Why I Am Perpetually Hard

[hardreader]

If you’ve been reading my latest project – “Jess’ Story” – you may have noticed posts from PerpetuallyHard312. Well, I sure did. After a couple of his posts, we exchanged a few PMs and eventually got to chatting online.

I guess you could say we’ve quickly became good friends and I was sort of a confidant for him.

One evening we got to chatting and he told me the most amazing story. I have to say it turned me on and it seemed to resonate from so deep within PH that I knew I wanted to help him tell it to others.

When we were done talking, I asked him what he thought of the idea of my writing his story as a mini-project. He hardly hesitated. He was so excited. So turned on by the idea of sharing this story.

I saved that IM and a few others that followed. PH wrote some notes for me as well. During the following week, we worked together crafting this project which we call:

Why I Am
Perpetually Hard
As told to HardReader by PerpetuallyHard312
Chapter 1​

I was chatting online with a guy I’ve gotten to know recently. I mean I know him about as well as you can now someone you chat with online but have never met. We talk about life, mostly my life, which sucks. And of course about sex and school and stuff like that.

He was fascinated by that fact that I usually cum about seven times a day. I’m always hard. Always horny. And since I don’t have a lot to keep me busy besides school, I jerk off a lot.

Anyway, I’d cum nine times in a single day earlier that week. I had run my cock completely dry. It sort of hurt and I needed a break. So I was taking a five-day “sabbatical” from jerking off.

That night was to be my last night. I could cum anytime I wanted after midnight. So this guy and I were talking about the “sabbatical.” Out of the blue, he asked me a simple question, but it sent my mind back to a place . . . a place I like to go. A place I go often when I’m alone. But in some ways it’s kind of a sad place.

Anyway, the question he asked me was: so whose the hottest guy u know

I didn’t really need to think about that for too long. His picture was staring back at me. . . . I keep it right next to me on my desk. Me and him and a couple of other friends were posing shirtless, showing our muscles. A summer day. Stripped to the waist. Happy. Together.

But you have to remember, I’m not out. Not even a little. Not to anyone I know. And I’m not used to talking openly about sex, boys, my feelings, my needs, to anyone. I wouldn’t have Jordan’s picture sitting out like it does if I thought there was a chance anyone else might come into my room.

But talking to this guy on line, I’ve started to loosen up and share. At least a little bit.

So I wrote back: that's a good question...
there's quite a few actually

H.R.: pick one

PerpetuallyHard312: ......l guess l'd say Jordan
we had the most in common
we were like brothers
he was my evil apprentice lol

There I’d said it. Jordan. There wasn’t a day that went by that I didn’t think about him. That I didn’t long to be with him. That I didn’t regret . . .

He’d been my best friend in high school and all through my Freshmen year at college. We’d hung together. He was straight and I was gay. Of course, he didn’t know that. I couldn’t tell him. I knew if I did I risked losing him. And I didn’t want to lose Jordan.

I explained to my online friend how I always was trying to get as close to Jordan as I could, without going too far, because he was always the self-proclaimed ladies’ man. But in so any other ways we were so much alike.

We always pictured the bad in everything in a playful way. Like whenever we played a game we exaggerated on the gory details. We liked to play pranks on our friends. Just harmless stuff like dropping a water balloon from a door or pulling a chair out from under them.

And while we were doing all that harmless stuff, I was always trying to find ways to express what I felt inside, without having to tell Jordan how I really felt. Like I never missed an opportunity to feel him up when we wrestled. He never seemed to mind, or even notice. But I couldn’t push it too far.

We shared a very sexual sense of humor, too. My head is swimming with so many memories now I don't know how to sort them all out.

I guess I can say that Jordan is an ambitious guy, trying to outdo me in everything. It’s almost like we are brothers. We’re a lot like brothers.

We both have chocolate brown skin. He has a tan, or he did during the time a year ago that I can’t forget. It’s how I’ll always picture him in my mind. His skin . . . I can’t believe how I miss him.

His skin is more golden in the sun...and very soft and tight.

And now he’s gone off to the service and . .

H.R.: you never did anything with him? Didnt tell him how u felt about him?

PerpetuallyHard312: l was going to but l chickened out at the last second
l think for awhile before he left he was curious and l almost did try once but l was so scared

H.R.: had u seen him hard or shown him ur hard cock

I wasn’t sure I could share what had happened with anyone. But it was eating away inside of me. It had been almost exactly a year since my last night together with Jordan. The memory of it was eating me up. I decided to go ahead. Tell this guy. See what he thought.

