Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

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yah..like this for sample:

Gay sex?

 

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Pisces is a dumpster of zodiac: http://jezebel.com/5703398/astrology-inspires-fashion-gorgeousness-ensues/

 

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I like this picture:

and article:

Every now and then the Quarter Life Crisis comes back into vogue as an issue to be debated, media-frenzied and pitch as a book project et al.
Astrologically, it’s just Pluto on one’s natal Neptune.
It happens to everyone at about the age of 24-25. It’s as cyclical as Saturn Returns, the Uranus Opposition, Chiron Return and Uranus Return. ie; it happens to everyone at the same age. It’s a rite of passage.
Like any Pluto transit it’s relatively more hellish to the degree to which you resist it.
So let’s just say Neptune is your dreams, your rosiest glowed version of yourself and your prospects, maybe some lower Neptunian substance or sleazy lover addictions and the part of you that’s still child-like, only bestriding the world in an adult body, with adult expectations.
Pluto comes ploughing along to tell you it’s not Narnia anymore, that naive behaviour can have serious consequences, that sharks exist and that b.t.w. you may not actually be able to be a covergirl-astronaut after all. It’s often also the time of one’s first major heart-smash-up. Farewell romantic delusions.
So whether you’re doing Pluto-Neptune right now (everyone born in the late 80s) or have not-so-fond memories of the stage, what are your thoughts on it?
As with every Pluto transit, it’s not exactly welcome – Forced Growth? Surrendering our fondest illusions? Yick? – but it does get results: authenticity, back on your true path, no more hanging out with a false tribe etc.

http://mysticmedusa.com/2011/04/quarter-life-crisis-blame-pluto/

 

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^ I think I passed or havent passed that transiting squares..oh I did- exactly when I was 24, actually I havent much matured back then, still dreaming but maybe that was my first reality: If you want something, you better work because your parents dont supply you 24/7
my first 'real' job I think

 

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A thing about beauty...

People who are usually fixated over beauty- he/she somehow/usually not satisfied with his/her appearance, that's generally true.
But for me...it's because of my ideal..is too high of what I perceive "Good enough"
I went to my family new year's party last year, not too long ago and Im glad of how I looked- among them. They told me Im in good shape but because my IDEAL is too high, then my knee jerk reaction was
SHUT UP! SHUT UP, EVERYONE! Im nothing..
hikkzz..

Im no shh*t!!

I dont say Im ugly or less then- I just want to be "on" my standard ^^

What's the difference of me with Jennifer Hudson? Nothing, we're the same
She's no Beyonce but she DOES has style
and when she's in good shape- I bet she's still undergo balancing thoughts of what she perceives of being skinny or not and I bet she has TENDency to undergo her diet to extreme because of her anxiety; all of those happen if she couldn't find peace/calm herself down, the same thing goes in my mind..

like speaking of "ideal frame" since Im asian then I wish AT LEAST I have his face-shape

and his body or his face too- a combo might be fine

then this soul+body manifestation would complete! ^^ Otherwise..some parts of me still missing because I dont like..when I wear this shirt- this sex shirt

and I looked like my shoulder not wide enough or my neck is not meaty enough..fuck that!

"but you can get in shape with the right workout"
fuck that too

My body type isn't build like football player and I dont have the same effect when I wear that shirt- not in million years

The only way to avoid this misery is to act and live like a simpleton
Like most of my family are... they dont think about looks- they just interesting in finding more money, making family, education and living under God's command o-)
therefore looks could cease to non-existent

but IM NOT like them..and NEVER be like them... I was born under a wrong frame and background Geezus Christ! Sometimes I think our frame could determine our life outcome- for sample like Jimmy Falon- he has that trademark "comedian" face embedded on him like everytime I see his face, I just chuckle ^^ because it seem his face is always about ready to throw jokes

dont you agree?

and Mike Tyson

gosh! He looks like a T-rex and I bet he does eat lots of meats, even a meaty ear of his opponent (gulp), really dont wanna mess with Mike Tyson

Those 2 for samples. And me..I have a typical engineered dorky asian face and frame with glasses

, but I know fashion and I know how to look good!! ^^ Trust me!! But you know, this frame dragged me to thrift store.
This frame makes me very careless about look in general 'cause I never be on my own standard and I dont care what people say about the possibility, it's either to conquer or not at all or...hmm I heard this one term: "All or Nothing!" damn right ^^

 

