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When growing up did you know you were gay or did only everyone else know

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When you were growing up in school. Did you know that you were gay? Or did everyone else no, but you were clueless?
 
Ive known that I was gay from the age of 8, and did not come out until I was 50.
 
knew it all along, and it seems everybody else could tell too.. I was a soft blond haired kid that always played with the girls and constantly made fun of.
 
Until puberty hit, the only dick I was aware of was my own, but I was obsessed with it. I believe there is a reason for that, however.
After puberty, I knew almost immediately that I was attracted to guys. I liked girls too, but I never turned out to be bi. As far as I know, no one else ever picked up on it. I know friends were surprised when they found out.
 
For as long as I can remember I've been attracted to guys. I did a pretty good job of hiding it to everyone with exception to the boys/men who were fucking me.
 
I've suspected that I could be gay when I was 12 but just recently came to the realization that I am gay.
 
No one knew until slip ups started to happen. I only knew but have denied myself for years saying I just loved sex and men were easier to get lol.
 
I knew as a really little kid that I felt something for boys I wasn't supposed to. I kept it to myself and hoped it would go away until age 20, when I finally went, "Okay, this isn't going away." Then I embraced it.
 
I knew what I liked when I was 12.

I think you have to accept something as a fact before you can say you know something. And I fought very hard not to know this meant I was gay, until I was 22.
 
I think others really started noticing when I was in the 6th grade. That is also when I realized I was interested in some of the other guys but I didn't accept it until I was 17 or so. I always knew it, deep down, but never allowed myself to actually think it or say it out loud. I was shy and quiet but I also knew how to befriend people and all of the teachers loved me. No one ever teased me or anything which I think is odd. My mother told me she had no idea when I came out in my early twenties but everyone else in my family did. I think I tried to hide it more around my mom and step-father because they're Mormon, so that may have played a part.
 
I was born in 1973 so was in secondary school through most of the eighties, Imagine the tv Show I grew up with and the people in them I watched over the weekend, Dukes of Hazzard, The fall guy, All had cute girls in them but all I was interested in was looking at the guys who appeared in them, I had no idea why or that I was any different from my friends, until puberty hit and they would talk about the girls bits they had seen on the tv and I knew from then that I had no intrest in them !!! I came out still in High school at age 15 ( by which time I had sucked off most of the football team LOL )

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I wasn't aware of my attraction to men until puberty hit. I had always been attracted to girls but when I was 14 and saw my first naked man, I was hooked. I'm 25 in college now. About two years back I had two of my cousins take me out to the movies and ask me if I was bi or gay. I was really shocked and started to get upset and try to leave but they told me it was okay and that my aunt and uncle had known since I was a little kid that I would probably grow up to be bi or gay based on my open-mindedness of the world. Ever since then they had been watching and waiting for me to come out to them. I tried hiding so much from the more radical conservative parts of my family though that they finally decided to let me know that they knew and that I could confide in them.
 
Never thought myself gay growing up inthe 70's, but must have been in denial.
Always enjoyed looking at cock in the showers, never bothered with girls.
Not until I was 22, did I finally have a night of passion with a former school colleague, guess he knew all along as he often commented about my erection when in the changing rooms from the age of 13 or so.
Even after a experiencing a good blow job from him, never repeated it, now I think it is time to experience this again.
Where to start??
 
i always knew but all the girl wanted me so I dated and had sex with them all even dated my sub teacher for 4 yrs when I was 15- but with my friends I would always wonder what their cock looks like but never acted on it until I join the military when this one guy followed me after my shift i work the night shift on base i stop to get breakfast and he followed my back to my dorm we talk but nothing came of it -- then one weekend i was going to Nottingham for the weekend and one of my friends ask to go we stay at b&b after we went to pub and got wasted went back to room while sleeping he started sucking me off things went to me fucking him but we never discussed it -- after that i started having one night stands -- then when i finally told my family they said they always knew lol
 
I didn’t know I was gay until I was about 20yo. And I realized I was looking at guy’s crotch’s more than girls tits! And when I jerked of, which was often, I was fantasizing about other guys cocks. Sucked my first cock at 24yo…..
 