It isn’t like me to talk about this stuff. I’m shy. I don’t just lay my feelings out for the world to see. I’ve been hiding inside myself for years. But I managed to type:

PerpetuallyHard312: l gave him a massage to loosen him up and relax him
l offered to give him a bj
he almost accepted
but didn't

H.R.: so he prob expects ur gay

PerpetuallyHard312: l'm amazed that he didn't figure it out

And then my story of that night started flowing out of me. I couldn’t stop it once I had started. It needed to come out. So I told my new online friend what had happened.

Jordan was laying shirtless face-up on the bed in my apartment. It was my Freshmen year. The two of us. We were talking about nothing in particular. He was leaving for the service and I knew this was our last chance together. My last chance.

I started playing with the hair on his arms. He played with mine too for awhile. It felt so good. On the bed together. Just letting my hands run over his golden skin. And feeling him do the same to me.

I told him to relax and turn over. When he did I could see his butt. His butt is amazing and seeing it, even covered by his shorts or pants always gets me hard. At least a little. I’ve jerked off thinking of his butt so many times.

I started at his neck and then let my hands work across his broad shoulders. Kneading the muscles across his back. I was straddling him as I worked his shoulders. My cock resting between the bulbs of his muscular ass. It was a miracle I wasn't hard. Not fully anyway.

I could hardly believe I was telling all of this to a guy I’d never even met. But I had to tell someone. So I kept on with my story of that night:

If Jordan noticed my cock getting harder and harder, he didn't seem to mind. He was too into the massage

I was feeling bolder. I don’t know if it was that Jordan wasn’t objecting, or that my cock was being more demanding. But whatever it was that was giving me the nerve, I worked my way down his beautiful, muscular body. Bringing my face close to his ass.

I couldn’t help myself. I had to inhale his sexy scent. I was so hot and bothered I almost ripped his shorts off and rimmed him

I’d known since I first saw him that night that Jordan was going commando. Earlier in the evening, he had bent over to tie his shoes. I could see his ass crack and I nearly came right then and there. He has a fine dusting of hair on his ass and it looks soooo fucking tight.

Anyway, back to Jordan and me on my bed. Our last night together. My sex-drive in overdrive. There I was massaging his back. My cock nestled between his tight buns. And neither of us saying a word. I felt something was flowing freely between us, but I don’t know . . . didn’t know . . .

All I can say is it was all very sensual. I was massaging his muscles. His warm flesh under my fingers. From time to time, he sighed heavily and moaned a little.

I skipped from massaging his back to massaging his legs. I think if I’d touched his butt I would have had to rape him, or would have just cum as soon as my fingers felt those buns I’d been lusting for so long.

After I had finished with his legs, he offered to do me. This was going so well. I was so fucking hard I had to use all my powers of restraint to not cum.

As his strong hands massaged my shoulders and back, he had to know I was hard for him. Unlike him I couldn’t keep still. He's so strong and gentle at the same time. I should have said something. Should have done something. Should have just let him see how hard he had gotten me by just touching me.

By the time he finished my massage I thought he was probably every bit as hard as I was by then. But he was sitting with his legs crossed and I couldn’t be sure. I know he could see the outline of my hard-on in my shorts.

The closeness, the tenderness, the sexual tension finally broke through. I said I was getting horny and I was hot for him. I said it half-serious. Half like a joke. I was still too scared to let my feelings out completely for fear I’d lose him forever.

He thought l was joking, or at least acted like he did. That’s when he laughed and said, “I'm a little worked up too, so what do you say that we make a little game out of this?”

I didn’t know where this was going but I was glad he hadn’t shot me down completely. So I said, “Sure. What do you have in mind?”

“We'll jerk off and see who can cum the most.”

To Be Continued . . .

I hope you have enjoyed this first chapter of PerpetuallyHard312's story. There will be two more chapters in the days ahead. Please leave a comment. PerpetuallyHard and I will both be responding to comments and questions about the project. Feel free to ask either of us anything. We'll do our best to answer.

 

[justright25]

The story was great as usual Hardreader. I just completed reading all of the I think I knew stories and now this one. I would love to be able to say that I have an awesome story like that but I don't.

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

Well there it is guys. How do you like my story so far? HR got more than he bargained for when he asked me that one simple question...but in a good way. At first I was nervous to have it posted for all the world to see, but I wanted to know what you guys think and what you would have done if you were in my shoes. So tell me what you think and feel free to msg me or HR.

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

OH I almost forgot...PLEASE RATE!! I'd do it myself....but that's not really ethical is it?lol

 

[DonQuixote]

Dear PH312,
It takes a LOT of courage to open up to "complete strangers", even more to do it in a public post that, yes, virtually the entire world can see.

