The Greatest Love Of All

[smile86]

Hey guys, I come here a lot and read so many stories I kinda thought hey why not give it a go. So you lucky people get the opportunity to read my first attempt at fiction since I wrote a story about vampires when I was 10, and that was a 2 page long pop-up book...the only way to go is up!

So yeah the title is stolen from the Whitney Houston song which should prove to be relevant to the story, in some way...at some point.

Chapter 1:

“Shit.”

Rob rolled over in bed. He really needed to get a better alarm clock. Jumping out of bed he tripped on a dirty magazine on the floor. It’d been weeks since his mother had dared to venture into his dump for a room, but he put it away just in case. His mum knew he’s gay, he’d told her over a year ago, but he didn’t really want the embarrassment of her seeing his porn. He checked his diary and was glad to see he wasn’t starting work until 1pm the next day. As much as he wasn’t really looking forward to this party, he gathered if it was rubbish he’d call up a friend and go to the pub instead. Either way he wasn’t planning on an early night. Work was frustrating, home was claustrophobic, and Rob really felt the need to let himself go. He took a quick shower, and as he was drying himself he couldn’t help staring at the full-length mirror he had in his bedroom. Like most teenagers, he really hated his body sometimes. He’d been getting skinnier over the last few months and didn’t like the changes. His last relationship hadn’t ended well, and looking at himself he doubted another man would show an interest in him. He shook his head and said quietly “stop feeling sorry for yourself,” he remembered what his best friend had told him, that nobody was ever going to love him if he didn’t love himself. Rob thought that was a bit bollocks really. Loving yourself is just being vain and arrogant. He didn’t think he was looking for love anyway. He had thought he was in love with his first boyfriend, and now he was just a painful memory. At 19, Rob didn’t really feel the need to fall in love, not if it was only going to cause problems. He just felt frustrated that it’d been a while since he last had sex.


He pulled on some jeans and a T-shirt, nothing too fancy; it was only a casual party. A friend was turning 20. Rob liked Karl, but he was tired and really couldn’t be arsed to go to the party. Karl was a friend of the family, and whilst he liked him he didn’t know him particularly well, and was pretty certain he wouldn’t know anyone else at the party. But since his mum was friends with Karl’s mum and Karl wanted him there, he felt obliged to go. He left a note for his mum on the kitchen table and left the house.

There were a lot of people in Karl’s garden, but looking around Rob couldn’t see any friends. As he had suspected Karl had greeted him, thanked him for coming and buggered off with his friends. Rob saw the drinks table by the fence; he supposed he might as well take advantage of the free drink. He looked at the crowd of people and saw a few straight couples making out. Then he heard a guy behind him speak.

“I would’ve told them all to get a bloody room, but unfortunately I went in the house and it seems other couples have already taken them.” A girl laughed and then walked away into the crowd. Rob turned around to get a look at this guy and wasn’t disappointed. Tall but not as tall as himself, nice hair and eyes, and glancing over his body he definitely felt he wouldn’t mind obtaining permission for further investigation. The stranger by the punch bowl smiled at Rob and said, “You look a bit lost there.”
Rob smiled, “I don’t know anyone here except Karl.”

“Join the club, except that girl I was just talking to she’s in my form at school. I don’t like her very much though.”

“So she’s not your girlfriend?”

The stranger laughed, “Fuck no!”

Rob introduced himself, and learnt the guy’s name was Callum. Callum lived a couple of doors down from Karl and only vaguely knew him. He was 18 and in his last year of school.

“I’m hoping to go to Uni next year.” Callum explained.

“Me too, I’m just taking a year out right now.”

Rob couldn’t help but stare at Callum, and had to keep making himself look away to not look like a total pervert! He thought Callum was giving off gay vibes, but he had been wrong before. His gaydar seemed to base its findings on wishful thinking sometimes! They talked about Karl and Uni and everyday things. They had a lot in common; both of them were very interested in music, but what Rob really wanted to know Callum wasn’t telling. Hopefully that didn’t mean there was nothing to tell. Callum started talking about how he was thinking of getting a tattoo, and Rob saw a window.

“My ex-boyfriend is a Tattoo artist, doesn’t charge as much as some of the others.” Rob suddenly thought maybe he shouldn’t be talking about exes to a guy he wants, but he’d really just wanted to casually drop his sexuality into the conversation to test the water. He was disappointed when Callum’s response was fairly cold.

“I hope he didn’t make you get matching tattoos.”
Rob just laughed and said he was tattoo free.
“So no tattoos? What about boyfriends got any of those?”
Rob replied that he was single. Callum looked straight into his eyes and spoke suggestively.
“We’ve only just met, how do I know you’re not lying about the tattoos? I might have to relieve you of some of that clothing just to check you’re an honest man Robert.”

Rob blushed. Cheesy as the line was, it was much closer to the talk he wanted to hear from Callum.

After that there was no stopping the talking and flirting until 3 am, when they realised everyone was starting to leave. Rob told Callum it’d been nice meeting him and turned around to leave, hoping Callum would make a move. Despite all the blatant flirting Rob still felt paranoid that Callum wasn't really attracted to him and was scared he'd blow him off...and not in a good way. He said goodbye to Karl and when he turned around, Callum was there. Callum stepped right up close to Rob, put a hand on the back of his head and gently pulled him down a little to kiss him. The kiss was small and gentle, an innocent teaser. When they broke away Callum gave Rob a piece of paper.

“Here’s my number. I’m free on Friday night and all day Sunday. I’d like to see you again.”
As Callum turned around to leave Rob looked at the paper. Below his number Callum had simply written, “The party was dull. Thank fuck Karl has interesting, sexy friends like you! xx” Rob smiled, putting the number into his phone straight away so he didn’t lose it. In bed that night he couldn’t stop thinking about Callum. He had been attracted to him straight off, but talking to him made it a lot worse. He stroked his cock slowly thinking about how soft Callum’s lips had been, and how he so desperately wanted more. How he wanted to kiss Callum again with passion, feeling his tongue against his. He imagined Callum’s beautiful lips around his cock as he starting jerking faster, until letting out a moan as he came over his hand. He licked the cum off his hand and rolled over to go to sleep, hoping that soon his fantasies might become reality.

 

[wyndhampaul]

Nice, very nice! Yes, you have tallent, so more please.

 

[Fiorino]

So far it is very interesting, keeps your attention and want more. Keep wrilting.

 

[Golliwog]

You are a good story teller. I like your cadence. Believable. Looking forward to more from you.

 

[harry113]

Great start Smile, Thank you
More please
Harry

 

[timnmostud]

VERY VERY nice!

 

[smile86]

Chapter 2:

The pair agreed to go for a drink on Friday night. The two men found a table in the corner of the busy pub and Rob offered to buy Callum a beer. Callum refused. “Who do you think I am?” He joked, “the kind of slut that can be bought by beer?!” Rob raised an eyebrow and laughed. “Fine then, how about I buy you this drink, and you can pay me back by doing the same for me on our next date. That sound more honourable to you?!” Callum smiled, then continued to joke with Rob. “For a moment then I seriously thought you were going to ask me to pay you back with sexual favours!” Rob smirked, “how much beer money do you think I have?!” Callum laughed and punched Rob lightly on the arm. Rob got the beers and the drinks and talk started to flow.

“So do you seriously have an ex-boyfriend who’s a tattoo artist?”

“Yeah. But if you’re seriously thinking about getting one I wouldn’t go to him. He deals drugs, and I wouldn’t trust him not to get his needles mixed up from time to time.”

“Got any other colourful exes?” Callum teased.

“Not really. First boyfriend was a total bastard, second was no good either. But maybe it’s true what they say eh? Third time lucky. So what about you?”

“Is it greedy to want first time lucky?"

“Aw come on, I don’t believe a handsome guy like you has never had a boyfriend.”

“A couple of guys have come onto me before but I wasn’t interested. I guess I’m quite picky.” Rob looked down at his drink and muttered to himself “obviously not really.” He thought Callum hadn’t heard, but suddenly Callum was holding his hand. “Don’t put yourself down Robert. Truthfully if I didn’t think you’re good looking I wouldn’t have spent so long talking to you at the party, and if I didn’t like you we wouldn’t be sitting here right now.” Rob blushed at Callum’s compliments. Then both men looked down at their hands on the table and laughed awkwardly. Rob then asked Callum what could be considered an awkward question.

