Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

[Harke the Boeotarch]

Apparently, if you partake in Popples too much, you can get floaters. Or if you [STRIKE]life[/STRIKE] live in a area with a lot of moisture in the air.

^
Ok. Did you skip your medicine?

The popples are so high on their own muscle-relaxant qualities that they can pull their own anuses over their legs and arms up to their chins. No wonder the Popples are always having such fun...

 

[mikemizanin729]

I think that needs to be elaborate a little bit.
And btw, I just had a name to call them ^^ (Grey Owl, Dolezal, Elizabeth Warden,etc..)

they're 'trans-ethnic' people.

The term transethnic should be separated/distinguished in 2 categories..

1. Analogous Trans-ethnic or People who alter their physical ethnic group within their own range. I.e= Blond to dark or dark to blonds. Nordic caucasian are certainly different than southern european ethnicities and even more different than aryan middle east through persian although some northern european like Irish is eventually has natural dark locks/features but the rest of west/northern european might need a bit make over. Nevertheless..the result isn't too staggering from light hair to dark hair..and even more if you change your hair color from brunette to blond or to red..

like wow..so dramatic

So, remember..whenever you color your hair..if you try to emulate other caucasian ethnic feature different than yours- you might accidentally practicing element "trans-ethicity" BUT..to be a true trans-ethnic, you should have feeling not belong to your own kind, if it's not otherwise, you're safely normal ^^.

They all look so sexy.

 

[JPGhost]

They all look so sexy.

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The popples are so high on their own muscle-relaxant qualities that they can pull their own anuses over their legs and arms up to their chins. No wonder the Popples are always having such fun...

Pooples

 

[JPGhost]

Because I love this song so much..

and that band ^

I embarrassing myself..

just because..

wtver ..
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1F7TBFvnSX5

There you were freaking out
Trying to get your head around
The fact that me and you and love is dead
See how I'm trippin' out
'Cause you can't decide what you really want from me

Why does it have to be like this?
I can never tell
'Cause you make me love you, love you, baby
With a little L

There you were shouting out
Cranking up your altercations, getting upset in your desperation
Screaming and hollering
How could this love become so paper thin?

You're playing so hard to get
You're making me sweat just to hold your attention
I can't give you nothing more
If you ain't givin' nothing to me

Don't you know that
You make me love you, love you, baby
With a little L
Why does it have to be like this?
I can never tell

Seems like you're stepping on the pieces of my broken shell
'Cause you make me love you, love you
With a little L, you know
That's the way you make me love you, yeah



Read more: Jamiroquai - Little 'l' Lyrics | MetroLyrics

 

[JPGhost]

Re: Sexuality and Orientation part.1

However, if you get off your orientation guard, listening more to sensation around you, meditate or awakening your chakra, allow yourself to be "hypnotized" by sensuality..you'll be surprised that gender/sex/ orientation are starting to get blurry..and that's exactly what I experienced!
One of those blue moons..Im totally in the zone and forgot that Im gay! :-D

Ok..but question still existing..if I could accidentally sliding into straight shoes (sexually) what about straight guys? Don't they could become gay once awhile?

Anybody..? any..?

