Robert12345
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Last summer I had a summer school abroad for a week. In my class was this amazing cute boy. We hit it of right away, we talked for hours, laughed etc. He said he had a girlfriend but I felt something was there. One evening I asked him if he would like to drink something up in my room, thinking that if he would refuse I was imagining things and if he would say yes I would take things further. He refused, flatly.
Naturally I was very disappointed, but the next morning he told that he booked a room with another classmate from his own university and asked whether I would like to stay an extra day, I could sleep together with him in his bed. Naturally I said yes!, although I did promise myself I wouldn’t do anything. When the summer school ended the next day we had a wonderful day. In the evening he even put his head on my chest when we were watching a movie played on a big screen outdoors. You can imagine my confusion.
When we returned to the hotel room I said I would rather sleep on the ground than with him in a single, because I knew it would become an embaressing situation. But he kept insisting so I caved in, not minding it at all.
The roommate fell asleep immideatly and I was lying next to my dreamboy trying to keep my erection down. We touched hands. And I touched him on his arm as I felt his hand travelling to my underwear. I followed his example and found that he was rock hard. We fooled around, masturbating each other a bit, not daring to make a sound. But when I whispered that I wanted to kiss him he said no
The next morning was a very unconfortable situation. We didn’t talk about a lot, let alone about the incident. I left for home and after the plane ride, I decided to text him with a neutral message. He responded very warm and we kept in touch and he invited me for a visit. During these chats and emails we were very open, he confessed he sometimes had trouble with having sex with his girlfriend and we even wanked off together online.
When we met again some time later (we live far apart) sparks flew around, we masturbated together and touched every day, but he still didn’t want to kiss or lay on top of me, or me on top of him. He said he saw it only as masturbating not as something more. And I just cant believe this, if you touch someones dick it means something. At least that you are attracted to someone, right?
He made me a return visit a couple of weeks ago together with his girlfriend, but we had one night to ourselves, and we did do something but he was very passive. In my opinion he was refusing himself to be as he wanted. But I cant be sure.
Now we chat regularly and he told me he sees me as only a good friend. But moments later he makes sexual remarks and says he loves me, and invites me over for a visit again and talk about trips in the future. Does he really see me as only a friend and likes experimenting, or does he want more? He comes from a conservative environment so that may play a role. I really like him.. How do I pursue this? I don’t want to scare him and push him away.
Naturally I was very disappointed, but the next morning he told that he booked a room with another classmate from his own university and asked whether I would like to stay an extra day, I could sleep together with him in his bed. Naturally I said yes!, although I did promise myself I wouldn’t do anything. When the summer school ended the next day we had a wonderful day. In the evening he even put his head on my chest when we were watching a movie played on a big screen outdoors. You can imagine my confusion.
When we returned to the hotel room I said I would rather sleep on the ground than with him in a single, because I knew it would become an embaressing situation. But he kept insisting so I caved in, not minding it at all.
The roommate fell asleep immideatly and I was lying next to my dreamboy trying to keep my erection down. We touched hands. And I touched him on his arm as I felt his hand travelling to my underwear. I followed his example and found that he was rock hard. We fooled around, masturbating each other a bit, not daring to make a sound. But when I whispered that I wanted to kiss him he said no
The next morning was a very unconfortable situation. We didn’t talk about a lot, let alone about the incident. I left for home and after the plane ride, I decided to text him with a neutral message. He responded very warm and we kept in touch and he invited me for a visit. During these chats and emails we were very open, he confessed he sometimes had trouble with having sex with his girlfriend and we even wanked off together online.
When we met again some time later (we live far apart) sparks flew around, we masturbated together and touched every day, but he still didn’t want to kiss or lay on top of me, or me on top of him. He said he saw it only as masturbating not as something more. And I just cant believe this, if you touch someones dick it means something. At least that you are attracted to someone, right?
He made me a return visit a couple of weeks ago together with his girlfriend, but we had one night to ourselves, and we did do something but he was very passive. In my opinion he was refusing himself to be as he wanted. But I cant be sure.
Now we chat regularly and he told me he sees me as only a good friend. But moments later he makes sexual remarks and says he loves me, and invites me over for a visit again and talk about trips in the future. Does he really see me as only a friend and likes experimenting, or does he want more? He comes from a conservative environment so that may play a role. I really like him.. How do I pursue this? I don’t want to scare him and push him away.