I salute you and congratulate you.

Your story is going to be a powerful one that many will be able to relate to; of THAT I am sure.

HR has a way of drawing things out of people, then massaging the thought snippets into a cohesive story that moves in a logical, and very erotic, manner.

You have given him, and us, a lot to work with.

I can feel your angst and your desire. Much as I told Jess the same thing.
Only, I was never successful in my endeavors. I did screw things up a couple of times.

I hope you found/find the right person for you.

I look forward to your next installment.

 

[TimWhite07]

PH, so far this is a great story. I know what it is like to have your feelings out there for other to read. To talk to guys you dont know online (Keigan, HR, Sexy, Don) throu email, IM, or texting ( zach is the texter ). It is not that easy. I know when i first started talking to Keigan, i was nervous. I had no clue who he is. All i know is that he loved the story i was writing. We started talking more and more, Every night for atleast two hours, about nothing. Then he got me to tell him things that i had locked away. That i never planned to tell talk about my mom with anyone. But somehow he got me to open up.

Through Keigan i started talking to Kevin(lonewolf) and i got to know him pretty well. Then HR.

It is scary to open up to people you dont know. But they are more willing to listen sometimes. Sometimes it is harder to talk to the ones you love, so you tell someone else, to get your feelings out, and get their advise.

You couldnt have picked a better person to help write your story. I love HR, his writing is amazing. You feel what he wants you to feel. Most of the time it is hot and bothered, but you get there.

Keep this going, you did a great job.

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

OMG WOW! Thanks guys for your kind words. Yeah I was very nervous talking to HR but we'd been talking for awhile and I felt/feel that I can trust him. I have no one that I can talk to really so he's my only outlet. I'm so glad that you guys like the story so far. I kept telling HR how nervous I was that no one would like it. He told me not to worry and trust him and I'm glad I did. Thanks again guys. Until the next chapter!

 

[BillyCanCum]

PH, Welcome to the HR Family of Horny Guys and Cum Sluts! You and HR did a great job on the first chapter. You've got me horned up which isn't tpo hard these days as you know. I'm really looking forward to gtting off to the next part and to talking with you online again soon. It was fun getting off together! That'll give all you guys something to think about.

 

[DonQuixote]

Good to hear from you, Billy! Give our best to that other guy.

 

[Autolycus]

A very sensual piece and one that I am certain will stir memories for many who read it.

How many of us have got to the point at which this episode has come to an end and wanted matters to go that one step further?

I have a feeling that we are in for some surprises!

 

[hardreader]

What a great reception you guys have given this mini-project! I chatted for a long time with PH last night. He is so excited with how many guys are reading this and that you actually seem to like it. I won't tell you how many times he got off yesterday. Actually I probably don't know since he probably jerked off a time or two after we last talked.

I think what will make this project even better for PH is if you guys share your thoughts and advice with him or ask him questions. Some of you have already started. I can assure the rest of you that he'll be quick to respond and he's a fun guy to get to know.

In the mail we have already heard from:

justright25 -- "I would love to be able to say that I have an awesome story like that but I don't. " I bet if you had asked PH two weeks ago if he had a good story he would have said the same thing.

NothingtoSay -- "Wow. Ok I can't seem to find words to express myself. This is going to be a great project." I have to say that you are as true to your screen name as PH is. But thanks for chiming in.

DonQuixote -- "It takes a LOT of courage to open up to "complete strangers", even more to do it in a public post that, yes, virtually the entire world can see. I salute you and congratulate you. Your story is going to be a powerful one that many will be able to relate to; of THAT I am sure. . . . I can feel your angst and your desire. . . . I hope you found/find the right person for you." Guts like you, Don, with all your reservoir of wisdom from years of experience, should offer to share it with PH.

TimWhite07 -- "It is scary to open up to people you dont know. But they are more willing to listen sometimes. Sometimes it is harder to talk to the ones you love, so you tell someone else, to get your feelings out, and get their advise. You couldnt have picked a better person to help write your story. I love HR, his writing is amazing. You feel what he wants you to feel. Most of the time it is hot and bothered, but you get there. Keep this going, you did a great job." Thanks, Tim. I really enjoyed talking to you last night again and I know PH has already started reading your own story.

skittles -- "PH you're a brave guy and you always post such thoughtful comments. They're also usually about your cum, which I enjoy reading about. Lol. Now we get a chance to read about some of your own personal experiences. Your story sounds hot so far and I hope this mini-project may lead to something more. Thanks for letting us into your personal life." You ought to thank him for letting you into his personal life. You just hope he gets you off a few times. I know you too well, skittles! You may be a perv, haha, but you're still a great friend.

