CochondeMontreal
Porn Star
I wear thongs, have been doing so ever since I was very young because… I live the easthetoc of male strippers from when I was coming of age wearing them. I grew into my teens in the 90’s and if anyone grew up around that time we had the Chippendales calendars, gay porn featured guys in thong tanlines, and it was the hey day of muscle bikini contests. All stuff that pretty much made me realize I was gay. And it was an easthetoc I wanted for myself. I started working out and tanning and wearing thongs and bikinis.
But I have NEVER been into women’s clothing. Not my thing. It doesn’t fit the aesthetic I find sexually arousing me aspirational. I’m a man. I like having sex with men. For me gay sex is about sex with men as men. If I were into women I’d sleep with women and jerk off to women. Right now there’s this trend of muscle guys wearing lingerie and heels and it does absolutely NOTHING for me. It actually turns me off to the point where o lose interest in tje guy if I was following him. Muscle guys on school girl kilts and it’s like… pass. To each their own, different strokes for different folks, but that is not my aesthetic. For me its about that classic Colt Studios muscle, thong, tanned, stripper look.
But I think a lot of this has to do with how people prescribe what beijg a bottom is. I say this as a bottom, I’m neither a woman or submissive. When I have sex im fully present in my want and pleasure as much as the top. I get annoyed when people try to féminise me on the basis of being a bottom. And this isn’t about negating my feminine side or anything like that. I have no qualms about my feminine sode or hang ups about ir. But sex for me is about my masculinity. My sex is purely masculine arena and this is the place where it’s about pleasure. And part of that pleasure IS the masculine. And masculine doesn’t mean for me crushing beer cans on our heads and belching. It’s his chest, his erect dick, his balls, taint, butthole, sound of his voice, his moans, the taste of his arousal. The smell of him. Two bottoms can be pleasuring each other as men, I’m so over this construction of bottom as inherently feminine. if I saw a man in lace panties before sex, I wouldn’t be able to get hard. I couldn’t. Kinda like one time I hooked up with this guy who expected me to suck his dick while he watched straight porn. I told him to fuck off.
But I have NEVER been into women’s clothing. Not my thing. It doesn’t fit the aesthetic I find sexually arousing me aspirational. I’m a man. I like having sex with men. For me gay sex is about sex with men as men. If I were into women I’d sleep with women and jerk off to women. Right now there’s this trend of muscle guys wearing lingerie and heels and it does absolutely NOTHING for me. It actually turns me off to the point where o lose interest in tje guy if I was following him. Muscle guys on school girl kilts and it’s like… pass. To each their own, different strokes for different folks, but that is not my aesthetic. For me its about that classic Colt Studios muscle, thong, tanned, stripper look.
But I think a lot of this has to do with how people prescribe what beijg a bottom is. I say this as a bottom, I’m neither a woman or submissive. When I have sex im fully present in my want and pleasure as much as the top. I get annoyed when people try to féminise me on the basis of being a bottom. And this isn’t about negating my feminine side or anything like that. I have no qualms about my feminine sode or hang ups about ir. But sex for me is about my masculinity. My sex is purely masculine arena and this is the place where it’s about pleasure. And part of that pleasure IS the masculine. And masculine doesn’t mean for me crushing beer cans on our heads and belching. It’s his chest, his erect dick, his balls, taint, butthole, sound of his voice, his moans, the taste of his arousal. The smell of him. Two bottoms can be pleasuring each other as men, I’m so over this construction of bottom as inherently feminine. if I saw a man in lace panties before sex, I wouldn’t be able to get hard. I couldn’t. Kinda like one time I hooked up with this guy who expected me to suck his dick while he watched straight porn. I told him to fuck off.




