“So…you’ve never slept with a guy before?” Callum simply shook his head. Rob lifted Callum’s hand off the table and kissed it gently. Callum grinned devilishly and pulled their hands towards him. He sucked two of Rob’s fingers into his mouth and licked them, as though he was sucking Rob’s cock. This spontaneous move surprised Rob, but it turned him on too. Releasing Rob’s fingers Callum gave Rob a teasing smile and said, “don’t patronise me babe!”

A group of girls walked into the pub. Upon noticing them Callum turned white. Rob noticed that Callum suddenly didn’t look well and offered to walk him home. Callum gratefully accepted and quickly left the pub. After 5 minutes of walking and talking they reached Callum’s house. Since Callum had told Rob he lived in a bungalow with his mum Rob had assumed it wouldn’t be that big, but he soon realised he’d been mistaken. Callum invited him in, and just looking around Rob could tell that Callum’s mum had to be rich. “How you feeling now?” Rob asked. “Much better thanks. I feel fine.” He paused for a moment. “Must have been all the smoke in that damn pub.”

Callum hadn’t originally intended to invite Rob in, but it was obvious that was what Rob had been expecting to happen since the evening started, since Callum had been leading him on so much since they met at the party. Besides, Callum’s straining erection seemed to be taking control of the situation. Callum walked into the kitchen to get them some more beer. Whilst he was bending over to get the bottles out of the fridge, Rob took the opportunity to walk up behind him and get a feel of that inviting arse. When Callum stood up, Rob held him and started kissing his neck. Callum shivered, and then moaned softly as Rob gently squeezed and caressed the bulge in his trousers. Callum smiled as Rob started nibbling his ear and then simply whispered, “I want you.”

Callum’s inhibitions melted, he wanted it too. He turned around and kissed Rob. Their kissing was slow and gentle to begin with, but it was the most passionate kissing Callum had ever experienced. His heart raced along with his hormones. He’d never felt hornier in his life. The feel of Rob’s tongue in his mouth made him want so much more. He took Rob’s hand and led him to his bedroom. Once there he hurriedly started to undo his shirt buttons, but Rob pulled his hands away. He kissed Callum again, and as he did he slowly undressed him. He stroked Callum’s nipples, and hearing a little moan escape Callum’s mouth, he started sucking one of his nipples. At the same time he was stroking his stomach, and Callum was trying to push Rob’s hand further down. Rob looked up and grinned. He teased Callum by undoing his belt slowly, before pushing his trousers down. Callum stepped out of his trousers and lay down on his bed. “Get those clothes off and join me.”

Rob felt a sudden pang of paranoia. What if Callum didn’t like what he saw? He downed what was left of his beer. Confidence in a can. He undressed down to his boxers as far as he could and got under the covers. Callum tried to pull the duvet off of Rob but he stopped him. Callum rolled his eyes and got under the covers with Rob. It was obvious that Rob wasn’t comfortable with his body, so Callum wasted no time in making him feel good. He got on top of Rob and started rubbing his crotch against Rob’s as he kissed him. Rob found a light switch behind him and turned off the light before throwing the covers on the floor. Suddenly Rob moved, and pushed Callum down onto the bed. Now he was on top he kissed his way down Callum’s body before removing his boxers and kissing his cock. Callum sighed as Rob planted little kisses down his shaft, and gasped as he took one of his balls into his mouth. That was something he hadn’t expected, but he loved it. “Robert, get naked, please. I wanna see yours.”

Rob pulled his boxers off and Callum smiled. He’d never sucked a cock before, and he couldn’t wait to get his lips on Rob’s. Rob took the head of Callum’s cock into his mouth and slowly licked the sensitive underside. Callum ran his fingers through Rob’s golden brown hair and moaned softly. Rob started to bob his head and take more of Callum’s cock into his eager mouth. He sucked Callum’s cock slowly, teasing him. He loved hearing Callum moan his name when he took the whole thing in his throat, and caressed his balls with his hand. Callum begged him to suck him harder, and Rob could tell Callum was getting close to the edge. He bobbed his head swiftly on Callum’s cock as Callum started to thrust into his mouth. Callum told Rob he was going to cum and began to pull out, but Rob grabbed his arse and sucked his cock hard one last time up the shaft, licking the head before going back down. Callum let out a loud grunt as he came into Rob’s mouth. Callum fell back on the bed, his breathing heavy. Rob kissed him, it was strange to taste his own cum in Rob’s mouth, but Callum loved it. He moved quickly and took Rob’s cock head into his mouth whilst Rob’s eyes were shut. Rob moaned and put his hands on Callum’s head, playing with his dark hair as he pushed his lips halfway down his shaft. Callum sucked the top half of Rob’s cock intensely. It felt good, but Rob could tell he’d never sucked a cock before. After a few minutes Callum pulled his mouth off Rob’s cock. “Cheeks hurt?”

Callum blushed bright red as he giggled and nodded. Rob smiled and kissed him.
“You can jerk me off for a while if you want.”

Callum took Rob’s cock in one hand and his balls in the other. He gave his cock a long stroke from bottom to top, and Rob sighed. This guy was just so cute, he seemed so innocent, yet so kinky at the same time. Callum started kissing Rob’s cock, which turned into long slow licking. “Mmm yeah Callum that’s it baby.” Rob moaned.

Callum started to suck Rob’s cock again, but moved his hand off his balls, sneaking a finger back to his crack not knowing how Rob would react. He started to circle Rob’s hole with his finger and Rob sighed. “Lick your finger baby…mmm yeah that’s right push it up inside me Callum.”

Callum was surprised to find that spit was enough lube to get his finger easily inside Rob. Rob started pushing back on Callum’s finger, begging him to add another one. Callum did as he was told and soon without warning Rob was cumming in Callum’s mouth.

They lay back on the bed together, Callum putting his head on Rob’s chest. Callum looked up at Rob. "Guessing you're a bottom then?" Rob smiled. “Versatile actually. Next time if you want, and indeed if you want there to be a next time, I’ll show you how good that made me feel.” He said, squeezing Callum’s arse. Callum grinned, “I think I’d like that.”

Rob kissed Callum. “I’d better go or I’ll never get up for work tomorrow.”

“Yeah I have school in the morning. And my mum will probably be back soon.”

“Does she know you’re gay?”

Callum shook his head.“You gonna tell her?”He shrugged.

“Well, I guess that’s your business.”

Rob put his clothes back on, then kissed Callum again. “I had a really good time. Hope we can meet up again soon?”

“Definitely. I’ll call you.”

Rob smiled. He left the room and a few seconds later Callum heard the front door shut. As soon as he heard this, he pulled a packet of cigarettes out of his bedside drawer and lit one, dragging on it heavily. Tears started to run down his face.
“Nice one Callum,” he whispered to himself, “you’re in deep shit now.”

He turned on the light and ran to the mirror, desperately dabbing at his fallen tears to make it look as though he hadn’t been crying. He began to talk to himself again. “It’s gone too far this time. It was ok when it was just looking at men, imagining what it might be like to have sex with them. You’re a teenager, that’s normal right? This has gone beyond normal now, stupid fucking queer.” As he spoke those last words he started to cry again. “It’s ok. You can avoid him now; it doesn’t have to happen again. It’s just a phase Callum, just like they said.”

Callum heard the front door open and his mum shout hello. He grabbed his sunglasses from his desk and went to meet his mum. “Hi Callum. Good day?”

“Yeah it was fine mum. I did well in my mock exams.”

“Good, I told you all that hard work would pay off. Oh, what’s wrong? Are you having problems with your eye again?”

“Yeah,” Callum lied, “But I think it’s getting better.”

“Oh good, just tell me if it doesn’t and I’ll get you an appointment. Could you get me some water while I sort my folders out please Callum?” Callum went into the kitchen. His mother spoke again, but Callum didn’t quite hear her. “I saw Louisa on my way back from the station, she was wearing a lovely dress. She hasn’t been round here recently has she? Is everything ok?” Callum came back into the hall with a glass of water. “Sorry what did you say mum?”

