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Trevor's Year

I't going to be hard to wait two weeks for a new chapter. This story is so hard to predict just where it is going. So I have no idea what it is I'm waiting for. Plus each new chapter seems to have its own personality. What will we experience when it returns? This last was by far the most gentle and caring. Thanks for opening up this fascinating journey for us. I suppose I will just have to join the rest of your fans and wait for more.

And congratulations to you, Uncle Tantiboh.
 
Tantiboh,

This was a very hard chapter for me to read. It brought back all the feelings I have been trying to suppress since saying goodbye to my kids. I miss them more than I can say. I know how Trevor feels. Saying goodbye to someone you love, no matter the reason, is probably the hardest thing we ever have to do in our lives. It doesn't really get any easier either, the feelings keep 'finding' there way back to the surface at the wrong times. :cry:

Kevin
 
omg, I just caught up with all the chapters! I have to say I love the story, especially the chapter they playing in the mud and the lastest chapter so far, maybe because it's so emotional and so erotic? I love it!
I have the feeling maybe Trevor will meet that interesting "jock" again...

Hungry for more ;)
 
hi everybody it's been a while since I came onto here, frankly I've been procrastinating reading this last chapter. It actually helped though, I realized that Ive really moved on though it did really hurt at the time. Tantiboh kind of glossed over that, I think he did it on purpose. I guess that's why this chapter was so short.

Anyway the story gets a lot less depressing from here on. :-)
 
Thanks for the post Abi. I can only imagine how hard it was for you to have Travis leave. I look forward to reading about the rest of your year.
 
That chapter was worth the wait. I know just how Trevor feels...that man you love leaving. Here's hoping that Travis comes to visit.

Thanks, xrph. We may be seeing Travis again.

That was lovely. Thanks tantiboh!

Thank you, gaytxn. Welcome to the thread!

I't going to be hard to wait two weeks for a new chapter. This story is so hard to predict just where it is going. So I have no idea what it is I'm waiting for. Plus each new chapter seems to have its own personality. What will we experience when it returns? This last was by far the most gentle and caring. Thanks for opening up this fascinating journey for us. I suppose I will just have to join the rest of your fans and wait for more.

And congratulations to you, Uncle Tantiboh.

Thank you, hardreader.

Tantiboh,

This was a very hard chapter for me to read. It brought back all the feelings I have been trying to suppress since saying goodbye to my kids. I miss them more than I can say. I know how Trevor feels. Saying goodbye to someone you love, no matter the reason, is probably the hardest thing we ever have to do in our lives. It doesn't really get any easier either, the feelings keep 'finding' there way back to the surface at the wrong times. :cry:

Kevin

Thank you, Kevin.

omg, I just caught up with all the chapters! I have to say I love the story, especially the chapter they playing in the mud and the lastest chapter so far, maybe because it's so emotional and so erotic? I love it!
I have the feeling maybe Trevor will meet that interesting "jock" again...

Hungry for more ;)

Thank you, BlueD, though I'm afraid the jock will not be making any appearances. Welcome to the thread!
 
Sorry about that, Matt. Somehow, I missed yours in the lineup.

Thanks for the feedback!
 
Part 16 - Green

September

***​

Trevor leisurely rubbed the bar of soap over his body, killing time. Three weeks into the semester he'd realized that if he lingered for a few extra minutes after practice the swimmers would file in for their turn at the showers. He preferred a more powerful build than a typical swimmer but still found a thrill in waiting and surreptitiously admiring both his fellow wrestlers and the members of the swim team. Two for the price of one.

It had taken him aback as he started the semester that he actually noticed the other guys. Sure, he'd often admired men's bodies in the past, respecting the work and effort they'd poured into forming and sculpting themselves. The events of the summer, though, had changed him fundamentally and after a week or so of fighting it he had decided to just embrace and enjoy this new aspect of himself. So, he admitted to himself that he actually found men attractive now; he'd even begun seeing them in his fantasies as he masturbated furiously in his efforts to sooth the pain of Travis' departure.

He hadn't had sex since that last night with his cousin. His old friends had all left town or elected not to start college, so he was essentially starting a social life from scratch with all the time and frustration that entailed. Melissa had helped him come into his own and made him more confident around women, but the stars hadn't aligned yet and his cock's only true friend remained Rosie Palm and her five fingers.

The trouble Trevor found with his new attraction to men, though, was the instinct to be painfully discreet. Some of them wouldn't react kindly to male admiration, let alone advances and he hadn't figured out how to spot like-minded men around him. If he were honest with himself, his nerves blocked him as well. Though he suspected that he wanted it to change, Travis was the only man he'd ever really had sex with, and he certainly wasn't the proponent in that relationship. He simply had no idea how to go about acting on this new aspect of his sexuality. Was he gay? He rejected that idea. He looked at women with just as much desire as he ever had.

