Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

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I'm thinking of getting a man in to tidy up the garden . . .

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That's too wasteful..hire him instead ^^

 

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These are smart ads I can think about right now

 

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E verything I wrote there has relation with discrimination/ segregation/ separation
So..what about discrimination?

If Im having disdain and dislike towards androginity, what about if those straighties discriminate me because of ..boring reason...you know... being gay!

I dont care. Really, actually dont care.

I used to care, care enough to think how to PLEASE them.
But not anymore, thanks for one jubber here who reprimanded me; "If they dont have sympathy in the first place, then they won't."

Thanks- whoever you are, that opened my eyes

I still love to please straights..sort of making them comfortable with us for our pleasant qualities- even in the most stereotypical way like being a gay hair barber, wedding planner, etc .
Why not? ^^
I personally think my talent is knowing how to act appropriate in front of straighties (especially the conservatives)
Letme give you a perfect makeover whenever you need to have meeting with your christian mother in law- I'll pick you the right shirt, so your titties not showing!

Nah..but back to not giving a fee.
Once I know they're the enemies, then I'll stop showing nice. They dont deserve it, pronto.

The rule of not giving a fuck also apply to whoever rejected. But if only I can add my input to whoever exercising that rule; there is a fine line between not giving fee, to being "obnoxious."

Rejected people tend to become obnoxious .. their rejected personality tend to corrode their souls, making them EVEN more obnoxious/ uglier than what they supposed to be.
it's happening...in gay community, in african-american community, etc.

That's why some people desperately trying to please...until they faking it too much; because they can't stand living with the harsh consequences/reality.

For those who come across honest..sometimes honesty isn't always sugary and sweet...honesty could be painful, embarrassing and against the odds.
Take a sample for this young man's partner of choice.

He has a disgusting taste for a partner, IMO. Im not saying she's a disgusting person since Idk her.She could be a very nice- ditzy lady whom he claimed sometimes less mature than him in some of occasions; that she always has youthful spirit inside of her, which I think is not very cute but whatever- he likes what he likes!!

IMO I met/encountered old + young couple before, in Hollywood and rl...but I have never had a strong reaction as I have with them.
I.e= Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore, I hv NO PROBLEM whatsoever, too bad they separated now.

but... Aaron and his wife- ex manager (a creative director he dated from his teen movies-era) seemed like a DISGUSTING love story! ...Ugh..

The only way to combat xenophobia is to UNDERSTAND behind the scene of something which alien to you, right? I might less anti if Im staying with them for a week, then maybe I discover virtue between them, a virtue that bonds them together.
However, sorry for right now; from my distant observation; I just see a very manipulative and lusty cougar with her younger- oedipus complex, semi-controlling, ego driven- younger husband..and they have a very ugly/corrupted relationship.

They could trying to open people's mind but how strong they are? No matter what they do..they'll appear garish/clashing...in society
not so much for the guy- but for the mam, I think. I just close my eyes and ears but I know she endures so much pain for being in that rltship.
Just imagine; Aaron Johnson and wife- at Ellen DeGeneres show..or any type of UK talkshows? Have they ever?
I dont know..they must having a set of steel balls to coming on public show as a pair.

And what happen if they separated..? What if Aaron Johnson later on picking a younger girl? How devastated she'll be? If Aaron picking the same older lady then people will think he's consistent and he might geeing less persecuted. But it'll become disaster to ex wife if he happens to pick a younger lady.

All in all- they're honest to themselves and they're swim ..against the odds.

Personally, my age rule is 5-10 yrs older than me...for a date that I can show on public place. A 20 yrs/30 yrs senior- I can't show him on public, it'll embarrassing to me...VERY embarrassing.
It doesn't mean Im not attracted to 20/30 yrs my seniors
But the rltship would be rather backstreet, not much similarities and LOTSA SEXXX.

I said not much similarities because young people are young people and old people are themselves (vice versa)
even in 10 yrs advance- you can tell the gap.
20 yrs seniors already have different structure in conversation/ linguistic style, pattern of thinking, lifestyle, etc..
Not believe me? I can tell whose seniors by the way they write in here
You just can't mask it; so on with youthful spirit.