“I said I saw your girlfriend in town. Have you seen her recently? I haven’t seen her here much. Is everything ok with you two young lovebirds?” She teased. “Oh…no I guess we’ve both been quite busy. I should really call her." He paused, desperately trying not to cry. "Everything’s just fine."

Rob lay awake in bed thinking of Callum again. He was gorgeous, he'd been good in bed for a first timer, he was really sweet, charming and funny. So why did Rob get the feeling something wasn't quite right? He told himself not to be stupid. He couldn't keep making excuses to not go out with men. Callum seemed to have liked his body anyway, even though he was in really good shape and Rob couldn't help feeling he deserved better than what he had to give.

Rob sighed. He wanted Callum to be there sleeping with him, he wanted to explore everything with Callum sexually, but he wanted to be friends with him too. Rob hoped he wasn't wanting too much, but he really wanted Callum to be his boyfriend.

Callum lay awake in bed thinking of Rob. He wanted to die.

 

[harry113]

Thank you Smile, Well written, great story
Is Callum gay .... or isn't he ??? That is the question!!
More please
Harry

 

[timnmostud]

Ah! The plot thickens! Can't wait to see the next chapter! Thanks.

 

[arogersb]

Beautiful narration, Smile, and an excellent pair of protagonists that one could identify with. I feel quite sorry for Callum, hope he can clear up his confusion soon. And Rob too, he needs to be more confident about himself, although it isn't easy when you get dumped twice. Hell, I went through the same thing when my first boyfriend dumped me. (If you read my story, you'll realize I'm trying to write parts of what I went through into the story)

Anyway, keep up the good work and you can count on me to follow this story closely

Justin

 

[freedbarton]

very interesting, great style,looking forward to the next chapter

 

[smile86]

Beautiful narration, Smile, and an excellent pair of protagonists that one could identify with. I feel quite sorry for Callum, hope he can clear up his confusion soon. And Rob too, he needs to be more confident about himself, although it isn't easy when you get dumped twice. Hell, I went through the same thing when my first boyfriend dumped me. (If you read my story, you'll realize I'm trying to write parts of what I went through into the story)

Anyway, keep up the good work and you can count on me to follow this story closely

Justin

I love doing hard time (as in your story....heh). I think it's got a wonderful plot that allows for so many twists and i've really warmed to the characters....well, the ones you're supposed to warm to anyway, i certainly haven't warmed to Harrison's dad!

When my best friend read what i've written so far he said 'it's you and your boyfriend!' and i was like ....what are you trying to say?! But i read over it and realised there are similarities, and some were totally unintentional. The one that made me smile is that in the narration Rob is called Rob, but his mum and Callum both call him Robert. I didn't realise i'd done that. My name is Richard, but the only people who call me that are my mum and my boyfriend, all my friends, my brother and his kids, even my boss and professors call me Richie.
And then there are bigger similarities, ones that mean like you said you can put a little of you're own experiences into the story. Makes me feel like i know what i'm talking about at least a little bit!!

 

[smile86]

Chapter 3

To say that Rob isn’t a morning person would be an understatement, however the next morning Rob woke up smiling. For one it’d been a while since he’d gotten his cock into anything except his own hand, so Callum’s blowjob had done him a world of good. But also that morning for the first time in weeks, on his way to the bathroom he didn’t stop to look at himself in the mirror. When he’d showered and dressed for work he went downstairs.

“Good morning Robert. There’s tea in the pot.”
“Thanks mum, good morning.”
“What’s got into you this morning? Usually you come down late moaning and complaining and slam the door behind you on the way out.”
Rob laughed, “sorry. I guess I’m not good with mornings.”
“You’re the only person I know that’s far more pleasant after a long boring day at work! So why are you so happy this morning?”
“Just am.”
“I’m not stupid Robert. What’s his name?”
Rob blushed. “Callum.”
“He from round here?”
“Yeah in the town centre, the posh bit. He lives in a huge bungalow. Well I guess it’s not a mansion or anything but it’s huge considering he only lives with his mum. It’s a lot bigger than this dump.”
“Oi you don’t like it you move out then! Or on second thoughts please don’t.” She sighed. “I’m going to be lonely when you leave.”
Rob laughed, “My arse, you’re always going out with your friends ‘til the small hours like a student!”
“I was surprised you were back so early last night really. I mean you’re not the type to go on an innocent kiss you goodbye on the cheek date are you. Though you’re not as bad as your older brother was.”
“Just don’t tell his wife or you’ll never get grandchildren! Alright as much as I’d like to stay and listen to you bitch all day I gotta go mum, have a good day.”
“You too Robert, oh by the way I’m out tonight.”
“Ok, I’ll invite Callum round.”
Rob’s mum laughed. “I had a feeling you’d say that.”

Later that day Callum was eating a sandwich in the kitchen. His mother was watching TV.
“Have you seen this story on the news Callum? Absolutely ridiculous. They’re going to legalise same-sex partnerships.”
“Oh.” Callum responded, pretending he wasn’t interested.
“I mean can you imagine what it’d be like for a child growing up with gay parents, they’d probably turn out gay themselves and then where will we be? You count yourself lucky Callum. As much as I hate your father sometimes I know he raised you to be a proper man with morals and values, not like these poofs. I mean isn’t this supposed to be a Christian country?”
“There’s a gay guy at school. Don’t like him much, he gives me the creeps.”
“Yeah I’d stay away from him if I were you Callum you’re a good looking young man, it’d do you good to stay away from perverts.”
Callum’s phoned beeped. It was a text message from Rob.
‘Hey Callum I know it’s not long since we last met but I’ve got an empty house tonight wanna come keep me company ;-) ? xx’
He sent a message back asking where Rob lived and telling him he’d come round at 9. He needed to come up with an excuse, well either that or tell Rob the truth. Callum sighed, he didn’t really know what the truth was himself.

Rob rushed around the living room. He wanted to make the place tidy for when Callum came round. He knew he shouldn’t, but he felt a little embarrassed that he obviously had a lot less than Callum, and he was worried it’d make Callum awkward too. Rob loved the small maisonette he shared with his mum, their second hand furniture, the hole in the wall and the fact he couldn’t stand up in the kitchen without hitting his head. It was his home and it was comfortable. But he always felt uncomfortable when richer people came round for the first time. He always felt they pitied him or judged his family and made untrue assumptions, and he hated it. He found a nice bottle of red wine and put it on the kitchen table with two glasses.

The doorbell rang. When Rob opened the door Callum looked him up and down. There was no doubt about it, he looked good, and for Callum that made what he needed to do even harder. Callum moved to kiss Rob on the cheek but he stopped him.
“Come in.”
When they were inside Rob placed his hands on Callum’s cheeks and kissed him gently. He led Callum into the kitchen.
“I assumed you were out.” Callum said.
Rob was confused. “But, I invited you round, why wouldn’t I be here?”
Callum laughed, he couldn’t help but find Rob’s confused face adorable. “No dipstick I didn’t mean that. I meant as in since you hinted last night it’d be better if I were out to my mum I assumed you’d already come out yourself.”
“Oh right! Sorry silly me. I have. Why?”
“I just wondered because you wouldn’t kiss me outside.” Callum wondered if maybe Rob was a bit like him, uncertain of himself and his sexuality.
“Well I am out to my family and friends but my ex had a few problems with some guys round here. Homophobes, bored bullies with nothing better to do. I’m fine with my sexuality I just know that some people aren’t and I’d rather not get into a fight about it.”
Callum nodded. Inside he was arguing with himself again. He had slept with another man last night and enjoyed it immensely. He was attracted to this guy and got butterflies in his stomach when they kissed. But he couldn’t be gay. He’d always thought that homosexuality was just wrong, unatural. He seriously hoped if he could just be friends with Rob and never kiss another man again his feelings for men would go away. His girlfriend was beautiful, why couldn’t he be content with that?
“Do you drink red wine?”
He knew it probably wasn’t sensible to drink with Rob, but he did really want the two of them to be friends.
“Yes thank you. That looks lovely.”
“So do you.”
Callum blushed. Why was this man affecting him so much? He felt so guilty about telling him they could only be friends, but he had to. He had to convince himself he could be happy with his girlfriend living a straight life. But what could he tell Rob? He didn’t want to come across as a total bastard even though he was starting to feel a bit like one. He felt stupid for letting his guard down in the first place. He’d had sex with another man and now he felt disgusted with himself and it had to stop or he’d just feel more and more dirty and guilty.

