let do it since then I tell them to grip my head and force me to take it. I like being forced to take it, but I just wish the cum wasn’t involved. The Black guy came on my face as I was bewildered from just taking cum in my mouth. I left that part out I never saw these two men again and don't even know their names.

The end.