WATCHING BRAD
Part 133
I came to a sudden, almost horrifying realization after I woke up the next morning.
We had fallen asleep in each other's arms, but I woke up with Brad in mine. I was lying on my back and Brad was nestled against my side. His left arm lay across my chest, his hand pressed flat against the side of my ribs just beneath my armpit. His head was lodged into my neck, resting upon my shoulder. The warm, gentle breeze of his breath flowed out of his nostrils and down my chest in whispery sighs. His body was pressed against my side, his cock, solid and ready, trapped between us. My left arm held him there.
I realized that June was quickly coming to an end. The Friday coming was the last day of the month, and Lindsay's last day of school. On the following day, July First, the twins would celebrate their fifth birthday along with Canada's one hundredth and thirty-ninth. Two weeks after their birthday, Brad would be standing with me in Toronto. We would be exchanging our vows, exchanging wedding rings. The day following, we would be on our honeymoon in. . . well, that's a secret for now.
In three short weeks, Brad and I would be married. Three short weeks.
As I thought those thoughts, another kept peeking through the crack of the door in some dark corner of my mind where I thought I had locked it away. It didn't think I noticed. My mental shoulder slammed the door shut once more, but the thought kept knocking, making its presence known to me, reminding me that I had to deal with it sooner or later. I decided on ‘later' and turned my attention to the young man in my arms.
Brad moaned softly in his sleep, his hips humping slightly and rubbing his cock against me. I placed my right hand on his ribs and carefully pushed him to his back. He didn't wake up. I set my hand over his cock just below the head and wrapped my fingers and thumb around the shaft, lifting it slightly away from his stomach. I managed to wiggle my left arm out from under his head without waking him, then propped myself up on my elbow, leaned over him, and began to caress his smooth, swollen cockhead with my tongue. I nipped at it with my lips, toying with it and teasing it, poking into the tiny slit at the tip, finding and gathering the lube stored there, and tracing the flared ridge where the head meets the shaft.
Brad moaned again, but he was awake this now. "Oh, God, Ted," he whispered and his cock jumped in my hand and against my tongue and lips. His sharp intake of breath broke the silence of the room.
I opened my mouth and took the head inside. Brad's hips heaved upward, not forcefully, not impatiently, but with gentle, loving tenderness, showing me that he was enjoying what I was doing to him. I stroked his shaft several times in long, slow strokes as I sucked before relaxing my grip and allowing my hand to travel further down to his balls, cradling them gently and holding them warm and safe in the palm of my hand.
Brad began to move, an attempt to swing himself around to get at my own cock, but I let the head of his cock slip from my mouth and warned him to stay where he was. He settled back into the pillow.
I returned to his delicious cock, kissing my way down the shaft this time, opening my palm and lifting his balls to my lips when I reached them. Brad's legs opened wider, encouraging me and allowing me more room as breezy sighs blew past his lips. I tongued his nuts, wallowing in the slightly musky scent there, and nipped at the skin with my lips, gently stretching it tight around his precious orbs.
Brad squirmed and moaned beneath me, twisting his hips about as I pleasured him. I could see his fingers gripping the sheets beneath him.
I left his balls and began kissing my way back up his shaft, stopping before I reached the head. I slipped my finger beneath his cock and lifted it away from his chest as I moved my head back to look at his face. My eyes told him everything I wanted to tell him. He simply smiled at me and sat up in bed as he grasped his cock in his hand. He bent himself forward, his tongue extending past his lips until it met with the smooth head of his cock and he began licking it, around and around, humming softly to himself through his nose.
My lips returned to his shaft as his lips sank down and around his cockhead. I was able to watch his face from that position by tilting my head slightly and I watched as Brad pleasured himself in the best way possible. His cheeks collapsed into divots as he sucked his cock. My fingers still jostled his balls.
Together, we worked to bring Brad to a most satisfying orgasm. In only minutes, Brad was groaning as he pumped his juice into his mouth. His eyes were clenched shut and his face was pulled tight with effort and ecstacy. He gulped and swallowed loudly, recycling his cream in a most exciting way.
When it was over, Brad fell back onto the bed, his chest heaving wildly, his breath coming in short, rapid gasps. I snuggled against him, my head on his shoulder and my hand on his chest, over his heart.
It took several minutes for Brad's body to return to normal and, when it did, he whispered quietly, "Thank you."
I lifted my head to kiss his cheek. "You're welcome, Tiger," I said sweetly. "Now, let's go buy your van."
