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Where is this all going to end???
Waiting for the last chapter
Harry
Where is this all going to end???
Waiting for the last chapter
Harry
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Wow, what a turn of events. Has Callum really put Rob aside? It also looks like Rob is just going to let Callum go without any fight at all. Boy if Callum found out what Alex did He could, and I say could, really be pissed. Oh, I hope the final chapter comes soon. I don't think I can wait.
Ok, i know, i'm a bastard!
I apologise that it has been so long since i've posted. And that i've lied to you, again! The last chapter is getting so long now, and i don't want to not post any longer, so i'm going to split the last chapter, again!
Richie x
I apologise that it has been so long since i've posted. And that i've lied to you, again! The last chapter is getting so long now, and i don't want to not post any longer, so i'm going to split the last chapter, again!
Richie x
Chapter 26!
Ruby heard Rob stomping down the stairs. He’d been staying with her for a few days now, and she couldn’t help but feel a little worried about him.
“Robert, sweetheart, have you been eating properly?”
Rob let out an exasperated sigh. “How many times mum yes! I’ve put on a stone this year.”
“Hmm, I swear you look skinnier than the last time I saw you.”
Rob rolled his eyes, “I'm fine mum.”
Ruby poured tea into a mug and passed it to her son. He smiled as he took it and sipped some.
“Thanks mum. I do miss living here sometimes.”
Ruby smirked, “I thought this place was a dump and you couldn’t wait to get out of it.”
Rob blushed. “You know I never meant that.”
Ruby smiled reassuringly at Rob and took his hand. She looked at it and stroked it with her thumb. “You don’t seem yourself recently.”
“What do you mean? I look better than ever before, I’ve got friends, I'm doing well at Uni, and I’ve got a job, why wouldn’t I be happy?”
Ruby looked her son in the eye knowingly. “I didn’t say you weren’t happy.”
Rob looked away. He tried to pull his hand back but his mum gripped it firmly.
“You’re lonely aren’t you? Don’t think I don’t know you Robert I'm your mother. And I like to think I'm your friend too.”
“I'm fine mum. I'm friendly with everyone on my course.”
“You know that’s not what I mean, Robert. You know that all too often you can be lonely in a crowd.”
Rob sighed and his mum squeezed his hand gently.
“Have you got a boyfriend?”
Rob shook his head.
“Lack of interest. Both ways.”
“Oh come on Robert you’ve really grown into a handsome man.”
“I'm ok looking I guess but none of the men who are interested in me are looking for anything more than one night.”
Ruby smiled. “He really changed you didn’t he.”
“Who?”
Ruby rolled her eyes, “you know who I mean Robert.”
Rob looked down awkwardly. “Yeah. He did.”
“Admit it Robert you had some awful men before Callum. And those are just the ones I knew about! I dread to think what the other’s were like…”
Rob shrugged. “I guess one night stands were never a big deal to me because I didn’t think anybody would want me for any more than that. I mean yeah obviously I wanted to have sex, who doesn’t? But I wasn’t really attracted to many of them.”
Ruby squeezed her son’s hand again. She was happy that her kids felt they could be open with her. She’d always believed that making an issue of sex and being reluctant to talk about it was a bad thing, and only led to trouble. After Rob had come out she tried to ignore it, and looking at him now she knew there had been trouble.
He shook his head slowly, thinking aloud. “After Matt, I didn’t feel like I could do any better.”
“Oh sweetheart.”
Ruby stood up and went to sit down next to her son. She put an arm around him and he instinctively put his head on her shoulder.
“The way he treated you was sickening, and I don’t even know the whole of it. I don’t think I realised at the time just how much pain that monster was causing you.”
She rubbed his hair affectionately. “But I do know this. I never want to see you with a man like that ever again.”
She sighed heavily. “And that’s why even if Callum didn’t turn out to be the man to stick around, you should be thankful that you met him. He obviously made you realise that you are worth more than those scumbag abusive men. That you are attractive, and a wonderful person, and you deserve to be with someone you really want to be with. You deserve to be with someone who’s going to treat you right.”
She shook her head and smiled. “In the space of a few months Callum managed to make you see everything that I’ve been trying to tell you for years.”
Rob smiled. “I'm sorry mum.”
“You have nothing to be sorry for. The only people that should be sorry are all the men who could’ve had you if they’d treated you better.”
Alex woke up on another planet. What else could explain the fact that the room was spinning? He groaned and put his head in his hands. He waited a minute or so before looking up again. Nope, just earth through hungover eyes. He rolled over to pick up his beeping phone. Three missed calls from Callum. He groaned as it rang again.
“Hey Callum.”
“God Alex, you sound rough!” Callum laughed.
“S’not funny.”
“Are you still mad at me?”
“When I remember why I was mad at you, I probably will be. For now I’ll just lie here and die.”
“That bad huh? How much did you drink? Jesus call yourself a nurse?!” Callum laughed.
Alex smirked. “In training! Besides I have no classes today, it’s my duty to behave irresponsibly.”
“Well when you’re feeling better come round. It’s lonely here without you.”
Alex smiled. “I will. See you later.”
Later, lying naked in Callum’s arms, Alex thought about it again. It was something he’d thought about a lot recently, the hold Callum seemed to have over him. Today he’d felt a little like a puppet on a string. Callum had called him up and he’d come running, just like he always did. He shivered as Callum started to slowly jerk his soft cock, having just a minute ago blown a load inside Callum. He turned around and kissed him as thoughts jumbled in his head. Callum was his best friend, and he loved him, but he was really starting to resent him too. Would Callum be so quick to run to him if he needed him? If Callum found someone hotter and always willing, would he still be here? Alex sighed as Callum took his cock into his mouth. Maybe his worries could wait. He pulled Callum up and kissed him again as his fingers started to rub his hole. Callum moaned and pushed back against his fingers, giving him permission to enter. Alex pushed Callum down on the bed. Dominating Callum helped him to keep up the pretence that he was in control. He stroked Callum’s cock as he started to tease his hole with his tongue.
“Mmm fuck yes!” Callum moaned as Alex slid his cock into his hole.
Alex stroked Callum’s sides before putting his hands on his hips and fucking him hard. He loved watching his cock pounding Callum’s butt. Callum reached round and squeezed Alex’s balls hard, making him groan and thrust his big cock harder into Callum. Callum’s moans became louder as Alex slapped his arse before reaching round and quickly jerking his cock.
“Uhhh Alex yes!”
As Callum shot his cum over the bedsheets Alex pulled out and forcefully turned Callum’s tingling body over. He straddled Callum’s chest and started to jerk his cock. Callum loved the close up view of Alex’s foreskin moving over his hot long cock. He sat up and licked the tip slowly. That sent Alex over the edge, and he let out a low groan as he released his load over Callum’s face. As he was cumming his phone vibrated loudly in the pocket of his jeans on the floor. He reached down and picked his phone up as he licked his cum from Callum’s face and shared it with him in a deep kiss. He lay down on the bed next to Callum and read his missed calls list. When he saw the name his insides churned. One missed call: Rob.
“Who called you?” Callum asked before gently kissing his shoulder.
“My dad.” Alex lied. “I’ll call him back later.”
They lay in silence for a few moments, and then a confused Callum asked more questions.
“But wouldn’t it be the middle of the night over there? Maybe It’s something serious.”
“He’ll call again if it is.”
“If you wanna call now that’s o…”
“No!” Alex interrupted, raising his voice. He then smiled and took Callum into his arms. “It’s fine baby.”
Callum snuggled up against Alex’s warm body and sighed as Alex instinctively began to stroke his hair.
“Are you seeing Abbie anytime soon?”
Callum shrugged. “I'm trying to play it cool but she’s getting a bit too keen. I might just stop seeing her.”
Alex couldn’t help but smile a little hearing this, but he still felt awful. Memories of the night before were creeping back slowly. What the fuck had he said to Rob? Perhaps, he thought, he had imagined the whole thing. He picked up his phone and looked at the call list. No, Rob really had called him last night. Shit. Alex felt Callum snuggle up closer to him again.
