Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

[JPGhost]

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All that grace, all that body

All that face..

makes me wanna party..

Dear lord, when I get to heaven
Please let me bring my man!

 

[JPGhost]

When he comes tell me that you'll let him in
Father tell me if you can..​

 

[JPGhost]

Around 2010 or so, I was having spiritual revolution- that by any means I started to realize human mortality and our chance to die. When I was teenagers, I thought we live forever and far away from death, but eventually the thinking start declining as I was maturing.
Once I realized that we could die- I shuddered..because my image of wrongdoings and hell is like those in medieval torture-paintings. I was quite shocked since if I measure myself- I wasn't live too righteously especially compared to 'Christian' doctrines or as a virtuous human as a whole. So the thoughts of burning alive always occurring like a symptoms, conscious/unconscious (nightmares) It was quite painful since my brain is very powerful to project/simulate anything- I need a psychiatrist for that
Very often I imagining..what.. if my eyes pierced by a hook? Tongue got cut up or limbs beaten by hammer? Just because of mere sins such as watching porn, cursing or smacking a hunk's ass?

eh? To please our "sadistic" gawd?
I've tried to stop simulating myself that way alongside with my departure of faith from that sadistic gawd. Here's a thing I start to rely when I started living as ungodly: " Gawd or any supernatural higher than us, if he's exist, he's not a sadistic entity like often depicted in bible/medieval paintings" and I RELY on that, without any fact..until I watched this video recently, about the origin of Satan and Hell in general.

If you have this kind of anxiety, I recommend you to watch it...it makes sense alot of things ^^ clear alot of questions
I wish I knew this earlier

bravo!

 

[JPGhost]

Forget hell..we all go to cake heaven hmm hm hm

http://fab.com/designer/momofuku-mi...ampaign=single_image_mailer&navEmail=1&page=1

 

[JPGhost]

 

[Essex Boy]

Rewards for good behaviour and punishments for wrongdoing are a human invention. In reality there are no punishments or rewards, only consequences.

When a Bible-bashing preacher threatens people with Gawd's wrath it's just another way of saying, 'Your father's going to give you such a hiding when he gets home!'. But your father isn't coming home--your 'Father in heaven' that is. You're on your own.

 

[kallipolis]

^It can also argued that the actions which we take leading, to the consequences that arise therefrom is our punishment...self imposed.

 

[JPGhost]

Rewards for good behaviour and punishments for wrongdoing are a human invention. In reality there are no punishments or rewards, only consequences.

When a Bible-bashing preacher threatens people with Gawd's wrath it's just another way of saying, 'Your father's going to give you such a hiding when he gets home!'. But your father isn't coming home--your 'Father in heaven' that is. You're on your own.

^It can also argued that the actions which we take leading, to the consequences that arise therefrom is our punishment...self imposed.

Although I love to find freedom from unnecessary punishment but still- if we erase the notion of hell or heaven entirely, there will be nothing-ness, a total shut down (vanish) or a limbo after life (when good and bad souls crowding a single place) whatever it is..I afraid there will be no justice.

All monotheism gods are crazy sociopaths but the good thing about them that they are biased, one sided, having black and white mentality. They are very into favoritism, sentimental and quite revengeful. Now speaking of wrongdoers- when I was still living with religion, I just 'carefree' thinking that gawd will punish whoever did me wrong.
If there is no gawd- then there will be no consequences because everything seems appear without purpose, therefore we rely on "luck." If there is no gawd, not ALL bad guys will be punished, not all crimes will be persecuted because some people are "luckier" than others.

What Im thinking..if there is no gawd then the universe is without purpose- like a giant computer machine throwing random numbers and variable across the physical world 'seems legit to me, but I still have something bother me inside my mind: that I still dont understand the notion of suffering. Why some people/creatures inside our world are suffering while not the others?

To suffer is identical with unequally and also punishment. If we suffer of something- either emotional/physical (trauma,abuse,sickness) without anything predates to wrongdoing (mistake/ sin, etc) Doesn't it feel strange?
Does it make us think/ask..."what did I do to deserve this?"

Who choose to earn cancer? To born under poverty? To born under abusive family? Am I punished?- a querent might ask.
Or am I just unlucky?
Why a vile-scummy neighbor happen to be rich, powerful and healthy and Im not?
^
for: example

If there is no gawd- we're living based on luck- based on our cosmic lottery number.
We all started from a cell..