* * * * *
Following a quick shower, we were soon on our way to Maple Grove with John and Bernice tracking us in their own car. The boys were outside, playing on the front lawn, as we pulled into the driveway. Their toys were quickly abandoned as they sprinted across the lawn and into our arms.
After the usual hugs and kisses, Justin sat on my hip, his arm around my neck and his beautiful smile aimed right at me. "Did you miss us, Daddy?" he asked.
"I didn't sleep a wink," I told him. "I missed you all so much!"
His smile brightened. "We missed you, too."
We carried them into the house where Mom had tea and coffee waiting for us. We had a half hour before we had to leave for the sale.
* * * * *
It was ‘just us guys' again. The twins were buckled into their safety seats (there was no way we were going without them) and Dad and John sat in the back. Mom, bless her heart, had packed us a lunch and sent along drinks for the kids, a large thermos of tea for Dad, and a larger thermos of coffee for anyone else. She'd packed a blanket for sitting on, Wet Wipes, and even a change of shorts and underwear and T-shirt for the boys, just in case. That's my Mom. Always thinking ahead.
John wanted to register for the sale, but Brad was determined to do this on his own. His Dad was to stay close at hand, though, when the time came to bid on the van. My Dad registered as well in case something came up for sale that he'd like to have. You never knew what you would find at an estate sale.
We had arrived early and wandered around, looking at the various items being offered. It was rather frightening to think that someone's entire life was piled up on their front yard, being sold to the highest bidder.
Chuck arrived, chit-chatting with Dad as my father poked around in the piles and peeked into boxes and sifted through the various job lots. John Hayes spend a good amount of time examining a diningroom set, complete with extendable table, six armless chairs and two armed chairs, and a matching hutch and sideboard. It wasn't old, but it was a beautiful set and looked barely used. He went to a bedroom suite next, examining it in as great detail as he had the diningroom suite. There was no mattress, but it was a sleigh bed frame with a matching armoire and dresser with an attached bevelled mirror. The mirror was cracked, but that could be replaced rather easily. The entire set was stained a deep, cherry red. I didn't know what kind of wood it was, but John obviously did. Apparently it was the right size as well.
When John was satisfied with his examination, he went over and talked quietly with Chuck, who nodded at his question. John pointed at the diningroom and bed sets. Chuck nodded again and John left him to register his name for the bidding. It looked like a surprise might be in the bidding for Bernice. Perhaps an anniversary or birthday gift. Or, perhaps, just because.
Fortunately, there was plenty for the boys to see and to look at to keep them from getting bored. They liked new things, even when they weren't actually participating. They were particularly taken by the auctioneer when the sale finally began at ten o'clock sharp, hanging onto every word and trying to figure out what he was saying.
Justin giggled in my ear. "He talks funny, Daddy."
John missed out on the diningroom set which was the second item sold. It went well beyond the five hundred dollar limit he'd set for himself. The bedroom suite, which soon followed, began with a starting bid of two-hundred dollars and quickly rose to six hundred. After that, bids rose by fifty and then ten dollars until John won it with a bid of seven hundred and sixty bucks. He told us later he would have bid up to twice that much. "It's not just cherry stain," he told us. "It's real cherry wood."
Now, I'm certainly not an expert on wood, but I know how expensive real cherry wood furniture can be. Back when Connie and I had been living in that small apartment, before Lindsay was born, we'd been out on one of our dumpster dives and found a ratty old Victorian-style chair and lounger on the side of the road. I didn't want anything to do with it. The upholstery was tattered and ripped to shreds, probably by the claws of some house cat, and the painted wood was suitably scratched and gouged. Connie talked me into loading it into the car and taking it home. A friend of ours, who dabbled in furniture refinishing on weekends, took it to his home and began stripping it. He phoned us, all excited and telling us there was cherry wood under all the layers of paint. He spent two months refinishing and reupholstering those things, then helped us to sell them for almost three thousand dollars for the pair. We gave him half.
By that reckoning, John scored big time with the bedroom set.
Just before eleven o'clock, my cell phone rang. It was Warren. "Hi, Teddy," he said. "Mon Dieu! What's that racket?"
"Auction sale," I said to him. "We're trying to buy a van for Brad."
"Wish him luck for me."
"I will. So, what's up?"
"I'm going home today, Teddy?"