“I'm sorry if it felt like I was pushing you away, I wasn’t, or at least I didn’t mean to. You’re my best friend Lexi, I love you to bits.”
Alex tried to smile at Callum, but he felt a huge sense of guilt start to build up in his stomach. Why had Rob been asking about Callum? Either way he’d lied to Rob big time and he needed to set things straight, but doing that was going to be more than a little embarrassing. Alex kissed Callum’s hair and held him close.
“I'm going to miss you so fucking much after the summer’s gone.”
Callum nodded. “Are you staying here or going back to Australia?”
“I'm going back”
Callum tutted. “Fuck you!” He said, before giggling and kissing Alex’s nipple.
Alex sighed. “I’d stay, but I miss my dad too much. Besides you’re fucking off to Germany so what reason to I have to stay?”
“England is a lot closer to Germany than Australia.”
Alex chuckled, “well done you’re getting to grips with the concept of continents!”
Callum giggled and hit Alex’s stomach playfully, and then he put his arms around him and drifted off to sleep. Alex simply lay staring at the ceiling.
The next morning Rob was lying in bed, alone, when his phone rang. He lay still, letting it ring as he stared into space.
“Answer that bloody thing or hang up, just make that godawful noise stop!” His mother shouted from downstairs. Rob rolled over and picked his phone up, without bothering to look at the screen.
“Hello?”
“Hey Rob, it’s me.” The accent gave it away.
Rob smiled. “Since when do we talk so frequently Alex? Is Callum leaving you out in the cold now he’s with this girl?”
“That’s what I called to talk about, well, not him leaving me out in the cold, which he doesn’t, I mean, he did for a bit, but yeah anyway he’s got this girlfriend, well she’s kinda…”
“Alex, mate, slow down!”
Alex blushed, his nerves were making him get carried away, and he had been mumbling frantically into the phone. “Sorry Rob, it’s just…I'm not good with guilt.”
Rob sat up in his bed. “Guilt? What do you mean? You’ve done something to Callum?”
“No…when you called me before, I'm really sorry, but I was wasted and I lied to you.”
“Oh….”
There was an awkward silence before Alex explained.
“I don’t know why I did it…well actually I guess I do. I was pissed off with Callum over this girl and I just didn’t want to lose him, to her or you or anyone. Callum has been fucking a girl, but it’s not serious at all, he’s still having sex with me and probably other people too. In fact he’s thinking of avoiding her because she’s getting too into him. It was really shitty of me to lie to you, sorry.”
Rob sighed. “It’s ok Alex, I know what it’s like to be in love with him.”
Alex’s jaw dropped and he stuttered. “I…I'm not in love with him, I love him and care for him but only as a friend.”
Rob smiled. “Alex, it’s obvious.”
There was another silence as Alex reached for his beer and took a large gulp.
“I think it’s really good of you to be truthful with me. Even though to be honest, I think you probably stand a better chance with him than I do anyway.”
Alex laughed, and a little bitterness came out. “You’re kidding me right? You’re hundreds of miles away, so he fucks other guys. I'm right here, here to see to his every need, night and day only a call away. He doesn’t love me. He’s in love with you.”
He paused. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to be bitchy with you.”
“It’s alright.” He sighed. “We’re both losers huh? Hung up over this guy neither of us will probably ever have.”
“So….wait a minute, you DO still love him.”
“Yeah.”
“Then why the fuck did you make him think otherwise.”
“Because I love him.”
Alex raised an eyebrow. “I'm not still drunk am I?”
Rob laughed. “I know the whole distance thing can’t work with us, that’s already been tried tested and failed. I just don’t want him to hurt over me. If we can’t be together I’d far rather he just got over me and stopped hurting.”
“God…you really do care about him.”
“Uh huh.”
Alex’s heart sank, and his head was spinning. So many questions ran through his head. He took a deep breath, shut his eyes and spoke.
“Look. I still feel bad about this whole thing. I'm going to make it up to you.”
“No it’s ok, you don’t have to…”
“No, seriously,” Alex said sternly, “you’ll thank me for this.”
Ruby heard Rob stomping down the stairs. He’d been staying with her for a few days now, and she couldn’t help but feel a little worried about him.
“Robert, sweetheart, have you been eating properly?”
Rob let out an exasperated sigh. “How many times mum yes! I’ve put on a stone this year.”
“Hmm, I swear you look skinnier than the last time I saw you.”
Rob rolled his eyes, “I'm fine mum.”
Ruby poured tea into a mug and passed it to her son. He smiled as he took it and sipped some.
“Thanks mum. I do miss living here sometimes.”
Ruby smirked, “I thought this place was a dump and you couldn’t wait to get out of it.”
Rob blushed. “You know I never meant that.”
Ruby smiled reassuringly at Rob and took his hand. She looked at it and stroked it with her thumb. “You don’t seem yourself recently.”
“What do you mean? I look better than ever before, I’ve got friends, I'm doing well at Uni, and I’ve got a job, why wouldn’t I be happy?”
Ruby looked her son in the eye knowingly. “I didn’t say you weren’t happy.”
Rob looked away. He tried to pull his hand back but his mum gripped it firmly.
“You’re lonely aren’t you? Don’t think I don’t know you Robert I'm your mother. And I like to think I'm your friend too.”
“I'm fine mum. I'm friendly with everyone on my course.”
“You know that’s not what I mean, Robert. You know that all too often you can be lonely in a crowd.”
Rob sighed and his mum squeezed his hand gently.
“Have you got a boyfriend?”
Rob shook his head.
“Lack of interest. Both ways.”
“Oh come on Robert you’ve really grown into a handsome man.”
“I'm ok looking I guess but none of the men who are interested in me are looking for anything more than one night.”
Ruby smiled. “He really changed you didn’t he.”
“Who?”
Ruby rolled her eyes, “you know who I mean Robert.”
Rob looked down awkwardly. “Yeah. He did.”
“Admit it Robert you had some awful men before Callum. And those are just the ones I knew about! I dread to think what the other’s were like…”
Rob shrugged. “I guess one night stands were never a big deal to me because I didn’t think anybody would want me for any more than that. I mean yeah obviously I wanted to have sex, who doesn’t? But I wasn’t really attracted to many of them.”
Ruby squeezed her son’s hand again. She was happy that her kids felt they could be open with her. She’d always believed that making an issue of sex and being reluctant to talk about it was a bad thing, and only led to trouble. After Rob had come out she tried to ignore it, and looking at him now she knew there had been trouble.
He shook his head slowly, thinking aloud. “After Matt, I didn’t feel like I could do any better.”
“Oh sweetheart.”
Ruby stood up and went to sit down next to her son. She put an arm around him and he instinctively put his head on her shoulder.
“The way he treated you was sickening, and I don’t even know the whole of it. I don’t think I realised at the time just how much pain that monster was causing you.”
She rubbed his hair affectionately. “But I do know this. I never want to see you with a man like that ever again.”
She sighed heavily. “And that’s why even if Callum didn’t turn out to be the man to stick around, you should be thankful that you met him. He obviously made you realise that you are worth more than those scumbag abusive men. That you are attractive, and a wonderful person, and you deserve to be with someone you really want to be with. You deserve to be with someone who’s going to treat you right.”
She shook her head and smiled. “In the space of a few months Callum managed to make you see everything that I’ve been trying to tell you for years.”
Rob smiled. “I'm sorry mum.”
“You have nothing to be sorry for. The only people that should be sorry are all the men who could’ve had you if they’d treated you better.”
Alex woke up on another planet. What else could explain the fact that the room was spinning? He groaned and put his head in his hands. He waited a minute or so before looking up again. Nope, just earth through hungover eyes. He rolled over to pick up his beeping phone. Three missed calls from Callum. He groaned as it rang again.
“Hey Callum.”
“God Alex, you sound rough!” Callum laughed.
“S’not funny.”
“Are you still mad at me?”
“When I remember why I was mad at you, I probably will be. For now I’ll just lie here and die.”
“That bad huh? How much did you drink? Jesus call yourself a nurse?!” Callum laughed.
