Speaking of Ariana- her half brother was on Big Brother 16.
If I haven't watched it, then I won't bother to write reality show for gawd sake ^^ I dont watch reality!! But a couple weeks ago, in a very bored afternoon in late August, I have nothing to do so I skimmed channels and BB caught my attention-...
well..of course if you're not semi-aroused with ^ then you're probably not gay.

So that guy (Caleb) caught my eyes, then I hooked up to the show like that's how it works ^^
Big brother is similar with your hs retreat or as you know, when you're about to go camping with a bunch of acquaintances (not enough close friends), it's a secular intimate environment with no job/ work/ errands to worry, you're there just to getting to know each other. And with that, of course became a fertile ground for rltship and competition to grow and every possible human interaction because that's what we are, our behavior always carried away when other human beings are present, just like in a domino effect. And no, we can't resist our nature no matter how tough our individualism. I believe the power of "other people" outside our influence.
So the show ignites uncanny feeling when I was in highschool a period of time with nothing to do (less things to do, unlike now)
that was..a moment I missed and very human-like in a totally different environment; full of human interaction, not like my current sterile life.
So back to Ariana's brother;
When I saw Frankie fangirling to Caleb, I got disgusted. It wasn't because I got jealous of him in fact Im a bit worried of Frankie's dignity as a gay man digging a faux gay friendly which actually a redneck homophobes at heart.
http://www.onlinebigbrother.com/big...acist-homophobic-comments-found-on-instagram/
and in fact he and Cody (another lookers) once putting down a nerdy girl contestant saying..
"why she never get into me? Like she always avoiding me and I can't read her?" Caleb asked.
Cody said:
"Maybe because she's intimidated by you, you know..you're the man of this house, the alpha good looking guys, of course she's uncomfortable with that"
Hearing that ^ boiled my blood. How pretentious they're..

You know, I just dont dig inequality in partner. Inequality in income, gap, social-background or in this case;
inequality in attraction
That dude just not into you Frankie, let him go!

And perhaps because I used to be in Frankie's shoes when I was hs to my straight drummer crush..I just take advantage whatever we have a group hug or ..the last time when we swimming together (with my band mates) he was in front of me and I was on his back while we make a train commotion on pool slide complete with my boner intact on him ...

I realize how disgusting and desperate I was

NO, it wasn't good memory, I wanna puke -_-

Frankie too- he was all over Caleb after Caleb completed one of today's challenge in exhaustion..., smeared his eager hands all over Caleb body, taking advantage.
Right now Im pretty strict to the guy I fancied- if he's not gay, nor even mutual, I just stop hinting on him. And I'd like to test myself how "professional" I could go with my principal, in the public gym, in the swimming pool, in public restroom, in the work-place, etc
whatever he looks like..even like this one
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Bring it on
(to be continued)