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Your earliest attraction to guys

I remember as early as kindergarten being "excited" by some of the other guys in my class, but I didn't know what I was feeling. By the time I reached junior high and high school...I started jerking off, and would always find myself thinking about guys from school. Even my teachers and a principal made the cut for my "sessions".

plus, i found some of my stepdad's porn and the only thing I cared about seeing were the men. So yeah...I knew I what was up early on in the game. I remember the thing I was most fascinated with was that older men (which at that time was mid teens and up) had hair on the bodies...and I found that so hot.
 
I had the chance to go to a boarding school; shared showers every day. Then finally we had to share the showers with the older boys. The first time I saw pubic hair I was smitten and never looked back.
 
I remember being five or six and getting really strange reactions around older, pubescent boys. It wasn't necessarily a good feeling at the time. It was like a discomfort or even a guilty type of feeling like I subconsciously knew it was wrong to be fascinated with them. It wasn't until I was 10 or 11 and coming into sexual maturity that I became consciously aware of the attraction I had to boys. I distinctly remember changing for gym class and being able to see a guy's dick moving in his boxers as he walked and being hypnotized.
 
I remember being attracted to men for as long as I can remember. My first "love" and "sexual experience" were at the age of seven, when I became obsessed with my older brother's best friend (he was 11). I always tried to kiss him and slip my tongue into his mouth when he came over to play, and one day I got him alone, we touched each other and I tried to perform oral sex on him. Oddly enough, he laughed about it and my both my brother and he would occasionally joke about me being "weird", but neither of them ever seemed to care. As time progressed I simply stopped having any interest in him and desperately wanted to be noticed "in that way" by older men. Luckily enough, I was surrounded by decent people who treated me like I was a silly child (which is what I was), and I am glad that I never gathered up the courage to make any advances to anyone, which would have been both weird and embarrassing. I eventually came out to my family at 15, out of frustration because I wanted to have a relationship with a guy... I guess that I was precocious in some regards.
 
Being raised a "Preacher's Kid", and having a bit of a rebellious streak, I tended to be fascinated with whatever was considered "Naughty"! And, a BIG "Naughty" was getting Naked! (!) (!w!)

I think I started playing "Doctor", with my friends, both Girls and Guys, when I was around 5, or so. I also discovered I had a kind of talent at talking them into Doing "It" (just getting Naked, that is). \:/ :badgrin:

Since both my parents are the "runts" of their families, I've always been a Small Guy. And, though that could be REALLY Intimidating, I was intrigued by, as well as afraid of, all the Guys that were bigger/stronger than me. :eek:

I was absolutely Fascinated with their Size, and Muscles, and Everything about them (which I physically wasn't). There was definitely an approach/avoidance "thing" going on. :help:

Though I had lot's of friends, of both sexes, before my teens I was much more comfortable around the Girls because they weren't that much of a "threat". I had "girlfriends" all over the place! :lol:

When puberty hit, and I learned about Sex, I tended to be a Lot closer to the Guys, comparing "notes", seeking "advice", and learning "the ropes". However, I also had to be Very Cautious of my "Public" Expectations/Social Standing. ](*,)

Though I did the "usual" things with Guys, getting Naked, comparing dicks, seeing who could pee the furthest, and eventually jerking off together (but NOT each other), I didn't DARE "cross the ultimate line" with Guys, or Girls, until I was in college, and away from Home. =;

Though I KNEW I was MAINLY attracted to Guys, since I was around 5, or so, I didn't COMPLETELY "give in" to that until I hit 30! When I hit 18, away from Home, there was LOTS of Sex, with Girls, with only the occasional Guy, here and there, because I was Completely Enamored with SEX, Period! :-< ..|

After 30? It's only been Guys ever since! (group)

Keep Smilin'!! :kiss: (*8*)
Chaz :luv:
 
Guess it came about in junior high school when I was introduced to the athletic supporter we had to wear to gym class. Up to this time had attraction to girls. But some how things changed and never looked back. PS still enjoy the erotic and sensual pleasures of the jockstrap.
 
I had a "boyfriend" in kindergarten! We exchanged valentine day cards. My mom found it and I got into a lot of trouble. There were other signs too, but I don't think it would appropriate since I was like 7 haha.

I've liked guys all my life
 
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