Each generation has different sense of "youthful" if you pay attention.
Although maybe there is a deeper/soulful connection that makes..age not a problem.
Nevertheless, Im talking about day to day interaction, communication and thinking pattern.

Im still convinced that the bigger the age gap- the more one's need to make a sturdier bridge to make the rltship "honestly-virtuous"

because it's easy to fall into corruption with huge age gaps rltship. I dont have to explain
The shameless, easy way .....
and brainless way if you dont wanna think about it and just dont care...

I DONT CARE..I LOVE IT!!

Yes Aaron, close your ears tightly: http://www.express.co.uk/news/showbiz/344274/Aaron-Taylor-Johnson-avoids-gossip

 

[Essex Boy]

It doesn't mean Im not attracted to 20/30 yrs my seniors
But the rltship would be rather backstreet, not much similarities and LOTSA SEXXX.

That's very reassuring.

 

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Ah..you just like the last third part ^^

 

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The best way to ward rejection, discrimination and outcastation s to not CATER to it by finding strength within yourself. The golden rule is to keep having faith/dream/hope/aspiration..whatever it is to cling to.
Because the world is tend to destroy than to build you. If you dont have enough power to stand still, you'll get bulldozed.

I always have RESPECT "first" to whoever stick to their dream and DO what he/she likes..if it's not a criminal thing, who am I to say/decide?

However, I can't be blind and pretend if some of them being unrealistic with their 'DREAM'

Take a look at PIYAH for sample;

SHe's tooo far fetched. She doesn't do anything wrong but if she only knew...that her singing career will be entirely based on pity.

If she's really good at singing and perhaps could reach whistle register like her idol (Mariah) maybe her records could be something special, but this girl...can't even carry a tune.

If I were her (thank cod Im not) I won't choose limelight career like that..maybe choose something more suitable. Maybe she better be something that's not glittering/gleaming with spotlight, more down to earth, more behind the scene.
Idk..

She's difficult to be taken lightly..especially in showbiz business.
Whatever path you choose ..Piyah

1.34...pity cry

 

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In addition.. a person who we thought is having less but actually "not" less at all is..


Lizzie Velasquez

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...zie-Velasquez-gives-courageous-interview.html
For her^ I positive she didn't do anything wrong, not a hint of unrealistic life choice while she keeps blossoming against the odds..showing "the beauty" of her true character. Her aura of "good personality" vibrating whenever I read her or watch her video and for a very strange reason; she could make me comfortable, despite her appearance. I feel like she's a warm person, that surprisingly erase every flaw I see from my concrete eyes.

She's still appear nice-taking care of her hair, wearing the right clothes, make-up etc I Damien Kyle how many thumbs up I could give to her

I won't roll myself from bed with that condition, imagine the "strength."

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/art...-begins-inspirational-tour-beat-bullying.html

If the world is fair; this girl seriously deserve better casing, perhaps this one to equally match her quality:

Meanwhile, in the extreme polar opposite; this girl seriously need to get permanently injured on the face, for taking everything for granted and I think to matchy-matchy with her character...inside too.

I got her news while ago; she claimed that that "she's a breatharian"- which mainly get her diet from air and light...while she sat in meditating position; wore make up and growing beard (sign of weird people)

and later I heard she start comparing herself to the purest race, closer to gawd while lamenting how impure human races are...Total bs and not worth to watch, I dont even bother give her link here

floating..floating to the "thin" air ^^

All in all..I think the injustice we face in this world is due to "challenge." People with good deeds; sometimes they dont get the rewards while scumbags keep excessively abusing their privilege.
Somehow I think we aren't entirely unnoticed by the "universe." Perhaps Lizzie was a very vain and cruel girl from her past life- that's why she has this condition at the present. Valeria might enjoying her prime-time on earth before her wheel must spinning down- to the bottom; who knows what kind of creature she might reincarnated?
Yeah..reincarnation- the tidiest spiritual system that's not having gap for injustice craps, the most "just" and perhaps the most recycled- since we're actually the same souls recycled from ancient times! ^^

Another spiritual beliefs seem very wasteful...new soul hatch everyday! From ancient times to now!? Think how crowded heaven and hell are!?...If you believe them ^^
Or perhaps you rather convinced that our death is like pressing delete/ shut down. Capiche, end?
^
That's too harsh and doesn't make sense! Each belief system wasn't fully tested but somehow I think we all gonna get evaluation in after life

 

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I really hope she's joking.