BillyCanCum -- "You and HR did a great job on the first chapter. You've got me horned up which isn't tpo hard these days as you know. I'm really looking forward to getting off to the next part and to talking with you online again soon. It was fun getting off together! " Billy, Billy, horny Billy! So not only did you chat PH up online the first day, but you get him off, too. You're incredible! For everyone's safety, I hope Justin gets back soon. BTW, I think PH kind of liked it.

Autolycus -- "A very sensual piece and one that I am certain will stir memories for many who read it. How many of us have got to the point at which this episode has come to an end and wanted matters to go that one step further?" I'm not sure PH even knows what an honor it is to receive such kind words from you, but I take this as high praise. I hope you enjoy the next two chapters as much as the first.

Thanks so much for all the great feedback. But for now, sit back and relax as PH and I present the second part of this project:

Why I Am
Perpetually Hard
As told to HardReader by PerpetuallyHard312
Chapter 2​

I could hardly believe what I had just heard. Was Jordan, my best friend in the world, serious? He was straight! Had he really just said, “We'll jerk off and see who can cum the most.”

If you don’t think that made my cock jump you’re wrong. This was pretty much as close as I’d ever come to really doing something with him. We’d groped and had our fair share of contact wrestling and playing. But a jerk-off contest?

I didn't even hesitate. I said, “OK” and immediately started to pull my shorts off. But he gave me this startled look and said, “WHOA there cowboy! Not right in front of me!”

I didn't know if he was afraid for me to get naked in front of him because he was genuinely, 100 percent straight, or because he was as worried as I was about showing that he was really gay.

I was left hanging as to exactly where this could go. It had such possibilities. But Jordan seemed to be back pedalling as well as steering.

“Go get your computer,” he told me. “First we need some good old-fashioned porn.”

While I got my computer, he grabbed an empty 24-ounce bottle of Nestea's green tea and said, “We'll use this to measure. I'll go first. You can wait in the bathroom.”

I saw my opportunity slipping away. I should have said screw that plan and just stripped naked right then and there. But the most I could screw up my nerve to do was to ask, “Why don't we do it at the same time? We both carry the same package. You don't have anything I haven't seen before. I'm not going to attack you, you know?”

Truth be told, if he’d given me any chance at all I probably would have done anything to and with him he agreed to. But I think that I may have worried him when I’d blurted out that I was hot for him.

This was new territory for the both of us. As much as I wanted something more, Jordan insisted that we jerk off and cum separately.

I went into the bathroom and closed the door. Unfortunately I couldn't sneak out because that door is so loud. No matter how slowly you try to open it, it creaks and squeaks. He would have known immediately as soon as I started to open it.

The bathroom was directly off my bedroom, right across from my closet. Thinking back on it now, I should have gone into the closet instead. You can't hear the door when it opens so I could have at least cracked it and sneaked a peek at his throbbing hard-on as he stroked himself and blew his load in the bottle.

I kept listening to try to hear something. A little moan or whatever. But nothing. He was a quiet jerker. About 10 minutes later, he knocked on the door and told me he was done. He showed me the bottle, which contained an impressive amount of his fresh cum. His cum was a little thick and very white. A lot like mine.

He must not have been so confident I couldn’t cum more than he did because he immediately came up with an excuse about how he'd already cum earlier and he usually shoots more and blah, blah, blah.

I just smiled and took the bottle from him and took his spot on my bed at the computer. One glance at the computer screen and I could see right away that he’d been jerking off to straight porn, of course. But I noticed that the scene featured a girl getting fucked by two guys. Was that some kind of sign? Did he like the idea of getting it on with another guy?

I pushed the thought to the back of my mind and started slowly stroking. I didn't need any porn to make me cum this time. My thoughts were focused on my super sexy stud waiting in my bathroom. He was no doubt washing his hands and probably his still half-hard cock too.

As my hand stroked my hard cock, I let my mind wander and imagine possibilities. Imagining different ways this whole jerk-off contest scenario could have gone between the two of us.

In my mind, I could see it all unfolding so vividly. Jordan didn't stop me when I went to take off my shorts. Instead he sat and watched me strip them off. Watched me as I start to slowly jack my cock. Watched me as I jacked my hard meat for him. And he could tell I was doing it just for him. I didn’t disguise how I felt or what I wanted.