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What I do know..since I never be the subject of looks- then it's better Im not be a part of it ..Just let it go, dont obsess/ gratified to my own appearance. However, I wont stop myself to talking about looks/ fashion but Im more like a third person to those subjects, it's a part of me and always be interest.
I always compliment or show my appreciation to anyone I consider- fit in my standard of beauty without anything in return- (well a pic of cock would be nice-- nvm hehe)
So when I say you're BEAUTIFUL- trust me, you are 'cause my eyes just have it

I dont understand why my brain-ideal not matching with my frame?- Not to be ungrateful at least Im not disfigured but I wish I dont know about beauty so I live my life simply unbothered. Yes, being fool is the happiest! Maybe this is a life phase I must master and interestingly THERE ARE some people who blessed with good looks but they're simpletons/ dont care about it

for sample like those rural southern guys, my Hawaiian-Japanese web design classmate (he has geeky brain, not match with his looks), those football/basketball players and athletes in general except David Beckham- he's just damn vain. -_-

With their frame, they could be thousand times more sterling- if...they have my brain but they dont care too much about it, dont they? Tebow? Does Tebow care about looks? He looks better every year- I bet he does some maintenance, I think he cares
AND..
There are some people: .blessed with looks and nice fashion style like: Ricky Martin for sample..

he has beautiful (mind and body), in inside? idk...-_-

but I dont and NEVER wanna be in the last category:
Those who aren't fit enough but overly vain

Bye

 

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And Now..music from good looking people and one okay but talented guy: ^^

 

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I personally sympathize with this guy-
http://news.yahoo.com/39-polar-vortex-39-creates-huge-temperature-difference-174437108.html
I have his character

 

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Call me late but I haven't heard this song until few days ago:

Now if Gaga complain that her album slump (not sell very well) because of A, B and C..I say..because she has fugly materials in her album

WHAT ON EARTH!! SHE WAS THINKING! That song ^ is uber-horrible

Only a person so full with herself could seal a deal and made ^ that as material :## She once said that "Born this Way" song was made in 5 minutes- Is this one..less than a minute?

She could use her "Venus" song as jingle in Gillette Venus- commercial replacing Bananarama "Venus"- that makes more sense.

* F.U update

 

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http://profile.yahoo.com/GZYGIBSTO33DTJLIX5XZKTH3ZA
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Got Rafael Alencar yahoo profile

 

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I personally sympathize with this guy-
http://news.yahoo.com/39-polar-vortex-39-creates-huge-temperature-difference-174437108.html
I have his character

Oh yeah..polar vortex- my character ^_^
xcuse me...I meant this guy:

http://profile.yahoo.com/GZYGIBSTO33DTJLIX5XZKTH3ZA

I cant stand unpeaceful environment too ^^

 

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One of Mary Shelley's famous quote:

Wow! That was a 100% totally Aries! Her quote prompting me to go check out her sign which surprisingly...she's actually a Virgo, has birthday a day before me

So how come?.. A Virgo with Aries-mentality? That's the wonder of astrology, folks You are ..(commonly) more complex than a sign you born with!
My bet that she might has strong Aries influence, or a Leo. Other non fire-y sign with attraction to power are; Scorpio and Capricorn but from what I sense ^ her quote up there is a "true" Aries manifestation.

Im not an Aries but my North Node (life destiny, things I never understand but forced to be mastered in my life) is..in the sign of Aries. And No sign EVER taking a pioneering spirit more seriously than Aries
It's not an attraction, it's not a hobby, but it's our true calling.

My similar Arian quote is: "Dont run and escape. Face and tackle your problem, no matter how uncomfortable that is"

 

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Greetings....

from Indiana

 

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Story of My Life-
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0IKzwqbAtZL
take:3, non edited

 

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When I think about good cover from "1D- Story of my life", I think nobody done better than him :

How good? It's like I dont want to hear other cover ^^
But he sang an octave lower than me I think he's technically average. He might get pulled with better sound equipments, guitar skill and looks in general ...
But since his cover was absolutely 'beautiful', so I told myself to stop compete, just shut up and enjoy the recital

 

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As a geek myself, I often find abusing imagery of geeky guys...even one of jubber here (forgot who) mentioned: "When someone think/imagining geeky guys, they think about jocks with glasses" = was absolutely true!

Like these for samples:

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So..wrong!!

 

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more:

 

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there is wrong imagery for redneck too
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This might be right..
http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=DEaYK-G165-