killdawabbit
Porn Star
This is me. I'm gay pure and simple. I'm turned off by anything fem...perfume, panties (ugh), hate for a female to touch me.
The guy I'm in love with is gay but straight acting mostly.
I first got online in late '96. And I started noticing all these straight guys in gay chat rooms. I didn't know what to think. It opened my eyes to I don't know what. I had always felt so isolated.
It seemed every guy I chatted with wanted some kind of guy-on-guy connection. Usually sexual.
I know the majority of straight guys don't get on these chats and seek sex but I have seen so many who do.
I'm so confused. To be honest I don't really seek sex with another man as much as trust and love and friendship. I use pics of my dick as bait to get other horny guys. Preferably straight guys. I met a 'straight' guy the other night. We didn't do anything. I just wasn't feeling it. But it made me wonder 'why?'
All these straight guys wanting male sex and me wanting the 'American Dream'..a wife, and three kids with a good paying job.
What causes this contradiction?
I love you good straight guys and wish I could be like you.
Gay guys? I'm one. And I love you too.
The guy I'm in love with is gay but straight acting mostly.
I first got online in late '96. And I started noticing all these straight guys in gay chat rooms. I didn't know what to think. It opened my eyes to I don't know what. I had always felt so isolated.
It seemed every guy I chatted with wanted some kind of guy-on-guy connection. Usually sexual.
I know the majority of straight guys don't get on these chats and seek sex but I have seen so many who do.
I'm so confused. To be honest I don't really seek sex with another man as much as trust and love and friendship. I use pics of my dick as bait to get other horny guys. Preferably straight guys. I met a 'straight' guy the other night. We didn't do anything. I just wasn't feeling it. But it made me wonder 'why?'
All these straight guys wanting male sex and me wanting the 'American Dream'..a wife, and three kids with a good paying job.
What causes this contradiction?
I love you good straight guys and wish I could be like you.
Gay guys? I'm one. And I love you too.


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