"What!?" I shouted in surprise. That caught Brad's attention and he turned to me, listing and watching intently. "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"I didn't want to tell you in case it didn't pan out, but my doctor gave me the green light this morning." Warren's voice was full of life and excitement. "I'm going home, Teddy! I'm finally going home!"
"That's great news, Warren," I said. I looked at Brad, who was standing there waiting impatiently to be told what was going on. "Warren's going home today," I said to him.
"Way to go, Warren!" Brad shouted.
"That goes for me, too, Warren," I said into the phone.
"Thanks, Teddy. I'm going to be there with you in a few weeks. There's no stopping me now."
He went on to me about his progress. He was using the bathroom now, but needed assistance getting there and back, and was able to sit up in a chair near the window to read an watch the people outside. He'd also been taking tours in his wheelchair with Bill pushing him along. He'd been outside for awhile almost every day for most of the week. His incisions were mostly healed over although the staples remained, but all the doctors who examined him felt that he was recovering nicely. Except for the incident with the coma, he probably would have been released earlier.
But, Warren was alive and happy and on the mend. He expected to be around for a long, long time.
"Well, you just take it easy, my friend," I told him. "Let
us handle everything as far as the wedding goes and you do everything Dr. Bill tells you to do."
"I will, Teddy."
Somehow, I knew he would.
* * * * *
The auctioneer took a lunch break at one o'clock, and so did we. We set out the blanket and food and drinks and sat down to enjoy. Brad, as usual, sat Indian-style and Jeremy sat in the ‘chair' that his folded legs created. Justin had to be satisfied with sitting on the ground between my legs and using my chest as a backrest.
Dad and John Hayes remained standing. Having invited Chuck to join us, they stood off to the side to talk.
After lunch, I took the twins behind a tree to go pee as Brad packed up the cooler. Dad won the bids on several of the job lots he had been interested in, along with a few other little things for the kids, and scored big on boxes and piles of plumbing fixtures and products.
As Chuck had predicted, the vehicles were among the last items to be sold. It was after three o'clock when the van was put on the block. By this time, my arms were almost dead from carrying Justin all morning, so, after we'd eaten, Dad lifted him to my shoulders. Jeremy was soon sitting on Brad's shoulders as well. The boys loved their new vantage point.
Anyway, by the time the bidding began on the vehicles, much of the crowd had disappeared and there were only about two dozen people left, not counting us. John stood at his son's left side. I stood at his right. Brad would make the bids under the advisement of his father.
The auctioneer began the bidding at one thousand dollars, but soon dropped the opening bid to five hundred. A man about Dad's age shouted, "One hundred" and held up his registered paddle as the auctioneer picked up his cue and set the sale into motion.
A younger fellow about Brad's age immediately bid one fifty.
"Wait, Bradley," John said.
"I know the kid," Chuck told us. "He ain't got much money."
The older guy bid two hundred and, after a moment's pause, the younger guy bid two hundred twenty-five.
"Go two fifty," John said.
"Two fifty!" Brad shouted, holding up his paddle.
As the auctioneer talked into his microphone, watching the bidders carefully, the older man called out, "Three hundred."
"Three twenty-five," the younger man said.
"Go four," John told Brad, and Brad bid the four hundred.
The older man quickly bid five hundred.
"Fifty up," John said. Brad bid five fifty.
"Five seventy-five!" That was from the younger man.
"Six," from the older man.
The younger man's shoulders slumped in defeat. He'd reached his limit.
"Go seven," and Brad did so.
The older man countered with eight hundred.
"He likes round numbers," John said.
"What should I bid?" Brad asked urgently.
"A moment, please, Bradley."
I could see John's mind working furiously. His face mirrored the thoughts flying through his mind. The auctioneer announced, "Going once!"
John turned to his son. "Take it up fifty."
"Where are we!?" Brad said in a panic.
"Eight hundred," I told him quickly.
He countered with eight fifty.
John watched the man carefully as he went for nine hundred. With a nod from his father, Brad upped him by another fifty. One thousand was bid and, on John's instruction, Brad took it to one thousand and fifty. The other man bid eleven hundred. John hesitated a moment, then said, "Now, go twelve."
"Twelve hundred!" Brad shouted.
There was a bit of a pause before the man countered with thirteen hundred. John paused as the auctioneer tried to coax Brad into advancing the bid.
The other man was watching us. John turned to Brad, his face turned away from the other man. "When I tell you, bid fifteen hundred. Got that?"
