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It is getting colder here today and very cloudy as well. Someone said we are having a big snow storm headed our way. I haven't checked the local weather to see if that is true or not. People love to talk about the weather don't they? I sometimes think if we didn't have the weather to talk about what would we talk about??? ;) LOL!

In my Movie Thread I reviewed the movie Camp today. I really liked that film and it made me think all night and this AM about my life and what it might have been if I had been encouraged in the direction of the arts instead of being actively discouraged by my parents.

I have felt the scars of their abuse in that manner for all these years. I was always told "you have no talent Tommy" or "you can't sing Tommy" or "you can't act Tommy" or "you are fat Tommy" or "you aren't good looking enough to act Tommy" etc etc. on and on. It was a terrible thing to do to a child. It was a form of child abuse. :mad:

I certainly had the physical and verbal abuse as well but this was a mental abuse of the worst kind because it limited me in so many ways. I bought their whole thing and just stopped trying. To make a kid stop trying was criminal because then I spent so much time wanting what I couldn't have.

That sort of has me in a funk today. I look at the kids in the movie who are so talented and I think that could have been me. :mad:

Oh well. Enough of the pity party.

peace to all :kiss:
 
Wow it started snowing last night as I went to bed. They were calling for 6-8 inches and I always am a bit skeptical but over the night as I woke up to pee I could see it still snowing outside my window. It seemed to be piling up and when I woke up this AM we had about 8 inches on the deck. Very heavy and wet so the trees are bowing down. Hope their branches can hold up under the weight of the snow.

The roads around my house are OK but I have heard the area has a lot of road closings and they are pretty bad. I have 4 wheel drive in my truck so I am OK it's watch out for the other guy kind fo driving weather!

I am at work and no one is here. Blessed silence and it great. A whole day to play around with JUB and myself! LOL!

I watched Motorcycle Diaries last night and it is a profound film about Che Guevara and his trip around South America in 1952. One can see why he became what he became.

What strikes me is why mankind all thorough history always has the rich who live off the backs of the poor. If they just would use their talents to help the world instead of enslave them what a world this could be. I hate it and often wonder if I was rich would I do it as well? Is there that in each of us? Is that buried deep inside out human personalities? Lots to think about today.

peace to all on this gorgeous snowy day! :kiss:
 
But actually I am liking it pretty much. Gives me not much to do and lots of free time for JUB searching.

I am working on a new story as well and that is Taking some time.

So I will get to it! LOL!

peace to all :kiss:
 
I am so glad to be alive today and always. The snow the sun the wind and the reflection of the sun on the snow and the wind blowing little ice crystals of snow through the air. It is all just so beautiful and so life affirming.

The cows are huddled together munching on their hay
with steam blowing out their huge noses and long strands of snot dripping out as well. Are they cold? Do they feel cold like I do or you do? I wonder!

My wind chimes were doing double duty last night as they made music all night long outside my window.

I am glad that I have a warm place to be and that my electricity is working. I am also glad to be me and to alive and well shit what a glorious day it is.

peace to all of you now and forever :kiss:
 
I posted the first installment of my newest story last night. I thought I would come in this AM and find lots of comments about it as this one really was amazing from my perspective. I had one very good comment from Yummers but nothing else. But over 200 views so at least some people did look at it :confused: :confused:

This story really wrote itself. I started out in one direction and it just took over and went in another direction before I knew what was happening. It was weird and cool at the same time. I wonder if this happens to other writers. Some of it is autobiographical and some made up and some gleaned from other sources.

Anyway I was so totally exhausted after I wrote it and posted it. No other story has hit me like this one has.

Now I have to finish it and describe the week at the beach. LOL! I had a plan for that but maybe it will change as well.

peace to you all on this sunny but very cold day! :kiss:
 
Well today I think I may head to Asheville for the day. I am not sure yet but will decide shortly.

I am still a bit in amazement that my story My Best Friend has not gotten many comments. :confused: Lots of views but no one commenting. :confused: I felt it was my best so far but I am not sure what to read from the lack of response. :confused: Was it the subject matter? :confused: Not enough sex to satisfy the JUB'ers? :confused: What? 1 reply and 281 views as of this AM. Maybe the weekend will bring some more readers to the site. :confused:

Last night I pulled out the old video The Big Surprise again with Buster and watched the first part at the pool with Buster and his friend Steve. Steve looks horrible and scares me. He looks like he is quite high on something but Buster is so damn cute! His cock is so hard and so full and the way it curves up at the end. His hair is so outrageous and curly and he is so blond and taned! Wow he is one hot dude!