~You could be low life creature such as slug, snails, worm, plankton,plants..with either good or bad life because you dont have any intelligence to describe yourself.
~ You could be a smart creature but low in food chain like being an octopus nearby shore of South Korea (prepare for gruesome death)

~You could be vertebrae animal;
good if you're a lion
bad if you're a hyena and happen to male (weaker) may you live well, well feed, not under starvation and hopefully you never cussing the lions
or this could happen in your bad day:

still being an animal;
~You could be a cute pomeranian- picked by rich owner and having luxurious life- better than those starving-desease ridden 'africaans in 3rd world countries. You're pampered, well nourished and die old peacefully.
~ You could be a dog too but unlucky to born in China- nearby a dog eater village. In your doomsday- you caught by residents and cooked alive.
~ You could be an elephant born in conservatory park-zoo, nothing interesting in your life but nothing too scary either.
~ You could be a chicken born in battery cage farming system- with all the horror
~ You are born a cow- but your lucky cousin is happen to born in India- you die soon before you can see him die in old age while he also being worshiped ^^

Now what if you born as a human?

First: "Congratulations!" You are on top of food chain- a ruler of the world!
We all should be GRATEFUL if we are born human!
But being a human also need steps:

~ you just being born but inherited fatal and rare birth defect- doctor killed you after being alive only for 3 days
~ you are a human- female, caucasian..you have the best childhood ever until someone kidnap and selling you to the highest bidder in Saudi Arabia.
~you are a human male in Syria- you lose your limbs when a bomb exploded nearby your house, forever paralyzed.
~you are a human male-caucasian around 70's. When nothing seems wrong in your life- you met a young and deadly Jeffrey Dahmer.
~ you could be born in any background but happen to obese and diabetic.
~ you born with HIV

If you weren't experience any of those steps ^ proceed to whatever decision and outcome which happening in your life.
* well..I could go on-and-on...we have billions/trillions of possibilities could happen- but my point is..

to become what we are right now: sane- healthy- well nourished and aspiring- we actually already overcome many MANY MUCH!- bad possibilities..in this very UNFAIR world.
So, be grateful!!- I really want to emphasize that to everyone.
But why some people suffer/unfortunate and the other aren't? Still...not ring a bell to me although Im dying to know the answer.

However for me right now: Live well and always aware of my luck- dont be that stupid hyena who killed on the street, or simply: dont get caught by misery.

ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN...

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[JPGhost]

We all know that Lady Gaga banned to perform in Jakarta- Indonesia since 2012
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/...sia-show-devastated-sends-love_n_1550432.html
but letme tell you..how Indonesia- art performance actually is..

They banned Gaga due to Islamic-reason but inside the artery- deep in remote villages, they dont ban this 'dog woman' to perform copulation onstage-

Miley Cyrus?.. She was pretty late

I think my native country has Saudi Arabia policy- 'presss sexuality and let citizens go on hungry and wild (beast mode). Rape and violence against woman are high in my country, but open sexuality is banned due to religious reason.
The funny thing- they blocked western influence but allowing their own people to get sleazy...TOTAL hypocrites!!

Gosh...these muzzies! Islam is the WORST religion in the world

 

[JPGhost]

I fucked Alizee Jacotey!!

I fucked ALI-ZEE JA-CO-TEY!!^^

Woot Woot!!

She is..what I call: French Goddess- for me, absolutely beautiful and arousing ^^
Dont believe me?
Look at her action here

Unlike other divas , Alizee is different since Im unable to see her- through 'glamour' side. I see her as a whole-some girl, an attractive girl next door- like my long lost feeling when I was middle school upon a girl classmate.

so she's bizzare- she made me time travel like that.
And of course- when she grinds like that on the video, she excites me in other department too...

so I spontaneously blurted this comment to her
which she was surprisingly replied me:

Idk if that was Alizee or her uptight female fans? I hope it was hers! ^^

 

[JPGhost]

Lets talk about woman. Part:I

Lets pay attention to female, our mother, sibling, girlfriend- fiancee (if you bi), your bff, etc
Lets take a moment for them.

I would like to mention that being a female- if you're born a female, you count your luck based on country you are born into.
It's not a kidding situation- should I use maps? These are just few samples

^
and actually many more examples you can find easily on net.

