Eon458
Virgin
Okay i just got out of High School now and, through out the 4 years I've been groping and drooling over my long time friend. I live in a small town in witch there are only about 100 kids in my grade and about 65 are guys. Me and a bunch of friends ,known in our town as Red River Gang (Lamb and stupid right), were all very close friends till high school then we all split apart.
Well during the last year of school me and Anthony (the guy) started talking and catching up on old times. We were hanging around and having sleep over almost like we were 13 again.
Well a month ago i went over his house and we went out into town. We go to his house at like 10 and were all sweaty and tired. He takes off his shirt and stats rubbing his self down and puts the fan on his body. Then he asks if its okay if he does his balls because he doesn't want them to itch and smell. I say i don't care and he does and for a very very long time. He puts on his underwear then i go do the same thing, and i look at him and hes staring at me the whole time. I put on my underwear and we talk and watch wrestling. He asks me if i will put him in a master lock and see if he can break out. ( For those of you who don't know what that is its basically like a sleeper hold but my sexual lol)
Well i get him in one and I'm feeling super horney because he is amazingly hot, nice abs, nice legs, arms, amazing face, and amazing ass that happened to be perfectly on my crouch (witch to remind you his only hidden under thin boxer breifs). All the suddenly he is moving around a lot but not it wasn't his arms it was his ass. I didn't think much of it and just kept hitting his as with my crouch not think what i was doing. Then all the suddenly someone wakes up and realizes whats going on. Next thing you know im at half mass and all i can think about is how hot this is, so i say to my self just do it, ram bent over across the table and see what he does. So i it do making it seem like all it i was doing was a wrestling move. All the suddenly he releses his arms and i back away he looks at me and in a look that I've only seen by a gay guy he turns around and bends back over the table. I wait and prosses what is going through my mind (IM FINALLY GONNA FUCK HIM WOW I KNEW HE WAS GAY). I go up to him and reach around to grave his dick and all of the suddenly his mom comes down and yells that mom his here and I'm needed at home. He goes into the other room and quick and i run up stares while putting my cloth on.
The next day in school, not knowing what to say, he ignores me like nothing happened. Then he gets this shit ugly girl as a girl friend. I get pissed and just forget about it. They break up the last week of school. I diside to tell everyone that I'm gay, some already knew but most didn't. I tell him and he just looks at me with the weirdest face and walks away.
I didn't know what to do or say. The face he made was not surprrised, glad, disappointed, angry, or anything i could tell. Its killing me because i dont know if i should call him or what. I always loved him and I've always had a crush on him. We really stopped being friends Freshmen yeah so i wasn't sad that i lost a friend. I think it was just my hopes and dreams where sharted at the fact he didn't say anything or react the way i wanted him to. But i wasn't surprised. But yet i still don't know what he is, gay , straight or bi.
Flashback: The same situation happened in the school bathroom when we where kids but it was with all our cloth on, he asked me to show him how i jerked off before, he said he was 10% gay in mist of conversation, he used to blush when i jerked off, and he would always flash me. (This was all like when we were 10-16).
Please help should i call him or ignore him, i know this is my first post but this is my really big question . So i figured id start with this.
Well during the last year of school me and Anthony (the guy) started talking and catching up on old times. We were hanging around and having sleep over almost like we were 13 again.
Well a month ago i went over his house and we went out into town. We go to his house at like 10 and were all sweaty and tired. He takes off his shirt and stats rubbing his self down and puts the fan on his body. Then he asks if its okay if he does his balls because he doesn't want them to itch and smell. I say i don't care and he does and for a very very long time. He puts on his underwear then i go do the same thing, and i look at him and hes staring at me the whole time. I put on my underwear and we talk and watch wrestling. He asks me if i will put him in a master lock and see if he can break out. ( For those of you who don't know what that is its basically like a sleeper hold but my sexual lol)
Well i get him in one and I'm feeling super horney because he is amazingly hot, nice abs, nice legs, arms, amazing face, and amazing ass that happened to be perfectly on my crouch (witch to remind you his only hidden under thin boxer breifs). All the suddenly he is moving around a lot but not it wasn't his arms it was his ass. I didn't think much of it and just kept hitting his as with my crouch not think what i was doing. Then all the suddenly someone wakes up and realizes whats going on. Next thing you know im at half mass and all i can think about is how hot this is, so i say to my self just do it, ram bent over across the table and see what he does. So i it do making it seem like all it i was doing was a wrestling move. All the suddenly he releses his arms and i back away he looks at me and in a look that I've only seen by a gay guy he turns around and bends back over the table. I wait and prosses what is going through my mind (IM FINALLY GONNA FUCK HIM WOW I KNEW HE WAS GAY). I go up to him and reach around to grave his dick and all of the suddenly his mom comes down and yells that mom his here and I'm needed at home. He goes into the other room and quick and i run up stares while putting my cloth on.
The next day in school, not knowing what to say, he ignores me like nothing happened. Then he gets this shit ugly girl as a girl friend. I get pissed and just forget about it. They break up the last week of school. I diside to tell everyone that I'm gay, some already knew but most didn't. I tell him and he just looks at me with the weirdest face and walks away.
I didn't know what to do or say. The face he made was not surprrised, glad, disappointed, angry, or anything i could tell. Its killing me because i dont know if i should call him or what. I always loved him and I've always had a crush on him. We really stopped being friends Freshmen yeah so i wasn't sad that i lost a friend. I think it was just my hopes and dreams where sharted at the fact he didn't say anything or react the way i wanted him to. But i wasn't surprised. But yet i still don't know what he is, gay , straight or bi.
Flashback: The same situation happened in the school bathroom when we where kids but it was with all our cloth on, he asked me to show him how i jerked off before, he said he was 10% gay in mist of conversation, he used to blush when i jerked off, and he would always flash me. (This was all like when we were 10-16).
Please help should i call him or ignore him, i know this is my first post but this is my really big question . So i figured id start with this.