Still, the fact that he could now look at men in that way as well broadened his horizons and he liked it. What was the harm if another guy happened to come along who wanted the same thing?

They had run couple minutes late he realized as several swimmers strode into the shower. Some nude, some choosing to shower in their Speedos, all lean and athletic and defined as they soaped the chlorine from their bodies and hair.

There he was, Trevor noted. Trevor had really spotted him for the first time yesterday. Not as muscular as Travis but more built than his teammates, body smooth and taut, hair tousled and light, that tan line where his Speedo would run if it were there framing trimmed pubes, a tight scrotum, and a delightfully lickable cut dick. Maybe an inch or two taller than Trevor, maybe a year or two older. His poise had been what had really caught Trevor's eye. Affable and smiling readily, he exuded confidence as his deep green eyes scanned the room observantly. The other men moved in some deference to him, as they would to a leader. He took up position directly across the room from Trevor and worked a liberal quantity of shampoo into his scalp.

Trevor felt his heart beat a little faster as that shot of adrenaline hit him. Just like yesterday. He tried to be surreptitious, but he couldn't help glancing over time and again as the other man's body twisted and the suds sagged in waves and rivulets over his skin.

Beautiful. The man could be a model. He had no fat on him, just that crease that ran in a v-shape to his groin. Powerful legs and a round ass. Arms that rippled, biceps that poked out as his elbows bent and his hands slid over his chest.

Trevor's eye had lingered and he suddenly realized that the man's eyes had locked onto him. The man grinned and winked.

Woah. Trevor turned and shut off the water as his face fushed. His cock twitched and expanded in spite of himself and he left the shower quickly, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around his waist. What the hell just happened?

He dried and dressed quickly. Closing the locker, he turned and headed toward the exit. The man rounded the corner directly in front of him. He stopped Trevor with a palm to the chest, leaning in. "Stick around a little longer tomorrow," he said softly before continuing on.

Trevor's head swam as he walked like a zombie from the locker room.

***

"Trevor!" the coach barked as the rest of the team headed toward the locker room. "Stay put, I want to talk to you.

Damn it, Trevor thought. He sat on the bench and waited as the coach conducted some kind of huddle with the team captains. It had not been a comfortable twenty-four hours. He had been on pins and needles the whole time, his mind turbulent with anticipation, excitement, and trepidation. He'd barely slept, tossing and turning, trying to block out the images of the man in the shower. He had done pushups and sit-ups and jumping jacks and eventually jacked off; he finally fell asleep three hours before his alarm clock rang.

He had awoken groggy but immediately breathless, his mind instantly recalling the previous day's events. Listless all day, he had paid scant attention in class and just as little attention in practice as his clouded mind went over and over it. His obsession gripped him as much as it had about anything in his life, and even now his tired, sweaty body shook nervously. Nobody had ever had this effect on him before. He didn't understand it. Not even Melissa had made him feel like this, at least not to this extent, and he considered her one of the best things that had ever happened to him. Thinking about it didn't help him understand and as the day wore on a tinge of anger had mixed into the turmoil.

Needless to say, his preoccupation had not gone unnoticed. Evidently, the coach had a mind to tear him a new one. The random thought passed that maybe he'd enjoy having that one fucked.

The coach finished with the captains and called Trevor over. "You weren't with it today."

"Sorry, I didn't get much sleep."

"Tired doesn't cause all the mistakes you made. Look at me." Trevor met his stern gaze. "How many times did you place in high school?"

"I got third last year."

"Right. Third. In a piss-off meet. After four years of wrestling." Trevor's temper simmered; his eyes turned steely. "Let me ask you something. You ever want to be better than mediocre?"

Trevor held his retort in check. He swallowed. "Yes."

"Then you had better start focusing out here. You're not playing in the little leagues anymore. When you screw around like you did today all you do is drag the team down. Either you get serious or you get off the team. Got it?"

Serious? Trevor snapped back in his mind. Who fucking works their ass off in here more than me you mother-fucking two-bit small-time wannabe?

"Yes, sir." Seething, he turned for the locker room. This was that shower guy's fault, he determined. If he hadn't done that to me, hadn't touched me or winked at me or what the fuck ever then this wouldn't have happened.

Most of his team had deserted the shower and moved to drying and dressing. Trevor slammed his fist into the steel of the door of his locker then fiddled at the combination.

"You alright?" One of his teammates. Sophomore. Good guy.

"Yeah, just your standard level one ass-chewing," Trevor replied. He turned on his teammate. "You think I'm screwing around out there?"

The other man laughed as he tugged his shirt down over his torso. "You run rings around most of us at drills. It's pretty impressive."

