Aw,
dormguy, you told your story very well!
Though I haven't been your age, for a "Few" (read "a Lot of") years, I can still relate to my college days, and all the turmoil that I was going through, too.
Though I "inherently Knew" that I was Gay, since I first discovered, at a very young age, how much I enjoyed getting naked with my friends, both guys and gals, mainly because it was "naughty", I didn't fully admit that to myself until I was 30!
During my late teens, and through my 20's, the 60's and 70's, the time of "Flower Power", and "Free Love", I had more than my fair share of "Fun" with the Ladies! (
Nearly married 5, of 6, of them!) However, there were several guys that I got to fully"Play" with, too ... once I was away from Home, at school!
Sex, of all kinds, was always a fascination for me. And, luckily, my Most Virile years coincided with a unique time in human history. Opportunity, of all kinds, abounded! And, I certainly took advantage of that!

(Though if I had know THEN, what I know NOW, I would have had a LOT more "Fun" than I did when I could have!

)
My own story, parallel to yours, can be found here:
http://www.justusboys.com/forum/showpost.php?p=7267745&postcount=106
I've liked You ever since I first noticed your appearance/posts on JUB! And, your pics certainly haven't "hurt" either!
However, I'm thinking most of us might relate to "Ryan" more, since you place yourself more in the "Curious" realm, than the "OMG, Yes!, I'm GAY!" area of sexuality. And, that is very "Kewl"! All the more reason to appreciate You, and your situation(s).
And, though we don't know "Ryan's" sexual history, it does makes it easier to understand that his experience with You may have helped in opening his own closet door. It doesn't sound like He didn't know, and was likely hoping for what happened. And, that is a "Good Thing"! Perhaps you could let him know about, and encourage him to check out JUB? Maybe even send him a link to your story?
It would seem that You, and "Ryan", are going along separate paths now. But, your mutual experience has certainly been a "milestone" in both your Lives. Perhaps not on the same levels, with common outcomes, but still as meaningful for both of you, in your own ways. There is certainly a Bond there, if only fleeting, that both of you will cherish for years to come.
I am certainly wishing Both of you the Very Best! And, I trust that your time together will prove to be a Positive "touch point" in both of your journeys through Time! All the more reasons to ... no matter what ...
Keep smilin'!!


Chaz
