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Still no word from Steve so maybe he has blown me off although he did not seem to be that type. I guess he is just busy with school and track and shit. Maybe picking up hay for some other farmer in the area trying to earn some extra bread.

I picked up yet more little this morning on my way to work. I just hate the stuff and can't for the life of me understand why folks throw it out for someone else to pick up. It just chaps my britches.

We have had 15 gorgeous days in a row although they say we may get some rain this afternoon later.

Lots to do getting ready for my trip next week. A week from today as a matter of fact.

peace to all :kiss:
 
Here it is afternoon and late afternoon at that and I haven't blogged today.

Sorry about that. Another gorgeous day. I think it is day 15 of gorgeous days. We had a small sprinkling of rain this afternoon but it did not amount to very much at all.

Still no word from Steve but I am sure he has been busy. Not much to talk about today.

A friend of mine has pneumonia and it is pretty bad. She is very sick and has been given a massive dose of antibiotics to try and knock it out of her system. I hate it that she is sick.

Hope your weekend is a good one. I am trying to tie up all my loose ends before laving on my trip next week. I am excited but apprehensive about leaving as well.

We have a stream clean up day in the htree counties aorund us tomorrow and I am going to clean up our creek. I try and keep it pretty clean as a rule but we shall see what I find tomorrow.

peace my friends :kiss:
 
Another day in the long string of gorgeous days. Wow it has been fantastic so far.

I have been out on the roads picking up litter and gotten quite a bit. I HATE LITTER as you all well know.

I also walked our creek and picked up a few stray bits of stuff. Not much which was good. It is the state wide clean up of streams and ocean fronts in North Carolina today.

Still no word from Steve. We will see. I did work on my new chapter for my story.

peace to all :kiss:
 
It is early on a Sunday morning and I like it. So quiet and so foggy outside. I had to turn on my headlights when I drove to the store to get the Sunday paper it was so foggy.

Saw two deer in the road as I drove and they looked at me briefly before bounding up the road bank and into the forest. I wonder what they think of me? Anything except get the hell out of here!?

Church in a few hours and then work and then a reception for a local non profit here.

Looks like another great day.

Peace to you all :kiss:
 
OK I know it's another gorgeous day and that is all I have to say right??? More of the same. Blah! Blah! Blah!

Well it is another gorgeous day and the sun is shinning and a really nice breeze is blowing and it is incredible. I mean it really is and that is awesome. I even ate my lunch outsdie on our porch and let the brezes blow. It was so nice.

Also I can't hardly believe it but Steven called today on his lunch break at the high school. He actually apologized for not calling sooner to set up and appointment but he had been busy with track and with studies and he had been helping some other farmers get in their hay to earn some extra cash. He was actually very chatty and I was amazed to hear his deep husky voice again. I recognized it before he even said his name.

Anyway I told him I was leaving town for 2 weeks on Thursday so if we were going to meet we had to do it before then and he asked me if Tuesday afternoon around 5:30 PM would be OK.

I asked him if he had any sort of resume and he said not really. I then asked him to jot down some important things in his life. What he had done, work history, sports, studies what he liked and didn't like, brothers and sisters, mom and dad, pets, hobbies, movies, books, music etc. so I would have something to work with as I crafted my letter of recommendation for him.

So shit on a stick he did call. I am amazed. Damn I hope I don't lose control while he is here!!! *|*

So anyway that is my news!

Love to you all and peace :kiss:
 
I shouldn't be nervous but I am and why? I mean nothing is going to happen this afternoon except in my brain. And why should it happen? I mean in truth how often does a relationship like this every really happen? Almost probably never and why should it? The age difference alone makes it stupid. I mean it is ridiculous and I feel like a ridiculous old man.

Part of it is I think because I am still a virgin and am stuck back in the age when I first knew I was attracted to guys. When I was a senior in high school and college. I can't seem to get out of that age period in my brain. Any suggestions about that? Is that normal? Am I normal? What the hell is normal? Why am I writing this I wonder? It is so embarrassing actually to admit this to myself let alone you my bolg readers.

I should be getting ready for my trip to Ireland for 2 weeks and not obsessing about some meeting with a young 18 year old track star who wants to get into Carolina and is using me as a reference. That is all it is. Just that and nothing more. Damn it is so weird.

