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What is your worst fear?

That people will one day realize that all I am is a big-mouthed, obnoxious, short, bald, pock-marked, socially awkward loser who talks big and then goes back to his room to cry.


Oh, and spiders. I really hate spiders.
 
JasunStrikesBack said:
That people will one day realize that all I am is a big-mouthed, obnoxious, short, bald, pock-marked, socially awkward loser who talks big and then goes back to his room to cry.


Oh, and spiders. I really hate spiders.
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You're not short.
 
Tadaa said:
You're not short.
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No?

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Not having family when I'm older



I don't know really other than that
 
HIV, and I just recently discovered it. I probably don't fear anything as much as I fear HIV.
 
Failing in life
Being Single and lonely for the rest of my life
losing my game show collection
Living in my dead end boring town for the rest of my life
Being lonely and friendless
Losing a limb
having a horrible disease
Dying
"Donna"
 
Ryuusei Boy said:
HIV, and I just recently discovered it. I probably don't fear anything as much as I fear HIV.
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I feel you on that man. I just had an HIV scare myself and I thought my life was over. It would have flipped my life upside down as I was just messing around and I did some stupid shit. I'm not out, and at the moment cannot really afford the HIV medications. I was afraid if my family would find i if i was hiv+(had i tested +) and they found out I got it from a guy they would disown me. (religious family)

I had almost every ARS symptom in the book: swollen lymph nodes in neck, sore throat, fever, headache, and a rash (which REALLY scared me cuz I dont really get rashes). Started off with headache but it went away, then came the sore throat, swelling and fever. Then they went away, then came the rash 2 weeks later, then it went away. Because my symptoms started right AT 2 weeks post exposure you know I was freaking out.

I finally got enough nerve to go get tested at 9 weeks post exposure (this was after all the symptoms passed). I called earlier today and all my test were negative. I can finally breath again. I'm going to get tested again at 3 months (12 weeks), because the CDC recommends it. Although the hiv experts on this big health forum said that results are usually more than 95% accurate 4 to 6 weeks after exposure, and that I can put my self at ease, they said it still wouldn't hurt to get tested at 12 weeks. I have read that the chance that it will turn positive at this point are VERY small.

They say symptoms is not a good indicator of hiv infection but it sure stressed the hell out of me.

I learned a life lesson. I NEVER want to go through this stress again.
 
im scared of a few things:

hieghts
spiders
bugs
afraid to die
being alone for the rest of my life
 
trapped in a small room with lots of people (too many people in the small room scares me, it gives me nausea and also sweats)
and I'm affraid of water deep and snake
 
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