Alex smirked. “In training! Besides I have no classes today, it’s my duty to behave irresponsibly.”
“Well when you’re feeling better come round. It’s lonely here without you.”
Alex smiled. “I will. See you later.”
Later, lying naked in Callum’s arms, Alex thought about it again. It was something he’d thought about a lot recently, the hold Callum seemed to have over him. Today he’d felt a little like a puppet on a string. Callum had called him up and he’d come running, just like he always did. He shivered as Callum started to slowly jerk his soft cock, having just a minute ago blown a load inside Callum. He turned around and kissed him as thoughts jumbled in his head. Callum was his best friend, and he loved him, but he was really starting to resent him too. Would Callum be so quick to run to him if he needed him? If Callum found someone hotter and always willing, would he still be here? Alex sighed as Callum took his cock into his mouth. Maybe his worries could wait. He pulled Callum up and kissed him again as his fingers started to rub his hole. Callum moaned and pushed back against his fingers, giving him permission to enter. Alex pushed Callum down on the bed. Dominating Callum helped him to keep up the pretence that he was in control. He stroked Callum’s cock as he started to tease his hole with his tongue.
“Mmm fuck yes!” Callum moaned as Alex slid his cock into his hole.
Alex stroked Callum’s sides before putting his hands on his hips and fucking him hard. He loved watching his cock pounding Callum’s butt. Callum reached round and squeezed Alex’s balls hard, making him groan and thrust his big cock harder into Callum. Callum’s moans became louder as Alex slapped his arse before reaching round and quickly jerking his cock.
“Uhhh Alex yes!”
As Callum shot his cum over the bedsheets Alex pulled out and forcefully turned Callum’s tingling body over. He straddled Callum’s chest and started to jerk his cock. Callum loved the close up view of Alex’s foreskin moving over his hot long cock. He sat up and licked the tip slowly. That sent Alex over the edge, and he let out a low groan as he released his load over Callum’s face. As he was cumming his phone vibrated loudly in the pocket of his jeans on the floor. He reached down and picked his phone up as he licked his cum from Callum’s face and shared it with him in a deep kiss. He lay down on the bed next to Callum and read his missed calls list. When he saw the name his insides churned. One missed call: Rob.
“Who called you?” Callum asked before gently kissing his shoulder.
“My dad.” Alex lied. “I’ll call him back later.”
They lay in silence for a few moments, and then a confused Callum asked more questions.
“But wouldn’t it be the middle of the night over there? Maybe It’s something serious.”
“He’ll call again if it is.”
“If you wanna call now that’s o…”
“No!” Alex interrupted, raising his voice. He then smiled and took Callum into his arms. “It’s fine baby.”
Callum snuggled up against Alex’s warm body and sighed as Alex instinctively began to stroke his hair.
“Are you seeing Abbie anytime soon?”
Callum shrugged. “I'm trying to play it cool but she’s getting a bit too keen. I might just stop seeing her.”
Alex couldn’t help but smile a little hearing this, but he still felt awful. Memories of the night before were creeping back slowly. What the fuck had he said to Rob? Perhaps, he thought, he had imagined the whole thing. He picked up his phone and looked at the call list. No, Rob really had called him last night. Shit. Alex felt Callum snuggle up closer to him again.
“I'm sorry if it felt like I was pushing you away, I wasn’t, or at least I didn’t mean to. You’re my best friend Lexi, I love you to bits.”
Alex tried to smile at Callum, but he felt a huge sense of guilt start to build up in his stomach. Why had Rob been asking about Callum? Either way he’d lied to Rob big time and he needed to set things straight, but doing that was going to be more than a little embarrassing. Alex kissed Callum’s hair and held him close.
“I'm going to miss you so fucking much after the summer’s gone.”
Callum nodded. “Are you staying here or going back to Australia?”
“I'm going back”
Callum tutted. “Fuck you!” He said, before giggling and kissing Alex’s nipple.
Alex sighed. “I’d stay, but I miss my dad too much. Besides you’re fucking off to Germany so what reason to I have to stay?”
“England is a lot closer to Germany than Australia.”
Alex chuckled, “well done you’re getting to grips with the concept of continents!”
Callum giggled and hit Alex’s stomach playfully, and then he put his arms around him and drifted off to sleep. Alex simply lay staring at the ceiling.
The next morning Rob was lying in bed, alone, when his phone rang. He lay still, letting it ring as he stared into space.
“Answer that bloody thing or hang up, just make that godawful noise stop!” His mother shouted from downstairs. Rob rolled over and picked his phone up, without bothering to look at the screen.
“Hello?”
“Hey Rob, it’s me.” The accent gave it away.
Rob smiled. “Since when do we talk so frequently Alex? Is Callum leaving you out in the cold now he’s with this girl?”
“That’s what I called to talk about, well, not him leaving me out in the cold, which he doesn’t, I mean, he did for a bit, but yeah anyway he’s got this girlfriend, well she’s kinda…”
“Alex, mate, slow down!”
Alex blushed, his nerves were making him get carried away, and he had been mumbling frantically into the phone. “Sorry Rob, it’s just…I'm not good with guilt.”
Rob sat up in his bed. “Guilt? What do you mean? You’ve done something to Callum?”
“No…when you called me before, I'm really sorry, but I was wasted and I lied to you.”
“Oh….”
There was an awkward silence before Alex explained.
“I don’t know why I did it…well actually I guess I do. I was pissed off with Callum over this girl and I just didn’t want to lose him, to her or you or anyone. Callum has been fucking a girl, but it’s not serious at all, he’s still having sex with me and probably other people too. In fact he’s thinking of avoiding her because she’s getting too into him. It was really shitty of me to lie to you, sorry.”
Rob sighed. “It’s ok Alex, I know what it’s like to be in love with him.”
Alex’s jaw dropped and he stuttered. “I…I'm not in love with him, I love him and care for him but only as a friend.”
Rob smiled. “Alex, it’s obvious.”
There was another silence as Alex reached for his beer and took a large gulp.
“I think it’s really good of you to be truthful with me. Even though to be honest, I think you probably stand a better chance with him than I do anyway.”
Alex laughed, and a little bitterness came out. “You’re kidding me right? You’re hundreds of miles away, so he fucks other guys. I'm right here, here to see to his every need, night and day only a call away. He doesn’t love me. He’s in love with you.”
He paused. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to be bitchy with you.”
“It’s alright.” He sighed. “We’re both losers huh? Hung up over this guy neither of us will probably ever have.”
“So….wait a minute, you DO still love him.”
“Yeah.”
“Then why the fuck did you make him think otherwise.”
“Because I love him.”
Alex raised an eyebrow. “I'm not still drunk am I?”
Rob laughed. “I know the whole distance thing can’t work with us, that’s already been tried tested and failed. I just don’t want him to hurt over me. If we can’t be together I’d far rather he just got over me and stopped hurting.”
“God…you really do care about him.”
“Uh huh.”
Alex’s heart sank, and his head was spinning. So many questions ran through his head. He took a deep breath, shut his eyes and spoke.
“Look. I still feel bad about this whole thing. I'm going to make it up to you.”
“No it’s ok, you don’t have to…”
“No, seriously,” Alex said sternly, “you’ll thank me for this.”
harry113
JUB Addict
Thanks Ritchie.
So, we have yet another chapter to follow!!
Great story, but I have to keep reminding myself what happened in the previous chapters! Lol
Please post soooon!
Harry
So, we have yet another chapter to follow!!
Great story, but I have to keep reminding myself what happened in the previous chapters! Lol
Please post soooon!
Harry
I love this chapter. It is excellent. I didn't really think that Rob was over Callum but at least I thought when he was with Callum he had gotten over the self doubt. I could see where Rob would think that a long distance relationship with Callum would be extra hard.
Anyway a job well done and will be waiting for anxiously for the next or last chapter, whatever comes first.
Anyway a job well done and will be waiting for anxiously for the next or last chapter, whatever comes first.