it's not fair isn't?

~~~***~~~

I almost gave up until I found equivalent of me

Michneo - 12/04/2014 3:00 pm
This is the first gay porn i jacked off to and came

http://www.xvideos.com/video1432565/lick_it_clean_below_the_rim_part_1#_tabComments
Ya, same here too.. with couple of straight porn ^^

 

[JPGhost]

*** blend people could live milesss away but share similar racial traits to one another..and blend people also unique/flexible because they often be round up/categorized the same because how they appear physically.

ie=
- middle east with light indian, white hispanic and I think I know why at some point Italian did not recognized as white..^^ O yeah, add light Brazilian with dark features too

Just like with Ariana Grande Doughnut fiasco..which butt-hurting her Latino American cliche/ heritage.




So...silly, she's Italian American for gowd sake

 

[JPGhost]

In other news..

Amy Schumer

look exactly like Miss Piggy

- it always jump to my head like that..!!

I dont care if y'all hating my post here. I usually wear filter but sometimes I dont wear my filter

just like some folks do..

 

[Essex Boy]

I usually wear filter but sometimes I dont wear my filter just like some folks do

Is this the sort of thing you mean?

 

[JPGhost]

^
Ya sure..
I always use filter whenevr I go..turning dirty mind into pc ..
like..

this is a photo of runners

this is a pic of talented gymnast

He is a male model for life drawing class

This.. a cute yummy chocolate

 

[JPGhost]

I rollll hard to carey's prerogative of men sexual repression in contra of women objectification.

but once in a blue I agreed with him.

I mean..:

this is brutal

I know Howard Stern is straight I hope everlasting
but he compliment the girl too heavily, blaming him "stupid" for discontinue their rltship??

Yes she's pretty but look at him?

is he not a CATCH himself?
I mean..Heidi even acknowledged his hotness in the end of vid, like he's a bulging meat ball but Howard just disregard that completely..

that's a prime athletic beef with curve folkss!!! Were they blinnnnddd?? !!

 

[JPGhost]

And beside the talent...which is obvious..

Does anyone notice he is sufficient ??
and that body is sick?
and that package jiggling when he happy in HD?
I dont care he's not straight, I bang him
as hard as my hard dick can be

 

[JPGhost]

Speaking of hard dick..
my frame doesn't indicate that I hv enough hard dick (top enough)..
rather than fight that fact all the effin time, why not flowing with this god given frame and using it to its fullest potential

enjoy doodling at my face while they last
I'll post my reason..^^

 

[JPGhost]

^^
I made this as social experiment bcuz half of those faces above weren't my personality at all..SERIOUSLY how come?
I just copying "aegyo" that silly K-pop fad of making cute faces which already happening for awhile..
such as..

Yes, I know stoppit already ^^ lol
but tbh, that kind of thing ...is more fitting my frame naturally than to say..to become 6 foot basketball hunk which require process ..and which I think impossible because Im not 6 ft in first place? ^^

But those faces- weren't me, although ..you must smh cause...those things fitting almost perfectly, well..I need nose reduction, double eyelids surgery and skin lightening to complete the look..but do I care?? Of course Nah!! ^^

 

[JPGhost]

Because what inside..is 180 the opposite from surface. Wow.. this kind of deep but I already tackle it so Im ready to share..my thoughts..
What inside..is Rafael Alencar, Antonio Biaggi and Michael Lucas ^^

It doesn't mean..I inherit/ embody their personality/ character, I Damien Kyle them but sexually..without restrain, Im the same as them..especially Michael Lucas, I just soulfully "vibrate" to him, idk..

it's NOT a physical attraction kind of vibe, but his creepiness, the way he treating his movie partner(s)...his moves, his stares..pretty much and perhaps the way he directs his movie..

it's THE IDEAL and the fact he successfully transfer/manifest his IDEAL into canvas (movies)..is something I never can earn, based on frame, background and connection..I was far from it. Although if someone gives me chance to be a porn director..Im with Open Heart will gratefully accept that offer

a trivia: EI was doodling gay sex scenes eversince elementary ..just stopped when I know internet because ..why should I draw them when I can see them rl? ^^ And right now, the cumulative ideas of ideal porn setting might already exploded..too many, but none an outlet to manifest.

 

[JPGhost]

But if can smell foul smell, you might know already
When I compare myself with those BIG DICKED gay porn stars, is that somehow I envied them?

Well of course ^^
The bad thing about porn, it makes you travelling all over the world and acknowledging good samples only from your computer screen. It makes you keep COMPARING..and based on your range and self perception, if you're far from standard then it'll hurt your esteem.

