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Maybe there's a bit of pickyness and maybe because I dont find the crowd. Maybe they're trustworthy over my face (like who's this rice dude?), maybe im too shy, maybe they dont like my accent which happen not british. Maybe I look poor and not convincing? Maybe because Im gay and they're super-straight? It was 2005 folks..no equality
If I can remember, all hip hop crowd were rowdy savage- straight people with bad clothes.
If I join them, not faking it..I'll proly not coming out alive..and that's a night at hospital, srsly.
So in my youth, Im not in the zone, I..dont know where to start? I dont know how to get a crowd? Im a foreigner..Im lost...
And those three really shaped me "extremely" to became who I am right now.
One of the saddest day in my life..that Saturday night summer 2007..I went clubbing alone, downtown..trying to bet my luck. When I arrived at the line with bouncer..I felt really odd..I couldn't speak, I chickened off and leave.
I already paid $5 in diamond parking lot but I came back there..bumping my head on steering wheel..screamed STUPID STUPID STUPID!!
..then I went back home. Humiliated.
Maybe I'm too upper classy, maybe my taste is more like elitist but wtver, it doesnt matter because in the end I'm nothing but an outcast. heeeeey ya ^^
Do you feel misplaced with your generation? I guess I explained pretty well that I definitely not clicked with mine.
So what now? Can I be hipster?~~~ to be continue
If I can remember, all hip hop crowd were rowdy savage- straight people with bad clothes.
If I join them, not faking it..I'll proly not coming out alive..and that's a night at hospital, srsly.
So in my youth, Im not in the zone, I..dont know where to start? I dont know how to get a crowd? Im a foreigner..Im lost...
And those three really shaped me "extremely" to became who I am right now.
One of the saddest day in my life..that Saturday night summer 2007..I went clubbing alone, downtown..trying to bet my luck. When I arrived at the line with bouncer..I felt really odd..I couldn't speak, I chickened off and leave.
I already paid $5 in diamond parking lot but I came back there..bumping my head on steering wheel..screamed STUPID STUPID STUPID!!
..then I went back home. Humiliated.Maybe I'm too upper classy, maybe my taste is more like elitist but wtver, it doesnt matter because in the end I'm nothing but an outcast. heeeeey ya ^^
Do you feel misplaced with your generation? I guess I explained pretty well that I definitely not clicked with mine.
So what now? Can I be hipster?~~~ to be continue


THAT'S why mannerism still hold still..majorly by cult such as Christian but I dont think this mannerism (etiquette) is solely Christian thing..even us, not ALL GAY PEOPLE are horny/perverts human beings.
I sense completion!! **


. Nuff said 
dont tell