Rob led Callum into the living room and they sat on the sofa together. Callum liked the way Rob hadn’t tried to get him into bed the moment he stepped through the front door. It gave him hope that they could be just friends, but it also made him warm to Rob even more. Dammit, he had to stop finding new reasons to love this guy.
“So who lives with you here?”
“Just my mum.”
“Snap. Are you an only child too?”
“Nah I have an older brother but he moved out a few years ago. He’s married now.”
Rob noticed Callum inspecting the room, just as he had done in the kitchen.
“Have you lived here long?”
“About 10 years. There were four of us living here at one point.”
“Your parents divorced too then I’m guessing? Mine got divorced before I could walk and talk.”
“My dad left when I was 11. I don’t really see him anymore. But it’s ok. When I came out my mum wasn’t happy. I started seeing a guy she knew was no good and I didn’t listen. But we’re so close now sometimes I forget my dad was ever here.”
“I’m good friends with my dad. I guess I’m happy I was so young when my parents split up. Looking back they used me to get at each other sometimes, but I only remember seeing them argue once my whole life. My dad always fought to be able to spend a lot of time with me when I was young, even if it meant leaving his job and moving because my mum felt like moving us away. And now I’m old enough to do what I like I still see him a lot. But if he knew I was gay…”
Rob put his arm around Callum. “It sounds like he really loves you, and I’m sure he still would.”
Rob wanted to ask Callum about his mum, but he sensed that his silence on the subject meant he didn’t want to talk about it. He was surprised at how open they were being with each other, but Rob just found Callum so easy to talk to. He could see Callum looking around again, and twice he opened his mouth to say something but stopped.
“Look whatever you’re thinking just spit it out Callum.”
“Well it’s just…I didn’t expect you would live in a place like this. I mean you’re so intelligent I thought your parents would probably have good jobs.” Callum stopped and thought about what he had just said. “Sorry Robert, that was a really shitty thing to say. I must seem really arrogant.”
Rob kissed Callum’s head. “I thought it was kinda funny, a lot of people talk themselves into holes in this house. Like most people you seem to think I must be really poor, but really we have nothing to worry about. We pay our bills, we’re not in debt, everything’s fine.”
Callum suspected Rob wasn’t telling the whole truth, but he already felt like an arsehole and the subject of money was making him feel awkward. But thinking about telling Rob he didn’t want to be with him was even more awkward, because a growing part of him was disagreeing.

Suddenly Callum was taken out of his daydream when he felt Rob move closer to him and kiss his cheek. Callum felt Rob kiss his lips and he gave in. He pulled Rob close to him and kissed him passionately. His mind was racing. Rob felt high as a kite when he kissed Callum. There was just something about him that made him feel good, but that night Callum didn’t seem to be all there. His mind was somewhere else. Suddenly Callum pulled away and said, “I can’t do this.”
Rob’s mouth hung open. “What do you mean? You don’t like me?”
“No no I do like you,” Callum sighed, he felt so bad doing this knowing Rob’s self-esteem was through the floor, “but I’d really appreciate it if we could just be friends.”
“But…” Rob was seriously confused by Callum. One minute they’d been kissing like lovers and the next Callum wasn’t interested in him anymore. “Last night…you enjoyed it didn’t you?”
What could Callum say? He’d loved it. It was the most sexually satisfied he’d ever felt, and lying in Rob’s arm he’d felt like somebody cared about him. But he deeply wished he hadn’t had those feelings. He wished he could honestly say Rob didn’t turn him on.
“Yes Robert and I thank you for that. But I don’t want anymore.”
Callum wanted to just leave it there, but he wanted to be friends with Rob so he felt he should give him some sort of explanation.
“My mum would throw me out if she knew what we did last night Robert. I’m just not ready for this.”
“But, I mean if you had said all you were looking for was a one night stand…”
“But I wasn’t” Callum interrupted. “I don’t know what I was looking for but I shouldn’t have led you on and I’m sorry. You’re a great guy and I really hope we can be friends.”
Rob saw tears build up in Callum’s eyes. He desperately wanted to argue with him. He wanted to tell him he should tell his mum to get stuffed. But Callum looked so fragile, he thought better of it. He put his arms around Callum.
“I’m sorry you can’t just be open. I really hope things work out for you. And I do want to be friends; I wouldn’t want to pass up on a friend like you. Really we’ve only just met, and I shouldn’t have expected too much when I met you. I just really like you.”
Callum kissed Rob on the cheek and stood up. He hated how nice Rob was being about this. He had half wanted Rob to get angry and shout at him, just so he had a reason to tell himself Rob wasn’t worth getting upset over.
“I’m really sorry I led you on for nothing.”
“Don’t worry about it. I’ve had one night stands before.” Rob said coldly.
But really Rob felt like Callum had been so much more that. He felt stupid for getting attached to Callum so quickly. He opened the door for Callum and watched him leave.

He went into his bedroom and fell back onto the bed. Sighing heavily, he thought about what Callum had said. He didn’t totally buy into what he said about his mum, maybe she was homophobic, but he seriously doubted Callum had as much reason to worry as he said he did. Besides he was only going to be living at home for a few more months. He stood up and walked towards the mirror. It’s no wonder Callum didn’t want to have sex with him again, he thought. He took off his clothes and in his mind listed all the faults he thought he had. From his hair to his toes, he seemed to be able to find a fault with every part of his body. Why did he ever think a guy like Callum would want to be his boyfriend when he was so weedy and ugly? He carried on listing faults, his nose was too big, his dick was too small, and he looked like he’d been stretched. Since nobody else was home he walked out into the living room naked. He downed the wine Callum had left unfinished and put the rest of the bottle back in the kitchen. He got into bed and tried to sleep but his head was too busy.

Callum slammed the front door behind him. His mum was staying in her London flat so he didn’t have to worry about disturbing her. He sent a message to his girlfriend asking if she wanted to meet up. He felt like shit. Kiss a guy and you’ll realise you’re not gay, well that’d been a pretty crap idea. Now he was left sitting alone thinking about Rob. He started to get hard thinking about the way Rob had sucked his cock. He’d looked as though he really enjoyed sucking his cock, and that made it feel even better. His girlfriend just looked bored and would never spend long giving him head. But hey, Callum thought to himself, a good blowjob is a good blowjob right? Just because a man sucked my cock and i came doesn’t mean I’m gay. But Callum couldn’t convince himself. He’d returned the favour and enjoyed it, feeling Rob's naked body against his own had been such a turn on. But the most worrying feeling was that he couldn’t stop thinking about this man. His smile, his eyes, how kind he’d been, how his kisses made him feel warm. Callum went to bed, and desperately hoped when he woke up this silly infatuation would have passed. He could go see his girlfriend and everything would be ok. They’d have sex and it would feel good and he’d forget all about Rob. Callum sighed. He had a feeling it wasn’t going to be that easy.

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Alright so it's getting a bit mopey, but i promise sexy stuff in the next chapter, but between who? Rob's mum and Callum's mum? Well, probably not. Now that'd be a twist!

 

[harry113]

Richie, Thanks
Great chapter, shame Callum can't be honest with himself, but then there wouldn't be a story!!!
Very well written
Harry

 

[smile86]

Chapter 4

The following Wednesday evening Rob was stood in front of the mirror again. He worked two evening shifts a week in a pub restaurant in town, he had friends there and the tips were usually good. The best thing was getting to work with his best friend Stuart, who was sitting in the kitchen when Rob walked in.

