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What Made You First Realize You Were Gay

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What happen that made you go zing! i am or may be gay!?

Mines was in 6th grade it was summer time and the teacher lets us go outside for study hall to play a game. And this boy in my class took off his shirt and had a wife beater on and he was smoking hott and i couldn't stop starring and was turned on by it and i kinda figured something was wrong with me.
 
^ nothing was wrong with you.

I accidentally stumbled upon gay porn and liked it loll
 
one spring afternoon in 1998, i was doing my favorite pasttime after school on my parents bed. i had this gamepro magazine that either my brother or me brought and i happened to see this two sheet magazine ad with a bunch of sweaty, hunky bodybuilders in speedos. i was about to get my hump on as i've done many times before to various men and women but something just struck me that made me realize something. i looked at one of those dudes and said to myself "holy shit, i'm masturbating to a guy. i think i might be gay." i vowed myself to never jerk off to another guy or not catch feelings for another guy again. but shortly after that, i started to really put two and two together and i knew that what i thought about myself that moment wasn't just some random thought.
 
The first time I got a hard-on, and loved looking at it and wanted to taste it, I love cock*|**|*
 
I was 12 years old at the time. My family and I had just moved from Montreal to New York. It was the 2nd day in our new home, and my father asked me to go grab the mail. So I check the mailbox and among some envelopes is a Calvin Klein catalog with two hot guys in their underwear on the cover, addressed to "Current Resident." I was intrigued by it, so I dropped it off in my bedroom and brought the rest of the mail to my dad. I spent HOURS staring at all of the fit, gorgeous, scantily clad men that night. I found my self aroused and couldn't keep my hand out of my pants. That was when I knew I was attracted to men.
 
i actually had an epiphany about it even tho i had been acting gay for years before i was 16 looking at gay porn i think and i just said to myself 'im gay!?' like it was a big deal. no big deal afterall :badgrin:
 
I never had a 'oh I'm gay' moment. I think I always knew I liked guys. Ever since my first year in school I was fascinated by boys, and friendly with girls. But the nail in the coffin was when I was dumbstruck when, at 10, I saw my school teacher. The first male teacher I ever saw and I thought 'd just saw a demi god. I think it took me 10 minutes to realize my jaws was on the floor before I recovered, and then I realized that I LOVED man :) (I didn't know the word gay or homosexual then, just that it seemed something that was to hide and to be ashamed of :( ).
 
I think that I was 4 and I was looking at my parents' wedding pic and the Best man and the Groomsmen were so incredibly good looking and I asked my mother if two men could get married. I don't remember. She may have fainted.

But I knew in that moment that that was what I wanted.
 
when I was around 12,saw a adult flick on late night tv and spent more time watching the guy than the girls.
 
Being fascinated by the men's underwear ads in the Sears catalogues when I was just a kid. I wanted to see what made such big bumps.
 
I wouldn't say this is definitely my first "maybe I'm gay" moment. But I'd say it was one of them, and one of that has stuck with me.

1984. MTV is still only showing music videos, and since this song is a top ten hit, it's being shown every three or four hours.



Typical mid-80s music video. A strange combination of fun and taking-ourselves-oh-so-seriously. The lyrics recast as a pseudo religious "rite" in which boys and girls become men and women. High priest wears an old Yankees cap, virginal young woman in leather drape...

...and young virgin man in what appears to be nothing but a leather "sheath".

In a few scenes, you can see the guy's bare ass. And I was drawn to that like a moth to a flame. Whenever the video came on, my eyes were glued to the TV, waiting for those scenes.

It's odd that I still didn't really "get it" until college. It wasn't until later that I realized how fascinated I was with this guy's bare ass...and how it fits so perfectly with my fascination with other guy's bare asses, as well. :)

Lex
 
My boyfriend told me. He's nice like that.
 
refujiunderground said:
one spring afternoon in 1998, i was doing my favorite pasttime after school on my parents bed. i had this gamepro magazine that either my brother or me brought and i happened to see this two sheet magazine ad with a bunch of sweaty, hunky bodybuilders in speedos. i was about to get my hump on as i've done many times before to various men and women but something just struck me that made me realize something. i looked at one of those dudes and said to myself "holy shit, i'm masturbating to a guy. i think i might be gay." i vowed myself to never jerk off to another guy or not catch feelings for another guy again. but shortly after that, i started to really put two and two together and i knew that what i thought about myself that moment wasn't just some random thought.
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I had the exact same magazine! I remember trying to convince my mother at the grocery store to buy it for me even though I didn't have any of the games or systems that were being covered in the magazine. I was probably 11 at this time and I didn't really connect the dots that I was gay until I was 13 or 14. I remember always being attracted to the men on the front of the bodybuilding magazines from when I was young and would fantasize about them without ever knowing that it was sexual or gay.
 
Realising I was attracted to men and acknowledging that I was gay both took place at very different points in life. The former occurred in year six, where I would find myself randomly fixated on my year five teacher's exposed hairy chest. He was stocky, chubby, and hirsute - pretty much exactly what I find myself staring at the most these days. Beyond that, there was also a boy in my year whose ridiculously large chest served as the initial contributor to my most persistent fetish (it was a very perplexing sight).

As for properly acknowledging my homosexuality... that only really took place a couple of years ago. I was playing with the idea that I might have fallen under another non-normative sexual identity, due to the fact that I was emotionally attracted to females rather than males. Eventually that corroded away and I started to see men beyond a purely sexual perspective.
 
I've never had an Ah-ha moment, but in Jr. High I knew that boys just turned me on and girls looked like something out of an alien movie to me.
 
I don't know. Liking guys was the natural thing for me. As a little child I enjoyed looking at the half naked guys in the ads. I even got boners.
 
I had been messing around with guys for the best part of 10 years. We didn't have the word "gay" then and none of us understood "homo" or "queer". We were just horny, ignorant kids doing what was fun and felt good. We thought all guys did that.

Then, when I was 15, a friend asked me to jack until I cummed and then squirt it into his mouth. I did. When we were done he said, "You know? Most guys would say what we did was homosexual". WOW! An epiphany. I had no idea.

But by now, I was hooked.
 
I am bi.

But what made me realize that I was bi, was that I got turned on by gay porn when I watched it, I stumbled across gay porn when I accidentally clicked on that category on a pornsite.
 
Skateboarding with my friends, going to buddies houses or my house, all shoes came off room smelled like feet. And started from there.
 
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