Chapter 27
Callum looked at the man sleeping next to him as the morning sunlight streamed in through the open window. It was August now, and the sun was warming their naked skin as they lay together. Callum reached out and stroked his smooth skin, and sighed. He would be sad to leave him. Callum shut his eyes, and soon felt himself being wrapped in warm arms. His heart beat fast and he felt contented as he breathed in his man’s scent. He smiled and kissed Alex’s neck softly.
“Good morning handsome.”
Alex replied with a squeeze. Callum lifted his head and kissed him.
“I can’t believe we’re leaving tomorrow. Going away to different places.”
Alex shrugged, pretending he didn’t care.
“Don’t act like you won’t be sad to see the back of me.”
“Actually,” Alex smirked as he ran his hand over Callum’s round butt, “I love seeing the back of you.”
Alex leaned in to kiss Callum but Callum stopped him.
“I'm being serious Alex. You do know I'm going to miss you, don’t you?”
“Yes. Of course I do.” Alex blushed a deep red. “I just know that if we talk about it too much I’ll cry.”
Callum smiled and kissed his hair.
“I will…see you again won’t I? And you will email me and talk to me won’t you?” Alex asked nervously.
“What?” Callum exclaimed as he sat up sharply. “Why even ask that? Of course I will. What did you think, that after a year of seeing you nearly everyday I’d just cut you out of my life? I wouldn’t do that Alex.”
Callum sighed and ran his fingers through his lover’s hair. “I couldn’t do that.”
Alex smiled but he looked extremely awkward. He wanted to let go and enjoy his last day with Callum, but in the back of his mind those thoughts lurked.
“Look, Alex, I know I can be a bit of a bastard. Maybe sometimes you felt like I don’t care about you, but that’s so wrong. I love you Alex,”
Alex felt his heart glow, but he knew what Callum would say next.
“You’re my best friend.”
Callum sank back down into bed and slithered into Alex’s strong arms.
“I'm gonna miss how good you are in bed, and I'm gonna miss this.” He said, as he ran his hand over Alex’s cock teasingly. “But I'm going to miss everything about you, all the good times.”
Alex sighed. “It’s not going to be the same though is it.”
Callum shook his head. “No. I don’t think it can be when we’re going to be thousands of miles apart.”
Alex held him close, and wondered if Callum knew that that’s not what he meant at all. He ran his ran down Callum’s back and his finger disappeared inside him, making Callum shudder and moan. Alex felt a little guilty, but he needed it. He needed to make love to Callum one last time, and pretend that Callum was giving him the same love back. He needed to feel his body against that of the man who turned him on like nobody else in the world. He kissed and licked him everywhere, determined to give Callum as much pleasure as possible. He liked to think this was purely out of lust and love for him, but deep down he knew there was also a deep jealousy lurking; Alex wanted Callum to remember him as the best he ever had. Callum gasped as Alex lifted his legs and ran his tongue vigorously around his hole, working his way up to his balls as he stroked his cock gently. Alex looked into Callum’s eyes and grinned.
“I'm gonna give you something to remember me by.”
Callum grunted loudly as Alex pushed into him far harder than he had expected. One of Callum’s flatmates banged on the wall. It turned Callum on to know his hot straight flatmate could hear them, and as Alex had expected him to, he shouted at Alex to fuck him harder. Alex could do nothing but oblige. Callum loved the sight of Alex pounding him, and the feeling was even greater. Alex pulled Callum’s body towards him and held him tight as he moved inside him. He reached down with one hand and it took only a light touch for Callum to cum over Alex’s stomach. Alex closed his eyes as he felt Callum’s body pulsing against his, their hearts beating together. He kissed him roughly as he came, groaning in his mouth. Falling down onto his bed he pulled Callum into his arms.
“Damn you Callum, damn you to hell!” He kissed Callum’s sweaty forehead and smiled, but there was sadness in his glistening blue eyes. “Why do you have to make going back home so difficult?”
Callum kissed his nipple. “You’ve been homesick haven’t you?”
Alex nodded. “Of course. I love it here but nothing beats home. I miss my dad and my friends. But I know I'm going to miss you badly.”
Callum squeezed him gently. “I'm going to miss you too. Who knows, maybe you’ll find some hot stud and make him yours! If not then next time I see you, I'm all yours babe.”
Alex kissed his cheek, but doubted what he had just said greatly.
Callum saw his suitcase coming slowly towards him on the carousel. He sighed. He knew that Alex would be at the Airport too, waiting to board his flight back to Australia. Callum however had already arrived at his destination: Heidelberg. He lifted his heavy suitcase off the carousel, pulled the handle up, and pulled it along behind him as he strode out of the airport. His stomach felt fuzzy. He was excited to be somewhere new, nervous knowing he would be spending a whole year there and that he knew nobody. He missed Alex, and on the plane he’d got to thinking about somebody he’d been trying to blank out of his mind. Seeing an airhost with Robert on his name badge had set it off. This is a problem when Robert is a fairly common name. Callum smirked, and told himself to forget about it. He was here to have fun and learn, in that order. Outside the airport he saw a woman waiting amongst the crowd holding a sign bearing his name. He smiled and approached her.
“Callum?” She asked.
He offered his hand to her and she shook it.
“I'm Claudia, I'm one of your flatmates at the University this year. It’s a pleasure to meet you. My car is parked just over here I’ll take you to where we live.”
She was a bright, bubbly woman with light brown hair that shone in the sunlight. She was beautiful and her smile was infectious.
“Thank you very much Claudia.”
“Oh it’s nothing. I was hoping to be living with an English student this year; you can help me with my work! I will help you all you want of course.”
Callum grinned. “It would help me if we spoke German!”
Claudia giggled, “you help me first!”
As Claudia drove Callum to his new home for the year, she told him about the area and the University, and their flat.
“We live with two others. I share a room with a girl called Marie who is a very sweet girl.”
Claudia winked. “I think you will like her. You are sharing with a man whose name I forget, I only met him just before I had to come out to find you.”
“Sharing a room?” Callum sighed, then he turned to Claudia with a cheeky grin spread wide on his face. “How will I bring sexy German men to my bedroom?”
Claudia looked at him with a shocked grin. “Either my English isn’t as good as I thought or you’re gay.”
“Well, your English is very good.”
Claudia winked at him. “That’s cool, it’s shocking to admit but, I like men too!”
They laughed and Callum knew he was going to settle into his new home just fine.
“So…is my roommate a sexy German man?”
Claudia smiled. “I'm telling you nothing.”
“Ah come on!”
“No!” She giggled to herself as she turned a corner. “So, you maybe won’t like my best friend Marie like I thought you might?”
“Oh no, I think I might like her a lot too.”
Claudia raised an eyebrow, “so you are just a whore!”
They looked at each other then laughed.
Claudia parked next to the block of flats and helped Callum force his suitcase out of the boot of her car. They walked to the lift and got out at the 5th floor. Claudia led him to the end of the corridor then stopped.
“Here we are.”
She opened the door and led him inside. Another very pretty woman was sitting at the kitchen table, and she leapt up to great Callum.
“Hi, you must be our new friend!”
Callum laughed as she hugged his enthusiastically.
“And you must be Marie!”
She smiled at him and pointed towards the kitchen. “Let me show you.”
Claudia and Marie showed Callum their lounge, bathroom, kitchen and their bedroom.
“Now I guess this is the most important room of the house for you.”
Claudia opened the door to Callum’s shared bedroom and pushed him inside. Callum’s jaw dropped. He turned back towards Claudia who nodded.
“You go, we’ll leave you alone with him.”
She turned around and left with Marie. As soon as they shut the door he could hear frantic German whispers, gasping and giggling. The man sitting on one of the single beds smiled at Callum.
“They’re really fun girls.”
He stood up and walked slowly towards Callum.
“Beautiful too aren’t they?”
Callum was frozen, unable to answer.
“Then again,” the man continued as he stopped inches away from Callum, “you know I'm not really into women.”
A million questions ran through Callum’s mind. He momentarily pushed them away, and silently melted into his arms. Tears started to run down his cheeks and he wasn’t quite sure why. The shock had made him feel numb. The man kissed his hair softly and the numbness started to melt away. He felt warmth and love, like he hadn’t felt in so long. He forced himself to pull away from him, and stared at his beautiful face. He saw that his eyes were shining with tears.