They have the most difficult 'slippery' slide life in puberty, they endure discrimination/bullied in male dominated world, most likely to be the victim (human trafficking, domestic violence, etc), some adversity being a mother and....having a vagina-> an organ that cant fight back when being penetrated -_-

But females in western hemisphere, they might enjoy more freedom than some unlucky countries in the world. Despite above adversities, actually there are many advantages being a lady:
1. You dont have to work and having someone provide you
1a. A guy would hold a door for you
2. There is no term 'bawk-bawk chicken" for female.--> Ive been pushed to do things against my will just because of that tease since kindergarten -_-
3. Female oriented job tend to hire female employee and having 'female cliche' inside and damn!- they tend to flock in comfortable jobs, like being a bank teller, nurse, department store clerks, florist, etc. One thing I often amazed that they could having that job for years with a few raise- but they're still able to live sufficiently. I cant say in absolute but it seems females are better in managing their income than males. Males rarely satisfied with that type of career, hardly to become permanent and we're losing money fasterr...
^ and when females flock together- they could become powerful and COULD intimidating some male employees- although it never be sexually or too outrageous.

Idk, I kind of suspicious with a few firm-office jobs because they often favor female employees- maybe they trust female better or because of the look? Idk- Im just suspicious..love to hear more facts about it.
I always think my first sis, despite as a wonderful and skillful person she is...I think she got 'gender- favor' in her career or maybe not, idk but it's something that she can manipulate as female, maybe a deadly smile that can lead to a raise and only her can pull it off? 'not with me- my smile won't lead anywhere -_-

"Do you believe there are things that only female can pull it off?" Please discuss with me ^^"

 

[JPGhost]

Lets talk about female: Part II

Females in US now chop their hair, act like dykes, ordering their males, basically became a man without dick- although that happen majorly in some race/ethnicity rather than in other race, making them a questionable marriage partner . But maybe- it's okay, like I said- the world throw its blessing majorly on upper-northern hemisphere, so I count female advancement in western countries as the same as 23 degree tilt world axis, simply unequal- with Iceland as the leader.

I heard Iceland has the best equality among male><female, has the lowest domestic violence, maybe non-existent rape case?
French rank 4/8???
US rank 23- shame on US, but I think better keep it that way...both my sisters- dont need another pulley for their career- ^^ hehe
My native country also not great on female equality
Japan- same thing, slightly higher in modern era: Only in Japan female apologizing for stupid thing like this:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-21299324

What 'chu apologizing bitch?

India is quite worst- many rapes, acid hollaback and their family 'bought' the guy for husband when they were still under-age

Many countries in Africa are 'RED ZONE' to born female, Kenya for example:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ls9qvb7BT0U#t=243
and does many viral vids showing 'beheading wife' came from these countries?

Saudi first women driver is a princess. One female activist fought for her license and won with pathetic reason: "Woman need to drive because when the man sick-(heart attack or paralyze, etc), whose able to giving him first aid and to act fast for his safety?"
She won her argument but then had her license revoked in the first day she drove her car, in the next morning.

Idk- are they freely drive now? I haven't heard the update. I heard from Saudi man that woman drive will increase adultery, many woman will laid their eyes to another man while they drive, premarital sex will happen and later a doomsday BOOM!
Oh noe..they still came up with even bizzare excuse

I notice countries which objectifying and degrading woman (sexually) tend to treat their woman badly but India is quite modest and S.Arabia is very tight. There is another reason: TRADITION: tradition makes people stupid, no question. An indian dad beheads daughter just because she doesn't want to staying with her (choosen) husband-
http://www.foxnews.com/world/2012/06/19/indian-man-beheads-daughter-in-rage-over-lifestyle/
indeed tradition leads you to stupid reasoning..like 'honor-killing' for sample.

 

[JPGhost]

Lets talk about female: Part III

What makes female easily becomes the victim?:~
1. Physical proportion and strength,
2. The heavy polarity between yin and yang while yin always under the yang (passivity) as their nature to be an outlet- for our electric plug-- make them back to square one again and again...-_-

TBH, I never seen any 'ism' that goes back and forth 3x, fluctuate crazily like...FEMINISM.
I would say CIVIL RIGHTS is successful, any case that wasn't oblige to the mandate is simply misdemeanor or breaking the rule, that wasn't the case with feminism. In feminism, I notice that sometimes females- herself blatantly using their 'poison' as 'their way' to get whatever they want. What poison? Sexual manipulation is one of them- like Helen of Troy launched war between 2 guys, that's how female using some other website and manipulation to bring calamity. It's puzzling, indeed and I found there is no proper way to act as appropriate woman, woman have more variables than I could ever imagine. Becoming female in one country could differ drastically in another country. I found male gender-conduct is more consistent from one country to another.

