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Theatreboi - Archived Blog Posts

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First off, forgive the HSM inspired title of this blog entry. I've been hooking up with someone new recently and it's good. We're honest with each other and we've both liked each other for a while. I just hope things really work out since he's bi and I have a bad track record with bi guys. Luckily, he's out, so that's a plus. He's also not afraid of PDA and I like that. There are a lot of good things, they certainly outweigh the bad, but I have my reservations. I just really hope that this works out. It would be great if I could finally find someone that lasts and who I can have more than a sexual relationship with. We'll really have to see about it all.
 
My most recent relationship is over. The details of the finale are not really worth writing about, but just so nobody worries, it was my idea and my doing, so I'm OK. I think it's funny that I still write in this thing even though I'm fairly certain nobody reads it.
 
I just had an amazing weekend. All I did all weekend was hang out with my suitemates. We drank, went out, hung around, watch TV and movies, drank, talked and just generally had a blast together. I think this may be one of my favorite weekends ever in college, so far. I have been sorta unbelievably horny though, and since my last relationship is over, I don't really have anyone to call upon to help me in that arena, and I don't really trust c-list. It's all cool though since that's a minor complaint about an otherwise wonderful 4 days.

The Inauguration is tomorrow and I'm not going. I'm from the DC area. I could have just gone home for it, but I didn't. I'm glad that Obama was elected and I think the actual event will be a hoot, but I think I'll be ok just watching it on TV. I have a bunch of friends who are going, but it just never interested me. I think maybe it's because I'm from there, but I'm not really sure. I think maybe it's also 'cause I don't like to be in a big crowd unless I'm the center of attention. That's mostly true, and this entry is becoming lengthy and pointless. Enough, then. I think I'll watch some porn and go to Wegmans.
 
Well, for the second time a "straight" friend has come out to me as bi and says I'm the reason. I guess I should be flattered, but I'm not, just kinda annoyed. Why can't I ever attract out gays? He said that he had fantasized about me and wanted to do something about it, so I kissed him and asked him what he thought and he said it would satiate him for now.

We had been drinking, he more than I, and he was very into me doing stuff to/with him and we ended up making out later, only for him to go off to the bathroom and get sick, but he came back and asked me to suck him, so I foolishly did, but he was so drunk he nearly passed out during and didn't finish.

He's been staying at my house for a few days now and the subject has barely come up except that he said earlier today that he was really messed up that night, which is true, but he made it sound like he regretted it.

At the time, he seemed very concerned that I find him attractive, which I don't really. I just like him as a friend. I really think he's not into guys and was just horny, but still...

I know this is like my 5th time complaining about this sort of thing, but it hasn't changed, so I continue to do so.
 
The relationship I started a month ago is going very well. He's incredible, but I'm anxious. It's going too well. And very very fast. This is my first relationship out of college, and I see it going into the foreseeable future. I think part of my anxiety is that he's bi (of course) and I'm his first guy relationship, and in a lot of other ways as well. Also, he's frequently way more stereotypical than I am and yet clings like mad to his "bi" status. He also seems to want to be with me for the foreseeable future, but if he still thinks he's "bi," then what's to stop him from going after a woman at some point when i can't satisfy that part of him, which, btw, I don't really believe in, but I've seen "bi" guys go after girls out of fear from persecution from friends/relatives/etc. in order to maintain the image of "bi" guy.

Just to give this some perspective, he thought I was straight for about 2 months after we first met, and I knew he liked dick the second I laid eyes on him.

Anyway, I really like him and things are going very well, but I have reservations. Plus, as usual, I'm involved with a partially out and "bi" guy. Again. Guess that's all.
 
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