WATCHING BRAD
Part VII
Part VII
Well, now. Things were just getting better and better. Just a few hours ago, Brad was telling me he thought he was falling in love with me, and now he's telling me he wants to suck me off. Now, don't get me wrong. I like head as much as the next guy, but Gee-sus Murphy! Brad was a guy! Granted, he's prettier than The Bitch, but he's a guy! He doesn't even know what sex is, and he wants to have it with me.
You're up to your ass in it now, de Villiers. Look where your curiosity got you.
Hey! Wait a minute! That isn't what he said. He said, "That's what I think I want to do to you." There's a big difference - wanting to do something and just thinking you want to do it. So, he's not sure. He wants to experiment with me. He might be gay, and he might not. He wants to use me to find out.
So, what if I let him do it? What if he likes it and wants to do it again? What if he likes it so much he wants to do it all the time? What if he wants me to do it to him? Even if I felt inclined to suck a cock, what in hell could I do with that pole he carries around? My jaws hurt just thinking about it. And then I remembered him cumming. I had just watched him. He couldn't even take it all in his mouth. He had to let the rest drip down his cock. What if he wanted me to take it like he did? The pizza and beer started rolling in my stomach.
I don't even know why I was thinking about this. Getting a blowjob from Brad simply wasn't an option, especially when he wasn't even sure he wanted to do it. I mean, it's every guy's dream to be able to suck themselves off and have a blowjob instead of having to jerk off, but that didn't make them cocksuckers. It just made them lucky. Brad was lucky, but he wasn't a cocksucker.
"We'll talk about that later, Brad," I said. "Right now, I need a cigarette - or maybe two. . . or three."
"Want some company?"
"Sure," I said.
Brad sat up. "I'll just. . . um. . . clean up first. Oh, shit! I got some on your sofa!"
"It's Scotch Guarded. It washes off. I'll be out back."
I walked to the patio door, slid it open, and walked out onto the patio, closing the door behind me. The humidity was settling in again for the night, but there was a nice breeze. I opened the door again, stuck my head inside, and yelled, "Brad! Bring some beers with you!"
"Okay!" he yelled back from down the hall.
"I need some patio furniture," I said to myself out loud. "A few chairs, a nice table. Maybe with an umbrella. A few loungers. And a great, big, fat butt bucket." I thought of the big, fat, butt bucket and decided right then and there that I would quit smoking. . . right after I finish this cigarette.
I popped one out of the package, stuck it in my mouth, and lit it up. I made my way to the stone wall and sat down. Brad appeared a few minutes later, carrying four bottles of beer. His shorts were all done up now, and he was carefully packed away again in them, but he was still bare- chested. He set two of the beers on the stone wall and sat down beside me, twisting off the caps and handing me one of the bottles.
"Thanks," I said.
"Welcome," he replied. "You know, Perkins never knew I could do that. I never showed him. No-one knows I can do it except you."
"Why did you show me?"
"I don't know. It's like I was saying before. Something's happening to me and I don't understand it. I've only known you for one day and already I want you to know everything there is to know about me. I wanted you to know I could do that. I like being with you. I feel comfortable with you."
"Brad, I'm not gay."
He turned on me. "Dammit, Ted! Do you have to keep telling me that!? You think I don't know that!?"
"Keep your voice down!" I warned him.
His voice dropped to a harsh whisper. "You think I'm going to rape you or something? I wouldn't do that to you, Ted! I don't even want to have sex with you!"
"Then what was all that in the house?" I whispered. "You give yourself a blowjob and then you tell me you want to give me one, too, and now you tell me you don't even want to have. . ." And then it hit me. Square in the face. Full impact. "Oh, shit, Brad. You were going to give me a blowjob so I would be your friend."
In the light of the moon hanging over the rooftop and the light from the livingroom filtering out into the night, I could see Brad nodding his head.
"Oh, Brad." I said. I set my beer and cigarette onto the wall beside me and grabbed Brad by the arms. "Shit! Listen to me, Brad. Are you listening?"
"Yes."