I thought she's always funny- all her antics!!!..but if she's serious with that ^ She's def need help

 

[Essex Boy]

I said not much similarities because young people are young people and old people are themselves (vice versa)
even in 10 yrs advance- you can tell the gap.
20 yrs seniors already have different structure in conversation/ linguistic style, pattern of thinking

This is true. There's a reason why you don't see many couples, gay or straight, with a huge age gap (all-star Hollywood couples don't count because they live on their own planet where reality doesn't affect them). I'm sure there can be genuine friendship and sexual chemistry between people from different generations, but when it comes to finding a soul-mate we're talking about two becoming one, and two people who are at very different stages on their journey can't really invest themselves a hundred per cent in each other. There will always be a little bit of their soul that has to go elsewhere for fulfilment. There must be couples who believe they've have made it work, but I suspect they are fooling themselves.

 

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I said not much similarities because young people are young people and old people are themselves (vice versa)
even in 10 yrs advance- you can tell the gap.
20 yrs seniors already have different structure in conversation/ linguistic style, pattern of thinking

This is true. There's a reason why you don't see many couples, gay or straight, with a huge age gap (all-star Hollywood couples don't count because they live on their own planet where reality doesn't affect them). I'm sure there can be genuine friendship and sexual chemistry between people from different generations, but when it comes to finding a soul-mate we're talking about two becoming one, and two people who are at very different stages on their journey can't really invest themselves a hundred per cent in each other. There will always be a little bit of their soul that has to go elsewhere for fulfilment. There must be couples who believe they've have made it work, but I suspect they are fooling themselves.

In rltship..like I mentioned before in my old thread;
there are 4 basic elements;
a.fire
b.water
c.air
d. and earth

Old><young rltship dont have problem with fire&water elements (Love, passion, affection) but they have difficulties in mental plane (air) which related to communication, knowledge and thinking pattern. Whereas the earth is when old-young tend to fall from grace; materialism, dependency, bondage and legal matters.
The "sugar-daddy" factor..tend to halt young soul to strife on his own.
There are so many inequalities could arise from old ><young rltship. Im not saying same-age rltships are immune from inequality. There could be countless problems arise too such as; domestic abuse, culture clash, family war, religion, income inequality, meddling mother in law, etc..

Everything I put here actually always comes back to "harmony and equality"/ The Zen.
I inherently support "equal" partnership. I think the very first basic ingredients of successful rltship is not come from Love/ A-more.
If passion is your main ingredient, well.. that won't last. IMO, I think it's better for you to know if your partner is "equal" to you before you investing your heart with him.
Equal by means- he's not clashing with your singular life instead he's enhancing you for the better.

Remember that your hubby/bf/even ons partner is none different than to pick dance partner. If you're a salsa dancer specialist- do not dance with a waltzer. You might better match with Cha Cha dancer since he's also a fast dancer. ^^

If your partner always trippin your feet or being awkward the entire dance; that means he's not ready or he's not for/into you.

Im a waltz dancer

When I think I wanna dance with a jock, Im afraid he's gonna break my neck x_X

 

[Essex Boy]

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I do that sort of dancing where you just stand with your hands in your pockets and shift your weight from one foot to the other, not necessarily in time with the music. Maybe that's why I'm no good at relationships.

 

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So are you a reluctant dancer? that's ok, everyone is a natural little dancer- that's what my teacher told me ^^
I dont think you're a bad dancer IMO, I think you're a bad QUOTER , look at me ^ quotting myself up there

 

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Just FYI- that caudal regression syndrome occurs 1 every 25.000 births
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caudal_regression_syndrome
and Lizzie's condition is so rare, there are only 3 of them living in this world right now

So think about, how lucky of we..launched to the world without bad seed?
Things mess up our dna and look what could happen...

