Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

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Look at all these cuties sucking blood out of your hand!

 

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Creative Genius

Like I said before..I really jealous if I want something. Now in this case: Artistic Talent.
It doesn't mean I have zero talent over there, I just want ...more
like what this guy have:

^He hand painted his doll for christ sake
here his gallery:
be ready for some oohhs..and aaahhs.. ^^\
and drooling over your favs too!
http://noeling.deviantart.com/gallery/

Im thinking..how can I get into that level? I can't even draw realistic yet. Yes, you can draw whatever you want and to create art masterpiece, it doesn't has to be realistic. I know, but it's good to master the most difficult technique before you can choreograph your own dance. Eeeh...Im fairly conservative in art, technically.
In other aspect of life, I always freewill/freelancing/squeezing against the rule, but for art...
I have to learn 'exactly' from 'realistic' masters

like Da Vinci and Raphael for sample. You can draw a stick figure or a human with donut head but if your proportion is right- your art will believable. If you did it wrong then you back to kindergarten finger painting.
You can't beat 3d perspective- you just can't. If you came from your own 5 dimensional ideas, you better make your piece believable or stands out with its meaning, otherwise people will assume it's just a failed imitation of 3 dimensional art form.

Speaking of 3d, that Filipino artist using 3d rendering technique while painting his dolls, otherwise his dolls will appear cartoony/ flat. It's not easy! That is a mad skill I crave for a lifetime ^^ And to think I dont have it right now..it's easy to think that Im not that talented.


Sometimes I think I might be a part Mexican because nothing really stands out in my art making, not like most of my relatives/family friend's children inherited. Asian stands out in silent arts; that filipino doll painter for sample, a bunch of 3d animator teams from Singapore (they're all wearing glasses), Korean illustrators hired by animation studio in US, my cousin who recently just threw a fundraising orchestra concert for starving children in Africa.
Like seriously..they're all mad-awesome. T_T
What happened with me?!! Why nothing really stands out in my art-making? When I think again..maybe because my family (from mom&dad) don't have particular artistic lineage..like my ancestor. My Dad ..I want to kill myself when he playing keyboard ...all wrong keys! he sang like a mouse too and Mom..her singing is not out of tune but still I doubt.
The musical talent- goes on nothing to me..but my sister can play guitar- she isn't that great either, so I think artistic talent must be inherited somehow? Is it a myth or fact?

I never know but from my family's relative usually I saw a pattern from their parents:
They're musicians breed musicians and sometimes their offsprings are more talented than them.

But when I like to put myself down, simulating hardship harder than it seems..I think again, well.. Im not in a really bad position.
I won honorable place for high school art competition- it's me against the whole Seattle schools.
And surprise but not surprise..recently my mom told me news that my little sister won the same category..."a honorable place" Yay!!
The only difference that her badge is green and mine is hot pink ^^
It's haaaaarrrdd not to think that we're all a family with the same level of artistic skill.
She made Joseph Gordon Hewwitt silhouette painting which looks absolutely fantastic like negative cutout from b&w photograph.
What did I made? A huge mural of Donna Summer. ( I'm liking her so much that time, excuse me -_-) with red glitters all over her body
When I looked again I think my art looked like crap because the perspective was still wrong- it was like an early renaissance painting
but if I won, maybe something stand out from it? Sometimes people see what we can't see..no matter how we know ourselves ^^

I have endless vision- hatching an idea is easy but sometimes it's not easy to manifest.
And when I discouraged thinking I never can be that 'realistic' I have a LIFETIME chance to shape myself, what life is good for? ^^
It's gonna be FUN when I get there..

 

[JPGhost]

OMHG!! Someone has the same industrial/modern taste in decoration with the same musical taste he played in background!!

It's worst than to see someone wearing a same clothing with you at the party

 

[JPGhost]

Re: Creative Genius

Yay!
What an artistic macbook ^^

 

[JPGhost]

Sex..is not pink and rosy

sex:

 

[JPGhost]

Anyone still using laptop here?Are you using your laptop on top of your lap? As you know..it could be a dangerous device for your balls. The radiation could make you infertile, but wtheck infertility? Unless in one point of your life you'll need surrogate wife^^
I personally avoid it because I often get hives on my thighs; skin cancer is one thing I cautious.
So dont be like these guys...

they fry their balls ^

 

[JPGhost]

And this one is my secret discovery

"Have you ever find one day that your balls and penis head sooooooooo wrinkly and dry?" Solution?

Use vitamin E cream!!

'gently rub your balls/penis with vitamin E and keep that up until the next shower.
Prove guaranteed, your genital skin will be getting smoother and your penis is getting good looking . Why? Vit E as topical ailment; will help blood vessels to dilate in your skin which that means- smoother /less wrinkly penis. Vit E intake is well known to increase your sexual metabolism; very essential for women but minor for men. However, many guys overlook the benefit of vitamin E.. I think it helps us in so many things; range from Erectile Dysfunction to bigger penis (helping the blood flow, not increase your genetic size -_-).

So, for vitamin E cream, I usually do that regimen before a date/special occasion. Not only I groomed myself but my penis and balls too ...Are you?

*available at all kinds drugstores and supermarkets.

 

[JPGhost]

What are you doing spidey?

SPiideeyyy...?

http://www.eonline.com/news/549517/...ging-over-a-child-s-playground-in-south-korea

 

[JPGhost]

How wonderful life is...

Now you're in the SIM-world...^^

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Our lyfe...

 

[JPGhost]

Re: How wonderful life is...

The one and only artist in the 21st century..whose people still can't get over his death is...

M.J

I seriously had emotional response/blown looking at his latest album cover ^ he looks majestic wearing a ring of Saturn collar with bedazzled stars on his outfit..

I believe he's still alive somewhere...

over the galaxy

 

[JPGhost]

Re: How wonderful life is...

^
beautiful song indeed..and if you like refined disco like that; this song in the same nature ^^:

Good to starting your day (gloomy 9 am here )

 

[JPGhost]

Chicken or Egg?

I think egg came first ^^

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or the chicken?

 

[JPGhost]

Sex...

 

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alex thelizardking

This was where the attitude era really began.

 

[JPGhost]

Need more money? Stream vid yourself eating splendid food in front of food fetishers
(the other kind of food fetishers -_-)
just like what this women in South Korea do for living ^^

#Idontgettheappeal

 

[JPGhost]

But perhaps...

it depends with the model

 

[Native Son]

^ You're out of school. We get it. You can't find anything better to do with your time?

 

[JPGhost]

^
Which one? Work/ Gardening/ Playing sims/ blogging here in JUB? ^^
How about you? What you find better to do with your time?

 

[Harke the Boeotarch]

^ Cruising/Sauna/Baths/Mikveh?