"You can't buy friends," I told him. "You're young. You think you can, but when you get older, like me, you realize that you can't. They stay friends as long as you keep giving them what they want, but the moment you stop, them moment you realize you're only there for one thing, they walk."
"But you bought me all that food, and you took me school and to the Tower and the restaurant and everything."
"And you think I was buying your friendship?"
"Yes."
"I did it because you're already my friend. I didn't have to buy that. You gave it to me. I did it because I wanted to."
"And I wanted to give you a blowjob."
"No, you didn't," I told him. "You thought you had to. There's a big difference, Brad. And you don't have to buy my friendship. You had it the instant you picked up that dresser yesterday. Just like you gave me your friendship."
"Friends do things for each other," he said. There was a whole lot of confusion going on.
"Friends give friends apple fritters. They don't give them blowjobs."
"But what if I really want to give you a blowjob someday?"
"Well," I said as I took my hands from his arms, "I'll have to think about that one."
"So will I," he said quietly.
I picked up my beer and smoke, took a swig of the beer and a drag of the smoke. Both tasted pretty darned good. Maybe I'll quit smoking tomorrow instead. "It's too hot to think," I said. "Can we just talk?"
"Sure."
Can I ask you a personal question, then?"
"Sure," he repeated.
"It's about your parents. They're a lot older than I thought they would be and, to be honest, you don't look like either of them."
Brad shrugged. "That's because they probably adopted me."
"You mean you don't know for sure?"
"No."
"Don't you want to know?"
"No. They're my parents. They're the ones who love me. They're the ones I love. If I have another mother and father, they're not my parents and I wouldn't even want to know who they are."
"I think I'd want to know."
"Not me," he said. "I don't want to know anyone who could give me away."
"They might not have had a choice."
"Everyone has a choice, Ted. If they loved me, they wouldn't have given me away."
"You're talking like you already know."
"I don't know for sure," he said, "but I'm pretty sure I am. I just don't want to know. Mom and Dad are the only parents I want to have."
And then I started to chuckle.
"What's so funny?" Brad asked with a smile. I could see his chipped tooth, even in the dim light.
"I was just thinking about your Mom this afternoon," I said. "You walk into the kitchen with a basketball in your pants and she's embarrassed by your ‘Kiss Me I'm Beautiful' T-shirt."
Brad grinned. "Yeah, well. She didn't like me wearing tight shorts at first until she found out the loose shorts didn't help. Dad's the really funny one, though."
"Your Dad? He didn't sound like the funny type to me."
"Yeah, but he is, in his own way." Brad laughed. "He keeps reminding me how much money I'm saving on those penis enhancement pills."
"As if you needed them." I laughed with him and drained the rest of my beer. "Got another beer there?"
He twisted off the cap and handed me the bottle.
I took another drink, and so did Brad, and then said quietly, "Ted? Thank you for watching me tonight."
"You're welcome, I think. Why are you thanking me for that?"
Brad hung his head down, not quite hiding his shy smile. "It kinda turned me on," he said. "I've never done it with someone so close to me like that and it was more exciting than I expected."
"Did you do it to try to buy my friendship?"
"No," he admitted. "I did it because I wanted to. I like you watching me do it."
"Well, I have to admit that I enjoy watching you." I lit up another cigarette.
He looked up at me again. "Would you like to watch me do it again sometime?"
"Would you like me to watch you?" I asked.
"Yes."
"Then I'd like to watch."
Brad stood up then, unbuttoned his jeans and slid the zipper down. Even in the dim light, I could see his hardening cock pushing at the denim.
"You're going to do it here? Now?"
"If I don't, I'm going to hurt myself." Brad hooked his thumbs into his shorts and underwear and pushed them to the grass. He pulled one foot out and kicked them away with the other. I could hear them hit the grass somewhere. He wasn't hard yet, but he was getting there. Fast.
He sat down again, cupping his balls in his hand to keep them from banging into the stone wall, and wrapped his hand around his cock. Within three strokes, he was hard and ready to go.