Trevor felt a little better, but not enough. "That's not an answer."

The other man shrugged. "Look, you make rookie mistakes that you should've figured out in high school. But that's something you can work out if you pay attention. Let me tell you something about Coach." Trevor looked at him. "He picks on the ones with potential. If he's riding your ass, it's because he sees something there. He's trying to motivate you." Trevor stepped out of his singlet as the other man turned away. "Let him."

Hm. Trevor closed the locker and moved toward the shower, shampoo in hand, somewhat mollified but still angry. I'm not giving that damn swimmer the time of day. It's his fault, he thought as he stepped into the steamy room. I don't fucking need motivation. What I fucking need is to get laid. He grinned in spite of himself.

The suds from his hair splashed onto the floor as the swim team filed in, boisterous as ever. Amazingly, he'd actually calmed down, actually forgotten for a minute under the pounding heat of the water the nervousness he'd felt all day. It hit him harder than ever. Adrenaline seared through him and his heart pounded. I'm not going to look, he thought. I'm still pissed at him.

There he was. The man's eyes met his with a knowing smile as he walked to the shower directly across, soap in hand. Trevor's anger vaporized and he started shaking.

He couldn't keep his eyes off the man. And the man knew it. The swimmer showed off in a way that only somebody paying attention would notice. Instead of just rubbing soap over his arm, he flexed his bicep as he did so; instead of simply wiping the lather over his stomach, he twisted enough to reach his waist on the opposite side and flexed his abs and his ass. The man tortured Trevor and Trevor knew that he reveled in it. Trevor couldn't stop watching and he struggled furiously to keep his hard-on under control, with limited success.

Half a dozen of the swimmer's teammates still splashed in the shower. He looked directly at Trevor with a mischievous smirk and let the soap slide out of his hand with a dull plop. "He dropped the soap!" taunted a couple of swimmers. The man grinned and bent over, asshole pointed straight at Trevor; he lingered a second, just long enough to give Trevor a good eyeful as he twitched his anus.

That was it. Trevor popped a boner almost before he could turn his back to the last of the swim team. His face flushed; he could only hope none of them noticed. He glanced over his shoulder at his tormentor, who had a great view of Trevor's erect profile; the man smiled and grabbed his balls. Trevor, mortified but flattered by the attention, mouthed 'Bastard' at the swimmer; the other man’s smile broadened as he ran the soap across his chest yet again.

Trevor breathed a sigh of relief as the rest of the swimmers filed out; none seemed to notice this little drama between the two who remained.

The swimmer turned toward Trevor and rubbed his semi-hard dick. Wary of anyone entering the shower, Trevor kept his back toward the entrance as he soaped up his own cock, showing off in return, flexing his abs, playing with his balls as he watched the other man's cock grow.

The man's sexiness struck him again, his body quintessentially masculine - not in the burly sense but in the sense of perfect form. Trim, corded, and powerful but without overstated strength; clearly swimming was not the swimmer's only means of fitness. He moved easily, confidently, with an almost cat-like quality that betrayed agility and balance. It suddenly dawned on Trevor the power of physical attraction multiplied by the psychological; this man held both for him, and the wrestler finally began to see why he felt so drawn.

They masturbated slowly, watching each other; they appreciated the other's beauty for minutes as the din of boisterous athletes and slamming lockers faded. The swimmer caught Trevor's eye. He pointed to himself. -I- He formed his fingers into an 'O' and pumped his hand against his open mouth. -suck- He pointed at Trevor. 'you.' Trevor's head swam again and his lips parted in a goofy rictus. The swimmer turned off his shower and beckoned Trevor to follow.

Around the corner a large closet sunk into the tile wall; shelves from floor to ceiling filled with stacks of neatly folded towels lined two and a half walls. Against the fourth crouched a large rolling hamper where the day's students had tossed their used towels; the damp terry almost reached the top.

The door opened inward, a wedge holding it against the wall. The swimmer tossed Trevor a fresh towel and closed the door, jamming the wedge underneath it. He turned with a sardonic smile. "Now we've got some privacy. Feel better?" His voice rumbled in a mild baritone; somehow, Trevor had expected a lisp.

Trevor laughed. "Yeah, I do."

"Good. I'm Brandon."

"Trevor."

"Are you gay?"

That seemed kind of forward. It set Trevor back; he knew he wasn't, but he'd never been asked the question and he hadn't thought how he might respond. "Uh, not really."

"Not really? Just kind of?" Brandon prodded.

"I mean, I like girls..."

"So, you're straight?"

"Well..." Trevor was dumbfounded. Why? Why don't I know this? Haven't I figured it out yet?

Brandon laughed. "You'll figure it out. What I need to know now is if you want a blowjob."

Trevor grinned. Finally, a question he could answer! "Yes."