“Come on let’s sit down, I know I have a lot of explaining to do.”
Callum sat down on the sofa next to him, resisting the urge to cuddle up to him. He needed to know what was happening.
“I…I’ve missed you Callum, far more than I ever let on. And it got to the point where I realised that my life was miserable because you weren’t in it. I knew I needed to do whatever I could to try to get you back.”
“But…but how did...”
“Alex.” Rob interrupted.
Callum smiled, and salty tears ran into his mouth.
“I wouldn’t be here without him. He told me every piece of information I needed to know, and it was pretty much his idea. I took up a German course at my university and they said if I made satisfactory progress I could spend a year at a German university. Alex confirmed that you were doing that, told me where you were going, when you were going, and most importantly…”
Rob looked away. “He assured me that you still love me. I really hope he was right.”
Callum put a hand on Rob’s cheek and gently pulled him back. Rob continued.
“I called up the University and told them I'm your best friend and that we wanted to be in the same flat. Alex was amazing, he sent them emails from your account, wrote letters pretending to be you, even called them pretending to be you…he mimics you pretty damn well!” Rob laughed, but then his face was serious again.
“I really hope you want me back Callum, because there’s nothing in the world I want more than to be yours again. Since we broke it off I’ve been so empty. I'm sorry that I lied to you, but I only wanted you to be happy and move on. I guess I realised after a while that I hadn’t moved on either, that I was unhappy too. I can’t count the times I wanted to ask you before, but I was worried distance would wreck our chances. When Alex suggested this the penny dropped, if distance was keeping me from you, then why the hell not get rid of it?! If I need to be with you why should I let anything stop me?”
Rob looked at Callum’s blank face.
“Talk to me babe. I need to know because if this isn’t what you want and I can’t have you then I can’t stay here and watch you for a whole year.”
Callum’s face broke out into a smile as he threw his arms around Rob.
“Please tell me this is real.” He whispered.
Rob ran his hand down Callum’s back. “I love you Callum.”
“I love you too, Rob.”
They sat there holding each other for what seemed like an age to the anxious girls waiting in the kitchen to find out what had happened.
Callum pulled away from Rob and looked him up and down.
“So, you took a course in German, and made all those arrangements, agreeing to live abroad for a whole year, just to give us the chance to be together again?”
Rob nodded. “It was quite hard to convince them, they weren’t too hot on putting two English people in the same flat, said it kinda defeats the object of coming here to learn a new language. You’ll have to help me with that by the way, I'm sure you know much more than I do.”
Callum squeezed his hand, “You’ve done all this for me…I’d do anything for you.”
He sighed. “When Alex’s home and rested I really need to call him.”
“He was amazing. He loves you so much Callum, and yet he helped me get back to you.”
Callum shook his head. “He must really care.”
There was a knock at the door, and after Rob had given permission Claudia entered.
Callum smiled. “You knew, didn’t you?!”
She nodded. “Your boyfriend got here yesterday. You are…boyfriends now, aren’t you?”
Rob looked at Callum, and Callum nodded.
“Fantastic! Rob got here yesterday and told us all about how much he loves you, it was really sweet, I was so nervous for him!”
She looked at them as Rob put his arm around Callum and held him. They went together so well.
“Well I’ll leave you alone now, I'm sure you have a lot to do, er,” she blushed, “I mean talk about!”
When the door shut, Rob took Callum’s head in his hands. He leant forward slowly, asking for permission with his eyes, until their lips met. Kissing him tenderly, Rob knew he had made the right decision to risk everything to be with him again. Just as Alex had told him, Callum wanted him. Callum could fell his hands trembling against Rob’s body as he slid his tongue into his mouth. It was all too much to take in, but he knew that in that moment, he felt like the luckiest man in the world. Rob took out his phone afterwards and quickly sent his mum a message which simply said, “I'm home.” Most mothers would’ve looked out of the window or gone to the door, but Ruby knew exactly what her son meant. She replied, “tell Callum I'm happy for you both, and it’s about fucking time!”
Alex stared out the window at the sea below and sighed deeply. He reached up and pressed the button above his head, and a couple of minutes later a short-skirted airhostess appeared.
“What can I do for you sir?”
“Another beer please.”
The airhostess leant in and lowered her voice.
“I don’t mean to be rude sir, but I think you’ve had enough for now.”
“I’ll tell you when I’ve had enough.”
“It’s a long flight sir.”
“Yeah well it’s been a long day just get a beer would you?”
The woman looked at him with pity, and wondered which girl had given him a hard time as she walked away.
5 days later Callum woke up in Rob’s arms again. It was beginning to feel real. He kissed Rob’s neck as he felt him stirring.
“Morning gorgeous.” He whispered into Rob’s ear.
Rob smiled and rolled over to kiss him and run his hands down his back and onto his arse.
“You sore down there baby?” he said, grinning.
Callum giggled, “You wish, you’re not that big.”
Rob slapped his butt cheek, and then pulled him close and kissed him passionately.
“Why didn’t you tell me before that you were going to come here so we could be together?”
“Alex suggested it’d be best not to tell you what we were planning just in case our plan failed,” Rob paused, “but I think part of it was down to Alex wanting to have you to himself for a bit longer too. I erm,” he cleared his throat, “I know you had sex with him the night before you both had to leave the country.”
Callum broke eye contact with Rob, who held him close and gave him and short and sweet kiss.
“It’s ok Callum, you were single then after all. Alex told me cos he felt a little guilty, knowing you were going to get back with me. But I don’t blame him, how could I? I mean you must’ve had sex with him so many times. Besides,” Rob ran his hand gently down his lover’s body, “I can’t blame anyone for wanting you.”
Callum still avoided looking into Rob’s eyes. “Yeah, but you’re fuckin’ hot Rob. I know you always say I'm sexy and guys want me, but there must’ve been men who were interested in you. I'm sure you could’ve had sex all the time if you’d wanted to, but you didn’t. I mean, I know you’ve had sex with a couple of other guys, and just thinking about you having sex with anyone else makes me jealous, I can’t believe how crazy I went when I saw you with Alex. You must think I'm so desperate, I wouldn’t have a clue how many people I’ve slept with this year.”
Callum sat up and looked at his beautiful, sexy boyfriend and smiled. “I just hope you know that it’s only you now, and I would never ever cheat on you. Some of the men I’ve had were good looking, some of them made me feel good, but you are both of those and so much more. I'm in love with you, and sex with you is just…I don’t know how to explain it. All I know is that I’ve let other men fuck me, and I’ve been quite content to never see them again. If you left me, I’d be nothing. I was nothing.”
Rob kissed his thigh, which was next to his face on the pillow, giving Rob an up close view of Callum’s delicious cock resting on his balls.
“I’d be nothing without you Callum. If I hadn’t met you, I’d probably still hate myself.”
“Same, you changed everything.”
Callum sighed and got back under the covers, lying next to Rob.
“I guess learning to love yourself really is the greatest love of all.”
Rob made a sarcastic puking noise and laughed.
“That is the most sickeningly cheesy thing I’ve ever heard my whole life.”
Callum fidgeted a little nervously. “Even more cheesy than me telling you I love you more than anything or anyone in the world and I want to spend the rest of my life with you?”
Rob blushed. “If said in all seriousness, that kind of talk would be more than acceptable.”
“Well, I mean every word. I do love you Robert. When we’re back in England we’ll have to be apart for a few months to finish at Uni, and after that I never want to be without you again.”
Rob couldn’t contain his smile as he took Callum’s head in his hands and their lips met. When he pulled away he looked into Callum’s bright blue eyes and knew exactly what he wanted.
“I'm glad you feel that way, because I'm not gonna let you go again.”
Callum held him tight and let that warm feeling fill him up. His cock started to grow hard as it touched Rob’s, and Callum started to forget that he had ever had anybody else.
Alex stumbled into the kitchen and started to wolf down the breakfast his dad had made. Tim shook his head as he poured some water for his son.