I will say that Steve can really suck on Busters cock and in the end when Buster comes on his face I have to laugh a bit as he shoots a load on Steve's eye and then on his check and Steve puts it in his mouth and then Buster rubs the cum all over Steve's face. That is so cool. His cum is really creamy and white and thick.

Oh well. Have a great day. peace to all :kiss:
 
I am here because I am a JUB addict. Also I have to fill the coal furnace this AM anyway even if I am off so I might as well check my e-mail and JUB right! LOL!

Yesterday I did go to Asheville about 2 hours away. It was a beautiful day and a gorgeous drive. The daffodils are already blooming in Asheville and it was hot down there. I was really going as they have a special at Biltmore House at this time every year if you are a member of AAA. You get in for half price which on a $40 (almost) ticket that is pretty good. Well I went two years ago and I wanted to go back to see the behind the scenes tour which shows you all the stuff the regular tour does not. It is an extra $19. You can also go on the roof for another $19. Well when I got there I found out you have to buy the regular ticket even if you don't go on the tour and and the first available tour was at 2:30. I was there at 11:30 and I didn't want to wait and I didn't want to come back so I bagged it this year and will try again next year.

I did go to Sam's and get a bunch of stuff we needed for work and I went to Target and I went to Starbucks and the kitchen supply store.

I also ate at this Indian Restaurant near Books a Million. It was good and crowded. I was alone and I saw two male couples who looked to me to be gay. But how does one know? I can't ever figure it out how I can ever meet anyone who is gay. I mean you just can't go up to someone and say are you gay can we talk. That is frustrating for a guy like me. I am so isolated sometimes. I know it is of my own doing but is the reality of my life.

I watched the movie Fluffer last night. It was sad but an OK movie. The guys dick was huge but why is it that if they can show it once for about 3 seconds they can't show it again. The story was good and would lend itself to some naked shots but they just don't do it. I would think that the one shot they showed was enough to ruin their rating anyway so why no go all the way. I don't want a porn film but I do want some natural nudity and sex! :D

Have a good day. love to you all :kiss:
 
Amazing how the weeks just keep rolling around isn't it. It is Sunday again and almost time for church in a few minutes.

It was warm yesterday but cold and windy overnight.
We have a group of older folks staying here this weekend and all they have done is complain about how cold it is. I have the furnace turned up as high as I dare let it go without exploding and they are still cold. They have burned a whole rack of wood which usually will last 2-3 weeks in only two days. I can't convince them that by making their fire so big they are just sucking all the warm air out of the building and up the chimney.

People in the old days learned that you build a nice massive solid fireplace and then had a small fire going. The rocks and stones and bricks get hot and radiate heat. All the flames just go up the chimney and don't do a bit of good to heat you. Just a log every now and then will do the trick. But try and tell that to people especially hard headed old men and they look at you like you are a nut case.

Plus they don't have to split and stack the wood.

But it is true.

Peace to you all today and always :kiss:
 
I don't dread Monday's. It is just another day for me in my week. many people do dread Monday's but I have never had real weekends off in the past 30 years or so because of my work so I never got into that groove.

Its seems like my desk is really piled high with lots of stuff today so I am here early to start on the mound and see if I can whittle it down one paper at a time.

Hope your day is good and that you weekend was a great one for you. peace :kiss:
 
Huge fucking flakes of big white snow are falling right now. I mean huge flakes and very wet. Not sure how much they are predicting I will have to check that out later.

I am completely flying this morning. I came in and checked onto JUB and I had comments from some of my readers encouraging me to publish my work and not give it away for free on JUB. I never ever thought I had the kind of talent or stories within me that others would find so important in their lives.

As I told one person I feel all kind of fuzzy inside just thinking about it. But there is always a but in my life. The but that keeps me in the closet. The but that keeps me from having real sex with a but. The but that says you can't do that. The but that says how would you be able to eaxplain income from a gay publishing house? So I need to deal with all the buts in my life right now before moving in any direction.

Any comments or help would be appreciated.

I just wish I was dealing with a hard firm butt! ;)

Love you all and thanks. peace :kiss:
 
It was cold last night. Down into the teens. Makes me so thankful I have a nice warm house and a nice warm bed. So many people don't and I just wonder how they make it through a night like it was.

For some reason I woke up early this AM about 5 AM. I love that time of day when it is just starting to get light outside and you can see but not really see. The ambient light in the house is enough to see by and it is just so quiet and cool lying there in bed. The birds have not woken up yet and it is quiet.