"Whew," Brandon said in mock relief as he grabbed a brace of towels from a shelf. "Glad we got that figured out." He dropped the towels to the floor at Trevor's feet and knelt on them. He eagerly gripped Trevor's shaft and admired his erection, sliding his foreskin back. "Nice cock," he said.

Trevor grinned, flattered again. Nice cock, and I'm drooling all over myself, he thought. Ridiculous. I'm like a teenager. "Thanks."

Brandon kissed the head and tickled the rim with his tongue; he grabbed Trevor's balls and gently plucked at them as his lips enveloped Trevor's shaft. He set a perfect rhythm - not too fast, not too slow, just the right speed to build that electrical pleasure without overwhelming. Melissa had given great head. Travis had given fantastic head. This was even better, Trevor realized as his eyes rolled back and he opened his mouth in a soft moan. "Oh, damn..." he breathed.

The minutes passed in delight as Brandon serviced Trevor. The swimmer alternated between sucking and jacking as his mouth played with Trevor's balls. He slid his other hand across Trevor's thigh or gripped his ass or snaked it onto Trevor's stomach. Trevor noted the cool as the swimmer's saliva evaporated from his scrotum; he noted the warmth as the swimmer's breath played over his skin.

"So, Trevor," Brandon said, looking up at him with a smirk, his hand stroking steadily. "What'll it take for me to get this thing up my ass?"

Trevor grinned. "I think we could do that."

Brandon stood. "Good." He nimbly scaled up the shelves until he could reach the back of the top one. He pulled down a baggie of condoms and a tube of lubricant.

Trevor chuckled. "You're prepared."

"I always keep these in here." He looked at Trevor. "You have no idea how many of the guys around here are perfectly happy to fuck a dude as long as nobody else knows about it." He tore open an appropriately-sized condom and reached down, working it expertly over Trevor's shaft; he lubed it with equal aplomb. Almost professionally, he turned and leaned, gripping the edge of the hamper.

Trevor grinned. Brandon was so nonchalant about it. "So you just want me to fuck you?"

"Naw, I thought we could play a game of Scrabble first."

Trevor laughed. Sarcastic. He liked that. He sidled up behind Brandon and aimed his cockhead; he pressed, burying it until his hips pressed against Brandon's ass. Brandon pushed back against him; he wiggled his waist with a sigh of contentment. "Ah, yeah, that's a nice cock."

Trevor rested his hands on Brandon's waist and established a gentle rhythm. The feel of the swimmer's asshole around his cock, the texture of the man's skin in his hands and against his thighs, the manly grunts, they reminded Trevor of the summer, of all those times he'd fucked Travis; he smiled and increased the pace to the sound of Brandon's approving moan.

After a moment, Brandon turned his head. "I like it hard." Trevor grinned in response and tore into him, their bodies slapping together with each thrust, Trevor's hands finding their way to Brandon's shoulders.

Brandon moved forward as they fucked; soon, his face pressed into the dirty towels as Trevor leaned over his back, pushing him down. "Oh, yeah," he chanted as Trevor grunted, his face contorted in that particular pleasure-pain of anal ravaging, his voice muffled by the cotton terry.

After a few moments, Brandon clambered into the hamper and laid on his back, lifting his legs invitingly. Trevor followed, crouching down and angling into the swimmer's body as Brandon's hand found his flopping cock. The pounding pushed Brandon further; within minutes his head had fallen into a corner and his ass rose into the air as Trevor followed him and rammed his cock home in a pile drive, their breathing ragged and their grunts manly and mingling.

Suddenly Trevor froze as someone worked at the handle of the door. "Hey!" came a voice with a thick Asian accent, "Open door!"

"Who is that?" Trevor almost choked.

Brandon laughed. "He's here for the towels." He raised his voice. "I told you last time, if I'm busy in here, you have to come back later!"

"Dirty boys! Do dirty things at home! I try to make living!"

Trevor choked, struggling not to bust up. "Mop the floor then!" Brandon called. "We'll be done in a few minutes."

They heard a stream of obvious obscenity in some foreign language and they laughed. "He told you," said Trevor.

"Yeah, he did." Trevor's cock had slid out; Brandon gripped it and guided it back into his waiting asshole. "Fuck, yeah," he breathed as Trevor resumed his aggressive pace and Brandon's hand slid across his own shaft.

In moments, that familiar fire built in Trevor's groin. "I'm cumming."