It was kinky. Sitting out here in my back yard in nothing but his socks and whacking away at his meat. What was worse, my own cock was hard as well. I don't know why I found this so exciting, but I did. I decided not to wait for bedtime this time. I dropped my cigarette to the ground, undid my own shorts, pushed them to my knees, and joined him.
Neither of us lasted long. When Brad started cumming, so did I. I always thought I was doing good if I could squirt all the way to my nipples when I was lying down. I never shot that high when I was sitting up. I did this time, though. Probably because of what I was seeing.
Brad's orgasm was amazing, even after having had one just a little while ago. The first shot cleared his head entirely, landing somewhere in his own back yard. The second and third shots splattered his face and hair. The rest coated his chest and stomach.
When he was finished, he kept stoking gently, squeezing the last drops of cream out of his pump. His mouth was hanging open and Brad was gasping for breath and groaning as quietly as he could. His chest heaved in and out and his whole body jerked in the aftermath. I remember when my own orgasms had felt that good.
He ran his tongue around his lips, gathering the cum which had landed there. "Gee-sus, Murphy!" he said.
Cum dripped off his eyebrow and onto his eye. Fortunately, his eyes were closed, but he clenched them tighter and his hand came up quickly and wiped at the semen. He scooped it onto his fingers and wiped it on his chest, then wiped at his eye again as cum continued dripping onto it. I quickly checked my pockets. No tissue, no nothing. I pulled off my shorts.
"Hold still, Brad," I said when he was wiping the cum on his chest for the second time. I used the leg of my shorts to gently wipe his eye and eyebrow. I stuck my hand in the other leg and sopped up the cum on his forehead, then changed to a dry spot and wiped his eyes again.
"Okay," I said, "try to open your eyes."
He did, slowly, then clenched them shut and opened them slowly again. He blinked hard a few times, opened his mouth and opened his eyes wide, then blinked again. "Well," he said, "that was a damned stupid thing to do."
I laughed lightly as I pulled up my tighty-whities. "You okay?"
"I feel like an idiot, but I'm okay."
"Rather anti-climactic after the good bits, wasn't it. Sure puts a damper on the mood."
Brad turned to me and grinned. "Sure did, didn't it? I guess I should have brought out a Kleenex or something."
"Gee-sus, Murphy, Brad! You need a roll of paper towels to clean all that up!"
We laughed. And then he stopped and stared at me. His hand came up to my cheek, his touch barely a whisper on my skin. "Thank you, Ted."
He must have thought his hand was on my cheek for too long because he suddenly pulled it away and said, "Sorry."
"That's okay. I didn't mind."
He turned to the back yard, scanning the ground. "Did you see where my shorts went? I have to see if I can get in the house without Mom and Dad seeing me so I can get a shower."
"You can use mine," I suggested. "I have to take one myself."
"Cool," he said, "but I still need my pants."
I pointed into the dark. "I think they went thataway."
"You're a big help." Brad stood up and started walking, scanning the ground as he went. A moment later, he said, "Found ‘em." He came back to the wall, carrying his shorts and underwear. "Do you mind if I leave them off until I get showered? I hate cummy clothes."
"Why don't you go in now and have one. I'll have another smoke while you're in there."
"Okay," Brad said. "Can we come back out and sit for awhile after? I like it out here."
"Sure."
"This has been the best day of my life, Ted. Thanks for everything."
"It's been a pleasure, believe me."
Brad tilted his bottle and chugged the rest of his beer, gathered up the empty bottles, and headed into the house. I watched him go. I lit a cigarette and took a deep drag on it.
"What in hell did you just do, Ted de Villiers!?" I asked myself.
"You jerked off watching Brad jerk off, you moron!!" I answered myself.
I thought about putting on my shorts, but they were soaked with cum. Not much of it was mine. It was mostly Brads. Boy, that kid could shoot! With the size of his nuts, though, I shouldn't be surprised. I spread out my shorts and laid them over the wall beside me.
I looked over my shoulder to where that first shot would have landed. You know, the one that pole-vaulted right over his head. It was back there somewhere, fertilizing the grass. I remembered my cock twitched when I saw that. The beginning of it was already above his head before the tail left his cock. And then it continued flying like a party streamer, right on over him, and not a drop landed on him. I was almost waiting for the fireworks to burst.
