Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

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^r u talking to me? ^^

I admit I never put punctuation in between joking and to be serious..but I hope you can distinguish between my kiddi'n and serious around

not everything I put in here related to my un-seriousness ^^

 

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This will put smile in your face

 

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^r u talking to me? ^^

I admit I never put punctuation in between joking and to be serious..but I hope you can distinguish between my kiddi'n and serious around

not everything I put in here related to my un-seriousness ^^

I was talking to you......and you're right, those coloured chicks did put a smile on my face, thanks

The cookie monster cupcakes were cool as well.

 

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I must make awl of these.

dont..
that make you fat

 

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Stinky bum bum equal fly on ur hole (03.18)

http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=PoxV4-G853-

 

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indeed very cute, but fyi Blue no.1 coloring made from petroleum ^^

 

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Srsly..how many of us can throw shade-fest with perfect grammar...

altogether with elegance and class?

 

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I put a wig on my dog but this is just plain fugly

 

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Funny ^^

 

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Florence and the Machine

She's like..a born again Shirley Phelps who just got revelation from gawd then becoming a witch..

There is something very raw and strange about her. Im not truly a fan of her music, very hard to listen (Im into catchy sounds) and she's not matching with my everyday mood.
However..I must gave kudos to "Shake it off" and her other-worldly performance here

"Shake it off" is easy in my ears and make me wanna...

 

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she's..surprisingly.. on 86 team SHE LOOKS SO OLD omg

alongside with Lana, Gaga and Lilo

*born 2 days earlier before me

 

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Re: Florence and the Machine

Wtf is this daily mail?
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbi...ver-HBOs-rave-reviewed-Behind-Candelabra.html

ckk ckk...totally M100000

 

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I had encounter a thread before about people complain that there is no HOT democrat on their team- not much into politics but I think they can lick this guy's cum

Brian Sims



like seriously...

 

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CORNY time!

*this is my guilty pleasure exercise song

 

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Just what I like..: muscle covered shit

no 72 the smear helper could go away plz

 

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Part 1: The golden proportion

Holy fuck..I just scrolling too much white guys in one tumblr..I got a headache.



~:This is purely my conclusion of why they becoming ultimately superior in beauty and attractiveness:~

All of them- the best hand-picked one are usually have flippable-face (symmetry) little or not hairiness and decent endowment. They have multi colored hair and eyes and they can extend wider range of sexual preference (from dark features to blond, daddy, twink, etc), therefore very marketable. I dont want to kissing ass or fanning white guy's ego but it's true and I admit that white guys are like... chinese food in dating/sex market. I believe even for those who aren't into white guys have one or 2 favorite(s).^^
Buttt...
I think the secret of why they're hugely marketable is not because of the color of their skin,hair or eyes and even more little in how successful they're with worldly privilege. YES, there are some shallow people with low esteem and they're looking for partner who can upgrade them - that's not my specialty to discuss ^^ ...what I want to discuss is: how white guys easily become everyone's fav hook up meal? Everyone's staple taste? Everyone's comfort food? "Im not into white"- have you seen it? On gridr?

This everyday situation triggers my curiosity and then push me even further to investigate.
First of, take a look at this:

We are all..in the basic have same skeleton, sometimes I wonder- does white people have different shape skull to make them prettier? ^^
so we are basically the same...

homo sapiens. or the homos...

and next- put some organ inside, fill the volume, muscle tissue- wrap it up but dont color the skin yet.

Now. That is what I call the blue-print of golden proportion-...each of us has different golden proportion depending on our taste (some like it chubbier, huge butt, apple butt, stocky, slender, etc). But lets talk in in term of mainstream attractiveness; those Abercombie boys and how male modeling, movies, media and tumblr shape one's perception of golden-proportion until many of us..imagining things like this:

Usually the preference mold not only happening on body type but also facial features as well. We all have (A)"type of face we like." True?
Favoritism stemmed naturally just as a baby attracted to more good looking/friendly/welcoming face rather than the ugly, creepy, sour one..later your preference shaped by environment (nurture) and experience.