"On my balls," directed Brandon. Obliging, Trevor withdrew and tore the condom off his cock; he almost didn't make it in time. Before the rubber had hit the floor, his first spurt of cum landed on Brandon's thigh. He managed to aim it in time for the rest and his load hosed out, the result of his pent-up sexual frustration. The relief swept sweet and deep as semen drained from his body. It dribbled off Brandon's balls and oozed up his abs; Brandon recovered what he could with his spare hand and applied it to his cock, using the fresh lube to work over the head. His stomach tightened and he grunted. Trevor watched his face; their eyes met as the cum splashed onto Brandon's neck and chin. Filled with pleasure and release, yes, but those green eyes still retained their control, their calm, their confidence as they drilled into Trevor; they drew Trevor in, intrigued and enthralled him and they connected in a way that could almost be described as mentally orgasmic, feeding off the intensity that each found in the other.

Finally, the connection broke as Brandon unfolded himself and heaved his body up out of the corner of the hamper. He swung his legs over the side and Trevor joined him on the cool tile as he grabbed one of the used towels and wiped the cum from himself. "You know," Brandon said as he tossed the towel back into the hamper and turned to look at Trevor with that confident gaze. “Most of the guys I do this with want to pretend it never happened. Is that what you want?”

Trevor raised his eyebrows. The thought hadn’t even occurred to him. “No.”

“Good, let’s get our phone numbers from each other.”

They wrapped fresh towels around their waists and smiled as they walked into the locker room under the withering glower of the middle-aged Asian janitor leaning on his mop.
 
In so many ways I think this was the best chapter you have written so far. I loved it. It satisfied my mind and my cock. I wonder if it was the long wait, or if it really turned me on that much. But I don't really care. It was such a good read. It hit just the right tone. I know I want a lot more of this. Thanks.
 
I was completely serious about my post to your thread. That chapter was awesome. You brought Trevor to a key psychological point in such a believable way. And then you paired him with a hot hunk of a guy who you used to work me over. And, yes, I do mean me over. You put me so perfectly in that room with them that I felt I was one with that powerful fuck. Thanks. I'll get you a critique . . . probably later today. And I still owe you the finale to A Knock. I haven't forgotten.

As I write this I realize I am still high from reading that chapter. So good. So real.
 
tantiboh,

Thanks for the new chapter. It was very well written and I also felt like I was there, watching, participating even. your descriptions and detail of what is going on makes it seem to your reader they are there. I really like that feeling try to do the same thing in Zack and Jay, hopefully I pull it off as well as you do. Thank you.

Kevin
 
yeah, that was pretty hot, tantiboh and he really did have that effect on me so it was pretty cool that you were able to describe it so vividly
 
Very nice. I can't wait to hear more about Brandon.

Thanks, xrph. Your wish is my command.

Great chapter as always T!

Thank you, genius.

That was HAWT! So nice to see that Trevor's getting some sexual satisfaction.

Thanks, thermo. You should see it in real life...

In so many ways I think this was the best chapter you have written so far. I loved it. It satisfied my mind and my cock. I wonder if it was the long wait, or if it really turned me on that much. But I don't really care. It was such a good read. It hit just the right tone. I know I want a lot more of this. Thanks.

I appreciate that, HR. My vote is that it was just a good read.

tantiboh,

Thanks for the new chapter. It was very well written and I also felt like I was there, watching, participating even. your descriptions and detail of what is going on makes it seem to your reader they are there. I really like that feeling try to do the same thing in Zack and Jay, hopefully I pull it off as well as you do. Thank you.

Kevin

Thank you, Kevin. Sometimes I go back and read these a month after posting them and am surprised at how vivid the imagery is. I enjoy crafting it, and I'm glad you enjoy reading it.

hi there, i am speaking on behalve of the entire dutch gay boys, and if someone thinks not, fuck you.

i want to say after reading every chapter, WOW you need to get this published. thanks for the wonderfull story line and great characters

Thanks both to you and the entire Dutch gay community. Welcome to the thread!

yeah, that was pretty hot, tantiboh and he really did have that effect on me so it was pretty cool that you were able to describe it so vividly

What can I say? The main character inspires me. Thank you, abiwrestler.
 
Part 17 - Fries

September

***

Trevor leaned against the wall watching as the other athletes walked down the hall and out of the school; swimmers had started coming out of the locker room, so he expected Brandon any moment.

Their sex in the closet the day before had scratched a deep itch in Trevor. What's more, he felt the void in him beginning to fill; Brandon was hot, passionate, skilled, perceptive, and confident. It was with some guilt that Trevor made the bittersweet admission to himself that he'd hardly thought about Travis since yesterday. Still it felt good, nerves and all, and he wanted more.

His heart had jumped to his throat earlier that day as Brandon had sent him a text message:

-U busy tonite?-

-No plans- he'd replied

-We need to cool it in shower. Meet me in hall after-

-See U then- He'd closed his phone, a bit breathless, and smiled to himself as he'd walked down the hallway.

Now he waited. He felt like a teenager excited about a date with a girl who might let him touch her breasts. He breathed deep and tried to calm the jitters, his eyes closing for a moment.