I was working on more in my story yesterday until about 8 PM last night. I wrote a lot and then took some out as it just didn't fit and then I wrote some more and took some out. If I was a real writer I would have lots of time to go over and over the details but I just want to get the story out and finish it so all my readers can read it. I know there are some thjigs that don't match or get left out that should be in but I guess that is what editors do for a real writer.

So anyway I was lying there in bed feeling quite nice and I was running some different plots through my brain. As I did I got hard and then I played out different ways to make the story go and well I ended up jacking off. My cum tasted so thick and sweet this AM but it smelled so musky and strong. It was quite nice.

Great way to start the day. Then up and at 'em. Shower and shave and shit and read my daily mediations and then quick breakfast and feed the dog and off to work to check on JUB and see what has happed here overnight.

I wish you all a great day. peace :kiss:
 
I know that is so unusual for me now to have much to say but I really don't this AM.

A normal day I guess. Some important work to do.

I watched the DVD Circuit last night and was a bit depressed by it. The drug use really got me down. That so many guys would ruin their lives with those drugs just for that high and that immediate gratification. I know it is their life and they can do what they want but God they seem so gorgeous and they seem to have everything going for them so my question is why??? :confused:

But at the same time it is not fair for me to ask that question and I don't want anyone to think I am judging them as I did my share of drugs back in the 60's and 70's so I can hardly talk. ;)

Can anyone tell me what that stuff Bobby was injecting right into his dick was? Oh shit that made me cringe just to watch.

Also again I have to wonder. Here is a film completely about gay men and their LA lifestyle. The market is for gay men and not many people who are not gay would watch this film. So why do we get lots of upper body shots (and believe me they were great), lots and lots of gorgeous ass shots and simulated blow job shots and simulated fuck shots but only one shadow shot of Bobby's dick and one underwater shot of cocks.

I mean get real what would they lose by having some natural everyday shots of guys dicks and balls. Why is it we can't show a man's crotch on film but a woman is another story. I just don't get it.

Have a good day all :kiss:
 
Well its Friday in the mountains and we are expecting some snow to fall with freezing rain and other precipitation.

What it is going to do it will do and no amount of wishing or thinking will stop the weather!

I watched another "gay" film last night called Latter Days. It was quite good and was the story of a Mormon Boy who falls for his gay neighbor in LA.

I am sorry to judge but the Mormon Church is very scary and we should be more scared of them and what they do and say than of Muslims or other groups. They are extremest in the worst sense of the word. What they do to people is brain washing pure and simple and to me it has nothing to do with God or Jesus.

Have you read Under The Banner of Heaven by Jon Krakauer. WOW! If not do so.

But again my complaint with gay movies continues. I am not asking for porn and I don't even need the hard cocks but I would like to see a little natural flacid penis's when guys are walking around or take off their clothes. Come on now what the hell are they hiding? Why are we men so damned scared to show off our cocks on film?

I mean no Mormon is going to see this film and probably not many straight people will see it either so who could they possible offend by showing a little cock or a big cock or some cock?

The movie however was touching and I thought well done. It raised some interesting questions and the two lead guys were very awesome and hot.

So I hope all of you have a terrific Friday and a great weekend no matter what you do and who you are with. peace to all :kiss:
 
Wow I am mentally exhausted now. I have been working on Chapter Four of my story and I really am exhausted. I hope to post it later this afternoon.

Yesterday was cold, very windy, snowing, rainy, icy, sunny and then today is shirtsleeves and warm and sunny.

Go figure.

I watched the movie Priest last night and so many things are going round and round my brain today. What a movie! Very powerful and that is why the Catholic Church has tried to quash it. All throughout history that has happened with powerful messages. The church just doesn't like them. The powers that be within the church want to have a monoploy on the powerful ideas.

I hope you are well and having a great weekend especially my good friend Runner!

peace to all :kiss:
 
Hope everyone had a good weekend. Maybe you are looking forward to sleeping in today or maybe you have things to do. Maybe like me you are already at work. I got up today at 5 AM. Just couldn't sleep so I figured what the hell and got up.

Church will start soon, I have my first cup of coffee and I drove down to the little country store and picked up a paper. Carolina lost by one point yesterday and Duke won which is sad on both accounts! Hopefully Carolina will do better in the NCAA and Duke will do worse! :twisted:

Life is good. They are calling for snow today but it seems very warm out this AM. I didn't look to see what the temp was.

I had a couple of great wanks this weekend which felt good. I saw a couple of great films Priests and Jesus of Montreal. Both excellent and worth seeing.

I finished a chapter in my new story and got it posted so I guess I accomplished a lot.

peace to you today and always :kiss:
 
That is the name of the new Jack Johnson CD and it is great. I really love his music. So mellow and nice.