“So when you said you wouldn’t be home too late last night, you wouldn’t drink too much, and you wouldn’t drive, did you ever intend to honour any of those promises?”
Alex rubbed his drowsy eyes, “sorry. I really didn’t mean to get drunk I just…”
“Lost control?”
Alex nodded.
“Look, Alex, I didn’t say anything when as soon as you got home after a whole year away from me you shut yourself up in your room, or when you spent the next day drinking, but you could have killed somebody last night. What the hell is wrong with you?! You’re training to be a nurse Alex, if you’d got arrested for drink driving last night I don’t think they’d have been so keen to take you back do you?! And when you go back you can’t be drinking like this.”
“Ok, ok so I'm a screwed up bad person who doesn’t deserve your generosity I get it.”
Tim banged his fist on the table, “Dammit Alex I'm stressed and angry because I'm worried about you.”
Alex stared at his plate, avoiding his father’s glare. Tim sighed and walked round to Alex and patted him on the back.
“I know you’re upset because you want somebody you can’t have. I won’t pretend to know what it’s like to be gay Alex, but we’ve all experienced unrequited love. I just want you to realise that this isn’t the end of the world. I want you to be happy again and not be putting yourself in danger over some guy thousands of miles away.”
Alex nodded, and as his dad patted him on the back again and left the room he whispered, “he’s not just some guy. He’s my world.”
THE END
Callum looked at the man sleeping next to him as the morning sunlight streamed in through the open window. It was August now, and the sun was warming their naked skin as they lay together. Callum reached out and stroked his smooth skin, and sighed. He would be sad to leave him. Callum shut his eyes, and soon felt himself being wrapped in warm arms. His heart beat fast and he felt contented as he breathed in his man’s scent. He smiled and kissed Alex’s neck softly.
“Good morning handsome.”
Alex replied with a squeeze. Callum lifted his head and kissed him.
“I can’t believe we’re leaving tomorrow. Going away to different places.”
Alex shrugged, pretending he didn’t care.
“Don’t act like you won’t be sad to see the back of me.”
“Actually,” Alex smirked as he ran his hand over Callum’s round butt, “I love seeing the back of you.”
Alex leaned in to kiss Callum but Callum stopped him.
“I'm being serious Alex. You do know I'm going to miss you, don’t you?”
“Yes. Of course I do.” Alex blushed a deep red. “I just know that if we talk about it too much I’ll cry.”
Callum smiled and kissed his hair.
“I will…see you again won’t I? And you will email me and talk to me won’t you?” Alex asked nervously.
“What?” Callum exclaimed as he sat up sharply. “Why even ask that? Of course I will. What did you think, that after a year of seeing you nearly everyday I’d just cut you out of my life? I wouldn’t do that Alex.”
Callum sighed and ran his fingers through his lover’s hair. “I couldn’t do that.”
Alex smiled but he looked extremely awkward. He wanted to let go and enjoy his last day with Callum, but in the back of his mind those thoughts lurked.
“Look, Alex, I know I can be a bit of a bastard. Maybe sometimes you felt like I don’t care about you, but that’s so wrong. I love you Alex,”
Alex felt his heart glow, but he knew what Callum would say next.
“You’re my best friend.”
Callum sank back down into bed and slithered into Alex’s strong arms.
“I'm gonna miss how good you are in bed, and I'm gonna miss this.” He said, as he ran his hand over Alex’s cock teasingly. “But I'm going to miss everything about you, all the good times.”
Alex sighed. “It’s not going to be the same though is it.”
Callum shook his head. “No. I don’t think it can be when we’re going to be thousands of miles apart.”
Alex held him close, and wondered if Callum knew that that’s not what he meant at all. He ran his ran down Callum’s back and his finger disappeared inside him, making Callum shudder and moan. Alex felt a little guilty, but he needed it. He needed to make love to Callum one last time, and pretend that Callum was giving him the same love back. He needed to feel his body against that of the man who turned him on like nobody else in the world. He kissed and licked him everywhere, determined to give Callum as much pleasure as possible. He liked to think this was purely out of lust and love for him, but deep down he knew there was also a deep jealousy lurking; Alex wanted Callum to remember him as the best he ever had. Callum gasped as Alex lifted his legs and ran his tongue vigorously around his hole, working his way up to his balls as he stroked his cock gently. Alex looked into Callum’s eyes and grinned.
“I'm gonna give you something to remember me by.”
Callum grunted loudly as Alex pushed into him far harder than he had expected. One of Callum’s flatmates banged on the wall. It turned Callum on to know his hot straight flatmate could hear them, and as Alex had expected him to, he shouted at Alex to fuck him harder. Alex could do nothing but oblige. Callum loved the sight of Alex pounding him, and the feeling was even greater. Alex pulled Callum’s body towards him and held him tight as he moved inside him. He reached down with one hand and it took only a light touch for Callum to cum over Alex’s stomach. Alex closed his eyes as he felt Callum’s body pulsing against his, their hearts beating together. He kissed him roughly as he came, groaning in his mouth. Falling down onto his bed he pulled Callum into his arms.
“Damn you Callum, damn you to hell!” He kissed Callum’s sweaty forehead and smiled, but there was sadness in his glistening blue eyes. “Why do you have to make going back home so difficult?”
Callum kissed his nipple. “You’ve been homesick haven’t you?”
Alex nodded. “Of course. I love it here but nothing beats home. I miss my dad and my friends. But I know I'm going to miss you badly.”
Callum squeezed him gently. “I'm going to miss you too. Who knows, maybe you’ll find some hot stud and make him yours! If not then next time I see you, I'm all yours babe.”
Alex kissed his cheek, but doubted what he had just said greatly.
Callum saw his suitcase coming slowly towards him on the carousel. He sighed. He knew that Alex would be at the Airport too, waiting to board his flight back to Australia. Callum however had already arrived at his destination: Heidelberg. He lifted his heavy suitcase off the carousel, pulled the handle up, and pulled it along behind him as he strode out of the airport. His stomach felt fuzzy. He was excited to be somewhere new, nervous knowing he would be spending a whole year there and that he knew nobody. He missed Alex, and on the plane he’d got to thinking about somebody he’d been trying to blank out of his mind. Seeing an airhost with Robert on his name badge had set it off. This is a problem when Robert is a fairly common name. Callum smirked, and told himself to forget about it. He was here to have fun and learn, in that order. Outside the airport he saw a woman waiting amongst the crowd holding a sign bearing his name. He smiled and approached her.
“Callum?” She asked.
He offered his hand to her and she shook it.
“I'm Claudia, I'm one of your flatmates at the University this year. It’s a pleasure to meet you. My car is parked just over here I’ll take you to where we live.”
She was a bright, bubbly woman with light brown hair that shone in the sunlight. She was beautiful and her smile was infectious.
“Thank you very much Claudia.”
“Oh it’s nothing. I was hoping to be living with an English student this year; you can help me with my work! I will help you all you want of course.”
Callum grinned. “It would help me if we spoke German!”
Claudia giggled, “you help me first!”
As Claudia drove Callum to his new home for the year, she told him about the area and the University, and their flat.
“We live with two others. I share a room with a girl called Marie who is a very sweet girl.”
Claudia winked. “I think you will like her. You are sharing with a man whose name I forget, I only met him just before I had to come out to find you.”
“Sharing a room?” Callum sighed, then he turned to Claudia with a cheeky grin spread wide on his face. “How will I bring sexy German men to my bedroom?”
Claudia looked at him with a shocked grin. “Either my English isn’t as good as I thought or you’re gay.”
“Well, your English is very good.”
Claudia winked at him. “That’s cool, it’s shocking to admit but, I like men too!”
They laughed and Callum knew he was going to settle into his new home just fine.
“So…is my roommate a sexy German man?”
Claudia smiled. “I'm telling you nothing.”
“Ah come on!”
“No!” She giggled to herself as she turned a corner. “So, you maybe won’t like my best friend Marie like I thought you might?”
“Oh no, I think I might like her a lot too.”
Claudia raised an eyebrow, “so you are just a whore!”
They looked at each other then laughed.