**GRAPHIC http://sonoworld.com/fetus/page.aspx?id=2951**GRAPHIC

duplicata incompleta

 

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How to live in slower timeframe?

1.Wake up early in the morning. The best time to wake up is 6 am. 5 if you're a super early bird; 9 (the latest) in the weekend. It's true- a day feels much longer when you wake up early.

2. Dont wake up because you gonna go to work.
Job shift, career type and activities actually QUITE influencing the quality of your life! The best shift actually a shift that still happening in the morning but you're still have a spare time to take a shower, EAT breakfast and sit- warming up for 15 mins to half hour. You gonna feel the differences.

3. Avoid horrendous physical activity at work- if it has to be physical then it shouldn't overboard your exercise limit. I personally avoid that kind of job because I have separate exercise time.

4. If you love your job- you can work 9 to 5 to overtime..but later you just have 1/4 or less of free time, not to mention to commute.
WORK is the most excessive activities to burn your age-wick, be wise with a type of career you chosen. I picked job that started at 9 and end up around 3. I can pick better shift started 6 in the morning and end in 5 but Im thinking about my LIFE QUALITY..so I didn't take that job.
I dont care about money, tbh. But because I picked that shift- sometimes I have to change my schedule entirely depending on the need, that's why I have erratic schedule with a same amount of total hours- yeah, you can't always get what you want, that's the sacrifice -_-

5. If you're in the weekend and having plan/being booked; try to make it in the daylight- if you can, make it to finish around 2 /3 pm..therefore you're still having extra time for yourself I took a sample from my mom. She always choose to go to church sermon in the morning instead of go to the evening one. She said..it's finish early, so she can have time for herself doing other things. That's true..if she go to evening sermon, it seems almost her entire day she preps for the church.Evening sermon also tend to make people late.

6. People, people, people.. whether the one you love or hate or nothing personal- if they take your time, they burn your age-wick too ^^, especially life partner, children, friends in range level bff to acquaintances.
For those live for others- like my mom, you know what I meant
She's still all about others - even without me, now my little sister get extra priority of her time.
For "people" in term of time conservation..I think it's very relative- we usually surrounded ourselves with those who improved/benefiting our life, we're social creature- in 100% full day- a normal human talk 80% out of it to other people.

However, in term of time quality 'sake- dont go out with thrill seekers, hard partying, nomad folks with YOLO as slogan- because they're the marathon burners...and they make other people burn their age too ..by doing hedonist/less meaningful activities.
Here's a thing; the more "sober" you are...the longer you "savor" the time.
But dont get me wrong to think that I suggest you to having less accomplished life. You should be whatever you want to be/accomplish..if you're not a house plant, then you aren't a houseplant (Im a houseplant) What are you? If you dont need to preserve time then take a gram what I said. But if you need a period of reflection/ zen then you come in the right place
Maybe it's the extrovert vs. introvert things that make extroverts seem can't sit still and meditate.
It's no brainer that extroverts and go getters burn their wick very quickly..
People who spend their time for others tend to get old fast too..
Take a look at Oprah and Ellen Degeneres- if you have chance to see them without make up, they're horrifying!

And President Obama too, his hair was still black in 2008, now silvery what he's been thinking inside? 'Murica!! Ya..he handle this one country inside his head- turning his hair all white. ^^

I personally adore hard workers and goal oriented people. My life goal isn't require rigorous physical activities, more brainy. But I sense everything I said here..will be clashing with those who having dream to be professional athletes, in military or other time/physical consuming life-wick burner activities.
Like I said, if you found your calling and you love what you doing...then dont come here because everything I said here will make you SLOW and your life slower... but if you want to preserve your time..you can take my 2 cents.

