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Nine months ago at my 18th birthday party after everybody left, it was just me and my 21 year old cousin. I have had sex with 1 girl before, while he has got with a lot of girls (over 20, by far, and I know this for a fact). We were laying in my bed, about to pass out - when he leaned over and kissed me. He is my first cousin - he kissed me (and I always thought I was straight) and I just went for it - he eventually gave me a blowjob and after that, I gave him a handjob and then we fell asleep together.
I do not get turned on by other guys easily - sometimes I look at them and think they are beautiful, but I hardly ever say "I'd sleep with them." And he's my cousin! Ever since my birthday, this has been happening on and off whenever we're alone. We never ever ever talk about it or bring it up - it just happens. Nobody else knows.
He gets my wheels turnin' and we're close (practically brothers) on top of that. But he makes me feel SO good - he's protective of me and likes to fool around with me and I always let him take control. I love kissing him, making out with him, the way he touches me - I don't know what to do! I know it's wrong because he is my cousin and we're close, but I always want to go back. We haven't had sex, only fooled around - but one time when we were fooling around, it seemed like he was antsy for more and tried to actually have sex with me. But I didn't do it.
I want to - but I don't know. I love him as my cousin, my family - and now sexually.
Help?
I do not get turned on by other guys easily - sometimes I look at them and think they are beautiful, but I hardly ever say "I'd sleep with them." And he's my cousin! Ever since my birthday, this has been happening on and off whenever we're alone. We never ever ever talk about it or bring it up - it just happens. Nobody else knows.
He gets my wheels turnin' and we're close (practically brothers) on top of that. But he makes me feel SO good - he's protective of me and likes to fool around with me and I always let him take control. I love kissing him, making out with him, the way he touches me - I don't know what to do! I know it's wrong because he is my cousin and we're close, but I always want to go back. We haven't had sex, only fooled around - but one time when we were fooling around, it seemed like he was antsy for more and tried to actually have sex with me. But I didn't do it.
I want to - but I don't know. I love him as my cousin, my family - and now sexually.
Help?

















