WATCHING BRAD
Part 128
Brad had heard of The Village, but he'd never been there until that Saturday night. I'd been there several times with Bill and Warren over the years and had enjoyed myself immensely despite being a straight man in the gay world. The Village is a Mecca for Canadian gays, located in the Garden District, right in the heart of the Toronto city centre, just one block east of Yonge Street and south of Bloor. The Village is one of the largest gay communities in the world, and Brad was about to experience it for the first time.
The taxi cab dropped us off on Church Street near Bloor Street. It was still warm and sultry that night, perfect for all the clothes hounds to express themselves. Guys in leather, guys in cowboy attire, transvestites in dresses. . . everything you could possibly hope to see was there.
Brad brought to my attention a young man who had cut the crotch out of his jeans, exposing the crisp, white, and blatantly-stuffed jock he wore beneath. An open suede vest exposed his muscular chest and washboard abs. His white, wide-brimmed cowboy hat shadowed his eyes from view. He stood alone, leaning against a wall, his right leg bent slightly and his foot planted flat against the brick wall.
"Hustler," I said.
"A prostitute?"
"Yup. A guy like that can make as much money in a night as I can make all week."
"Gee-sus, Murphy," Brad exclaimed softly.
"Dangerous work, though. Especially with AIDS flying around."
We stopped to watch discreetly as an older, well-dressed man approached the young man, stood beside him, planted his palm firmly over the guy's jock, and talked to him.
"They're making a deal," I told him. "Setting the price. He looks to be built like you. A guy like that can make big money just getting a blowjob from that man."
The older man rubbed his hand up and down over the swelling jock. The younger cowboy let him, but only for a few seconds, then reached down and grabbed the man's wrist and lifted his hand away. The jock was lewdly extended now, pushed out into a vicious arc fully twice as large as it had been only moments earlier. I had seen that sight often in Brad's underwear and Speedo. I knew what kind of night the older man would have if the deal were to be made.
The two men talked quietly, then both nodded and turned to walk away from us down the street.
"Gee-sus, Murphy," Brad whispered into the night.
We continued walking, passing couples kissing and necking, talking and laughing. People went into bars and other people came out of them. Some guys blatantly ogled Brad. Others walked past with nary a glance. Others ogled me. Chacun à son goût, as Warren would say.
Brad and I strolled slowly along, walking hand-in-hand and taking in the sights and sounds around us. Music poured from the many bars and lounges lining the street and neon lights flashed all around us. I felt comfortable being there with Brad. I felt I belonged there. I didn't realize it until later, but I didn't have one single thought that night of being a Sugar Daddy. I was simply a man proudly and madly in love with the most beautiful man in the city.
* * * * *
There are gay bars in Toronto's Village which cater to virtually every preference - from soft, baby-faced twinks to cowboys to hardcore leather, and the music styles change in each bar to suit the clientele. It's quite easy to know which bar caters to which crowd by the music blasting out the doors and windows and the people who gather outside on the street.
I walked Brad through The Village before we turned around and began checking out some of the bars. Many we bypassed entirely. Others we stepped inside and turned around and walked back out again. Some we couldn't get into because of the queues. Occasionally, we found one where we could go in, sit down, and have a beer. Brad seemed to be enjoying himself, getting up to dance with me when the mood struck us, but mostly we just sat around and talked and looked at the people around us.
It was nearing eleven o'clock. Brad had gone to use the restroom and I sat at our small table, listening to the loud music and watching the dancers on the floor. Many of the men had removed their shirts and several attention hounds had removed their pants as well. No-one was naked, but one guy was as close to being naked as he could get. The tiny, red thong he wore barely covered his genitals and his ass was totally bare. He was cute enough, and sexy, but the kid couldn't dance if his life depended on it. I suppose, though, that he wasn't there to show off his dancing skills. His body was getting the attention he craved.
I was watching him flailing around on the dance floor when someone grabbed my arm viciously. It was Brad, and he looked furious. "Come on, Ted!" he yelled, "we're getting the hell out of here!"
"But our beer. . ." I objected.
"Fine!" he shouted. "Stay here if you want! I'll find my own way back to the hotel!" He turned away from me and stomped off toward the door. I quickly checked the table to make sure we were leaving nothing behind, jumped up, and ran after him.
He was already storming up Church Street when I caught up to him. "Brad! Wait!"