Im still in unrendered version of your ideal guy, dont paint the face yet! ^^
But is it jarred when you have preference for the pretty white/asian face mold (basically the same really, only different skin and eye shape -_-) and suddenly a guy who appear to you has african american/africaan features? (B)
Yes the guy is hot, total babe, he has the body you like but why is it difficult to you to put him into your no.1 spot/ priority? I will explain it later

The thing about face mold- it isn't forgiving as body/physical mold. TBHonest, it's very rare that a guy has severe unattractive physical condition such as muscle dysmorphia, hyper obesity, etc and therefore physical mold usually can still able to be SHAPED/modified.
But the face mold?- all plastic surgery are basically fail attempt. You can't change your face. Period.

Face and body could be the ultimate reason to hire/fire your partner (accept/reject) I wish it's as simple as it is..like some people have rich attractiveness and the others are poor/lacking in that department.
But why A still persist (happening in me) and what the heck those unfair rejections based on race as taste- still baffles me, honestly.

I think up to 90% racial preference are related to 'face' . The body/physical preference could easily subtituting or deceiving one's sexual taste. In case of head-less porn if you wonder, many in my collection are headless: i dont wanna know what race you are- if you have nice bum and babelicious body then you're in........that kind of porn. Why I said body could be deceiving?..Well, unless you have obvious pale/pink complexion or super dark tone- most people usually have same shade in front of camera/lighting especially brown/tan people. I can't differentiate naked-headless amateur of hispanic to pasific islander or with pale japanese/korean to white...until they revealing themselves.
A hunk is a hunk I think, and we're having same physical anatomy.
In my experience, if you rely much of your preference in physical/body type you will less likely to be judgemental based on race/color, so go ahead watch headless porn and have sex in the dark! ^^

'still not that simple.
But ..why I rarely watch headless black guy porn- well because some black cant hide their skin color and therefore extend my masturbation imagination- it makes me imagining the rest of that person while I hv this sexual block to black guys (C)- explain later
However, I found a surprising twist, a solution for my lacked sexual connection to black guys.

Now back up to this: up to 90% racial preference are related to 'face' the face really does describe what race you are..what ethnic background you are...
pure/mixed- all is visible. If we make connection with (A) then many of racial/ethnic favoritism sourced from the face. The mold of ideal face we used usually are open to few types of race/ethnicity but rarely all types. If you want to know what is one's sexual preference, take a look at his tumblr and scroll until about 10 pages, see what kind of guy he likes? I bet you already make a conclusion by looking at the first page- how many times you found a pic of a guy next to his look alikes or a bunch of similar looking guys in one page, how many repetition? And usually!....usually ... he has persistent taste that can be seen up to 100 pages++++
some like it blond-brunette with modelesque stature, washboard abs, fade stubble, shaven with huge bulge and long legs and the face are all the same...with little variation.
Maybe he posted a very light skinned black model once awhile who surprisingly has same PHYSICAL MOLD with the rest of his favorite guys. it's like a same mannequin, presto chango- painted black/caramel.
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That also happening with rigid modeling industry. I've seen more racial variation than in the past 10-20 years but all the colored models MUST follow the unspoken- standard or... the mold. It's a little biased to say that they need to follow the white mold but considering what people think about pretty asian/black male model..

the fruits not fall too far from the white tree.. I means if you erase the render- their frame could be filled out with white guy's face srsly. Maybe Im just being ultra sensitive, maybe it's just a color-less of good looking modeling standard for some can reach, some don't. Im still in vague over this matter...

I believe douche bags of Grindr, some jubbers are not necessarily douche baggers..they just live their standard and being discriminative, just as fashion industry, it's a character. If we look at the other perspective, they just enslaved by their sense of beauty/ lust and trapped by it. Drugged and imbibed, unable to freed, to think outside the box--- dont bother to speak about heart matter to them, they live in their ideal and shut the door.

Still in the favoritism of face matter- in the (B) case, many asian and black facial features are against/off the mainstream ideal mold, not essentially effect hispanic- unless you look like George Lopez and because hispanic idk, they're mingle perfectly fine in this matter, no?

These..what Im talking about
as seen here

and here

The thing I concerned but NOBODY ever talk to me about it: If your face out of the ideal mold- you're more likely perceived as unattractive or ugly. Well, some people are less-attractive what can I say/ you to help? But I hate hate..hate...the fact that people with tiny head are being ignorant- to facial features they're not familiar with..
I've been in other forum before when a random poster post a pic of a perfectly fine black /asian woman and the trolls yapping they're ugly because she's not like a predictable white model.