Another great day here in our neck of the woods. beautiful and foggy right now but sunshine is on the way although they are saying we may get a few sprinkles later on.

Lots to do to get ready for my trip.

peace to you all :kiss:
 
OK I am sure all of you loyal readers couldn't sleep a wink last night just wondering what happened in my meeting with Steve yesterday afternoon. After he left I had to go home and jerk off 3 times in a row. Damn that almost never happens but it did yesterday and each ejaculation was huge guys! Damn it was awesome.

Of course nothing overtly happened with Steve but a lot happened in my mind. Oh shit.

Anyway back to the events of yesterday afternoon. It was about 5:15 PM and I got a call on my cell phone. It was Steve apologizing because he was running late. He sounded so cute and out of breath as he said he was sorry. Give him lots of extra credit for calling me to tell me. His voice was husky and had a wonderful sound to it.

He said that track practice had gone way over normal time and he could come right then or take a shower and be over in like an hour. Hell I went for it and told him to come over right now as I had some imaginary thing I had to do later. He told me he was all sweaty and probably stunk but I said come on. He laughed and hung up.

OK I was so nervous and I walked around the office straightening shit up and just being nervous you know and then I saw him drive up in his bad ass big truck. He jumped out and true to his word he was sweaty. But it was a beautiful sweat look. A model kind of sweat look. His medium length black hair was all wet and hanging down and he was wearing one of those track shirts that show off your pits and arms and ribs. It was very hot looking and those little running shorts they wear on the track really showed off his incredible long legs and gorgeous hunky thighs. As he walked across the parking lot I could see his calf muscles working and I was staring at his legs.

Shit he was a true high school jock type hunk. I'll bet all the girls are dropping dead around his feet every day.

So I opened my office door and stood there and said hi. He said hi and smiled. He was carrying a few sheets of paper in his hands.

We shook hands and he said hello again and I could feel the strength and the power in his grip. Damn I wished that grip was around my hard prick but it wasn't. LOL!

So I stood aside as he walked inside and I could smell his sweat and body odor. It was like perfume to me as I inhaled it.

He walked in and looked around my office and made a few comments and then found a chair and handed me the papers. I sat down and started to read them through. The usual stuff - father, mother, 2 little brothers and 1 bigger brother, worked odd jobs mowing lawns etc., in summer worked as life guard and camp counselor, good work history, A and B student, track, basketball, student government, newspaper, yearbook, loved to run, young democrat club (which surprised me), volunteered as a big brother to a young troubled boy, volunteered at a local park. Some other volunteer stuff. The usual stuff.

As I read it I glanced over at him. He was sitting straight up in the chair and had his hands on his things and he was rubbing them. He was looking around my office because I have all kinds of weird shit all over my walls. Sayings and posters and stuff like that. The shorts were short and I could see every curly hair on his legs and thighs. I tried to sneak a peak up the leg of the shorts but it was dark up there and I couldn't sea thing and he was probably wearing a jock strap. A couple of times he raised his shirt to wipe off his face and I could stare at his 6 pac abs and treasure trail. Damn he was so hot.

So anyway after reading the paper I asked him some questions about some of the items so I could have in mind who he was and what he wanted out of life. Mostly he wanted to run and go to college. He wasn't very sure of what was after college. I mean he was smart but as with many young guys he didn't want to really talk with an older man. He wasn't used to it and his answers were short and mostly yes and no. I tried to drag him out but it was hard work. He smiled a lot and was friendly but that was it.

We talked some more and then it was over. I told him I would write the letter today and put it in the mail unless he wanted to come by and pick it up. He said he wouldn't have time today and the mail was fine.

I told him to please keep me posted an let me know how it went and if he got in and if I could do anything more for him to let me know. He shook my hand again sending sparks up and down my arm and right straight into my crotch! He told me thanks and he would keep in touch and then he was out of my office, across the parking lot into his bad ass truck and gone from my life.

All have left of Steve is my memories and a few sheets of paper that I will keep forever. Oh well. But it was a great wank later as I said.

So lots to do today getting ready to leave. I will be in the office in the morning early and then leave to drive to the airport.