Brad stopped, his head tilted back, his face aimed at the night sky overhead. His eyes were closed, as were his fists. His jaws worked together as he fought to contain his anger. His chest heaved in and out like a bellows as he forcefully sucked air into his lungs through his nose and blew it out again. I could feel it blowing across my own face.
My hands went to his arms and I held him. "Brad, what happened?"
Brad didn't answer immediately. He stood there, breathing deeply until he finally began to relax. I still held his arms. Eventually, his head tilted forward and he opened his eyes to look at me. "The fuckin' asshole grabbed me, Ted," he said angrily. "I was standing there taking a leak and the fuckin' bastard stepped right up beside me and reached out and grabbed hold of my dick!"
"It happens in these places, Brad," I said, trying to calm him.
His face burned red when he answered me. "Not to
me, it doesn't!
No-one touches me like that except
you!"
I watched, surprised, as the red suddenly washed out of Brad's face and his eyes began to fill with tears. I quickly grabbed him into a strong, protective embrace and he collapsed against me, sobbing gently into my shoulder.
"Why did I have to be born this way, Ted," he cried softly. "I'm just a slab of meat to everyone. Nobody likes me just because I'm me. It's never going to change."
I put my hands back on Brad's arms and pushed him back. He reluctantly moved away from me so I could look at him, but his head was bowed and his eyes were diverted to the right. "Brad, look at me," I told him firmly. He closed his eyes. "Please, Brad, look at me." I squeezed his arms to let him know I meant business.
Slowly, his eyes opened and his head turned to face me. His gaze caught mine and I held it. My right hand moved up to his face, my fingers wiping away the moistness on his cheeks. "It already changed, Brad," I said, my voice calm and hushed. "It changed when we fell in love with each other. To that cowboy, it's a blessing. To you, it's a curse. Do you think that man we saw earlier was interested in the cowboy? The only thing he was interested in was what he was willing to pay money to get. Neither of them will ever have what we have. Never."
Brad remained silent for a few long moments, and then his face began to relax and soften. "I don't want to go to any more bars, Ted," he said."
"Okay," I promised as I removed my hand from his cheek, "we won't. But I don't want to go back to the hotel yet. This is our night out." I thought quickly, trying to recall the places I had been with Bill and Warren. The one I had hoped to remember popped into my mind. "Look, there's somewhere else I'd like to take you. Do you trust me?"
"Of course."
"It's a lounge," I explained, "but the people are different there. It's a quieter crowd. More sensible. Nothing will happen to you there."
He still looked hesitant, so I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. Brad's arms came around me and hugged me tightly as we kissed. I'm not sure if Brad noticed the wolf whistles and the cheers, but, if he noticed, he didn't let on. He held the kiss for quite awhile before letting me go.
When he looked at me again, he smiled. "Okay, I'll go." He took my hand and I turned to lead him to our next destination when he stopped, pulling me back with him. "There's the guy from the bathroom," he whispered. "The guy in the blue shirt."
He looked older than Brad, but younger than me. Twenty-four, twenty-five, perhaps. He was black, not particularly tall, but solidly built and quite attractive. He was leaning against a wall, his hands tucked behind his back, looking at something or someone up the street. "He's the one who grabbed you?" I asked.
"No. He grabbed the other guy from behind and made him let go of me. Come on." Brad dragged me along as he hurried over to his rescuer before I had a chance to say anything.
As we drew near, the young man turned to face us, surprised to see us so close and getting closer. He came away from the wall, his hands falling to his sides.
"Hi," Brad said with a bright smile. "Thanks for helping me back there."
The man shrugged it off as Brad held out his hand in greeting.
"I'm Brad. This is my boyfriend, Ted."
The young man took Brad's hand and shook it. "Brook," he said. His voice was deep and melodious. He shook my hand next. His grip was extremely firm and his biceps bulged, pressing into the short sleeves of his ocean blue shirt. "Pleased to meet you."
"Look," Brad said after Brook and I released our handshake, "we're heading for some lounge Ted knows and I'd like to buy you a drink. Care to join us?"
Brook held up is hands, palms facing us. "Oh, that isn't necessary. I don't wish to intrude on your date. I only wished to see that you were okay. No-one deserves to be treated the way he treated you. He didn't hurt you, did he?"
"Well, sort of," Brad said, blushing, "but I'll get over it."
Brook smiled then, a polite, gentle smile belying his powerful build. "He certainly didn't seem to want to let go, did he?"