It was a clean vault. He didn't even wobble the bar. That's when my own orgasm started. I remember that. As soon as I saw Brad cumming, I knew I wouldn't be able to stop my own. Hell, if Brad sold tickets to watch him cum, I'd be first in line to buy mine, and I'd buy a season pass.
And I didn't know why.
What in hell was going on with me? I don't like porn. I don't like watching people have sex. Not even with themselves. But, here I was, getting turned on watching Brad. Gee-sus, Murphy, Ted, you're getting weird.
Okay. Think. What's the attraction? Is it just the size of his prick? His balls? Is it the way he jerks himself off? Do I wish I had what he had so I could do it, too? Is it his youth? Is it his boyish beauty? These were all questions in my mind, and I didn't have answers to any of them. Just like Brad didn't have answers for his own questions. But Brad was trying to find himself. I wasn't. I found myself years ago. Lindsay was proof of that. But here I was. Looking for answers again.
I shook my head to clear it. Too many beers to think. Tomorrow would be a better time to do it. I always do my best thinking on Monday when I'm at work.
Oh, yeah. I took the next two days off. Well, I'm screwed, I thought. Might as well start now. I lit up another cigarette as I waited for Brad.
People get lost in thought sometimes. I was more than lost. I wasn't even sure which planet I was on. All I know is I almost fell off the wall when Brad said, "Hi, Ted."
"Gee-sus, Murphy, Brad!" I yelled. "Wear a bloody cowbell or something! Whistle! Say ‘Yoo hoo'! Do anything! Just let me know you're here!"
"You're funny when you're scared," he said, grinning from ear to ear as he sat down and set four more beers beside him.
"Yeah, well, it won't seem so funny when you have to help the paramedics cart me off to the Stiff House!"
He giggled, and I couldn't stay mad at him long. His giggle had a way of cheering me up fast.
"Shower's empty," he said after a few moments.
"I'll wait until I go to bed," I said. "I can wait. I dribble when I cum. You paint."
He was quiet as he twisted off the caps of two beers and handed me one. "You know, that's the first time I've ever seen a man do that."
"What, cum?"
Brad nodded. "And masturbate, too," he said quietly. "I liked it. I'd like to watch you again sometime." His head remained aimed at the darkness, but his eyes turned to meet mine. "If you'll let me."
"Aw, come on, Brad," I said, "you don't want to watch an old gaffer like me whacking his Willie. I'm out of shape. My love handles are bigger than your pecs. You've got more hair in your nose than I've got on my chest. I've got a dick that would fit in a Pez dispenser."
"Don't do that, Ted."
"Do what?"
"Put yourself down like that. You're a good looking man, and you're a nice man."
"And I'm almost twice your age, Brad," I said. "Wouldn't you rather find some young buck like yourself to watch?"
I could see his head shaking. "No." He stared at me across the darkness. And then he leaned forward again. I knew he was going to kiss me, but he wasn't aiming for my cheek this time. He was going straight for the lips. I thought he would stop, but he didn't. I thought I would stop him, but I couldn't. His lips pressed against mine. He didn't do anything else, and neither did I. We just stayed there like that for a moment, our lips pressed together, and then he pulled away again, and when he did, I saw that his eyes were closed.
He opened them and looked at me, and then he turned away. He took a deep breath and let it out, then grabbed his beer and set it between us. "Better drink that before it goes flat," he said as he stood up. "If you need help tomorrow, just knock on the door. I'll be home all day."
I stood up. "Brad?"
He didn't look at me. "Thanks for the best day of my life, Ted," he said softly. "Goodnight."
Without another word, he stepped over the wall and left. I watched his silhouette as he walked between our houses and disappeared around the corner at the front of his. I sat back down on the wall and pulled out another cigarette.
Behind me, the light from Brad's bedroom came on. I didn't turn around.
To Be Continued































