wanted to know that im not the only person thats been screwed over by my first love. i was 17 when i met him and he was 22, uni student in nursing and he was a looker. at first it was weird having such a great looking guy be into me, but then i got to know him and he was what seemed like a great guy. 7 weeks in we got into our first argument over him being drunk and acting like a child, falling into bushes and calling people names like jesus and mary, quite funny now but sooo annoying at the time. so i fell unconditionally, or what seemed that, in love with him. he fell for me too that much i know. but it turns out he lied all the time .. over the smallest of things too like a facebook picture that he tried passing off as himself when it wasn't. or how much things cost or where he got them from. it didn't matter to me about the price tag but the lying bothered me much. it got worse and he went on to tell me one his closest friends was coming onto him all the time. feeding him Viagra and putting on gay porn whenever he stayed over. (all in all 3 of our close friends at the time was actually in love with him. 2 male and one female) then one day out of the blue, after 5 months of him putting me through the pain and paranoia, he tells me he was lying and expects me to not give a crap. i loved him so i let it go, but then he cheated on me with one of our friends... and laughed in my face when i asked him what he'd done. i couldnt stand it no longer. the pain was too much for me to bare with and eventually i drifted apart from him, then i snogged someone else, so i stold him and i split up with him. it was the best and worst two years of my life. every now and then he trys to get back with me, i did once but that lasted a week as id apparently gave him genital warts (that tured out to be an allergic reaction) after 3 days LOL.! pathetic 


