If I think again, I think because the trolls are absolutely brainwashed with white beauty standard, it's because unfamiliarity with other feature such as....things outside their mold. And that also what makes me think, if I come hither to a guy then I got block because of my face photo- that because they close the door, they cringe with their unfamiliarity as Im with case (B)

I hope you can appreciate Jin/Dong presence without you have to scream/whisper...............Asian...can you?^^
http://www.turbosquid.com/3d-models/rigged-dong-asian-man-3d-3ds/579613
http://www.turbosquid.com/3d-models/3d-asian-man-jin-model/655883
All American/European and the notorious Aussie citizens. It's ok- if you can't. ^^ I also can't stop whisper: he's white if I've seen a white guy. It's natural, I dont sweat about that.

Im personally not a fan of long face- any race. skinny- narrow head, I dont like huge heads either. I like a right size- compact cute face that can flippable with beady eyes , itty bitty nose and cute lips- any race! Ethnicity, tribe whatever you call! ^^
Asian, White, Latino even Black...a black guy that can fit to my face mold perfectly is Donald Faison- he's foxy to me, idk

dont complain me if he's not a pure black, I can't....

Im also not a fan of authentic black features and a lot of authentic asian features just as seen in my sims model here:

I will cry if I look like that
but Im asian- am I hate myself?- as long my hair black, cropped, didn't fully shave, fluffier than my skinny day and wearing nice glasses, then I love myself. If my hair bleached- shoulder length like in my highschool years- then I might hate myself while my estrogen level doubling like Jayqueer.

but... I dont call ugly- just because they're not my type. The DBs of Grindr- some of them perpetuate political power based on their action- we all can sense who and who.. we all have our point of view.

Im able to get hot with very dark brazilian/mixed black brazilian, cute-bottom like caramel blatino, tan japanese through SE asian bodybuilders, buff Hawaiian and pasific islander. In case (C) I often imagining having private wank (masturbation) with a sizzling hot brazilian/ japanese tan bodybuilder while in fact using cover of black guy's body.
Have you ever wanking using footage that you have no idea- what race the actor is? Have you succeeded?
Based on my experience, I think the block is not in skin color. My best bet that our sexual block created based on unfamiliarity with the sex object. Unfamiliar- not because you never been with a particular race/ethnicity but because the colored guy usually NOT A PART OR UNINVITED in your sexual imagination. When you looking at porn, when you browse cute guys on profiles- what do you seek? Should we become accustomed/ familiar to each other?

Dont have to, it's not my reason to write this ^^ actually I want to crack something else.

to be continued==>

 

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PART 2: Marketable Myth

I believe all human male could be a hunk, has great body, in good shape. Some even inherited an extra bonus of good genetic, endowments, endorsements....but God tilt the world 23 degree with northern hemisphere experiencing 4 seasons and flourishing civilizations. What gives? The unfairness of heavy blessing towards white people, also white chinese han , cruel white japanese, etc.
White people like my first opening paragraph- not all but many..born with enhancements: body and face usually hand in hand gracefully, have decent height, proportion..and endowments..

I got a hitch after encountered this thread: http://www.justusboys.com/forum/thr...s-the-most-beautiful-guys-and-which-most-ugly
Is it true that some nation have the most beautiful and some are fuglier than the other?
If I hear once more that people prefer Italians, Middle Eastern, Spain or Brazillian ..I will

KD ^^
What I think about that condition;- because how they are usually sell/perceived on sale

1. Italy-
they have huge customer satisfactory ratings for ages...can be tracked back to 17th century dildo sales,- selling fantasy of macho Italian man to horny British ladies.

John Wilmot, the 17th century English libertine, published his poem Signor dildo in 1673. During the Parliamentary session of that year, objections were raised to the proposed marriage of James, Duke of York, brother of the King and heir to the throne, to Mary of Modena, an Italian Catholic Princess. An address was presented to King Charles on 3 November, foreseeing the dangerous consequences of marriage to a Catholic, and urging him to put a stop to any planned wedding '...to the unspeakable Joy and Comfort of all Your loyal Subjects." Wilmot's response was Signior dildo (You ladies all of merry England), a mock address anticipating the 'solid' advantages of a Catholic marriage, namely the wholesale importation of Italian dildos, to the unspeakable joy and comfort of all the ladies of England:
You ladies all of merry England
Who have been to kiss the Duchess's hand,
Pray, did you not lately observe in the show
A noble Italian called Signor dildo? ...
A rabble of pricks who were welcomed before,
Now finding the porter denied them the door,
Maliciously waited his coming below
And inhumanly fell on Signor dildo ...