Brad chuckled then. "I thought I was going to have to go home with him." Brad put his arm around Brook's shoulders and grabbed my hand with the other. "Come on. Let's go have a drink. You don't mind if my boyfriend tags along, do you?"
Brook laughed a deep, hearty laugh. "Not at all," he said. "But just one drink. Your cart doesn't need a third wheel."
Once we began walking, Brad removed his arm from Brook's shoulders. "Are you from Toronto?" he asked.
"Born and raised," Brook replied. He glanced over at me. "I don't believe I've ever seen either of you in The Village before."
"We're pretty new to the scene," I said. "Besides, our family keeps us pretty busy on weekends."
"Family?"
"I'm divorced," I explained. "I have a ten-year-old daughter and I've just adopted twin boys."
"Really. How long have you two been together then?"
"Almost a year," I replied.
"I helped Ted move into his house," Brad added. "He bought the place next door to me and almost got caught in a wicked storm. We became neighbours, then we became friends, and then we fell in love with each other. We're getting married in July."
"Seriously?" Brook asked excitedly, grabbing Brad's arm and stopping both of us in our tracks. We held out our ringed hands to show him. Brook grabbed each of our hands in turn, shaking them. "Congratulations to you both," he said. "Change of plans. Tonight, the drinks are on me."
It was our turn to protest, but Brook would hear none of it. "Nonsense," he said. "Now, where were we going?"
"I don't remember the name," I replied. "It's a lounge up this way somewhere. I remember they always had a lot of local art on the walls."
"I know the place," Brook said. "My friend plays piano there on weekends. Come on."
We started walking again, following Brook's lead. I had originally resented his intrusion on our night out, but I was beginning to really like the guy. Besides, Brad had invited him, and this night was all for Brad. If he wanted Brook to tag along for awhile, I wouldn't object.
We didn't walk far. Only a block later, we were at the place. It was just as I remembered it. A quiet place with quiet tables, and a piano player dressed in a tuxedo playing background music. Art still decorated the walls with little signs attached beneath them: This Piece for Sale. There was a clear space for dancing, but it wasn't officially a dance floor of any sort, and no-one was dancing. The place was about half-full and most of the couples were male, although there were a smattering of female and mixed couples as well. There were several waiters, all younger than I, and much better looking, with neatly-trimmed hair and clean faces. All wore black slacks which hugged their backsides, and crisp, white shirts and black bow ties.
Brook led us to a table off to the side away from the door and nearer the entertainment. Brad sat to my right while Brook sat across from him to my left. We had barely settled into our chairs when our waiter stepped up beside me.
"Good evening," he said politely as I turned my head to look up at him. Like the others, he was quite attractive and smelled clean and fresh with just a hint of cologne. His smile was bright and pleasant. "I'm Daniel. What may I bring for you?"
"Two Blues, please," I replied.
"I'll have a Bud, please," Brook replied. "Make a tab."
Daniel didn't write anything down. He simply smiled, lit the candle on our table, and said, "Right away, Sirs." He turned and left us alone.
Brook leaned against the tabletop on his elbows and forearms, his hands clasped before him, as his eyes flitted back and forth between Brad and myself. "So, neither of you were gay before you met?"
"I certainly wasn't," I replied.
"And I was a. . ." (Brad leaned forward to whisper the next word with a shy smile) ". . . virgin."
"Really? And yet you're in love with each other and engaged to be married now. That is so cool."
"You just never know what life is going to set in front of you," I added.
"No, you don't," Brook said. "We're all dealt a hand. It depends on how we want to play them, I suppose."
As we chatted, the piano playing softly in the background and the pianist singing in a light, baritone voice, Daniel returned with our drinks and complimentary bowls of pretzels and mixed nuts.
Brook, as it turned out, was twenty-four years old. He'd been in only one relationship before, but it was abusive and, as much as he had loved his boyfriend, he had the sense and willingness to move on with his life. He was being very cautious in getting into another relationship now. He lived alone in a single-bedroom apartment on Isabella.
"Very convenient," I smiled.
"Oh, you bet," Brook chuckled.
"Where's that?" Brad asked.
"One block up from here," Brook replied.
"Well," Brad continued, "you certainly don't have to worry about parking."
"I don't even own a car," Brook said with a grin. "TTC all the way, Baby. Gets me where I need to go."
"Except when they go on strike," Brad joked.
"Then I don't go anywhere my feet can't take me," Brook replied, and we all laughed.