Bi Married Male said:
When you were growing up in school. Did you know that you were gay? Or did everyone else no, but you were clueless?
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I am bisexual and when I was growing up I had no idea that I was bi. When I was 11 one of my friends got a hold of a Playboy magazine and one Saturday afternoon me and three of my friends were sitting on the floor looking at it in what served as out clubhouse. I had seen Playboy magazines before. My dad had a stack of about 15 of them stashed in his closet in my parents bedroom and anytime I had the house to myself I would take them out and look at them. I would get hard and I would touch myself but I did not cum. I didn't even have any pubic hair yet.

Back to the experience with my friends.... one of my friends had pulled the centerfold out of the magazine and we were passing it and the magazine around as we sat on the floor. I had gotten very aroused while looking at the Playboy and when the centerfold came to me this urge came over me. Without hesitation I undid my jeans, pulled them down, lowered my briefs and out popped my fully erect cock. I got on my knees and held the fully opened centerfold out in front of me with one hand with my other hand wrapped tightly around my cock. I began thrusting my hips and cock at where her pussy would be. Playboy did not show a woman's pubic area in those days but I knew enough about sex to know that was where the penis went. None of my friends said anything. They just stared at me with this totally shocked look on their faces. After a couple of minutes I pulled my briefs and jeans back up and put my hard cock back in my pants. When I got home that Saturday afternoon I realized that I had really enjoyed showing my friends my hard cock. If any or all of them had had said they wanted to touch it I most definitely would have let them. Afterwards no one ever said anything about this experience. .

A couple years later we had started going hiking on Saturday afternoon in the mountains just above where we lived. One day I suggested we all take our clothes off and run around naked for a while. I was the first person to strip naked and the others quickly followed suit. No one touched anyone else and no one, including me, got an erection. From this experience I knew I liked being naked with my friends out doors where no one could see us but I had absolutely no desire to touch any of my friends cocks. If one of them had been so bold as to want to touch my cock I would definitely have let them. I did not think that any of these experiences or feelings made me "queer" or a "homo". I knew that I liked girls and that I was very attracted to them .and that I did not feel this way about boys. It was somewhat confusing to have all these mixed feelings.

I had my first sexual experience with a man in a straight porn theater in West Hollywood when I was 22. I had gone to this theater by myself as I sometimes did and a man came and sat next to me on my right. Nothing like this had EVER happened before when I had gone to this theater. I considered moving to another seat or leaving but instead stayed right where I was. I was already hard from watching the action on the screen and after having him sit next to me for about 20 minutes this very strong feeling came over me and I totally surrendered to the idea of giving my cock to this man, letting him touch my cock, giving me a hand job and ultimately, making me cum. . I started to silently and slowly move my hand over my jeans where my cock was. Somehow he knew what I was doing and he pressed his knee against mine. Without hesitation I pressed my knee back into his. I wanted to make him accessing my cock as easy as possible so I opened up my 501s all the way down and spread them wide open. I wore boxer shorts in those days and as soon as I did that his left hand came across my lap and he went straight to the pee hole of my boxer. I could feel him put his had around my cock and take it out so it was fully exposed. He then proceeded to give me a hand job, using my pre cum as lube. It felt absolutely amazing and I couldn't help but glancing down and seeing his hand around my cock, stroking me. He really knew what he was doing and eventually he made me cum but not before signaling me he wanted me to go to the Exit sign just to the left of the screen. I felt like this was where the HJ would turn into a BJ and I knew I was definitely NOT looking to do that so I shook my head to indicate I did not want to do that. He took his hand away and when he did I put my own hand on my cock and started to stroke myself. When he saw me do this he brought his hand back over to me and I let him take my cock back. He started stroking me faster and with a tighter grip and within a few minutes he had me cumming. . It was the most intense orgasm I had ever had to that point and I almost came out of my seat. When I was done cumming he took his hand away, got up and left.

I put my cock back into my boxers and began to try and process what had just happened. I came to the conclusion that i had really enjoyed having my cock touched by a man but I was totally unsure of what it meant. In retrospect this was the beginning of my bi-curious phase. I would not know that I was bisexual until I gave a man a BJ, had him cum in my mouth and swallowed his cum and then several month's later, when I let another man do the same to me.
 
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