How..unknown/unpopular countries could beat that?

2. Spain too--belamo'r Spanish language labeled as the language of love- of course giving more power to Spanish man.

3.Middle east guys (Mediterranean)

. and Brazil- I heard Brazilian having sex all day, they're pigs! All have smoldering mystery about them- like they're sort of hot-sex crazed-virile babes, bottoms will love them instantly. Brazilian also make non-pale guys sexier than ever.

Black have big duck too why black not included? Because black mold different than them. Although, I have heard once you go Black you cant go back..^^
Leaving frail top asians in market, unnoticed, dusted until he got picked up by older white man. Sometimes I think if Im a bottom, my life would be simplier- maybe I confess later. ^^

You read.. some countries/nation/ ethnicity, wtver it is.. glorified with good stereotype but some..are not so lucky. Asian-oriental man ...have the most detrimental position in sex/dating game, hands down. If I have time machine I want to slap back and forth whoever- in 18th century, American colonization- a chinese gigolo sent to white lady just to be discovered that he has small peepee...later his incident became butt joke for GENERATIONS!
FUCK U!!

Idk is that an urban legend?

or...maybe it's true that stereotype came from corner kettle of truth- a troll in JUB once said that here..forgot his name- he was here on the my very first joint. I think sock-puppet ...wrote that.
"corner kettle of truth??" Idk wthell that means but it sounds right in my ears.

Now back to this: *I should marked it earlier

I think the secret of why they're hugely marketable is not because of the color of their skin,hair or eyes and even more little in how successful they're with worldly privilege.~~what I want to discuss is: how white guys easily become everyone's fav hook up meal? Everyone's staple taste? Everyone's type.

So..WHAT IS IT!!??


the answer....


It is the sex appeal itself- ..the golden apple (apple of some other website) owned by white guys for grace and beauty.

I dont think the background- success- myth, etc influence much of white guy sex appeal marketability, this is not a long term rltship, this is about fast sex, open your pants, hunt or masturbate- mentality...white guys usually came as first aid in most people than any other races/ethnics whatever..

Now..take a moment to savor this

Am I talking like all white guys are looking like that, true?.... Of course it's a lie..
I will find many flawed white guys when I walk out of my apartment building right now..

in 3, two, one...

srsly..

Not all of white guys are super cute

got him from soldier face documentary in yahoo news while ago, some of his collague are worst looking than him and I cant even put..
he has asian mold tbh..if he's not white- he's probably not sell very well. BUT...this is how I drawn the connection:

I've been in other forum before when a random poster post a pic of a perfectly fine black /asian woman and the trolls yapping they're ugly because she's not like a predictable white model.

Ok, so we can see the unequal treatment of how white guys often got discount which I think they dont deserve.
But the foremost cause of why white guy immensely marketable in market 'cause...

they're the closest to resemble the ultimate golden proportion. Im glad I put a vague statement over this matter

When I think again, I might swallow my tongue or made a wrong statement up there.

the fruits not fall too far from the white tree.. I means if you erase the render- their frame could be filled out with white guy's face srsly. Maybe Im just being ultra sensitive, maybe it's just a color-less of good looking modeling standard for some can reach, some don't. Im still in vague over this matter...

I just got the conclusion now. Here's a thing: Actually human sense of beauty in face and proportion is color-less- it's our brain using the same mechanism to understanding form and shape. So, this computer 3d model face- mold is a correct analogy

My statement needs science to back up- but Im pretty confident right now. :3

When we render the face- that's when we get info about race- ethnicity, background, story, status and all of those traits...to describe our ideal guy.
Why discrimination is prevalent in asian and black guys because...they got blocked even in the mold form...the shape is "alien" for those who anti, therefore they can't render their dream, fantasy correctly to that particular guy. I tell this again and again so you can get the logic.
It takes a lot of guts to choose other word than simply being "racist"- since I dont believe it's working that way.


White- few asians-latino-brazilian, you name it-- they're not too far from the base mold- the base mold is not white itself and it isn't essentially standarized for white people- because it's not only 1 golden mold available- but a few of acceptable good looking/attractive molds, think they are all qualified after test screening.
Butt!-- they're usually have same characteristic with not too many varieties- just open HOT guys and PORN section, webcam models or your magazine and see what kind of people you see?

