Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

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Who are Pisces here?

Who are Virgos?

We're doomed..

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The total Solar Eclipse March 8th 2016

is a growing 'back' pain..

* Lord I pray not explode

 

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What are you doing Tintin?

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Finally my hair goes to Robert Redford yay!!!

^

truly a hair role model
I just got emotional nourishment after 3 months of bad hair days due to incompetent hairdresser. I was on that length before, cut real short but finally my mom fixed for me.
My mom knows hair-cutting ^^

*the downgrade version:

 

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US CItizen make HUUUGGEE Salary without a job !!@%#^&$%^#$*&#^%#&*&(%

Sounds like a spam to me But really? By blogging?..
http://www.smarterweblife.com/1705/?hash=569e52d09b0e1&sid1=31759871846

I like blogging. I made a nest here but I'm doing it for free..not getting paid.
That ads made me think "What the hell am I doing with ma life?!"

But if I start a-new..fresh faced..who gonna read that? The beauty of forum that..when you spent years, you get familiar with familiar faces and you feel comfortable. I spent years in here, I get to know people's characters ..with/out close contact, we became familiar. And I made fiendz..and fooezz here

I spit the foeezz but fieenzz are my life support here
without y'all I'm nothing.

Y'all spent time to click and reading tis shitzz?
That means alot to me.

 

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whereas that blank piece of blogspot- will be empty without interaction although I might get endorsed with ads while making money.
I just have one body and one brain, I can't split my entire personal blogs in 2 spaces, because this activity taking full capacity. YES! To do idle things like this. Either one, can't be both.
Maybe there'll be time when JUB got apocalypse. Bye bye JUB, hello bloggingworld.
Nah, I kind of discourage to write over there because they still want to charge me $4.99 to be a full blog member..for a year. Nah, still wanna freebies

Gdmit Im sleepy..-_-
zzzzzz

 

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I have two heroin addicted neighbors on either side of me, and even one in my own family. Irks me to no end, but addiction is nonsensicle and doesn't recognize age, race, creed, class, or income.

 

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^
hmm..

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Meanwhile, surprisingly..the eclipse is most visible from Indonesia

I heard ..especially in Bali, they throw huge eclipse viewing party. Wtf? Eclipse celebration?

Tonight in Bali:

 

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Oriiii is that you!!?? <--- half lunatic

 

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Can't believe Indonesia so progressing in gay marriage
http://portal.cbn.net.id/UserFiles/Image/cybermed/Health News/2011/indomilk-gay-130430b.jpg
Well, not really then..
https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-...san-berbahaya-dalam-kemasan-Susu-Indomilk.jpg
* read the "normal" vs. "abnormal" type

 

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Things Islamic Indonesian do to anime:

translation: hibab gives me serenity

and

 

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Finally. The eclipse is over. I watched online, it was breath taking..

 

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Ok..I think it's time to clear some miscommunication here..

 

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I rate everything

I rate people and I rate myself.
It's one of personal aspect in me that's kind of strange.
Everything has value, level, measurement, even when I uttered compliment to someone; "You're pretty, beautiful, cute/hot"- it actually has price tag on it.
But I know that it's un-ethical to give compliment with numbers, because once you start doing so, people start comparing that number (like score) to others and the whole thing will become messy, right?
However, the score exist within me, most often unconsciously.

When I launched this poorly designed thread: http://www.justusboys.com/forum/threads/447158-Is-there-guy-in-JUB-worthy-to-be-worshiped
I thought later I'm gonna explained to everyone this categories:

I would not too, my admiration might come as flattering worship for awhile but giving time, the real nature is to collect.

It just..unlike most of people, I'm really easy to distinguish between
- attractiveness (most of us attractive, I'm included, yours too, many..)
- beauty (most of us have some or few physical beauty traits)
- hotness
- chemistry- (the character, nice guy/not, inner beauty)

but the prob is..mostly I or "we" meet guys filling in attractive,beauty,chemistry..but not enough "hotness" you know..
No one really ON that plateau, really hit my jackpot
Maybe my standard is too high?

y'all will grab that idea and everything will be explained peacefuly right?

Wrong. ^^

When I read again..on the first half page- my interactions to Jubbers sounded a bit off, because it gives notion that nobody is hot enough for me to be worshiped (sexually)
It seemed I acted like a pretentious judge in this whole thing.
Well, yes and no.

Yes because we all have our type to drool over and it's essentially our rights to tell/not to tell.

No because whatever number or good examples I throw up there, my score/samples won't be the absolute measure that everybody could agree. Therefore, there's no such thing that my rates is become the absolute go-to page that everyone must lusting to.
It's true though. I often found in chatturbate- guys who got most view today are the types I don't find really hot while few of my beefcakes are down under- getting few views..and tips
WTFUCK! That's the other way round!! But even though my standard often wrong. WHen I say this guy a good catch, he often knows that he is no matter what your type, he's a good catch ^^

 

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Now, for the thread, honestly I wish I could post a better title thread so no members dragged to ring like in some wussy beauty pageant contest. I'm sorry for that.
Maybe better headline like: "Have you really found a guy to worship/lust over?" and I can write: ..like in some place else, given examples: this or that, etc..I wish I could find jub member like that to stan for..
so if folks recommend someone from here for themselves, it doesn't look like I'm actually "shadding" anyone ^^
See, how words could fix intention.