As he watched me stroking my cock, he took off his shorts too and started slowly stroking his hard meat. I eased my way closer to him until I was right next to him, our legs touching as we stroked our hard cocks.

With my right hand I gently moved his hand off his cock and then started stroking him. My fingers wrapped around his hard, throbbing cock. I could feel the heat. The sexual tension between us was intense

He did the same to me with his left hand. His fingers wrapped around my cock for the first time ever. I couldn’t believe how different it felt to have another guy’s hand where mine and only mine had been for so long.

We looked deeply into each other's eyes and slowly leaned forward. Our eyes grew wide as our lips came into contact for the first time. As we kissed we melted into each other while still slowly stroking each other. As our passion grew, we jacked faster and faster.

Then suddenly my eyes flew open. This was for real. I was so close to cumming. I bearly grabbed the bottle in time as I released so much pent up sexual frustration into that bottle, mixing my cum with his. I came so hard into that bottle I almost fainted with the sensations rippling through my body. I looked into the bottle as my cum continued to ooze its way down to mingle with Jordan's.

After I regained my composure, I pulled on my shorts, knocked on the bathroom door and showed Jordan the bottle with a big shit-eating grin on my face. His jaw dropped when he saw how much of my cum I had added to his. He accused me of cheating. Damn, straight guys are such poor losers!

He swatted my arm and said, “Hey, that's not fair! You're not allowed to cum twice!”

“I didn't,” I said. “But you'd know that I only came once if we had done it together. If you’d watched me jack off the way I suggested.”

He shook his head and joined me on the bed. We sat in companionable silence for a few minutes before he declared he was tired and retreated into his sleeping bag on the floor beside my bed.

“Cheater,” was the last thing I heard before the steady sounds of his breathing. He was already asleep.

I lay awake staring at the ceiling and I couldn't help but think, "Did I just make the biggest mistake of my life?"

But then I remembered that sitting on my desk beside my bed was that bottle. Still full of our cum. I wasn’t much of one to eat cum back then, but I couldn’t resist. I reached out silently. Lifted the bottle to my hungry lips and drank. Our juices. Together.

I can't really describe how it tasted. It was sweet, yet it had its own flavor. Like sex. Does that make sense?

I'm bad at describing the taste and smell of cum, but it's so hot and I remember thinking that this came out of Jordan, the man I always wanted. And some of it came out of me too. It was our cum all mixed together. I remember feeling lightheaded as I drank it. Like I couldn't believe it. Like it was a dream that I never wanted to wake up from.

It's so hard to explain really, but if I died then I would've been a happy man. My mind was reeling. I still get so hard that it hurts just thinking about it. Hard. Really hard. Like I am right now.

To Be Continued . . .

So now it's time to write that message and post it here or write a PM to PH or me. Thanks so much for reading. We'll be back with the third and final part to this mini-project early next week. Have a great weekend. Stay happy. And, like PH, stay hard!

 

[Autolycus]

A great follow on - now will our hero get around to having his way with Jordan?

Let's hope so!

 

[DonQuixote]

Dear PH312:
Another Hot installment, even though we know you had disappointment at your Best Friend being a bit on the shy side for the Jerk-Off contest.

I know that had to be disappointing.

BUT, your imagination certainly tried and largely succeeded in making up for it.

And then, a Double Cum Cocktail before bed. Mmmm, Mmmm Good, to the last drop. The blending of his and your essences of life. The fertile stuff from which we all grow - had the mix been only a little different. The union of two people.

There are certain aboriginal cultures where all of the unmarried boys and young men, after they are weaned from their mother's milk, live in a communal hut. The Pre-pubescent youths suckle from the Post-Pubescent, taking in their seed and semen. They believe this helps the young boys grow to be strong, fertile warriers.

They continue this until they, themselves attain puberty.

You drank of the strength of your Best Friend, mixed with your own strength. You drank of the union of your two bodies made one, even if they did not come together intimately.

Your story continues to be a compelling one that many of us can relate to.
Thank you, again, for having the courage to expose yourself literally to the entire world.

 

[TimWhite07]

Another great chapter. This was a great read. It would have been hot to see where your mind took us if Jordan had beenin the room with you. To hear what your thinking as you strocked your perpetually hard cock.

I have to say that Cum cocktail that you had, sounds amazing. I may have to try it some time. I have lots of boys that live im my house that im sure would love to make one.

Im jealous that you got to talk and get off with Billy. lol. I have talked to Jess a couple times, but not that often.

I look forward to reading the 3rd chapter. I want to know how everything turns out.

Until then. Have fun, and dont rub your self raw.