Brad and I talked about ourselves after that, telling Brook about all the important moments in our lives together. We talked mostly about how we had fallen in love and our lives since then.
"I sort of knew I was in love," Brad said, reminiscing, "but I really knew it at our friends' wedding. We had promised to slow things down, but then, at the reception, Ted and I were dancing and having fun when they played that song from the movie
Ghost. You know, where they're playing with the clay and stuff? Anyway, I broke my promise and kissed Ted, and that's when I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him."
"It kind of snuck up on me," I laughed. "I didn't even know it was happening until it was too late. It was a lot of little things, I suppose. Like the first time we went up the CN Tower together. Brad has a thing for heights and he grabbed my hand and wouldn't let go of me. It gave me a good feeling, and those good feelings kept growing the more I learned about him. Unlike Brad, though, I think I was in love with him long before we kissed at my friend's wedding. It's funny, really. I grew up with a gay best friend, but I never had any thoughts about it until Brad came along. Now, I don't think I would enjoy living a straight life."
Brook winked. "I saw him in the bathroom. I think I can understand why."
"That
isn't why I fell in love with him!" I don't know why I had become so angry.
Brook sat back in his chair, raising his hands defensively. "I'm sorry," he said. "No offense intended. Especially to you, Brad." He settled back against the table. "It's not something one can easily ignore. You're a very healthy boy."
"That's okay," Brad assured him. "People grab me all the time. At least it
used to happen all the time. Not so much since I met Ted. He doesn't even notice it anymore unless he wants to play with it." He looked at me and his eyes sparkled in the candlelight, his chipped-tooth smile happily greeting me. "That's why I love him so much. It's
me that he loves."
Brad leaned forward, his smile turning into a pucker. I leaned forward to meet him half-way and we kissed briefly.
Of course, Brook wanted to see photos of the kids and I was only too happy, being the proud father and all, to show them to him.
"Wow," he exclaimed. "You scored big time all around, didn't you? How old are the twins again?"
"Four," I replied. "They'll be five in a few weeks."
"I bet they keep your asses moving."
"Oh, they excel at that," I told him with a sigh.
Daniel brought us another round of drinks
"You know, the strange thing is," Brook said, "Brad is more to my stereotype than I am. I mean, guys look at me and expect me to have a big dick just because I'm black."
"Gee-sus, Murphy!" Brad said loudly, reeling back into his chair in surprise. "You
are black,
aren't you?"
"What?" Brook's look of confusion was not unexpected.
I put my hand on Brook's arm and he looked at me. "Brad notices people," I said quietly. "He doesn't notice colour until someone points it out to him."
Brook sat back in his chair as I removed my hand from his arm. "You're bloody lucky you found him first, Ted," he said as he looked at Brad. "He's just the type of guy I could go for." He leaned forward and held out his hand to Brad who took it in a shakeless grip. "You, my friend, are one in a million."
"Thank you," Brad smiled. He was blushing again.
Brook was looking straight into Brad's lovely, green eyes. His deep voice dropped in volume, taking on a very serious tone. "You should never be ashamed to accept praise when it's due, Brad. You're a person I truly hope I get to know very well." He glanced quickly at me, then back to Brad again. "I can easily see how Ted fell in love with you. I've fallen in love with you, too, and I've just met you. You truly are a treasure among men."
He shook Brad's hand then - just once - and then he released it and sat back in his chair once more. "This," Brook said, "has turned out to be a most enjoyable evening."
"I was just about to say the same thing," I said.
"And I was just about to say that I've got to take a wicked leak," Brad said. "Where's the bathroom?"
Brook grinned and pointed behind him as Brad rose to his feet. I stood up as well. "I'll go with you." Together, Brad and I went in search of the washrooms. We found them easily enough and stood at adjacent urinals. We were alone in the room.
As we relieved ourselves, Brad said, "I really like him. I'm glad I invited him along."
"I have to be honest, Brad," I told him. "I was a little pissed that you did at first, but I'm glad he came along, too."
I finished first and went to the sink to wash my hands. Brad joined me a few moments later. We dried off, then I turned Brad to face me, my forearms resting on his shoulders and his hands resting on my waist. "Are you having fun?" I asked.
"I am now," Brad replied with a smile. "Thank you."
My hand moved to his head, my fingers stroking through his hair. "You really are beautiful, you know."
