Oddly felt fine at work of all places, then when I get home the hole in my stomach came back.
Even though I am listening to music I really like right now, had a good day at work, will have off tomorrow, confirmed a hookup with a guy that is great in the sack, have all these good things going right now but I can't help but feel this way.
I honestly don't know what to do if this feeling doesn't subside, I don't want to see a Doctor and have to rely on medicine. I just don't. I don't really want to talk to any sort of specialist either, I don't really have a good reason not to, I just don't want to.
Even though I am listening to music I really like right now, had a good day at work, will have off tomorrow, confirmed a hookup with a guy that is great in the sack, have all these good things going right now but I can't help but feel this way.
I honestly don't know what to do if this feeling doesn't subside, I don't want to see a Doctor and have to rely on medicine. I just don't. I don't really want to talk to any sort of specialist either, I don't really have a good reason not to, I just don't want to.