The bad thing about their poison (sexuality)- is what also degrades them..but another party will deny that, saying it's an empowerment (ask: floptina aguilera). That's why I say they always BACK to square one, because their underlying action never follow through- while numbers of violence against woman keep soaring high..
Sometimes Im glad Im not a woman ^^ --although you might smell that I like non challenging-comfortable life, but trade that to male's privilege and an ability to penetrate, and my freedom?... I say no way.^^

This thesis is halfway- like my halfway interest towards woman, mostly 80% sensing- 20% using facts I found online. But eh.. Im not favoring violence against woman too, some of them occurred due to their stupidity (naiveness), some stories are truly heartbreaking and I hate inequality in every form, so I say NO to domestic violence and violence against woman in general.

My first advice is to them to be more unified in their action, not like some acting feminist dykes and the rest are bimbos
and now..lets enjoy how woman love to degrading herself-( I soo love the gay version of these type of humor for guy-victims )

and being careless with that...

before she fights back

 

[JPGhost]

I found a cool map- upon my research ^^

 

[JPGhost]

^
but..maybe it's not about this

My first advice is to them to be more unified in their action, not like some acting feminist dykes and the rest are bimbos

since gender role is absolutely flawed both male/female...we can't truly expect the best from both.

I cant even start how flawed masculinity is..but the dangerous thing about feminine flaw: it could bring danger to themselves. Now what if people despite of gender are different in their own (some are smart, secure, apt, clueless, reckless, naive, etc) I think it's not gender we should be blame for..?

Wait a minute: Guys dont go out wearing mini skirt and then get raped afterwards - that's only happening with girls
There are certain things- that only girls can excel/ mess and it's related to their biological role..as females.

If you once watch straight porn- ( just peek on it, if you're really repulsed with..^^) you'll notice girls in porn have different energy than guys- even in gay porn. I, personally attracted to the energy and that what makes me sometimes go lurking straight porn. I notice it's different than guy performers- even if he's actually submissive. Maybe it's the behavior, maybe the camera angle, Idk Girls in porn just 'gold' I've seen one thread here: "Why we watching gay porn, it sucks!" Could be true- so many clips I must fast forward to find the goodies but then the goodies not so good because they are just snore worthy

I really-- looking for, searching for, wishing for guys who can act like that in both fantasy and rl while still maintain his 'male' form, so he's like wounded/ violated warrior or something? ^^...never in rl but I've seen some clips (mostly amateur) when a guy exactly fills the role

so maybe it's also the thing why Im not allergic with feminine guys- cuz I'd love to see ...very clean/bleached asshole and you can wear 'torn' pantyhose too

 

[JPGhost]

Today in Evening Magazine, Im glad I watched this episode about young vet just came back from Iraq and endured his PTD (Post Traumatic Disorder) by helping his parents- taking care their farming field.
http://www.king5.com/on-tv/evening-magazine/The-Growing-Veterans-Farm-231499991.html
This guy- came back to life Im so proud of him
For me it's not surprising.

War= death, rage, disorder, despair, adrenaline rush, violence. Color: Red, black
Farming/agriculture= life, calm, productivity, sanity, contentment. Color: Green, earth tones.

by doing the exact opposite nature from one world- one found a remedy. Not to mention that green is the 'healthiest' color for eyes to see

*Totally unrelated: He's cute and has smiling eyes ^^ too cute to go insane

 

[JPGhost]

So much talent but why? Dancing to Britney Spears
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=103239928

This...is so much on point, I came in 5 minutes
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=533900969
Does Swedish man all purtty like ^'tat?

 

[JPGhost]

In the beginning..Gawd made twinks

In the beginning...bodybuilders were

not so great- I think they all looked like twinkish-hipster for today's standard
^ 19th century and they were considered athletic back in a day..how sad to be a homosexual back then (never seen a sterling male form?)

I think All-American classic beef discovered during 50's

Meanwhile blacks

and Samoan/Indian maybe are muscularly endowed (naturally). They might be the prototype of modern bodybuilder like we have now

*there was one little guy in the pic (the tiny of tiniest), can you find him? ^^

and Obama too

Damn twinkish!^^

Finally..the vicious form- might started as early as 60's/70's- I think

alongside with science of bodybuilding ^^

From: http://www.gay.net/eye-candy/2013/11/05/pics-hunky-history-bodybuilders?page=0,0

* conclusion: The mean, menacing body form like we have now are getting more advance due to today's generation not easily satisfied with their standard..I think we aren't easily satisfied with a regular fit body image. Gym bunnies for sample, they obsess a-lot ^^

 

[G-Lexington]

If peeonme and unloadonme hooked up, what do you think would happen?

Lex

 

[Harke the Boeotarch]

^ unloadpeeonme?