Brad nodded.
"I have thirteen," the auctioneer was saying as he and his spotters looked at Brad. "Do I hear fourteen? Any advance on thirteen hundred? Thirteen fifty? Do I hear thirteen fifty? Thirteen twenty-five? Any advance?" The crowd was deadly silent. "Thirteen hundred going once!" A long pause. "Thirteen hundred going twice!" Another long pause. "Any advance on thirteen hundred?"
"Now," John said.
"Fifteen hundred!" Brad shouted as he held up his paddle.
The other man didn't raise his paddle again. The van belonged to Brad. John smiled to himself and nodded.
"What just happened, Dad?" Brad asked, his voice and face full of wonder and excitement.
"The man had his limit, Son," John explained. "You just beat him to it. He liked round numbers. He had you bidding odd numbers, just like he wanted. That way, he could bid an even number and make you think about bidding higher. We took his bid right out from under him."
"Cool," Brad said.
"Yeah," Jeremy added. "Cool."
* * * * *
As the sale drew to a close, we set the twins on the ground. They held Dad's hands as Brad and I helped John load his new bedroom suite into the back of Chuck's truck and Dad's winnings into the back of my van. "Don't you worry none ‘bout yer van, Boy," Chuck told Brad. "I'll take good care of ‘er fer ya. Tow ‘er home an' fix ‘er up good as new. You wanna buy the stuff yerself or d'ya want me to buy it fer ya? All she needs right now is brakes an' battery an' juice."
"If you don't mind," John replied, "we'll leave it up to you to get the parts. And do the plugs and filters while you're at it."
"You got it," Chuck said with a nod.
Brad rode with Chuck and his father. They would go back home and unload the bedroom suite and return to Dad's place. We'd be waiting there for them. Dad rode in the front with me as I drove back to the house. The twins didn't fall asleep, but their eyes were barely open. They were fighting it to the end.
At Dad's place, I took the twins to the bathroom and then to their bedroom, leaving them with promises that I would see them tomorrow afternoon. They fell asleep moments later and I joined the others in the kitchen for tea and snacks as we waited for Brad and his father to return. Mom and Bernice assured me that all was ready for the twins' birthday party. It would be held at the Hayes home. We unloaded the van when the rest of the family arrived, then Brad and I said our farewells and took our leave.
We ordered pizza that night and sat at the kitchen table as we ate and sipped our beers. Brad was all excited about his new van. I enjoyed listening to him talk about it and watching his face as he did so. He was like a little boy at Christmas.
After eating, we took a short nap on the sofa, snuggling with each other to the soft music from the radio. We went to the bathroom together after we awoke, then made our way outside to the hot tub. Brad cranked it up, then we stripped down and climbed in, sitting beside each other on the same bench and snuggling some more.
We sat in silence and in love for a long time, nursing our beers and enjoying each other's quiet company. And then I finally opened that door in the back corner of my mind. It was time to face the music.
"We have a bit of a problem, Brad," I said softly.
Brad sat up, pulling his arm from behind my back and turning slightly so we could look at each other eye-to-eye. He waited for me to continue.
I took a deep breath and began my speech. "I think this might be the last time we use the hot tub for awhile. We might even have to sell it."
"Oh, God, Ted," Brad whispered above the bubbling of the tub. "I figured money must be tight, but not like this. Why didn't you tell me before?"
I couldn't meet his eyes when I told him. "I thought I could handle it."
"How bad is it?"
"It wouldn't have been so bad if I hadn't needed the psychiatrist," I explained. "Dr. Davis put a big hole in my savings. I might have to let Mark go, too."
"Oh, no." Brad looked clearly disheartened. "He's so happy working here, too. It's a real job for him. Couldn't you cut him down to once a week or something?"
"That wouldn't really be fair to him, would it?"
"It's better than getting rid of him entirely, Ted. Look. I'll be starting at your parents' place soon. I'll be able to help. Maybe I could even get him to help me out during the week."
"You couldn't afford to pay him," I said. "I'll talk to him and see if he's okay with just coming in on Saturdays."
"It's really that bad?"
I nodded. "I'm phoning my accountant tomorrow to see what we can do. I've got some bonds and GICs I can unload."
"I'll put school on hold," Brad offered. "I can get a real job when I finish your Mom's garden."
"We've already talked about this, Brad. It's important that you graduate. You've only got one more year."
"I can do it later. Or I can do it online. They have online courses at Ryerson. I can get the rest of my credits that way."
