Re: Just a little something for you
I've been waiting all my life for something, something I've never achieved, something that I think is out of my "range". Something that no matter how much I want it...it's not being negative, believe me, it's not for me.
I think about it all the time. My first and my last thought from each day is that. And every new day I hope I find it just around the corner.
And why I want/ need it so much? Together is more fun. If we can do it alone? Yes we can...but not the same.
Last week I went to a Kylie Minogue show. The show was fantastic, brilliant, the best I ever seen; bet the Queen can't beat it.

It was such a great moment. But if I had that so I can hold on...it would...no words can describe it.
Lots of people born and die wanting the same...and when the final day comes, they didn’t get it. Why should I be the lucky one? I'm not less, but I'm also not better than anyone.
I think that sometimes you have to analyze your life, what you already lived so you know if something is for you...so you don't waste time. And I guess this isn't for me...
And I must keep enjoying my concerts alone, because if I don't and keep waiting I may not enjoy any show. And those shows are little compensation gifts I get...I always loved music.
The last weeks I've been seeing a lot of gay movies (not porn) and I had a lot of fun, alone. Wishing they end together, feeling sad because they broke up...bla bla bla.

Today I've seen 4. Seeing those movies it was something I really wanted to do, but I didn’t know any..Until I remember to search on the web. And I enjoy it because they are related to me. Julia Roberts, Hugh grant...movies can be fun, but they don't have two guys.
Wanting is something, hoping is another. I still want, even if I guess I believe it's not for me. If I still have hope? I guess not. I may will not have fun with this body anymore, but, at least, you will with these pictures...and I'll remain Untouchable, because it's better for me than having just shag.
And "All the Lovers" song stills being so special...but that is just well done song.
P.s- I'm more than just a body.