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

Wow thanks guys! I didn't think I'd get this kind of reception. I've actually been almost brought to tears and I don't cry...haven't in god knows how long. It took a lot to hold it in I can assure you of that. I can't thank you all enough. I also thank all of the guys who didn't comment. And skittles, I'd love to hear whatever you want to share. To hear that you got off not once....but 3 times........that brings me such joy that I can't find words to describe it. I honestly didn't think anyone got off or could get off to this story other than HR. Thanks again to everyone!

 

[Kyanimal]

When I first read this, about an hour ago, or so, I had just gotten home from a long 12hr Night shift, and only had the energy to subscribe to the thread, and give it 5 stars. I wasn't planning on posting a reply just then ...

But, now, I seem to have gotten a "2nd Wind"!

PH, and hr, I'm so glad I found this story! It's WONDERFUL!! Can't tell you how much I'm Relating to it!!

Definitely looking forward to More!! It's bringing back some memories of some of my own Adventures ... ... and Frustrations.

If only I'd known "then" what I know NOW!

THANK YOU!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[JustJess]

Wow thanks guys! I didn't think I'd get this kind of reception. I've actually been almost brought to tears and I don't cry...haven't in god knows how long. It took a lot to hold it in I can assure you of that. I can't thank you all enough.

I know exactly what you mean. I hope you're having as good a time working with HR as Paul and me. I am enjoyed reading your story and think you did a really good job with it. HR said you might do another one of his little projects soon. I guess you really are becoming a part of the ITIK family as Billy calls it.

 

[Mstrshake]

I enjoyed reading this. The writing is great and descriptive and the familiarity of the unattainable hot friend reaches out to most if not all of us! So a big thanks to PerpetuallyHard312 and hardreader for this story, hope to see more.

 

[hardreader]

This mini-project has been a bigger success than I expected and, as you can probably tell, a much bigger success than PerpetuallyHard expected. Already well over 1,000 views! And lots of comments.

Before I post the third and final part, let me respond to the mail:

Autolycus -- "A great follow on - now will our hero get around to having his way with Jordan?" Read on and see how true-life stories and porn differ.

DonQuixote -- "Another Hot installment, even though we know you had disappointment at your Best Friend being a bit on the shy side for the Jerk-Off contest. I know that had to be disappointing. BUT, your imagination certainly tried and largely succeeded in making up for it. . . . Your story continues to be a compelling one that many of us can relate to. Thank you, again, for having the courage to expose yourself literally to the entire world." Always so eloquent with your words, DQ. I thought PH's story was quite compelling too.

TimWhite07 -- "This was a great read. It would have been hot to see where your mind took us if Jordan had been in the room with you. To hear what your thinking as you strocked your perpetually hard cock. I have to say that Cum cocktail that you had, sounds amazing. I may have to try it some time. I have lots of boys that live im my house that im sure would love to make one. Im jealous that you got to talk and get off with Billy. lol. I have talked to Jess a couple times, but not that often." Tim, if you do get all your roommates to contribute to a cum cocktail, I'm sure we'll all want to hear about it. And you should ask PH about his jerk-off chat with Billy. AFter you hear PH andBilly talk about it, you'll be even more jealous!

skittles -- "Your story is really good and actually I had something happen that I'd like to discuss with you over a PM, if you don't mind hearing about it. Thanks again for sharing your personal life with us. Can I just say that you made me cum three times? " Three times in just one chapter. Not exactly up to PH's personal standard, but it seems as though you caught his attention with that remark. If we get the two of you cumming together, maybe we'll need to take out flood insurance.

JustJess -- "I am enjoyed reading your story and think you did a really good job with it. HR said you might do another one of his little projects soon. I guess you really are becoming a part of the ITIK family as Billy calls it. " I think if PH decides to do another mini-project, we ought to let him be the one to announce it.

Mstrshake -- "I enjoyed reading this. The writing is great and descriptive and the familiarity of the unattainable hot friend reaches out to most if not all of us! So a big thanks to PerpetuallyHard312 and hardreader for this story, hope to see more." I think PH's story is a familiar story to so many of us. I was attracted to working with him on telling it because his feelings are so intense and yet so sincere. If you want to hear more from PH, be sure to comment here and/or send him a PM. Believe me he is excited (in every way possible) with all the response he is getting.

So that's the mailbag. Now it's time for the final installment:

Why I Am
Perpetually Hard
As told to HardReader by PerpetuallyHard312
Chapter 3​

So now I had finally told my story to someone. H.R. is a good listener. He helped ease my story out of me without forcing me. But finally telling my story to someone else had really gotten me turned on.