Even until now, I said I already tackle it but STILL nobody ever told me how MASSIVE I am? right? ^^
Im not super tiny, I just not endowed like the rest of regular folks whom can't bragging much and whom might limiting themselves, adapting or keep 'pressing' their core while they try to find temporary escape/ endless wound patching in this pornlandia.

I have a dream...that my soul suddenly sucked into Rafael Alencar's body while he enjoying "helicopter" moves with his partner
http://www.tube8.com/gay/amateur/the-professional-escort/5793361/ I mean..24.24
How many of us can do that??

Well, but I WANT..that's my impossible target ^^

 

[JPGhost]

Vrroomm vrroomm..he even can flip his body 3 ways, amazing acrobatic..
and I sense ..nobody talk about small guy can't fuck big guy due to physical differences..if small twink actually big, he might can handle giant ass but different physical stature might yield dangerous act ..if they keep continue.
I have to miss soo many good ass because that thing is .. beyond my capacity that if he sat on me then my dick might get injured or even worst, he's not feeling anything.

Im not talking about regular ass but that giant fantasy ass..which can clap and twerk..

YES..I paid attention to them, y'all need picture? I thought everyone knows what that is..

 

[JPGhost]

And what now? Do I hate myself because I can't do that?
There was a period of that but it came to realization..that whatever you do, you can't change your base. Be, Love yourself and try to find alternative instead of keep fighting the same current.

Once you know yourself.. you know your capacity and in what DIRECTION your place is..
the alternative is a thing I'll explain later, tons of it..but it's pretty much what makes me content right now. Although..not like a "complete content" but more like "sedative content"

I can't believe Im this honest. This thread it slowly come to an end..it become closer and closer to my mission
and when I complete my mission, then my task is done here.. although what's left is just idle and naught

 

[JPGhost]

I will suffer if I keep comparing myself to porn star out there..I will suffer, you too..because they who chosen or plain lucky are living unobtainable-fantasy "high def" sex life. Tbhonest, personally..I don't feel less because I didn't get much "love" than them, because they're more good looking, because they're more endowed, etc..YES I need their traits but not because self-worth case of issue, but because THE TRAITS are key to enjoying big butts

Yes, big butt once again...how lower my carnal nature?

I can't help it, this desire of life a.k.a lust

I dont know about you but for me, personally..I care much about butts and mantits much than him..
http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=4bzks-G401-#.VbIFDrNVhHw
as a person.

Hello, nice to know you..bent over please
http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=b8Zv8-G202-#.VbIF8rNVhHw
Hi slut!

Srsly I dont care to know about him and sometimes..

 

[JPGhost]

A guy you thought perfect- (depending on your taste) is happen to be a..very uninteresting person

once you get to know them..
http://storjocke.tumblr.com/post/120640341045
the hell he was talking about? I dont wanna hear all of it..NONE..

maybe you better keep spreading your talent instead

 

[JPGhost]

It's the same thing..about Do I want people acceptance for validation of my career? Do I want long gun for more esteem and to make my guy split in 2 of ecstatic orgasm, screaming what a macho man I was?

Both NO'es ^^

I would lie if those ain't giving my life a boost, but if I INTROSPECT deeper, the reason is..all because of "LUST"

Because my self-indulgent lust is like a bottomless barrel ..or a massive black 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I never satisfied enough ..ONCE I know there are bigger, better, greener, mountanous globe of ass, tits or dickwad, shinier pasture of lawn, better home, better..more advance...

the same with career, I always feel "less" than what I earn now, because my standard is so high and you are too, because Im not that special u know? ^^

Anyway, what that end up to? My BOWEL of SELF INDULGENT ..the ecstatic feeling of consuming something..inherently, busy by myself, do not disturb, don't care with the rest/outside world.

Who cares about pride? About validation? About compliment? And honor?
I just care Im getting the hottest climax ( one thing to indicate I hv the hottest climax, when I shoot my self on the face) and in career...a sense of "SELF- fulfillment"..like I explained earlier in one of my thread ^^

That's why when I asked "Are you self indulgent?"~thread, that's more than a mere chat banter, it's actually a deeper issue in me.