Hope you all miss me when I am gone and hope I have some stories to tell about the nice Irish Lads I find or at least see and have fantasies about! ROTFL!

peace :kiss:
 
I am back from my pilgrimage to Ireland and it was life changing experience for me in many ways.

What a straight country!!!!

I think being gay in Ireland must be the hardest place on earth. Perhaps I am wrong.

More when I dig out from under all my mail etc.

Peace to you all :kiss:
 
It has been so much harder to come back to work than I thought. The pile of mail and e-mails are enormous and we have so much going on this week. Wow!!!!

I did have a marvelous time in Ireland. It was magical and life changing as we visited so many ancient pilgrimage sites around the country.

So much was going on in Ireland that we never hear about in the history books and we tend to think of the pre-Christian era as somehow lacking in sophistication or smarts or something. But these people were incredible!

I have to go but wanted you all to know I am still here just buried for awhile.

peace and thanks for all your PM's and messages. :kiss:
 
I am just trying to figure out how to put into words what my trip meant to me. It is so hard and usually I am never at a loss for words in any situation. It is quite weird. My life was chaged.

Please know that I am trying but but but but but the correct words are not there yet.

I did try my first ever Guinness and I LOVED it. They call it Mothers Milk over there and it was awesome! No wonder so many of the older Irish men have big bellies!

The countryside was so green and so full of farms and sheep and cows and old ruins and wonderful friendly people. Lots and lots of pubs everywhere just in case you developed a thirst along the way.

Lots of gay bashing going on in Dublin at least that is what they reported in the papers. Not a very gay friendly place from the little I could see but of course as I am not out at all how could I really tell but one has a sense about some things.

Lots going on at work this week that will keep me distracted so I am trying guys.

peace :kiss:
 
I am still just trying to process all that I saw and learned about Irish culture and history the past two weeks. My brain is overflowing and almost feels like a computer crash. So much information was pumped in and so much new and different ways of looking at history and the world that I feel disoriented in many ways. I want to put it into words but they aren't adequate for what I saw and learned and felt on my trip.

Plus this week is probably the busiest week in our town and our valley and my job for the whole year so that has added to my confusion.

I am going in for a colonoscopy on Monday so please keep me in your thoughts and prayers if that is your bent.

I will write more at some point.

Love you all and thanks for bearing with me. :kiss:
 
It was intense, it was wonderful, it was tiring, it was full but in the end it was OVER!!!

Till next year that is. Glad it only happens once a year.

Today I go in for my colonoscopy so I spent all day where you might ask or at least from 1 PM on. In my house very near to my toilet where I was sitting much of the afternoon, evening and night. And now I am all clean and raring to go. Have at my butt Doc and see what you can see.

I will let you know how everything goes. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers please.

peace :kiss:
 
Colonoscopy went very well. I was out like a light and the next thing I new they were calling my name to wake me up.

The Doctor said he was able to get all the way up and that I was clean. I had three small polyps near my rectum opening which he removed and sent away but he said they looked fine.

So that is good.

Now it is on to my total hip replacement in November! Lots of time in the hospital this year!

Today is sunny and warmer but was cool last night with a wonderful full moon. Don't you just love the full moon. Wow it lights everything up.

Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers and PM's etc. Love you all :kiss:
 
This morning I was thinking about how much I really like the change in seasons all except for one thing. I mean I love the cool crisp air and the leaves turning colors and falling to the ground. I love the snow and all of that.

What I don't like is that all the cute good looking hot guys cover up in winter. No more flip flops showing off great feet and toes, no more shorts showing off great legs and calf's, no more t-shirts showing off abs, and pecs and nipples and treasure trials and Apollos Belts etc.

Boo Hoo. No more looking at hot guys until next spring when they start to take it all off again! I love that time.

I guess I will just have to make due on my stored up memories and fantasies of hot guys I have seen this past spring and summer and believe me there have been quite a few.

Love you all and peace :kiss:
 
I don't know about you but around my neck of the woods so to speak we have been having beautiful fall weather. Not so much color in the leaves this fall but the days start out all misty and foggy and then the sun comes up and burns away the fog and we are left with a warm and sometimes hot sunny day. WOW!

