a couple of years ago, when i was 19, i signed up for manhunt hooked up with this guy in his early 30s who, based on where he lived, was very successful. turned out he was a lawyer. i'd never been with a guy that old before (or for that matter a guy more than a year older than me), and was real hesitant. but when i got there he was hot and the sex even hotter, primarily because it was just sex. he was very skilled (first guy to really rim me) and it was the first time i ever really enjoyed bottoming. when we were done i took a shower and got dressed. as i was leaving he said 'that was lots of fun. some other time?' i said 'sure', really not expecting to hear from him again.
about a week later i got a text from him inviting me to a cocktail party that he and his partner were having that saturday. when i got there, it was him, his partner, and another guy, early 40s, and also very hot. they were all professionals of some sort. for a while it was just a social gathering. they asked me about what i was studying (economics) and my career plans, etc. and seemed pretty impressed. about a half an hour later a fourth arrived, late 20s, also very hot. shortly after bill, the guy i'd hooked with originally, took me aside and said it they were going to have group sex. he said it was ok if i felt uncomfortable and wanted to leave. he also said that if i stayed, i didn't have to do anything i didn't want to or play with anyone i wasn't into. they were all hot and i was suddenly very horny so i decided to stick around.
at first it was very open, we got into a circle and just touched, kissed, stroked, and sucked. i sorta paired up with bill's partner, tom. he gave me an awesome rim job and then asked if he could fuck me. i said sure. after he started to fuck me the dynamic of the group changed and i became the main attraction. i suppose i was gang-banged, but i really didn't feel like i was being used. i really got off on the idea that these hot, professional guys wanted to fuck me.
we broke up at around one and the older guy, peter, asked me if i wanted to spend the night at his place. i had a long way to go, so i said yes. we were both tired and went right to sleep, but spent most of the next morning fucking. then he took me out to a very expensive lunch.
so for the past couple of years i have been playing with these guys and a few of their friends, either one-on-one or in small groups. we have never done anything unsafe, and poppers are the only drug we've used. they seem genuinely interested in me, my career, etc. they're all smart, successful, and have taught me lots about the real world. they have taken me out for many expensive meals, have brought me incredible presents including a $1,200 racing bike for my 21st birthday. i've been treated to long weekends in key west, new york, and to an atlantis cruise. i accompanied one of them on a ten day business trip to europe. while money has never been offered, i've never had to pay for anything.
however, i've always implicitly known that I needed to put out to keep this gravy train going. mostly i don't mind. they've all good looking, and taught me an awful lot about having fun in bed (and other places). mostly the sex has been great, but there have been time when i just bent over and took it and others when i've agreed to do things i wasn't nuts about, like getting fucked in a sling, or being in 'home movies'. i've been able to see guys my own age on the side, but this group has definitely gotten in the way of having a real relationship.
any thoughts?
about a week later i got a text from him inviting me to a cocktail party that he and his partner were having that saturday. when i got there, it was him, his partner, and another guy, early 40s, and also very hot. they were all professionals of some sort. for a while it was just a social gathering. they asked me about what i was studying (economics) and my career plans, etc. and seemed pretty impressed. about a half an hour later a fourth arrived, late 20s, also very hot. shortly after bill, the guy i'd hooked with originally, took me aside and said it they were going to have group sex. he said it was ok if i felt uncomfortable and wanted to leave. he also said that if i stayed, i didn't have to do anything i didn't want to or play with anyone i wasn't into. they were all hot and i was suddenly very horny so i decided to stick around.
at first it was very open, we got into a circle and just touched, kissed, stroked, and sucked. i sorta paired up with bill's partner, tom. he gave me an awesome rim job and then asked if he could fuck me. i said sure. after he started to fuck me the dynamic of the group changed and i became the main attraction. i suppose i was gang-banged, but i really didn't feel like i was being used. i really got off on the idea that these hot, professional guys wanted to fuck me.
we broke up at around one and the older guy, peter, asked me if i wanted to spend the night at his place. i had a long way to go, so i said yes. we were both tired and went right to sleep, but spent most of the next morning fucking. then he took me out to a very expensive lunch.
so for the past couple of years i have been playing with these guys and a few of their friends, either one-on-one or in small groups. we have never done anything unsafe, and poppers are the only drug we've used. they seem genuinely interested in me, my career, etc. they're all smart, successful, and have taught me lots about the real world. they have taken me out for many expensive meals, have brought me incredible presents including a $1,200 racing bike for my 21st birthday. i've been treated to long weekends in key west, new york, and to an atlantis cruise. i accompanied one of them on a ten day business trip to europe. while money has never been offered, i've never had to pay for anything.
however, i've always implicitly known that I needed to put out to keep this gravy train going. mostly i don't mind. they've all good looking, and taught me an awful lot about having fun in bed (and other places). mostly the sex has been great, but there have been time when i just bent over and took it and others when i've agreed to do things i wasn't nuts about, like getting fucked in a sling, or being in 'home movies'. i've been able to see guys my own age on the side, but this group has definitely gotten in the way of having a real relationship.
any thoughts?