I watched his film made in 2000 called Thicker Than Water last night. Great music and it is about surfing. I am not a surfer but I have always been amazed at how they can do what they do on a board and a wave. Plus shit they are almost always good looking! LOL!

I put a lot of stuff in my new story about surfing but really know next to nothing about it.

Last night I also got out an old porn video I have called Student Bodies. It stars Lance and he is just amazing. Blond, great body and eyes and his cock is incredible. So beautiful and uncut. In the scene I picked out last night he brings this kid back to his place to watch a straight porn flick. I have to turn the sound down because the voice over is so stupid. They whip out their cocks to jack off and well then they start on each other. There are some amazing shots of this kid sucking on Lance's cock and just playing with it and pulling the foreskin back and all. I love the look when the foreskin covers the tip of the penis and you can almost see through it and the veins etc.

I can't really watch much of a porn film before I either just want to shoot my load or get a bit depressed cause I have never actually seen a hard cock or touched a hard cock except my own. I mean mine is great and all but well you get the picture. So I usually watch about 5 minute or so to get my fantasy started and then finish later in bed.

I also wrote part of another chapter yesterday so I had lots of jizz cooking in my balls and when I shot my load it actually filled up my hand and was almost overflowing before I could lick it off. It tasted really great last night and was mostly watery not thick and creamy. That usually happens when I write most of the day.

So anyway that is my pitiful existence here in the mountains.

peace to you all :kiss:
 
Today is starting out great. Beautiful sunshine and it is warm for a cold winter day. Early spring. Crocus and daffodils and my favorite the hyacinths are all coming up and blooming. I just love to lean down and touch the ground and put my nose right up to the flowers and drink deeply of their smell. Unlike any other in the world.

They say we are going to get some snow, freezing rain or something today. Go figure!

Got to love the weather cause if you don't like it wait a few minutes and it will change. Can't do anything about it except to talk about it! HA!

I finished another chapter yesterday before I went home. It felt good but very exhausting to get it out on paper or computer or whatever. But also very draining and my balls were churning and I was leaking all over myself. I watched some more in my Lance video Student Bodies last night. I finished the part with Lance and his young friend and then went on to just start the part in the pool with the blond hunk and the African American and then this supposedly younger kid who watches them from inside the house while listening to a Dodgers baseball Game. It is actually hilarious! Lance is amazing. What a smile! he is a great actor.

I hope you all have a great day!

peace :kiss:
 
What will it do today? What kind of weather will we have? Why am I worried about what the weather will or will not do today?

Lets just say I am worried and leave it at that for now.

I usually don't mind snow or ice or frozen drinks at all but today, tomorrow and Friday I would like for it not to snow or be some kind of heavenly frozen concoction if you please.

I watched the movie John's last night and I am throughly depressed and upset with our society and what we do to some of our youth. Some sick individuals make them objects in a perverted sexual game that they play. They use them up and then want more. They kill them without a second thought and there always seems to be a fresh supply of kids who are not wanted by their families for one reason or another and end up on the streets of our larger American cities. It is just tragic and I hate it.

There is nothing I can do about it except to hate it but it still depresses me and makes me madder than hell! I don't like to be depressed or madder than hell but I will take madder then hell over depressed any day.

So that is my day today.

And peace to you too! :D ;) :-) :twisted: :wave: :=D: ..| :kiss:
 
Why is it that folks freak out so much more today that in the past about the weather? It seems everyone drives a Subaru or a 4-wheel drive or whatever and yet they just freak when there is the least little bit of snow or frozen precipitation.

It just amazes me and I spoke to soon I guess yesterday so now I will just shut up and whatever happens will happen regardless of what I want.

I watched not one but two films yesterday. I was trying to do some research for my newest story so I got the surfer movie Step Into Liquid. It was just awesome. I can't believe the waves these guys are willing to surf. I could never do any of that shit. I am just a wuss I guess.

The other film was Dogtown and the Z Boys about the guys who started the whole skateboard craze. They were surfers who needed something to do when the surf was not up. They loved skating in empty swimming pools. They were awesome.

So have a wonderful day. peace :kiss:
 
Damn here it is after four o'clock and it is the first time I have really gotten to sit down with JUB all day. I did check in this AM and one other time but today it has been run run run work work work all day long.

Lots of folks to take care of and they all were pleased and had great things to say. I really do like to be busy it makes the day go by so quickly.

Yesterday was so cold and windy and snowy and frozen rain and what a difference a day can make. Today the snow is melting I am in short shirt sleeves it is warm and the sun is shining.

I hope that each of you have a blessed day and a great weekend full of fun things. peace :kiss:
 
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