Thinking of Jordan always gets me hard. More often than not if I’m jerking off and cumming, which I do a lot, I’m thinking of Jordan. And I had just spent most of my evening recalling the most important near-sexual experience of my life. Plus I hadn’t jacked off in almost five days. I was ready to cum so bad!

I think I’d made it abundantly clear to H.R. that I wasn’t going to be able to wait much longer. I think he sensed how important Jordan and that last night that Jordan and I spent together were to me. I think he knew how much our talking about it had brought me to the ragged edge of what my cock and I could endure.

He asked me several times if I was going to be OK. I assured him I would.

PerpetuallyHard312: l'm fine...l feel mostly nostalgic and very calm
thinking of him is soothing

H.R.: thats all good
i feel kind of like a memory doctor

PerpetuallyHard312: lol
you're very good at your job

H.R.: thanks, i try hard to do it well. i really think it matters more than most guys would believe it cud

PerpetuallyHard312: l know it matters...you write with such passion

H.R.: its passion of guys like u that make it work

PerpetuallyHard312: *blush* thanks

H.R.: so u have about 8 minutes. I hope u make it
now go be with ur thoughts

PerpetuallyHard312: goodnight and thank you

As you can probably guess, I didn’t make it long that night alone. I told H.R. all about it the next morning. I knew he would want to know how long I last and how much I came when I finally ended my sabbatical. After all, it had been five days since I’d cum and we both knew it was going to be intense when I finally got off. Particularly thinking about Jordan.

I told him that after our chat last night, I was so hard I could hardly believe how intense it was. I was leaking more than usual.

I lay on my back, letting my mind drift to Jordan. In my mind I could clearly see his hard, powerful body as he challenged me to a friendly wrestling match with the winner paying for the movie we were planning on seeing.

We each took our stance and began to wrestle. He managed to take me down and was on top of me struggling to pin me. I wrapped my arms around his slim waist and bucked my hips. I twisted myself around so that I was on top of him and he fell on his stomach.

With his beautiful butt facing up, I held him there. He squirmed and writhed trying to break free of my grip. I lay my body fully on top of him grinding my rapidly growing cock between the muscled mounds of his ass.

I leaned close to his ear breathing deeply and began to nibble on his earlobe. He stopped struggling for a second and began to push his ass back into my groin. After a few seconds of grinding, he swiftly turned and flipped me on my back and climbed on top of me, holding my wrists above my head.

His piercing brown eyes met my own and he slowly leaned forward and kissed me. A deep kiss. His mouth was so demanding. So desperate with need. His tongue slithered into my mouth. The very taste of him and the feel of his warm body on top of mine was nearly enough to make me cum. But somehow I managed to hold off.

His lips made their way down my body slowly and sensuously. He sucked on my neck while grinding his hard cock against mine. Hard cock against hard cock. The feel of his solid manhood pushing against mine brought moans and sighs of pleasure from deep within me.

We weren’t really wrestling anymore. We had moved beyond that. Well beyond that.

He slipped my shirt off and sat up to take his off. Then he resumed his way down my chest. He took his time sucking and lightly biting each of my hard nipples, alternating back and forth from one to the other.

He started licking my abs as though he was tasting me. He slowly took off my shorts as he continued to lick.

My hard cock sprang forth and he looked up at me as if asking permission. I looked down at him and smiled. That was all the permission he needed. He took hold of my raging hard-on and inhaled deeply, rubbing his face up and down it's length before he slowly licked up and down the shaft.

As he fondled my balls he engulfed my cock with his warm, wet mouth, sending me to cloud nine. I started groaning and writhing with the sensations he was giving me. I let my hands roam through his hair and brought him up for another deep kiss.

It was all I could do not to cum. As we kissed I worked his shorts off of him and pulled him up to sit on my chest. I marveled at the sight before me. His cock must have been about seven inches. Hard and aching right in front of me.

His beautiful cut cock was a little thicker than mine. I took hold of his throbbing boner and pulled him towards my waiting mouth. He tasted so good. I was intoxicated by his manly musk.

Our earlier wrestling had caused him to sweat and that only increased the manly scent I loved so much. I was sucking Jordan’s hard cock for all I was worth. I was giving him the best blowjob I could.

He took hold of the back of my head and started slowly fucking my face, groaning with the pleasure I was giving him. Little did he know what pleasure it was giving me.

After a few minutes he told me he was about to cum and that only made me suck harder. I felt his cock swell. He fired shot after shot of his cum into my mouth, letting out an almighty roar from deep within him.