"Let's try it the other way first, okay? All I need is a bit of cash to pay off some bills and a bit of cutting back to prevent them from piling up again."
"What about the honeymoon? You could cancel it. We don't need a honeymoon."
I shook my head back and forth. "I'll lose a fortune if I cancel now. Reservations have been made and deposits paid. It would be almost cheaper to go ahead with it."
"You don't have to do it for me. I'd be just as happy in a hotel in Niagara Falls."
"What makes you think we're not going there?"
Brad smiled his chipped-tooth grin. "I don't need a passport to go to Niagara Falls."
I grinned back, and then my grin disappeared once more. "I'm doing it for
us, Brad. I want this. I think I need it. We just have to cut back on a few things for awhile, at least until I can get caught up. Lindsay's starting to grow fast now and she's going to need new clothes again soon, and I'm sure they kids going to need a few things for that soccer camp."
"What about your parents? They'll help."
Again, I shook my head. "It's
my prob. . ." I caught myself. "It's
our problem, Brad. This is
our family. We have to take care of it ourselves."
I thought Brad was going to cry as he stared at me, smiling a small, simple smile. He leaned forward and kissed my cheek. "What was that for?"
"For saying it's
our problem."
* * * * *
We turned off the hot tub for the last time, gathered our clothes, and went in for a shower together. Later, we lay in bed and made love to each other twice, and then we slept.
The next morning, we drained the hot tub and set up the swimming pool for the kids. It would take a day or two to fill it with our single watering hose. Nothing more was said about our cutbacks. We would work through them together.
After lunch, we phoned Warren, holding the phone between us so we could both hear and talk. Warren sounded wonderful. He'd sounded good yesterday when he called us at the sale, but he sounded even better that Sunday afternoon. We talked for almost an hour before letting him go to get some rest.
At John's request, Brad and I went next door to help his father move the old bedroom furniture out of the bedroom and the new furniture in. Bernice had spent the morning washing it all down very thoroughly and disinfecting it. There was no hiding her excitement. For her, it was like a dream come true.
By the time we finished, it was time to go pick up the kids. The twins weren't awake yet when we got there, and, when they did, they came running down the stairs as fast as their short little legs could carry them, shouting our names. "We saw the van outside!" Justin grinned after he'd jumped into my lap.
"Are we going home now?" Jeremy asked.
"Soon," I said.
"You'll stay for dinner, of course?" Mom asked hopefully.
I looked at Brad and he merely shrugged.
"Nothing major, okay?"
"You have my word," Mom said, but I knew what her ‘nothing major' was like. We'd dine very well.
"Come see what Oupa got us!" Justin said, scrambling out of my lap and grabbing my hand in his. I had little choice but to follow.
Jeremy did the same, dragging Brad along with him into the livingroom. He'd bought several boxes of toys. Some were used, but most of them were brand new.
"Many were in their original packaging," Dad explained. "I suspect they were purchased as gifts and were never distributed. Some of them are very old." I could see that. Some of the cars and trucks were made of metal with real rubber tires - something rarely seen in these days of plastic and synthetics.
"Oupa said we have to leave them here," Jeremy said.
"Bummer," Justin said.
We laughed.
After dinner, we headed home, got the kids into their baths and finally into their beds. Brad checked the pool, leaving it to fill overnight. Later, in bed, we talked about things we could do to save money. Dining out so often and weekend trips to amusement parks would have to be put on hold for awhile. There would be fewer trips to Tim Horton's, too.
The next morning, Brad checked the watering hose which was filling the pool and turned it off. It would have been overflowing by day's end. Breakfast was eaten and the kids were dressed for the day. I sent Lindsay off to school to begin her final week there, then hugged and kissed the twins before Brad drove me to work. He would use the car to go to Mom's house and would come back to pick me up at five after I finished work.
I phoned my accountant first thing. He told me he would go over everything and get back to me with a plan of action.
You know, I've been thinking a lot about that day. If I had known when I hugged and kissed the boys that morning before I left for work. . . well. . .
The phone rang in my office at one fifty-two that afternoon. I know. I'll never forget the time. It was Terry. Her voice was full of panic and she was crying almost hysterically. I could barely understand her. Through her sobs and jagged, staccato words, I managed to pick out four of them, and they were words that I wished I had never, ever, had to hear anyone speak to me.
"The twins are gone!" she said.
To Be Continued