Claudia parked next to the block of flats and helped Callum force his suitcase out of the boot of her car. They walked to the lift and got out at the 5th floor. Claudia led him to the end of the corridor then stopped.
“Here we are.”
She opened the door and led him inside. Another very pretty woman was sitting at the kitchen table, and she leapt up to great Callum.
“Hi, you must be our new friend!”
Callum laughed as she hugged his enthusiastically.
“And you must be Marie!”
She smiled at him and pointed towards the kitchen. “Let me show you.”
Claudia and Marie showed Callum their lounge, bathroom, kitchen and their bedroom.
“Now I guess this is the most important room of the house for you.”
Claudia opened the door to Callum’s shared bedroom and pushed him inside. Callum’s jaw dropped. He turned back towards Claudia who nodded.
“You go, we’ll leave you alone with him.”
She turned around and left with Marie. As soon as they shut the door he could hear frantic German whispers, gasping and giggling. The man sitting on one of the single beds smiled at Callum.
“They’re really fun girls.”
He stood up and walked slowly towards Callum.
“Beautiful too aren’t they?”
Callum was frozen, unable to answer.
“Then again,” the man continued as he stopped inches away from Callum, “you know I'm not really into women.”
A million questions ran through Callum’s mind. He momentarily pushed them away, and silently melted into his arms. Tears started to run down his cheeks and he wasn’t quite sure why. The shock had made him feel numb. The man kissed his hair softly and the numbness started to melt away. He felt warmth and love, like he hadn’t felt in so long. He forced himself to pull away from him, and stared at his beautiful face. He saw that his eyes were shining with tears.
“Come on let’s sit down, I know I have a lot of explaining to do.”
Callum sat down on the sofa next to him, resisting the urge to cuddle up to him. He needed to know what was happening.
“I…I’ve missed you Callum, far more than I ever let on. And it got to the point where I realised that my life was miserable because you weren’t in it. I knew I needed to do whatever I could to try to get you back.”
“But…but how did...”
“Alex.” Rob interrupted.
Callum smiled, and salty tears ran into his mouth.
“I wouldn’t be here without him. He told me every piece of information I needed to know, and it was pretty much his idea. I took up a German course at my university and they said if I made satisfactory progress I could spend a year at a German university. Alex confirmed that you were doing that, told me where you were going, when you were going, and most importantly…”
Rob looked away. “He assured me that you still love me. I really hope he was right.”
Callum put a hand on Rob’s cheek and gently pulled him back. Rob continued.
“I called up the University and told them I'm your best friend and that we wanted to be in the same flat. Alex was amazing, he sent them emails from your account, wrote letters pretending to be you, even called them pretending to be you…he mimics you pretty damn well!” Rob laughed, but then his face was serious again.
“I really hope you want me back Callum, because there’s nothing in the world I want more than to be yours again. Since we broke it off I’ve been so empty. I'm sorry that I lied to you, but I only wanted you to be happy and move on. I guess I realised after a while that I hadn’t moved on either, that I was unhappy too. I can’t count the times I wanted to ask you before, but I was worried distance would wreck our chances. When Alex suggested this the penny dropped, if distance was keeping me from you, then why the hell not get rid of it?! If I need to be with you why should I let anything stop me?”
Rob looked at Callum’s blank face.
“Talk to me babe. I need to know because if this isn’t what you want and I can’t have you then I can’t stay here and watch you for a whole year.”
Callum’s face broke out into a smile as he threw his arms around Rob.
“Please tell me this is real.” He whispered.
Rob ran his hand down Callum’s back. “I love you Callum.”
“I love you too, Rob.”
They sat there holding each other for what seemed like an age to the anxious girls waiting in the kitchen to find out what had happened.
Callum pulled away from Rob and looked him up and down.
“So, you took a course in German, and made all those arrangements, agreeing to live abroad for a whole year, just to give us the chance to be together again?”
Rob nodded. “It was quite hard to convince them, they weren’t too hot on putting two English people in the same flat, said it kinda defeats the object of coming here to learn a new language. You’ll have to help me with that by the way, I'm sure you know much more than I do.”
Callum squeezed his hand, “You’ve done all this for me…I’d do anything for you.”
He sighed. “When Alex’s home and rested I really need to call him.”
“He was amazing. He loves you so much Callum, and yet he helped me get back to you.”
Callum shook his head. “He must really care.”
There was a knock at the door, and after Rob had given permission Claudia entered.
Callum smiled. “You knew, didn’t you?!”
She nodded. “Your boyfriend got here yesterday. You are…boyfriends now, aren’t you?”
Rob looked at Callum, and Callum nodded.
“Fantastic! Rob got here yesterday and told us all about how much he loves you, it was really sweet, I was so nervous for him!”
She looked at them as Rob put his arm around Callum and held him. They went together so well.
“Well I’ll leave you alone now, I'm sure you have a lot to do, er,” she blushed, “I mean talk about!”
When the door shut, Rob took Callum’s head in his hands. He leant forward slowly, asking for permission with his eyes, until their lips met. Kissing him tenderly, Rob knew he had made the right decision to risk everything to be with him again. Just as Alex had told him, Callum wanted him. Callum could fell his hands trembling against Rob’s body as he slid his tongue into his mouth. It was all too much to take in, but he knew that in that moment, he felt like the luckiest man in the world. Rob took out his phone afterwards and quickly sent his mum a message which simply said, “I'm home.” Most mothers would’ve looked out of the window or gone to the door, but Ruby knew exactly what her son meant. She replied, “tell Callum I'm happy for you both, and it’s about fucking time!”
Alex stared out the window at the sea below and sighed deeply. He reached up and pressed the button above his head, and a couple of minutes later a short-skirted airhostess appeared.
“What can I do for you sir?”
“Another beer please.”
The airhostess leant in and lowered her voice.
“I don’t mean to be rude sir, but I think you’ve had enough for now.”
“I’ll tell you when I’ve had enough.”
“It’s a long flight sir.”
“Yeah well it’s been a long day just get a beer would you?”
The woman looked at him with pity, and wondered which girl had given him a hard time as she walked away.
5 days later Callum woke up in Rob’s arms again. It was beginning to feel real. He kissed Rob’s neck as he felt him stirring.
“Morning gorgeous.” He whispered into Rob’s ear.
Rob smiled and rolled over to kiss him and run his hands down his back and onto his arse.
“You sore down there baby?” he said, grinning.
Callum giggled, “You wish, you’re not that big.”
Rob slapped his butt cheek, and then pulled him close and kissed him passionately.
“Why didn’t you tell me before that you were going to come here so we could be together?”
“Alex suggested it’d be best not to tell you what we were planning just in case our plan failed,” Rob paused, “but I think part of it was down to Alex wanting to have you to himself for a bit longer too. I erm,” he cleared his throat, “I know you had sex with him the night before you both had to leave the country.”
Callum broke eye contact with Rob, who held him close and gave him and short and sweet kiss.
“It’s ok Callum, you were single then after all. Alex told me cos he felt a little guilty, knowing you were going to get back with me. But I don’t blame him, how could I? I mean you must’ve had sex with him so many times. Besides,” Rob ran his hand gently down his lover’s body, “I can’t blame anyone for wanting you.”
Callum still avoided looking into Rob’s eyes. “Yeah, but you’re fuckin’ hot Rob. I know you always say I'm sexy and guys want me, but there must’ve been men who were interested in you. I'm sure you could’ve had sex all the time if you’d wanted to, but you didn’t. I mean, I know you’ve had sex with a couple of other guys, and just thinking about you having sex with anyone else makes me jealous, I can’t believe how crazy I went when I saw you with Alex. You must think I'm so desperate, I wouldn’t have a clue how many people I’ve slept with this year.”
Callum sat up and looked at his beautiful, sexy boyfriend and smiled. “I just hope you know that it’s only you now, and I would never ever cheat on you. Some of the men I’ve had were good looking, some of them made me feel good, but you are both of those and so much more. I'm in love with you, and sex with you is just…I don’t know how to explain it. All I know is that I’ve let other men fuck me, and I’ve been quite content to never see them again. If you left me, I’d be nothing. I was nothing.”