The taste was indescribable, but I knew instantly that I loved it. I kept sucking and licking until he pulled out of my mouth and came down to give me a kiss to end all kisses. I swear I could have cum just from kissing him.

But he had other plans for me. He raised himself off of me and got on all fours. His ass, which I had always dreamed of fucking, was open to me. He was presenting himself to me. Making a present of himself to me.

He turned his head and wiggled his eyebrows while shaking his ass like a dog wagging its tail. Without hesitation I moved forward placing a hand on each muscled globe. I started kissing and licking his ass like it was the most natural thing in the world.

He was making the sexiest sounds I had ever heard. I was so turned on. I dove into his ass in earnest spreading his cheeks apart and drove my tongue into his tight hole. I was worried at first but he was clean.

He began pushing his ass harder and harder in my face and then he made my wildest dreams come true when he said, “Will you please fuck me? I've waited for this for so long and I need to feel you inside of me.”

I pulled back and laid him on his back and gave him the most loving kiss I could. I told Jordan I had been waiting for this for far too long to just fuck him. “I want to make love to you. I love you Jordan Edwards.”

I knew we were both virgins so were OK to go bareback as I had always dreamed we would.

I brought his legs to my shoulders and aligned my cock with his hole and slowly pushed forward. I stopped when he gasped in pain. After a minute or two he told me to continue. I guess I was going too slowly because, without warning, he impaled himself all the way on my cock.

The feeling of being inside of him was indescribable. He was so hot and tight. I couldn't move for a while or I would have cum right then and there.

When I had control of my senses again I slowly pulled back, leaving just the head of my throbbing cock inside him. Slowly in and out...in and out, with each inward stroke drawing out moans of pleasure from my new lover. As our passion increased so did my thrusts. In and out.

Finally I couldn't take it anymore. I exploded inside of him with more force than any cum I had ever experienced before.

As I pumped my cum deep inside of him I felt his ass tighten around my cock. He exploded, shooting his warm slimy cum all over the both of us.

When I opened my eyes, I saw I was covered in cum. My cum. It was all over my stomach and chest. A little even got in my face. I've never cum so much before in my life.

As I enjoyed the feeling of such an intense orgasm, I continued reliving my thoughts and dreams of Jordan. Even with my eyes open. Even knowing it was just me, it was as though I almost could sense Jordan’s presence.

Alone in my room. He is still the love of my life.

That five-day hiatus was worth it. If only that fantasy was real. It certainly felt that way though.

I'm sorry that it took me so long to send this...I got hard and came again reliving the fantasy I came to last night. I hope you enjoyed that as much as I did.

The End​

That wraps up this three-part mini series. I've really enjoyed working with PerpetuallyHard on it and hope that we get the chance to work together again soon.

I know if you have questions or suggestions for PH, he'd love to hear from you through a post here or a PM to him. He's been really good about answering his mail and it sounds like he may be willing to do more than that if you catch his fancy. So don't hesitate.

And if you have enjoyed this project, please take a minute to rate it. I know it would make both me and PH happy to see some stars beside this effort.

One last thing before I go. If you think you may have a project of your own that I might work on with you, please feel free to send me a PM and let me know about it. You never know where the next project is cumming from.

Thanks again and until next time, stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

Wow, you really did keep it pretty much just the way I sent it to you....I got so fucking HARD!!from that! I wish I could cum but after this surgery and the constant servaillance from my grandmother I can't exactly do that right now.lol I want to extend my deepest thanks to HR for coaxing this story out of me. I didn't think much of it but I made some new friends because of him so, HR THANK YOU!!! It was a great honor to work with you (in more ways than one ) Billy, thank you for a VERY FUCKING HOT session! And for taking the time to talk to me. I hope to catch you when I feel better Thanks to skittles for his very kind words and very hot story. I promise I'll get to is as soon as I'm done here. It was too cool chatting with you! You say that you should thank me and I'm awesome, but it's YOU who's awesome. You have no idea what that chat meant to me man. I really hope we can do it again soon! Thanks to Tim, Don, Kyanimal, Auto, Billy, and Jess for your msgs. You guys are too awesome! And an extra special thanks to all who've read and enjoyed my story, even if you didn't comment at all, you took the time to read and I'm extremely grateful to you all. When HR and I were doing this, I honestly didn't think anymore than 100 ppl would read this...if that much even...and now I have more than 10 times that amount!! I can't believe it! I don't know how I could repay you all...but I am eternally grateful and thankful to you all. Thanks for your support guys and if you have a story to share with HR and us please share it. I'd LOVE to read it! Take care everyone and thanks again!