"So are you, Pops." Brad's hands slid around to my back, pulling me into a close embrace as our lips locked together in a very long and loving kiss. We weren't even aware that someone had come into the room until we separated and saw him waiting to get to the sinks.
"Sorry," I said as I guided Brad out of the way.
The gentleman merely smiled and nodded as Brad and I left the room and headed back to our table. Brook was still sitting there. He looked at us as we sat down and said, "I was about to send out a search party."
"Our lips were lonely," Brad joked.
Brook grinned and nodded his understanding. "I used to have that problem, too. Now, if you'll excuse me a moment. . ." He stood up and headed for the washroom.
Brad and I sat there, holding hands and waiting, listening to the gentle tune being played on the piano by a very proficient pianist. "He's almost as good as you," I commented.
"Are you kidding? I'd be happy if I could play
half as good as he can."
Brook soon returned and took his seat once more. Daniel stopped by our table with another round of drinks and fresh bowls of snacks. The piano player finished his tune, then pulled the microphone out of it's holder and turned to face the audience.
"Gentlemen," he said, "and ladies, I would like to finish off this set with a very special request." He glanced at our table and nodded toward Brook who smiled at us, stood up, and walked to the small, raised platform which served as a stage.
Brook retrieved the microphone from his friend and turned to face us.
"Thank you. This evening, I became friends with two wonderful people, Ted and Brad." He held out his hand to indicate our position. "They are taking a break from a beautiful family to be with us tonight, and this may be their last night out together before they are married next month. I'd like to make this a special night for them."
Brook turned to the pianist and nodded. The opening strains of a very familiar tune began to fill the room, soon followed by Brook's deep, bass, resonating voice. He raised his hand to us once more as he sang, urging us toward the dance floor.
I held out my hand to Brad and he took it. Together, we walked to the dance floor, came together as one with our arms around each other, and slowly danced to the wonderful sounds of
Unchained Melody, just as we had done that first time so long ago at Warren's wedding:
"Oh, my love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch a long,
lonely time. Time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much.
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love to me.
Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea,
to the open arms of the sea.
Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me,
wait for me.
I'll be coming home, wait for me.
Oh, my love, my darling,
I've hungered for your touch a long
lonely time. Time, goes by so slowly,
and time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love, to me."
Brad held me tightly, his cheek resting against my shoulder and my cheek resting against his hair as we danced. Our bodies pressed as closely together as they could get. My eyes were closed, and I'm certain Brad's eyes were closed as well. We moved together as one until the song drew slowly and sadly to an end. Around us, the room burst into spontaneous applause and cheers, but I'm not sure if they were for us or for Brook's incredible voice and his amazing rendering of a most beautiful song.
Brad reluctantly pushed himself away from me and looked deeply into my eyes. His were filled with tears, of course, and his face was blurred by the tears in my own. And then we kissed.
"I love you so much, Ted de Villiers," he said softly when the kiss finally ended.
"And I love you so much more, Bradley Hayes," I replied. "Will you marry me?"
"Forever and ever." And then we kissed again.
* * * * *
We left Brook outside the lounge with promises that we would meet again and an open invitation to visit with us at any time. We'd exchanged phone numbers and addresses, both snail and Email, inside the lounge. With a final hug for both of us, he turned and disappeared into the crowd.
I gave Brad another hug and kiss right there on the street. "I'll rent us another hotel room for tonight if you want."
Brad smiled, but said, "No. I've had fun, but this isn't just for me. This weekend is for the kids, too, and I think that's where we should be tonight."
"Are you sure?" I asked. "Terry said she'd stay with them until we got back."
"I'm sure, Pops. We should be there when they wake up in the morning."
I could feel Brad's crotch pressing against me, and I'm guessing he could feel mine as well. "Maybe we could take a shower together before we go to sleep then," I said with a smile and a wink.
"I think we might have to," Brad replied with his own smile and wink. "My lips are still lonely, but for something a little more filling than a kiss."
We took our shower when we got back to the hotel, bringing each other to an exquisite orgasm with hungry mouths before retiring to bed. It was after two AM. Of course, as soon as we settled into bed beside each other, the twins settled into place as well. Justin didn't even bother crawling in beside me. Instead, he lay atop me as he had been when he had awakened the morning before, belly to belly with me. Brad and I pulled the covers over us all and snuggled together as best we could. We wrapped our arms around the boys and we fell happily asleep.
Our night out together was officially over.
To Be Continued