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Would you go back...

Strangely, I'd go back to being 17, but only if I could be 17 today - not in 1983. Despite the current global 'recession', I think things are way easier (certainly in the UK) for young gay people, and I also think there are way more opportunities available. I wouldn't even want to keep the experiences I've built up, I'd start new ones, make new mistakes and enjoy my life more than I did when I was younger.
 
^ Wow, you're fucking old, you are even a couple of dynasties older than me :mrgreen:
 
No.

For the first time in a long time I'm happy and content with the way things are going and I don't want to do anything to change that.

So no, I wouldn't go back.
 
Would never choose to go back - the world moves forwards, as must I. Also, I had a terrible, terrible childhood full of anxiety and awkwardness. Control, and knowledge are key and I would never give either up.
 
Going back in time?

In reality, there are so many things I'd like to go back and change. Simple knowledge of the path my life has taken through the eyes of those affected by it leads me to knowing that the only way anything could be fixed; the only time in my existence I could go back to and create any change in the lives of those around me or my own life for that matter... I'd have to go back to my birth, possibly even my conception.

I say this because I was adopted at birth. My birth mother wasn't prepared to care for another life and wanted better for me. My adopted mother had just gone through years to get my elder sister adopted and I was thrust into that family in less than 11 days. I was constantly sick during the first few years of my life which played a large role in degeneration of my adopted mother's psyche.

In truth I've thought of this question more than I really should have. Examining my entire life thus far more than any sane person should.

I wouldn't go back.

While simple knowledge of what the future holds changes it... Knowing what I know now and adding in anything new I experienced would create a desire for the perfect life. Repeating my own existence indefinitely until every single moment is absolute perfection. A simulated immortality. At the end, taking that perfect Last Breath before you finally slip away for good... How hollow that would be...

I wouldn't go back.
 
No way. High school sucks for gay people.

The only thing I can think of is if I had to go back, I'd come out younger. Like really young. Like maybe 12 or 13 as opposed to 16/17. But then again, part of me thinks coming out actually lessened my chance of getting laid or finding a boyfriend in that fucking town - which was all I wanted for those 4 years. Sometimes I think if I had stayed in, guys wouldn't have avoided me as much (as to not hurt their reputation) and something discreet could have happened.

But whatever, college is so much better.

Also - skinny, waifish twinks weren't in in 1987? I thought they were always in. Fuck, I'm lucky.
 
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