Rob kissed his thigh, which was next to his face on the pillow, giving Rob an up close view of Callum’s delicious cock resting on his balls.
“I’d be nothing without you Callum. If I hadn’t met you, I’d probably still hate myself.”
“Same, you changed everything.”
Callum sighed and got back under the covers, lying next to Rob.
“I guess learning to love yourself really is the greatest love of all.”
Rob made a sarcastic puking noise and laughed.
“That is the most sickeningly cheesy thing I’ve ever heard my whole life.”
Callum fidgeted a little nervously. “Even more cheesy than me telling you I love you more than anything or anyone in the world and I want to spend the rest of my life with you?”
Rob blushed. “If said in all seriousness, that kind of talk would be more than acceptable.”
“Well, I mean every word. I do love you Robert. When we’re back in England we’ll have to be apart for a few months to finish at Uni, and after that I never want to be without you again.”
Rob couldn’t contain his smile as he took Callum’s head in his hands and their lips met. When he pulled away he looked into Callum’s bright blue eyes and knew exactly what he wanted.
“I'm glad you feel that way, because I'm not gonna let you go again.”
Callum held him tight and let that warm feeling fill him up. His cock started to grow hard as it touched Rob’s, and Callum started to forget that he had ever had anybody else.
Alex stumbled into the kitchen and started to wolf down the breakfast his dad had made. Tim shook his head as he poured some water for his son.
“So when you said you wouldn’t be home too late last night, you wouldn’t drink too much, and you wouldn’t drive, did you ever intend to honour any of those promises?”
Alex rubbed his drowsy eyes, “sorry. I really didn’t mean to get drunk I just…”
“Lost control?”
Alex nodded.
“Look, Alex, I didn’t say anything when as soon as you got home after a whole year away from me you shut yourself up in your room, or when you spent the next day drinking, but you could have killed somebody last night. What the hell is wrong with you?! You’re training to be a nurse Alex, if you’d got arrested for drink driving last night I don’t think they’d have been so keen to take you back do you?! And when you go back you can’t be drinking like this.”
“Ok, ok so I'm a screwed up bad person who doesn’t deserve your generosity I get it.”
Tim banged his fist on the table, “Dammit Alex I'm stressed and angry because I'm worried about you.”
Alex stared at his plate, avoiding his father’s glare. Tim sighed and walked round to Alex and patted him on the back.
“I know you’re upset because you want somebody you can’t have. I won’t pretend to know what it’s like to be gay Alex, but we’ve all experienced unrequited love. I just want you to realise that this isn’t the end of the world. I want you to be happy again and not be putting yourself in danger over some guy thousands of miles away.”
Alex nodded, and as his dad patted him on the back again and left the room he whispered, “he’s not just some guy. He’s my world.”
THE END
Ok, so it's finished! I'm not really going to comment on the ending as i have mixed feelings. For those of you who are still reading i hope you like it.
thank you to all who've read it, i appreciate it, and i appreciate replies *nudge* i'd especially appreciate a reply from anyone who posted near the beginning of the thread but hasn't since, i'm guessing most stopped reading but there could be one or two of you! special thanks to hungbuzz for being a bit of an inspiration
out of curiousity, do you hve a favourite character, or a favourite part of the story, or a favourite...anything?!
thanks again!
Richie
thank you to all who've read it, i appreciate it, and i appreciate replies *nudge* i'd especially appreciate a reply from anyone who posted near the beginning of the thread but hasn't since, i'm guessing most stopped reading but there could be one or two of you! special thanks to hungbuzz for being a bit of an inspiration
out of curiousity, do you hve a favourite character, or a favourite part of the story, or a favourite...anything?!
thanks again!
Richie
bravo richie, as they say all good things must come to an end. i have enjoyed every word you have written and can only hope that there will be someone for alex. what a guy to do all that to get rob and callum back together and to come home to australia leaving his greatest love of all behind him
inspiration eh! glad i could be of service
p.s. Alex is my favorite, and you already know why
Thank you Richiexoxox
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Richie, Thanks. A fantastic ending to a beautiful story!
Great end for Rob & Callum, but so very sad for Alex ... he really loved Callum, but lost out in the end.
Such a shame, but one of the threesome had to lose.
Hugs
Harry
Great end for Rob & Callum, but so very sad for Alex ... he really loved Callum, but lost out in the end.
Such a shame, but one of the threesome had to lose.
Hugs
Harry
Great end to a very well put together story. That was a great thing that Alex did for them but the way it sounded like Callum couldn't move on from Rob. There would always be doubts and it sounded like Callum couldn't really be true to Alex. Alex is a great caring guy and will find someone.
Thanks ever so much for this story.
Ken
Thanks ever so much for this story.
Ken
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What a fantastic story.
I started reading on Saturday and have just finished, so I read it right through in a couple of days.
It was a beautifully written emotional roller coaster ride (yes, tears I had a few and warm fuzziez) I loved it. The parallels between my own relationship and that of the Rob & Callum are quite numerous.
If this is based on a true story, which I suspect it is, I hope all is going well.
Alex did a very noble thing, he really must have loved Callum to go and put Callum's needs before his own.
By the way, if Alex reads this my partner and I are also Nurses in Australia.
Richie, thanks for the effort man, I loved reading it.
This story will be swimming in my head for a few days yet.
Paul
I started reading on Saturday and have just finished, so I read it right through in a couple of days.
It was a beautifully written emotional roller coaster ride (yes, tears I had a few and warm fuzziez) I loved it. The parallels between my own relationship and that of the Rob & Callum are quite numerous.
If this is based on a true story, which I suspect it is, I hope all is going well.
Alex did a very noble thing, he really must have loved Callum to go and put Callum's needs before his own.
By the way, if Alex reads this my partner and I are also Nurses in Australia.
Richie, thanks for the effort man, I loved reading it.
This story will be swimming in my head for a few days yet.
Paul
Thanks very much guys
and thank you very much Paulo68 for just reading the whole thing. i'm glad you liked it. based on would be an accurate thing to say! some things are totally made up but i definitely know which character is me and which one is my boyfriend.
i know you're lurking here somewhere.
Thanks again,
Richie
and thank you very much Paulo68 for just reading the whole thing. i'm glad you liked it. based on would be an accurate thing to say! some things are totally made up but i definitely know which character is me and which one is my boyfriend.
hear that Alex??
i know you're lurking here somewhere.Thanks again,
Richie
Thanks! and thank you for reading.
It was never intended to be a story about me and my boyfriend, but after one chapter it was obvious to me on whom Rob and Callum were based! some of the things that happen in the story are totally made up, some are largely based on truth, but i'll keep quiet on what's what You wouldn't want to read a story actually about me, it'd be boooring!
(But i'm Rob, not Callum The thought of two men fighting over me is absurd!)
Thanks for reading, even if my final chapter was seemingly never-ending!
Richie x
It was never intended to be a story about me and my boyfriend, but after one chapter it was obvious to me on whom Rob and Callum were based! some of the things that happen in the story are totally made up, some are largely based on truth, but i'll keep quiet on what's what
You wouldn't want to read a story actually about me, it'd be boooring!(But i'm Rob, not Callum
The thought of two men fighting over me is absurd!)Thanks for reading, even if my final chapter was seemingly never-ending!
Richie x
First off, a very fine ending to a very fine story. Nice work there richie. Second, I bet you play the part of Callum, don't you, eh, eh? Poor Alex, he was my favorite character and he had a pretty sad ending but I know that things will work out for him in the end (the true end). So again, excellent story and a very nice ending to it as well (it's about god dang time you finished it instead of continuing with your never ending final chapter).
Thanks for all the memories Richie (or should I say Callum
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I knew that Rob still had feelings for him! I didn't stop reading and I was only gonna post something after the story was finished. I liked the story- it was well told and was full of plot twists and turns. I liked the characters and in particular, throwing Alex in certainly upped the drama and tension. I hope you keep writing more!
PS I hope Leeds is treating you well!
PS I hope Leeds is treating you well!