Now the rates, the complicated score in my head is actually what ridden my behavior in PCPOU (Post Current Pic Of You) for as long as I remember.
If you old enough to playing in JUB field, I think you remember the notion that I kind of allergic with compliment given by people ..about my appearance because I already too critical to myself and part of that is because of Javanese "excuse me" culture.
"Wow, you're so pretty"
"Not really, you too though"
"tee-he"


^
I grew from that kind of culture/environment where everybody present less than others, the modesty thing..

One time I even shut down people like..y'all can give me silent thumbs up if you like , I'm here for just updating myself. Which is true, my foremost reason to still posting in PCPOU because I want to appear off-my avatar, tbreal and updated. JUB is one of rare place I almost strip myself naked entirely. (literaly)

WHen I given compliment..my common reaction is like:

but mostly:
Basically, I'm going nuts because I don't know what number you gave to me in your head!? ^^ How cute/hot/desirable am I to you when you say so?
and when someone told me really cute/handsome- there's always a knee jerk reaction to explain, nah..not really..I'm like this bar- of cute bla bla bla..
but really.. how can I explain that to people in casual setting? ^^ hahaha

 

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Of course I have numbers/score in my head to myself
and when I see other guys like Derek/Alnitak ..I know already I below them.
From attractiveness, beauty, hotness, all categories overall.

So Derek is like:

and I'm like:

You can see..3 of my pics still can't compare to this:

right? ^^

Just admit it, we're all discriminate by nature, some have that trait more than others (I'm on steroid ^^) when you scroll that PCPOU thread, you sure your brain not processing?

So once again, I don't think Im better than Derek/Alnitak/VP or other hotties here, I know my position ^^

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Now..when I below someone in score, doesn't mean I don't have self esteem because being pretty isn't my life aspiration and as a "soul", my esteem actually quite high. I MUST appear decent though, my nightmare is to have deformed oddface/ body that everybody pointing out, thank god I'm not.
My shyness in PCPOY thread to reply compliments or sorting of conversation while I'm aloof; posting pic with no reaction might giving impression I have low self esteem which is not the case. ^^ I REMEMBER, I can't forget I received pm from one of sweet hearted jubber..you know who you are..
He told me: "You might not hear it from anyone but you're truly cute, beautiful, etc" Dannggg I don't know how to response other than "Thank you" and actually I have urge to tell him "Without hearing from anyone too, I know that I'm cute because of certain value in my personal score already reassure me." But how can I explain that to him? ^^

 

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What do you think having brain constantly scoring everything? Is it a bless or curse?
I think that are both..

Curse because I'm UNEASY in every flattering situation also because I can't just relax and enjoying a guy infront of me..with his whole-ness quality without I have to separate him in 10/15 different categories..?

A Bless because I know my value and I know what I look like, what fitting me/not..
You can test me like: You can ask 150 volunteers to line up, taking turn calling me "fat" to my face for an hour. In the end session, I prolly still the same, firmly believing I'm not fat.
When I feel not or yes 100%, no matter what people opinion, they won't come through. I have a very certain body image.

Idk what makes me too concrete- like this? Perhaps because I'm a Virgo.
Such ANALytical bitch

nah, not a bitch

a puss ^^ miauw!

 

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^
I like that sticker, showing how stupid Virgo is..to analyze attraction. The best sign for heart related case- is what other sign than Pisces, the opposite? Pisces just falling in love with love and he's not even thinking about it

 

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Realiti- TEA!

Realiti- TEA!

Realiti- TEA!!

http://news.yahoo.com/rocky-horror-creator-richard-obrien-160400997.html

"You can't be a woman," O'Brien told British media. "You can be an idea of a woman. You're in the middle and there's nothing wrong with that."

Like his thoughts, burn his closet

 

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Speaking of rating- a few things just scoring high right now.

Like:
https://www.google.com/
yeah- our new google doodle. The first doodle giving me chills while playing it

this is the best KitKat I ever taste- (no exaggerating)

and..

starting 1.01.10 to the end..
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph55958f5470f65
The best porn EVER seen ..always success getting me on even in the darnest mood. Definitely could fill in TOP 5 Best Porn chart in my lyfe -- I still open few spaces for other nominees, but that's no 1 right now. ^^

 

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Speaking of rating- a few things just scoring high right now.

Like:
https://www.google.com/
yeah- our new google doodle. The first doodle giving me chills while playing it

Darn it!! It's gone!!!
I still want playing it

When I research that Clara Rockmore colatura theremin song:

I just discovered Saint Saens too, that ROmantic musician
really gorgeous piece, his Aquarium piece also great although I'm more familiar with Aquarium than Le Cygne (once heard from Disney Fantasia)