“You look nice in that suit.”
“No I don’t. It’s a ridiculous size. I’m too tall and too thin.”
“Don’t get started with all that rubbish again Rob.” Stuart snapped. Then he calmed down. “There’s nothing wrong with you Robbie. So what if some guys have more muscles that you do?”
“But I just look stupid and…lanky.”
“I’m not very muscular either.”
“Yeah but you’re about half a foot smaller than me. You look in proportion I look stupid.”
Stuart groaned. “Stop whinging. You look good.”
“Callum obviously didn’t think so.”
“I’m looking forward to meeting this Callum, since I’ve heard so much about him.”
“He’s too good for me.” Rob muttered.
“Hey,” Stuart said, getting off the stool to hug Rob, “nobody is too good for my best friend.”
Rob smiled and held Stuart close. He knew whatever guys came and went; Stuart would always be there for him.

They had met in nursery when they were three years old. Stuart was the youngest of six children to a young mother whose heart was in the right place, but for whom having so many young children was a constant struggle. One day when they were 4 years old nursery ended and Stuart’s mother wasn’t there. She was often late, so Rob’s mother waited with him, but after 30 minutes she still hadn’t come. Rob’s mother took Stuart home with her own son. She found his mother’s number in the phone book, and a teenage girl told her that Stuart’s mother had gone to the hospital with another of her children. So Rob’s mum got hold of her at the hospital.
“Oh shit.” Stuart’s mum cursed frantically. “His Dad said he’d pick him up. I knew I shouldn’t have trusted that bastard. I’m so sorry. Thank you so much for taking care of my little boy. My eldest son Jamie broke his arm. I’ll come get Stewie as soon as I can.”
“Don’t worry yourself Mrs. Stevenson. He can stay here for the night if that’d be better for you.”
After that incident, Rob’s house became Stuart’s second home, and growing up together they became very close friends. Stuart was straight and had a girlfriend. He didn’t mind that sometimes people thought he was gay because he was an art student and spent a lot of time with Rob. He thought it was stupid that some people assumed a friendship between a straight guy and a gay guy had to be awkward. When Rob had told Stuart he thought he was gay, Stuart was already thinking the same thing. When Stuart’s life seemed to fall apart around him at the age of 15, Rob was the only stable thing he had to hold onto. Stuart felt people always took the piss and said they had to be fucking each other secretly because they were jealous. He’d never come across a friendship amongst people his own age as strong as his and Rob’s.

Rob and Stuart left and walked to the pub together.
“You sound like you’re really into this Callum guy.”
“It’s stupid. I hardly know him really. I just got my hopes up I guess.”
“Did you have sex with him?”
“We gave each other head.”
“So you didn’t think that was all he wanted?”
“I don’t know. He’s a really confusing guy.”
Stuart patted Rob on the back. “You’ll find someone else. You still speak to him?”
“I haven’t since we last saw each other, but I’d like to. I felt really at ease talking to him. He is really nice. Confusing, but nice.”

At 10 pm an hour before Rob was due to finish his shift a group of guys came into the pub. He recognised the one in the black jacket instantly. He rushed over to Stuart.
“Stu! See that guy over there with the black jacket?”
“Don’t tell me it’s Callum!”
“Fine then I won’t, but I won’t say it’s not Callum either!”
“You wanna serve him then? Or do you want me to?”
“He’s going to see me anyway so I might as well. Besides I would like to hang out with him sometime.”
Rob approached the table where Callum sat with three other guys.
“Hey guys what can I get you….oh Callum hi how are you?!” He said cheerily, pretending he hadn’t noticed him before.
“Good thanks. Guys this is Rob a friend of mine, good guy. Rob this Is Jordan, Phil and Kris.”
They all shook hands.
“We’ll have four pints of beer please mate.” Jordan chirped.
“I want chips!” Phil demanded. He’d obviously started drinking earlier this evening.
“Fuck it we’ll all have chips. It’s all on me guys.” Said Callum.
“That’s good of you. Well,” Rob teased, “Your parents do have good jobs.”
Callum looked confused, and then blushed with embarrassment at being reminded of his stupid comment.
When Rob brought the guys their food and drinks the pub was starting to get fairly empty as people started to head off to nightclubs.
“Come sit with us if you can mate.” Kris said.
“Yeah alright I will. Budge your fat arse up Callum.”
He winked at Callum, who rolled his eyes.
“So are you guys all at school together?”
“Yeah unfortunately,” said Jordan, “all day at school with Cal and his fucking girlfriend.”
Rob looked at Callum, who was looking at the floor nervously. He was so worried Rob would tell his friends they’d kissed; even more worried he’d tell them they sucked each other off. But there was another feeling. He was worried he’d made Rob angry or upset. He couldn’t help it, he just felt attached to Rob.
“Callum, I didn’t know you had a girlfriend. What’s her name?”
“Louisa.” Callum said softly.
Rob put on a fake smile. “I’ll bet she’s really hot.”
“Yeah. She is.”
“You been together long?”
“Too long!” Jordan butted in. “Isn’t it 6 months next week?”
“Oh.” Rob gritted his teeth. “Congratulations.”
He looked over at Stuart and bit his lower lip. This was the sign to Stuart to give him an excuse to get out. Stuart came over.
“Sorry to interrupt guys but Rob there’s loads of dishes that need doing. If I do them all myself I’ll have to work late and I’m meant to be seeing my girlfriend.”
“Oh ok Stu. Sorry guys but I gotta go; it was nice meeting you all.” He paused. “Goodbye Callum.”
Rob walked away. In the kitchen Stuart asked him what was up.
“He has a girlfriend.”
“Oh. What a wanker.”
“Uh huh.”
“Well that’s probably why he didn’t wanna go out with you, not because he’s not attracted to you. He IS attracted to you but he has a girlfriend.”
“Maybe. I dunno. I feel sorry for the poor girl.”
“You ok?”
Rob sighed. “Yeah. I guess now I know he’s taken I can stop thinking maybe he’ll change his mind.”
“Look at it this way, he’s a cheater, if he had carried on seeing you he’d have been two-timing you. So feel good about the fact that you’re not with him.”
Rob smiled. “You always say the right thing.”
“It’s my job; I’m your fairy godmother.”
Rob laughed. “Surely it should be the other way round? Cinderella!”

Stuart had lied about the dishes, but not about the girlfriend, so at 11 pm sharp he left the pub to go to her house. Rob locked up the kitchen and left through the backdoor. A man was standing in the alley smoking a cigarette. None of Rob’s friends smoked so Rob didn’t take a second look at the guy.
“Look,” a voice came out of the darkness, “I know I’ve probably hurt your feelings, but please don’t walk away from me.”
Rob turned around. “Callum?”
Callum walked towards Rob and the pair stood in silence for a few moments.
“I didn’t know you smoke.”
“Only when I’m stressed.”
“What’s wrong? Not getting enough from Louisa?”
“I’m sorry Robert.”
“She’s the one you should be apologising to. You know when you said you didn’t want to be with me I was upset, but I’ve been cheated on before and it hurt, so it’s probably a good thing I couldn’t be with a guy like you.”
“I’m a decent guy Robert really I am, I just…” He paused, “I got carried away because I liked you so much.”
“And how often does that happen?”
“Never before. I’d never cheated on her before.”
“Do you love her?”
“I don’t think so.”
“Do you fuck her?”
“You know I do so don’t ask.” Callum snapped.
“You told me you were a virgin.”
“No, I said I’d never slept with a man.”
Rob thought about it for a minute, and realised Callum was right.
“Ok. But I mean if you have her and have sex with her, why did you get into bed with me?”
“It was a mistake.”
“Gee, thanks Callum.”
“No I mean…I thought I was attracted to you.”
“See there we go, just admit it, you saw me naked and then you didn’t want me anymore I get the picture. I was stupid to think you could ever have been attracted to me.”
“I didn’t mean it like that, I mean, I don’t want to be with a man.”
“Looked like you did when you were sucking my dick.” Rob said sarcastically.
“Look stop raising your voice ok? Let’s go back to my house we can talk.”
“Why should I?”
“Because I want to be your friend. I don’t want you to hate me.”
Rob shook his head. “I don’t hate you, Callum. I just…I don’t feel very good about myself right now and you’re making me feel worse.”
“I know and that’s why I want to be friends. I don’t want you to hate me, and I don’t want you to hate yourself either. You’re a great guy Rob, but you just don’t seem to realise that.”
“Stop. Please it just makes me feel uncomfortable. Ok, I don’t wanna go back to yours right now but I could meet you for a drink sometime?”
“Friday night?”
“Sure.”
There was an awkward silence.
“Can I hug you?” Callum asked, meekly.
Rob stepped forward and put his arms around Callum. He was warm in the cool night air. Holding him relieved his anger and stress. Callum breathed in deeply, he loved the way Rob smelt. The two men parted ways and walked in opposite directions home. Or at least, Rob thought he was going home.