His body jerked in surprise as he felt a hand on his shoulder. Brandon stood before him, hair towel-damp, eyes sure and piercing, backpack slung over his shoulder, smiling at him sardonically. "Ready to go?"

"Yeah. Where?"

"I figured we'd start with the parking lot." As they walked out, Trevor called his parents to inform them he'd be late. "Still living at home, huh?"

Trevor shrugged. "Food's good."

"It's easier. Still, it's nice to get out on your own." Brandon steered them away from Trevor's car. "Speaking of food, I'm hungry. It's Friday. Let's go get something greasy to celebrate."

"Which one's yours?"

Brandon pointed. "The Jeep."

Trevor grinned. Another guy with a Jeep. Same model as Travis', just a different color, a couple of years older. "Not really a gay guy's type of car, is it?" he remarked as he clambered into the passenger seat.

Brandon looked at him sideways. "What type of car is a gay guy supposed to drive?"

Trevor felt his face flush. "Sorry, I was joking."

Brandon laughed. "Don't worry about it. You couldn't insult me if you wanted to." He reached over and put his hand on Trevor's knee. "No walking on eggshells. I won't bite." He squeezed a little and winked. "Unless you tell me to."

Trevor grinned as Brandon triggered the ignition; the swimmer made it easy to be around him. Like Travis had. Trevor's nerves settled down a notch.

"So you figure it out yet? Gay or straight?" Brandon asked as he stopped at the light.

"I like both," Trevor answered. Something in the back of his mind prickled in fear; would Brandon reject him for liking girls?

"That's cool." Trevor relaxed again.

"You like girls at all?"

Brandon shook his head. "Naw. Not for sex. I've got some pals who are women. I'm just not attracted to them." No apology in his voice, no dissembling. He was comfortable with himself, Trevor noted; he liked that about Brandon.

"I didn't used to like guys. I'm pretty new at it."

Brandon grinned. "I'll go easy on you then."

"How long have you been getting with guys?"

"Since I was a teenager."

"Do people know you're gay?"

Brandon nodded his head. "Oh yeah. I'm pretty open about it."

"Do people ever give you shit about it?"

"You mean, like, pick on the fag?" Trevor nodded. "Look, for the most part, people don't pick on somebody because they're gay. They pick on somebody because they're either weak or they make them uncomfortable. If you're weak and you're gay, then you being gay is as good an excuse as any to get picked on. That's just how bullies work. If you go out of your way to make people uncomfortable about you being gay, then you're just asking for trouble."

"What do you mean?"

"When a lot of people think of gays, what comes to mind? Gay pride parades, femmie guys with a lisp, maybe cross-dressers. That's because there are too many queers who aren't satisfied to just be gay and tell the world to take a flying leap. They have to go out there and make people -accept- that they are gay. They shove it in everybody's face. That makes people uncomfortable, and uncomfortable people push back. It just makes it harder on the rest of us."

Trevor's eyes had narrowed. "That's not very nice of you."

Brandon shrugged. "The world's not a very nice place. I'm telling you what's real. Why do you think I told you we had to cool it in the shower? Screwing around in there any more with other people around won't do anything but make them uncomfortable. That's asking for trouble. Everybody on my team knows I'm queer. None of them has a problem with me for two reasons: I stand up for myself and I don't make them feel uncomfortable. I'm just one of the guys. Besides," Brandon looked over, grinning mischievously. "I've messed around with half of them. What do you want?"

Trevor’s brow knit in confusion until he realized they'd pulled into a drive-through. The men placed their orders; Brandon paid at the window and drove the Jeep to a spacious park a few blocks away. They left the car in the parking lot and moseyed to a lonesome picnic table chained in place under a gigantic oak tree. They chatted as they ate, teasing out and exploring their common interests. "Nice park," Trevor remarked as he finished his fries.

"I used to come here as a kid. My mom and my sister and I watched the ducks." He looked wistful.

"Do they live close?"

"Mom's dead," Brandon said matter-of-factly, looking over; Trevor noted that his gaze had softened. "Cancer."

"Sorry."

Brandon shrugged. "It's life. She was thankful she had a chance to say goodbye. Anyway, Dad didn't deal with it very well. My sister and I moved into our own apartment after we graduated high school. He's a good man, but not a very good single dad. He sure as hell doesn't like me being gay."

"So you live with your sister now?"

"My sister, yeah. We were born close enough that we went through school in the same grade together, so we're tight. Always have been."