So the mold- why he is not necessary white and modeled after white guy? Because every country has their own golden mold- of what they perceive as beautiful.
like I said, there are so many good looking molds, SO MANY MOLDS- dont get me wrong I kept open minded of what people perceive as beautiful but only a few stand out.

Have you ever traveled far? When you went to non western country- pay attention to their ads- see the models because models- represent what's IDEAL in society. The models are subtle but they can't lie, they brought hidden message of our desire- every place has different/similar version.

I can guarantee my words, 16 years living in the land that has very little western exposure, not sure about recent time but I can guarantee; 20 years before, Jakarta was far from western influence. I know what my people perceive as good looking-ideal image from both genders...I have my own version too!! Not too white like I have right now, I know
but.. I feel like I want to go back to my roots. I was like HOW DAMN!! Im so overly white washed!! - I even forget how cute I have a crush with my classmate back then..

Unfortunately white mold is happening to be super flexible and acceptable in most part of the world, they even contaminate an original mold of some foreign countries as seen in Thailand and Filipino- to use an obviously half-blooded white guy as better representation:

now I believe they're white washed.
Absolutely vile and venomous..what do you think people perception of the original asian guy in the commercial? The side-kick? The guy who did it wrong?...
Im glad that kind of silly commercial never aired in my land.
If I didn't watch the entire commercial- I just think both of guys are guy candies but after watching it, one will appear as winner and the other less than...
THAT influence are heavy in US, Aussie and western-centric countries- no wonder.
But I just give you example of how the fad started.
I believe 20-30 years before- the ideal looking guy in Thai were so much different than what they fancy for now..because I think Thai is easily white washed and also susceptible to K-pop fever
I must salute Korean and Japanese for having serious strong mold- and sticky to their own kind.
Chinese? Eh...mail order bride.T_T

But Chinese Han with mold closely resemble white is what makes me thinking many people gravitate to same mold.
India favor the whitest representation in their Bollywood movie actors while unashamedly still promote cast system. I think, because the Aryan (persian descends) have more trusted structural features- therefore more star quality.

Japanese think fair skin is beautiful while dark skin as a sign of poverty.
Notice- that stereotype embedded inside the flesh of those countries- without west interference.
When west expanded in the era of colonization- they unconsciously 'reinforce' the power..but idk- since when European man start becoming sex symbols? I believe it's not in the fugly fashion of Christopher Colombus era-- that was when they spreading "status"- influence and perhaps still heavily religious back then. I believe it's started in 20th century...1960- Beatles? The first heart throb boyband or Elvis? Maybe Elvis Presley accidentally importing western masculine-sexuality? The impetus?

I had mentioned this phenomena before as I wrote:

Western male mold is in conjunction to already established custom in many foreign countries about light skinned beauty.

In case of one's country favor over lighter skinner version of their kind: People can say it's because the positive stereotype associated with them but stereotype won't occur if they're not presenting themselves very well. My head might full of looks but as I mentioned here:

Favoritism stemmed naturally just as a baby attracted to more good looking/friendly/welcoming face rather than the ugly, creepy, sour one..later your preference shaped by environment (nurture) and experience.

Public mass- like a baby (dumb- purely instinctual) 'might' favor the light skinned face as pleasant- bright face as welcoming, attractive, sexy- whatever it is..
I have wild guess that we, human attracted to luminosity.
so..are dark skinned guys are less cute/luminous?

Dark skin tone sometimes make a person hard to be seen/photograph and need to be lit adjustly. Im not saying to ALL dark skin tone as in central Africa, I thought there is natives with very glossy- beautiful dark skin tone. But in case of Indian man, many of them have muted-opaque dark tone that might not camera friendly. Under right light, some of them might hid cute face

I'd tap that, I rather tap him than sexy chinese singaporean anytime

one Indian guy already has suicidal approach to me online back then, he doesn't know that Im pretty open to most of indians.

oh..I rape him: http://menshealthman.flydigital.com.au/upfiles/5234fac9878b8fbb_Denham-mag.jpg

My point is...whether light or dark, when you're good looking..then yes you are.
Despite the stereotype and favoritism between light and dark- tan or pale- beautiful people are beautiful in their own.
Im talking this whole paragraph as Im maintaining dynamic of competition and try to fix unfairness between light and dark beauties.

of course, some of us excluded.

But there is still more underlying issue ===>