“HEEEEEYY ROBBIE!” A man shouted from across the road.
“Oh my god, Joe!”
Joe ran across the street and hugged Rob tight, lifting him off his feet.
“Haven’t seen you in ages.”
“Not since we broke up.”
“Yeah, shame that happened. Do you wanna see me new tattoo?”
“Yeah ‘course.”
Joe gave Rob a devilish smile.
“It’s on my arse.”
Without warning he grabbed Rob’s head and kissed him, forcing his tongue into Rob’s mouth. Rob gave in and kissed him back, whilst Joe put his hand down his trousers and started feeling his cock and balls through his boxers. Joe broke away, gasping for air.
“I miss the way you used to suck my cock Rob, just how I liked it. No guy since has matched you.”
Rob smiled. “You know your cock was always my favourite toy. I’ve missed having sex with you too.”
“I know we were boyfriends yeah and I really like you n all, but lets face it we had nothing in common. We were just friends that fucked really so why does that have to stop?”
“Cut the crap Joe, I’m horny as hell.”
Joe raised an eyebrow. “My place or yours?”
“Yours, my mum’s at home.”
“Yeah n she don’t wanna hear you begging me to fuck you harder, just like you used to.”
The guys started to walk back to Joe’s flat.
“You can fuck me hard as you like tonight. But you have to wear a condom.”
“You never used to make me.”
“I was stupid to let you talk me out of using them.”
“But I was only fucking you.”
“But you were injecting with fuck knows how many people.”
“You said you didn’t care about the drugs.”
“I don’t. I just don’t know where you’ve been!”
“Ok, ok I promise.”
“Good. Cos I don’t want to spend another night alone with my Dildo”
“Mmm that sounds hot. Remember that video you made for me?”
“You mean you didn’t destroy it?!”
Joe licked his lips, “I still wank over it.”
“Oh Christ!” Rob exclaimed. “Promise me you’ll never show it to another living soul!”
“My favourite bit is when you push that 10 inch Dildo into your hole and you moan.”
“Promise me!”
“Reminds me of how you used to moan underneath me…”
“Promise!”
“Ok, ok I promise. Can I watch you do an action replay live for me tonight though?”
“Only if you come fill my hole with that hot cock of yours afterwards.”
“You can suck my cock and I’ll fuck you with the Dildo”
“Fuck you’re turning me on.”
“I’d fuck you right here if I weren’t such a responsible member of society.” Joe laughed. “My cock’s begging for action. Haven’t gotten off for a couple of days. I was looking forward to a nice wank when I got home but this is gonna be so much better. I’ve missed my sexy Robbie.”
Joe put his arm around Rob and squeezed his butt.

In Joe’s bedroom Rob didn’t think he’d have a problem getting naked with Joe, he’d seen everything at least a hundred times before. But when Joe lay down on his bed and asked Rob to strip for him, he suddenly didn’t feel so comfortable.
Joe undid his trousers and took out his long, fat cock. He started to stroke it excruciatingly slowly.
“Come on bitch. Strip for me.”
Rob hands started to shake as he undid his shirt buttons.
“Hey, hey baby what’s up?”
Joe slipped his trousers off and pulled his boxers up as he slid out of bed and walked up to Rob.
“You used to do this for me all the time no problem. You used to love it.”
Rob looked at the floor. “I know, but…”
“Look at me.” Joe interrupted, and Rob obliged. Joe may have admitted earlier that his relationship with Rob had only really been sexual, but that didn’t mean he didn’t know or care about Rob. He knew what was worrying him. “You are sexy Robbie. You turn me on so damn much. If anyone else has told you otherwise they can go fuck themselves. Hell I went out with you; you know I’m only interested in one thing. I wouldn’t have fucked you so many times if you weren’t good Rob; I have no problem getting rid of guys. I liked you and fancied the pants off you then and trust me, you may have lost a couple of pounds but nothing’s changed.”
Joe kissed Rob again, moving his hands slowly over Rob’s body. He undid Rob’s shirt and pulled it off him.
“Now. You gonna finish what you started?”
He got back into bed and waited.
“I can’t fuck that sweet arse ‘til you lose the trousers.”
Rob started to undo his trousers. He let them fall to the floor.
“You know what I wanna see.”
Rob grinned. He put his hand under his boxers and started to stroke himself, looking straight into Joe’s deep brown eyes. Joe slid his boxers off and threw them to Rob, who caught them with his free hand and sniffed them before dropping them, smiling at Joe devilishly as he did so. He knew he was turning Joe on, and that made him feel good. He took his hand out of his boxers. Joe was jerking off at a steady rhythm by then.
“Turn around.” It was an order, delivered in the deep voice that always used to drive Rob crazy. He turned around and put his hands on his hips. He put his thumbs under the waistband of his boxers and started to pull them down very slowly. Joe grinned. “That’s it Robbie show me the money.”
When Rob was completely naked he leant over and put one hand on the cabinet in front of him. He licked the other finger and started to play with his hole.
“Mmm yeah bitch that’s what I wanna see, finger it baby.”
Rob took a tube of lube out of the top drawer. He knew it was there; Joe had bent him over the cabinet and fucked him so many times before. He moaned as he pushed three fingers into his hole. He was horny beyond all reason now. It was far more uncomfortable for his fingers than his butt.
Joe’s hand was picking up speed on his cock and he couldn’t wait any longer.
“Get that arse of yours over here Rob, I’ll show you a good time.”
As Rob crawled up the bed towards him Joe got completely naked and took another tube of lube out from under his bed. Rob laughed. “You never change.”
Joe put the tube down and patted his knees. Rob knew exactly what his old lover wanted. He crawled over and sat in Joe’s lap facing him. Joe put his arms around Rob and pulled their bodies close, kissing Rob with a hunger. He started to rub his cock against Rob’s, moaning softly as he did. Rob moved his hands away from Joe’s face and started to jerk himself and Joe off together. He started to grind his butt against Joe’s lap as Joe held his butt cheeks in his hands, making the two men’s cocks move faster against each other. Rob could feel Joe’s fingers begin to probe his hole and he groaned in anticipation. As he felt Joe’s fingers rub his prostate he began to grind faster and faster and both men were getting close to the edge. Joe forced himself to take his fingers out of Rob and take Rob’s eager hands off their leaking cocks.
Both men were breathing heavily as they made out again. “There’s so much more I want to do with you.” Joe whispered breathily in Rob’s ear.


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I made sooo many typos towards the end of that chapter. I think I found all of them but I apologise for any left behind. I think it's evidence that I was getting a little excited myself more to cum shortly

 

[arogersb]

Wow, that was a great chapter. It was so sweet the way Rob and Callum were so awkward with each other after he found out about Louisa. Oh and a hot scene towards the end too, although I'm still rooting for Rob & Cal!

Can't wait for the next chapter.

Justin

 

[harry113]

Wow!! Thanks richie.
Hot, Hot ending!!
Waiting eagerly for the next!
Harry

 

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Chapter 5

Rob got off Joe’s lap and knelt beside him, where he could suck Joe’s cock and let Joe play with his butt at the same time. He teased Joe’s cock slowly with his hands, running his fingers lightly up and down the shaft.

“Don’t play all innocent with me Rob,” Joe joked, “I know you know how to suck a cock. Look how hard you’ve got mine.”

Rob looked up at Joe and licked the head of his cock teasingly. Joe shivered. He took an 8 inch Dildo from a drawer by his bed, and lubed up the head. Rob moaned as he rubbed the head against his hole.
“You want it Robbie?”

“Yeah Joe fuck me with it.”

Joe kissed Rob’s hair and then whispered, “Turn on the suction baby.”