 

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The term YOLO, live fast die young, live fast or die tryin, what else? ^^
Actually very wrong motto which push people over the edge and validate them to live reckless..those terms seem like ads for fast and cool life with a subtle hint to live irresponsibly.
I love Drake but sorry, that motto is stupid -_-
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/YOLO_(motto)
My take: There is a difference between being accomplished and to live in thrill.
Unless you're a stuntman and your accomplishment is by doing daredevil stunt.
Irl, there is no use for dangerous/ stupid behavior..so you better stap it.

Criticism
Online media including The Washington Post and The Huffington Post describe YOLO as the "newest acronym you'll love to hate"[20] and "dumb."[21] The word has been criticized for its use in conjunction with reckless behavior, most notably in a Twitter post by aspiring rapper Ervin McKinness just prior to his death that described driving drunk at 120 mph (193 km/h): "Drunk af going 120 drifting corners #FuckIt YOLO."[22]

In the intro to Saturday Night Live on January 19, 2014, Drake apologized about the phrase, saying he had no idea it would become so big.[23]

Ok..so what am I at now? hmm..
7. Creativity..is necessary to make quality slower time. The more creative you are, the more you savor your time while being productive. Idk how time flies if you're a 'drunk' creative type like Oscar Wilde; since I'm hardly drunk, so idk. But I feel time goes slower when I busy with my hands/my brain..GARDENING is the ultimate-slow activity..designing, arranging and right now Im starting to learn sculpting. Even The Sims- make my life slower
Yes, time flies doing certain activities. But creativity/ period of reflective activities are more "heartfelt" than to be compared when Im doing hectic factory job like I had few years ago.Type of job that push you to act like machine usually burn your time faster without meaningful memory! All gone! That's why I changed my job, that terrified me.
The key is "memory."
Spending time with your pet on your lap and sit on your lazy chair, doing nothing- is the ultimate time savor activity

8. Computer actually took a lot of quality time. I think computer is relaxing and it's many of us comfort zone here...but computer/phone apps or tablet are using our "work brain" and therefore time flies so fast without memory. So, for computer I limit my activity in .00/ .30 minute period to discipline myself. ...like Im typing this thesis for an hour and half..already because english is my second language folks. ^^

9. And of course "Sleep right" a rule that I always break. Right now the sleeping time is more difficult to achieve than to say.. wake up in the morning. But I notice- I sleep later and wake up earlier eversince I passed 25 yo..U-oh, is that a bad sign?
When you're lacking sleep- time actually move very slowly..but I dont recommend that kind of slowness- because your life quality going DOWNHILL..sucks! Depleted sleep hours tend to make people cranky, forgetful, ditzy and lots of adverse quality. The only thing I like when I lacked sleep is..I could talk really fast! :-D that's an ability I dont have when Im very sober/ get enough sleep because I tend to over think my sentences..but yeah, I dont recommend lack of sleep.

10..for completion..Id have anything to add right now. Maybe when I get bemused with inspiration ^^ Ta ta

 

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Ebony and Ivory

http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=592267941
I know that rap artist always wanna drill country artist

 

[Essex Boy]

Re: How to live in slower timeframe?

And President Obama too, his hair was still black in 2008, now silvery what he's been thinking inside? 'Murica!! Ya..he handle this one country inside his head- turning his hair all white.

When Presidents and Prime Ministers go grey it isn't because they've got so much to worry about, it's because they stop using the Grecian 2000. When they're wooing the voters they try to pass themselves off as younger but when they're in office they want to look statesmanlike.

 

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I love this song...

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0TrNebdfTEJ

credit: bad internet connection; song writers, recording studio, musician, Drake and a pinch of Christina Grimmie- the fuck reality, she's the winner of The Voice

 

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Re: How to live in slower timeframe?

When Presidents and Prime Ministers go grey it isn't because they've got so much to worry about, it's because they stop using the Grecian 2000. When they're wooing the voters they try to pass themselves off as younger but when they're in office they want to look statesmanlike.

My parents told me that stressful people tend get their hair white faster- idk if Westerners also get the idea? Personally I never scientifically prove that theory myself. ^^
We dont have that Grecian brand in here, I lost a lil bit