I just finished reading the book Dissolution by C. J. Sansom. It was great. A medieval crime novel set in the time of Cromwell and Henry VIII when they were trying to dissolve all the Roman Monasteries in England and steal their land and their gold. They were successful in their endeavor and so much art and history was lost because of these stupid men.

It makes me so mad. Similar to what the Tailaban did in Afghanistan recently.

I also got a wonderful film from Netflix. A very old favorite of mine that I have been looking for. It was a 1982 film of the brilliant Australian director Gillian Armstrong called Starstruck. Quirky and funny and lots of great costumes and dances numbers and the music is so great. I love it!

Hope you are planning a great weekend no matter where you are. I am working but it will be nice.

peace :kiss:
 
It was very foggy this morning when I got up about 6 AM, took my shower, shaved, drank my black cherry juice for my gout and headed over to the kitchen for some coffee.

I saw about 3 maybe 4 deer under the apple tree eating apples. The apples this year have been spectacular. So juicy and delicious. Nothing like the ones we get in the stores for the rest of the year. Oh they are so good. I eat them all day long.

The fog was floating around the valley and my headlights cut through as I drove along the road towards the kitchen. It was magical and beautiful.

Now I have my coffee and I am writing in my blog and the world seems to be fine. I do pray for those folks affected in Mexico by the hurricane. the terrible strength of the wind and the rain. WOW! It must be awful to be in the middle of all that.

Hope you day is a good one. :kiss:
 
Another gorgeous day here in the mountains of Western North Carolina. It was 34 degrees this AM when I got up at 6 AM. Nice! Got to love it.

Some of my co-workers reported frost on their cars when they got up this AM

Coffee was good. Nice and hot!

Church was OK. We had a woman preach today and she has a good message about acceptance and how we need to even love our enemies and those with whom we might have issues or disagree. Hard but true.

Got a lot done yesterday in the office and today has been good as well. Always more to do.

Love you all. Have a great day and a wonder-filled week :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
 
It is lightly raining this AM. Perhaps it could be called just a drizzle of rain. It is wet and we haven't had much rain in awhile although the folks in Florida are going to get pounded today.

I am keeping them all in my thoughts and prayers as they ride out this latest storm in shelters and in their houses and try to make sense of the destruction that will follow. What a year it has been for our world.

I have a big meeting today and we were supposed to go out into the woods at some point to see a future building site and now with the rain that may or may not happen. We will have to see what happens.

I worked on my story yesterday and then in the afternoon went home to my chair overlooking our valley and jerked off. I guess the thoughts in my fantasy while I was writing must generate more sperm in my balls because I shot a huge load. I mean it was incredible. I am always amazed at the amount of jizz that I can produce at my age. Just wish that someone was here to share it with me! LOL!

As I drove to work in the dark this AM I had 4 deer in the road looking at me. I stopped the truck and just watched them until they decided to go on their way up into the dense rhododendron woods.

Oh shit yeah I almost forgot. Steve called me on Saturday. You remember him I hope because I sure do. Well he called on Saturday to tell me that one he had just won an incredible race against their biggest rival and he was feeling great and he had gotten early acceptance at Carolina and he wanted to thank me for my help. It was good to hear his voice. Now if he had only said "Is there anything I can do to repay me for my help," then all would have been right with the world. Ha! ROTFL! Wouldn't that have been a shocker.

Hope all of you are well. peace to you and yours :kiss:
 
Yesterday one of our maintenance guys came in and quit and said his last day would be Thursday. Not even the decnecy to give two weeks notice and his new employer should encourage him to do that. Yeah he is young about 22 but still. We will survive but it still sucks. The kid hasn't even looked at the full picture just the $$ per hour figure. Here he gets full medical, dental and life insurance, a 9% pension and paid vacation and he won't get any of that where he is going but he is just looking at the $$$ per hour.

Live and learn as they say.

Then today his buddy came in and gave his notice as well and he is leaving on Thursday. Quite a coincidence isn't it? We will get by and I NEVER stop anyone from quitting a job. If they get to that point they are usually already gone in their own minds anyway and it will be a good thing in the long run.

But it does cut us short for the next few weeks while we try and replace them.

Ah the life of being the boss. No one ever said it would be easy.

peace to all of you today :kiss:
 
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