Rob kissed the head of Joe’s cock, before wrapping his lips around it and licking it slowly, whilst stroking Joe’s shaft. As he moved his lips down Joe’s shaft he felt the Dildo teasing his hole. He started to wiggle his butt against it; Joe smiled and pushed on Rob’s head. At the moment Rob felt Joe’s pubes brush his nose, Joe pushed the Dildo inside him. He let out the muffled moan and Joe sighed, the vibrations felt great on his cock, and he knew just how to make Rob keep moaning. He moved the Dildo slowly in and out of Rob’s arse, nudging his prostate. Rob began to push back against the Dildo as he moved his lips up and down Joe’s cock. Joe put his free hand on Rob’s head and pushed gently, Rob got the message and took the whole of Joe’s cock in his throat again.

“Mmm I’ve missed you Rob. I love how you get all horny and your mouth waters when you suck me off. Feels damn good baby. You’re really cute when you’re horny.”

Rob moaned onto Joe’s cock. Joe laughed as he enjoyed the sensations, “sorry Robbie didn’t quite catch that.”

Rob held the bottom of Joe’s shaft and began to jack on it quickly as he sat up. "I said fuck me harder.”

“My hand hurts.”

“Well, I can think of a solution to that problem that will satisfy us both.”

Joe grinned and stroked Rob’s cheek as he kissed him.

“Not until you fulfil your promise.”

“What promise?”

Joe licked his lips slowly as he reached over to the drawer and pulled out the long smooth 10-inch Dildo Rob’s eyes widened.

“It’s been a while. I think I’d quite like to be reunited with it.”

Rob got on all fours and began to suck on Joe’s cock again, sucking hard from the bottom and lapping at the head. He groaned as Joe pulled the smaller Dildo out of his arse, and then grunted loudly as the thick top of the large Dildo replaced it. Rob was bobbing his head quickly on Joe’s cock now, slurping and licking as he went, when suddenly Joe grabbed his hair and pulled his head up sharply as he plunged the Dildo into his arse without warning.

“Ahh, mmm Joe you wanker, ah that stings so bad. Mmm don’t stop!”

Joe laughed as he got out of bed and sat in a chair facing Rob.

“I’ll just leave it to you then.”

Rob lay back on Joe’s bed and spread his legs. He stroked his cock and licked the pre-cum from his finger as he slowly began to move the Dildo inside himself. Soon he was humping his hips in time with his hand thrusting the Dildo in and out of his arse.

“Oh fuck…oh fuck yeah. Joe get over here now.” Joe was sitting casually jerking, enjoying the show. “I got a good enough view from here babe.” He teased.

“Mmmm ok then maybe I don’t need you anyway, this feels uhhhh so good.” Rob teased. By now he was moving his hips furiously as the Dildo brushed his prostate repeatedly. His breathing became heavy and he gasped as he pulled the Dildo all the way out and then plunged it back into his gut, moaning loudly. Joe knew what Rob wanted, and his cock was leaking pre-cum, so the thought of getting his cock back inside Rob’s warm, wet, moaning mouth was too hard to resist. He forced Rob to sit up a little and forced his hard dick into his mouth. Rob fucked himself as hard as he could as Joe put his hands on Rob’s head and started to fuck his mouth. “Uhhh yeah Robbie suck my cock bitch, mmm I fucking love you.” Rob knew Joe didn’t mean it. He’d made that mistake before.

Suddenly Rob pushed Joe away. He got on all fours and moaned as he pulled the Dildo out of his arse. Joe licked Rob’s red hole, making Rob squirm and giggle. He loved being rimmed, but it had always made him ticklish too. Joe smiled. Rob really was cute sometimes. He moved his hands up and tickled Rob mercilessly as he laughed and pushed his buttcrack into Joe’s face. Joe rolled a condom onto his shaft begrudgingly. He’d forgotten just how much he loved getting head and everything else from Rob and was hoping it wouldn’t be the last time, so he had to do as Rob asked. Rob sighed as he could suddenly feel Joe inside him.

“Mmm fuck me Joe, fuck me hard. I’m gonna cum all over your sheets any fucking minute.” Joe put his hands on Rob’s hips and the sound of their skin smacking together at short intervals joined the moaning from both men. Joe thrusted his thick cock into Rob’s hot hole and soon Rob let out a long moan as he came. Joe sped up fucking Rob as hard as his body would allow.

“Mmmm Joe fuck….fuck yeah baby that’s it, that was intense…fuck me harder…mmm cum in my mouth when you’re ready.”

“Mmmmmm I’m almost there Robbie. I think I created a monster in you. Ahhh that’s good, how can you feel so tight right now? Mmmm”

“Oh yeah Callum fuck me baby.” Joe pulled out and grabbed Rob’s head. “MMMM YEAH I’M CUMMING ROB.”
Rob sucked Joe’s cock into his mouth and moaned as the first shot of cum hit the back of his throat and the rest oozed out onto his tongue. He swallowed appreciatively and lay down on the bed.

“Thanks Rob, that was immense.” Joe kissed Rob before rolling out of bed. “Aww come on Joe stay with me just for a little bit.” Joe smiled. “Come on Rob, you know I won’t, I’m not interested in that sentimental crap.”

“Nobody seems to be when it’s me in their bed. I’ve never spent a whole night with a guy before.”

“Well maybe whoever this Callum is he’ll want to spoon you all night long but I’d rather go for a smoke.”
“Wha? Callum? How do you…”

“You moaned his name while I was fucking you!” Joe laughed. Rob blushed. “Sorry.”

“Don’t bother me, it was quite funny though. Is he good.”

“I don’t know, and I doubt I’ll ever find out.”

Joe walked over to the bed and kissed Rob gently. “I hope you do, or at least you find someone who’s good enough for you, and can fuck you almost as well as I do.” Rob laughed. “Thanks.” Joe pulled some clothes on. “You can use the shower if you want. If you and this legendary Callum don’t get together and you’re in need of relief, you know what my number is.” With that, Rob was left alone in Joe’s bedroom.


Callum lay in bed, his girlfriend sleeping naked next to him. He couldn’t sleep. He couldn’t deny it, he’d been thinking of Rob all night, even while he was fucking his girlfriend. He looked at her. How did she feel about him? She’d never said ‘I love you’. How would she feel if he said he didn’t want her anymore, would she be upset, or would she just find someone else to fuck? He sighed, and wished he knew her better. He really liked her, she was funny, smart and pretty. ‘Pretty, that’s a funny word,’ Callum thought to himself. ‘She’s sexy, you know she is Callum.’

He got out of bed and pulled on some underwear. In the kitchen he poured a glass of wine and sipped it as he thought. “Hey Cal, can’t sleep?”

“No. Sorry Lou didn’t mean to wake you.”

She kissed him on the cheek. “That’s ok.” He poured her some wine and they drank together. “Are you ok Callie?” He flinched. He hated it when she called him that. “Yeah, just a little…stressed I guess.” She took his hand. “You don’t seem as into me as you used to be. I guess we’ve been together for a little while now.” She looked down. “You’re not, bored of me are you?”

“Of course not.”

“Well…maybe we should have an open relationship.”

Callum thought about this. He could date Louisa but see Rob too. But he knew Rob wouldn’t like that. Anyway why was he thinking about Rob? He wasn’t gay. But then he thought his girlfriend’s suggestion a little harder.

“Wait, Louisa. Why are you suddenly suggesting this? Have you been screwing other guys?” She sighed. “Yeah, since about a month ago. I’m sorry if that makes you mad. I just…I really like you but, there’s other guys too and I just…I don’t think the whole one-guy thing is really me right now.”
Callum was smiling inside. He felt a little relieved. Sure he didn’t love Louisa, but he really liked her and had felt a bastard for cheating on her until her revelation. Maybe he could find another girl and fall for her. Just because one girl had failed to capture his imagination didn’t mean he’s gay. He kissed her. “You know what, I think you’re right. Come on, let’s go back to bed.”


On Friday night Callum waited for Rob. He’d invited him round, and he hoped they could just hang out together without things being awkward. The doorbell rang. He found himself checking his hair in the mirror by the door, before telling himself to stop being stupid.

“Hey Callum.”

“Hi Robert, come in.”

Rob stepped into Callum’s house and wiped his feet on the mat. Callum laughed. “There’s no need for that, it hasn’t rained for a few days.”