The conversation petered out as both men slipped into their own thoughts, gazing out over the field and the lake. The nerves had settled, Trevor realized, as Brandon had begun evolving into more than just a pretty face; behind it swirled dreams and desires and failures and fears. Trevor suddenly wanted to know about all of them. Those ants crawling over his skin had migrated to his stomach and morphed into butterflies. He smiled to himself; he'd felt this way about a girlfriend or two in the past and he knew it would get worse before it got better, but he found himself surprisingly pleased that he could feel these emotions about another man. Travis had been different; that relationship had been built on an existing familiarity. This was new, fresh, exciting, intoxicating.

He realized suddenly that his gaze had found its way back to Brandon's eyes, and that Brandon had met it with a smile more sweet than sardonic. How long had they been gazing at each other? He didn't know if it was a second or a minute; either way, he sat spellbound and helpless as he examined those green circles, lines and texture undulating in a quasi-chaotic radius from the deep black iris, the combination of strength, confidence, and a touch of previously veiled vulnerability. He felt himself leaning toward those wells as if drawn by a magnet; he watched as in an instant the vulnerability disappeared. Brandon broke off and stood, collecting the refuse from their meal.

"Want to go back to my place?"

Trevor looked at Brandon, grinning. "What for?"

Brandon flashed that sarcastic smile. "Scrabble. What did you have in mind?"

***

They'd taken the three flights of stairs instead of the elevator. The complex was a low-end, decades-old beehive; Spanish music wafted out a window somewhere. The modest apartment was clean, tidy, and well-maintained but the furnishings, if the generous description were applied, showed the clear incongruence and scars of secondhand mismatches, from the Spartan and old cabinets and shelves to the threadbare upholstery. A small TV sat black in the corner on a gouged stand that doubled for shoe storage. A melon bed sheet served as the curtain for the single large window. A perky sansevieria and a grizzled goldfish in its bowl took up much of the flimsy card table centered in the section of the room that the linoleum delineated as the dining area.

"Home sweet home," remarked Brandon as they walked in. "Shoes off, please. My sister complains about that."

Trevor stooped over and slipped his thumb into the heel of his right shoe. "Nice place," he remarked.

Brandon laughed. "What did I tell you about walking on eggshells?" He plopped onto the worn loveseat. "It's a hole."

"No, I really like the... curtains," Trevor grinned.

Brandon laughed again. Trevor liked his laugh; he liked that Brandon seemed to let his guard down when he laughed. "You know how it is. It's what we can afford. My sister and I made a deal, she'd support me through school and I'd return the favor. We're trying to keep the student loans at a minimum. Have a seat."

Trevor settled into the creaky vinyl easy chair with duct tape on the armrest. "Where is she?"

"She's a waitress. She won't be off work until late."

"Your dad's not helping?"

Brandon shook his head. "He has all he can do to keep his own head above water."

"So you don't work at all?"

"I did some construction and some modeling over the summer. It helped, but I sure as hell don't want to do that forever. I'm taking a heavy load at school trying to get through it faster. Hopefully I'll be done in a couple more years."

"What's your major?"

"Architectural Engineering. Yours?"

Trevor shook his head. "Just generals. I don't know where I want to focus yet. I like math."

They chatted a while; Brandon gave Trevor advice on courses and Calculus teachers. They talked about wrestling and swimming, agreeing generally that only those pursuits stood between their collegiate concerns and insanity. "We did pretty well in the region," Brandon said of the swim team. "Come on." He stood and led Trevor through the kitchen and down the short hall; the door on the right creaked as he bumped it open and flipped a switch.

One corner of the room, where the various designs of old lamps spiked out, was dominated by a big but cheap desk topped by a cinder block and lumber shelf filled with textbooks. An impeccably-made twin bed crouched in the corner on a basic metal frame. Mini-blinds obscured the fading orange sunlight in the window next to the bed. A large durable hardwood dresser filled the third wall, the nicest article in the room despite the gouges and scratches in its finish. It was kept clear except for a series of medals and trophies, their dull glint reflecting in the chipped mirror behind them. Brandon handed one to Trevor. It read 2nd place, attributing the college's swim team in the regional competition. "We're going to take first this year," Brandon declared confidently.

Trevor smiled and looked at the other trophies, shiny metallic pillars and plaques topped by various figurines. One gave Brandon credit for first place in the butterfly stroke. "What are these?"

"Taekwondo."

"That's like Karate, right?"

"Yeah, except Karate's Japanese. Taekwondo is Korean." Brandon handed him a black cloth belt with two stripes at each end; he granted it more deference than all the shiny metal. "Second degree," Brandon responded to Trevor's questioning look.

Trevor handed the belt back. "I feel intimidated now," he remarked as Brandon replaced the treasure.

Brandon returned Trevor's smile and stepped close. "You should." He leaned in and pressed his lips against Trevor's, turning him and pushing him against the dresser. "Want to know why?" Their foreheads mashed together as their fry-heavy breath washed between them.

"Why?"

