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^ I felt like that too tongue me when at primary school but I didn't understand what it was all about. I didn't know why I used to look at the other boys. No-one ever told me.

Even after my experience with Lawrence at thirteen, I carried on playing the game of boys kissing the girls. It was how things were supposed to be.
(But I was, in actual fact more of a friend to those girls than they ever knew at the time).

I remember when I was about sixteen and there was a documentary on TV - I think it was 'World In Action' about gay rights - which showed two men kissing and my father was saying how disgusting it was, and I agreed with him!!! But inside my head I was saying "That's me!" "That's how I feel!".

After that I had a little bit of sexual experimentation with a male friend when we were drunk on cider but it took me until I was nineteen years old and a six month stint of living with a woman when I finally told my family I was gay.

You see, I thought the man-woman thing was expected of me. I was brought up to be straight I guess. (And I'm not slagging off my parents for how they raised me). But I did have to suppress my true feelings in those important teenage years.

Anyway, to finish my story, I lived with Angela for six months and we had sex just once in that time. I really cared about her although even that one time the sex was very disappointing for her (and for me) and we parted. (I tried)

I used to wonder what she thought about that time but when I saw her again just two years ago she was quite scathing when she told me "You are the one that was so useless in bed!" I explained as best I could about the situation but she didn't really get it. Que Sera!

After I left Angela, I met a lovely fella and had my first real gay sexual relationship.

I knew at last.
 
I always realized I liked guys. But it wasn't until I was 12 or 13 that I realized OH, I LIKE GUYS!!! Being a loner (which I still am) I did not go thru the social peer pressure that everyone else did. The one that says "I have to be straight or else i'm bad". I never felt that guilt most others go thru. I actually thought it was kind of cool to be different. You know, kind of like "I've got a seeeecret!" The only time I ever felt confused in junior high or high school was when I found myself having crushes on girls.
 
I remember when I was in 3rd grade l liked some boys but didn't think anything of it. When I entered HS thats when I knew and I just recently really started living it.
 
I remember in Kindergarden thinking other boys in my class were so cute and I wanted to just sit with them and be bestest buddies in the world! I had my first boy on boy experience very early in my life, so I've known since I was about 5 or 6. Crazy!
 
I was certain by 14, all the experiences i'd had before looking at boys and wanting to be around them all kind of clicked then.
 
During 8th grade I started checking out guys. It was the most natural and normal feeling in the world. I never felt compelled to play the girlfriend game, thank God. Took me until probably my late 20s to come out to myself.
 
well... lately i have been thinking back on stuff.. and quiet frankly even at age 7 i liked the cock... when i was 15 i really sort of realized that i liked dick... at age 18 i sort of took it to myself that i was bisexual then after a couple monthes said no and was full on gay... *shrug*
 
I knew at 7, like Elvin and some of the others, but I never truly accepted it until I was 32. I took a detour along the way, but I have found my place now.
 
10. When I realized I was attracted to Joshua Morrow form Young & The Restless.
 
Probably when I was 6 or 7. I just couldn't keep my eyes of the other "boys" when we used to get changed for swimming lessons.*|*
 
OK, so am I officially the guy who's been in denial the longest?

I was 42.
 
I never remember not being attracted to guys. I didn't know what gay was until I was in middle school. I didn't equate it with myself until college. Until then, it just never occurred to me that I was gay, even though I had never been attracted to girls.
 
I think 15 to 17. Some where in there. Though it took me longer to accept it. I just fell for my very best friend....hard. That's all I have to say about that!
 
I always knew something was different. Figured it out in grade nine. Wasn't really a big deal to me.
 
I never heard of homosexuals until I was about 13. Since they were weird and bad, I knew I wasn't one because I was normal and good. A few years later I knew that I liked boys but thought that it was a stage I was going through and I also liked some girls. Sometime after 18 or in my early twenties, I subconsciously knew that I was gay but couldn't and wouldn't accept it. Maybe about 30 I knew to myself that I was gay, but couldn't publicly acknowledge it. I finally told a couple of friends about a year ago, but still not most people.
 
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