Callum rolled his eyes as Rob undid his shoelaces carefully placed his shoes on the rack. Rob blushed. “Sorry. You’re house is just so damn clean and tidy, I don’t want to make a mess of anything.”
Callum smiled, but a worrying thought stirred in his mind. He’d met Rob and had sex with him and now he couldn’t stop thinking about him, and every time he did he got butterflies in his stomach. Rob had only good intentions, but he’d made a mess of everything Callum had thought he wanted and knew.

“You ok? What’ve you been up to since Wednesday?”

Callum snapped out of his daydream to reply. “Oh, I’m fine thanks. I er, saw my girlfriend last night.”
“Oh…good. How are things going with you two?”

“Well, turns out she’s been fucking around. She wants an open relationship but I’m not so sure.”
“Don’t tell me your angry with her, I mean you cheated too.”

“No I’m not angry, it’s a bit of a relief really. She doesn’t know I cheated, and I’m not sure I want to be with her anymore anyway, so this’d be a good opportunity to pack it in and maybe still be friends with her.”
Rob’s heart raced. He’d told himself not to be optimistic over Callum, but he’d just said he wanted to leave his girlfriend, and that was music to Rob’s ears.

“Anyway,” Callum continued, “follow me I’ll get us some drinks.”

The guys sat on the comfy chairs in the garden on a warm summer’s evening, drinking beer.
“You upset about leaving her?” Rob asked.

“I do like her, she’s a nice girl. And… never mind.”

“No go on, it’s cool. We’re mates you can talk to me.”

“Well the sex was good, when she wanted it to be. But I don’t love her or anything, so I’d really like to find a girl who’d want to fuck on a regular basis. Bigger tits too.”

Rob’s heart sank. He finished his beer and reminded himself to follow his own advice regarding blind optimism in the future.

“You ever fucked a girl Robert?”

“Nope. By the time I was starting to really think about sex, I knew I was thinking about sex with guys.”
Callum nodded. A few months ago he’d imagined he’d hate to have a gay friend. He saw all gay men as camp and irritating, which had made him feel even worse about the gay thoughts he’d found himself having. But Callum found Rob so easy to talk to. He was curious about his sexuality, and though he tried to deny it, he was curious about gay sex, especially after trading blowjobs with Rob.

“You seem different to other gay guys.”

Rob laughed. “How many gay friends have you got?”

Callum thought for a moment, and then realised what Rob was getting at. “Just you.”

“Every straight guy is different right?”

Callum nodded. “Extend that to every guy is different.” Callum looked away awkwardly. He felt patronised by Rob, but really he knew it was himself coming across as ignorant. “Sorry, I haven’t offended you have I?” Rob shook his head. “It’s cool, your mum is homophobic right?”

“Yeah.” Rob opened another beer. “Wait...” Callum said, “are you calling me homophobic?”

“No, I’m just saying you’ve obviously picked up on homophobic attitudes. That’s why you assumed all gay guys would be the same, and no doubt bad people.”

Rob tried to bite his tongue, but he was on a roll. “And let’s face it Callum, you’re horny. Absolutely gagging for it. Complaining that your girlfriend won’t give you enough. But you wouldn’t think about having sex with a man again even though you enjoyed it, or at least you wouldn’t admit you’re thinking about it, because it makes you feel guilty.”

“I’m not gay Robert.” Callum said, getting angry. How dare Rob tell him how he felt. Rob smirked. “I didn’t say you were. I said you’d got homophobia on the brain. Although, if you have homosexuality on the brain too, which I think you do, I can see that’d be a problem.”

“Stop fucking picking on me!” Callum shouted. “I’m not picking on you Callum, I’m worried about you for fuck’s sake!”

“You hardly know me.”

“I know enough.”

Callum got up and walked back into the house. When Rob followed he found Callum lighting a cigarette, dabbing at his eyes with a tissue trying to hide the tears that were forming.
“I’m sorry Robert.” Rob shrugged. “I don’t think you have anyone to apologise to except yourself. You can’t keep beating yourself up like this.”

“Oh fuck off.” Callum retorted. “Says you, you can’t even just let go and have sex you hate yourself so fucking much.”

“You shouldn’t swear in that posh voice of yours, doesn’t sound right.”

“Don’t change the subject because you know I’m right.” Callum snapped.

“Well, you’re wrong. I just know I’m not very good looking.”

“But you are!”

“You didn’t want me.”

“I’m not fucking gay.”

“Yeah well whatever you’re wrong. I had sex last night and enjoyed it.”

Callum suddenly felt rage sweep through his body, and took deep breaths to calm himself down. It shouldn’t be bothering him that Rob had slept with someone else. He’d had sex the night before too. Besides, Rob wasn’t his boyfriend and Callum didn’t want him to be. Did he? He walked right up to Rob and spoke calmly.

“Yeah? And how do you feel now?” Rob was silent. He opened his mouth but his voice just wobbled. Callum pulled Rob close and held him. “I thought so.” He whispered, knowing exactly how Rob felt.
Callum walked over to the sofa and sat down, motioning for Rob to follow. “Who’d you have sex with?”

“My ex-boyfriend.”

“I thought you didn’t like your exes.”

“This one is an alright guy. I guess he did make me feel good about myself for an hour or so. But he didn’t want to stay. No man ever does. I’ve slept with quite a few guys Callum, and most of them treated me like shit. It’s not like I wanted to marry them or anything, but it’d be nice if some of them actually wanted to make me feel good not just let me get them off. And would it be a fucking liberty for any of them to actually be interested in me?! You can tell me I’m not as unattractive as I think I am, but if I’m good looking, why have all those men just moved on to someone better? Fuck, sorry I’m ranting at you now you don’t need to hear this.”

“No no, you need to let off some steam. Ok then if you’re unattractive why did this ex of yours want to fuck you again?”

“Because he was desperate and he knows I know how to pleasure him. And he makes me feel good too; he’s the only one who’s ever actually wanted to please me at all. Except…well, you I guess. But you say you’re straight. The guy I had sex with last night is definitely gay. Sex with him is the same every fucking time, exactly the way he wants it to be. I never loved him, but last night just for a while I just felt like somebody wanted me, and then he just fucked off. That’s exactly how you made me feel too, but at least you’re still here, taking an interest in me. I guess I’m just tired of people using me, and when they’re not interested in seeing me again I feel so damn ugly. So I just go on fucking anyone who looks interested in the hope they might actually want to spend more than an hour with me. I mean look at me now, I’m talking to you like I’ve known you forever, just cos even though you don’t want to fuck me, you actually seem to want to spend time with me. I’m such a pathetic twat. You must think I have no friends.” At this point, Rob noticed that Callum was holding his hand.

“What about that guy you were working with at the pub, you seemed to get along really well.”

“We’ve been best friends since pre-school.”

“Well there you are.”

“Doesn’t mean I’m attractive. Yeah he loves me, and I love him. And I guess I’m lucky to have him, if nobody wants to even properly date me he’s the only guy that’s ever going to love me.”

“I love you.” Callum blurted out suddenly.

Rob let go of Callum’s hand, and cleared his throat in the awkward silence. “You’re just fucking with my feelings again right?” Callum didn’t know what to say. He felt so stupid, and he didn’t really want to think about weather he’d meant it or not. That was just another minefield. Tears formed in his eyes again. “I’m sorry Robert, I wanted to be your friend and I just fuck everything up for you.”

“I…”

“I think it’d be best if you go now.”

Rob nodded. Callum needed to be left alone with his thoughts, and he was feeling pretty confused too. Had Callum really just said those three words? Where the hell had that come from? The last guy to tell Rob he’d fallen in love with him didn’t mean it jackshit, and started abusing Rob shortly afterwards. But Callum wasn’t like this guy. He was just confused. Did he mean it? Rob wasn’t sure he’d ever find out. Did Rob feel the same way? Too many damn questions.

He kissed Callum on the cheek and left.

 

[smile86]

haha i just read over the last chapter and found a couple of mistakes. hope whoever may read this shall like it. i have exams on tuesday and wednesday so after that i think i'll unwind by writing another chapter! the main part of the unwinding will be that i seem to drink an awful amount of cider when i write! toodlepip

 

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i cant wait to read it