"Because my great skills..." Brandon kissed him again. "Give me the power..." Another kiss. "To make your dick disappear..." Trevor snorted; their eyes met. Brandon was deadpan. "With just a single hole."

Trevor bent over double with his outburst. He knew in the back of his mind that his laugh exceeded the joke, but Brandon made him feel good, made him feel like he could be himself, and the laugh rang with as much joy as humor and was all the more genuine for it.

Recovering, Trevor wiped a tear from his eye. He felt Brandon's hand on his shoulder. "You're happier today. I like it." Brandon's hand moved to the back of his head and drew him in. They kissed deeply and the passion ignited as their bodies pressed together and their arms wrapped around the other.

They sucked on the each other's tongue, explored and probed, tasting and sharing one with the other. Trevor guided Brandon around the dresser and pushed him against the wall with a thud. His lips moved to Brandon's neck and his hand slid underneath the swimmer's shirt, groping at the textured muscles as his stomach tightened.

Meanwhile, Brandon's hands worked at his own waist, opening his jeans. Trevor felt the swimmer's erection against his belly, felt it as Brandon rubbed it against the cotton of his shirt, humping his tightened abs. He looked down at the purplish head, saw a little glimmer of precum right at the tip, and his mouth watered. He slid to his knees; he studied it, held it in his hand. A gentle curve downward, a veined shaft, trimmed hair in all the right places. The urethra winked at him, invited him with its silver-tongued lips to sample it, to probe it. He tasted the mellow drop of fluid as he obeyed. He slid the shaft against his cheek and buried his nose against Brandon's body, breathing deeply, relishing the unique aroma of a clean crotch. As Brandon's fingers toyed with his earlobe, the swimmer's hips pressed against him.

Trevor refocused on the cock; his lips wrapped around the head like a lollipop. The taste was just as sweet to Trevor as Brandon's satisfied sigh and he sucked like a child craving the comfort of its pacifier.

Brandon moaned and pressed into him, the shaft slipping deeper into Trevor’s mouth. The engorged veins massaged his lips; the head kneaded the roof of his mouth. He tasted the skin, the salt, the sweat, and hunger swelled in him. His hand joined his lips in their course and he lost himself as Brandon's body flexed and his head fell back.

Minutes passed in a blur. Trevor ignored his aching jaw, entranced by Brandon's breath, his strokes quickening in accordance with the swimmer's intensity. His spare hand toyed with Brandon's balls, moist with smeared saliva, tight with anticipation.

It was close now, Trevor knew. Brandon's sighs had turned to moans; Trevor sensed the tenseness in Brandon's form. He wanted it, wanted to cause this explosion, wanted to feed the raging fire in this man's body, and he stroked faster.

"Trevor..." Brandon's voice caught; Trevor pulled his lips off and ravaged the cock with his hand, pressing the head against his cheek. His eyes tracked Brandon's face, watched it scrunch and redden, watched those green eyes squeeze shut as the semen streamed onto his face, smearing and dripping away. Brandon's body spasmed, hands balled into fists, every muscle tight, and he growled as Trevor's semen-slicked hand pummeled his fiery cock.

Trevor's hand slowed as Brandon's eyes opened. Cum dangled from his cheekbone. Brandon smiled as he reached down and wiped at it with his finger and tasted just a drop.
 
His eyes tracked Brandon's face, watched it scrunch and redden, watched those green eyes squeeze shut as the semen streamed onto his face, smearing and dripping away. Brandon's body spasmed, hands balled into fists, every muscle tight, and he growled as Trevor's semen-slicked hand pummeled his fiery cock.

Trevor's hand slowed as Brandon's eyes opened. Cum dangled from his cheekbone. Brandon smiled as he reached down and wiped at it with his finger and tasted just a drop.

Ohhhh, Tantiboh, what an explosive ending. It worked all the better because. with this chapter, you brought Brandon to life. Made him and his surroundings real. Made his life believable and understandable. Making his orgasm at the end all the more powerful for this hard reader.

I'm ready for more. Right now! I hope Trevor enjoys their Friday night together as much as Brandon does. He's in the right frame of mind for it.
 
Nice. Keep going. I can't wait until next Friday.

Thank you, xrph. More on the way!

Ohhhh, Tantiboh, what an explosive ending. It worked all the better because. with this chapter, you brought Brandon to life. Made him and his surroundings real. Made his life believable and understandable. Making his orgasm at the end all the more powerful for this hard reader.

I'm ready for more. Right now! I hope Trevor enjoys their Friday night together as much as Brandon does. He's in the right frame of mind for it.

Thanks, hardreader. Brandon is a very interesting fellow, one of the most complex people I've ever met. Hopefully, I'll be able to do him justice in time.


As for the rest of you wallflowers, I know you're out there!
 
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