Hey guys, I finally joined after being a lurker for forever. And I've got to say I'm a huge fan of this side of the forum.

Not really a writer myself but I love reading these stories.
So what really got me to join was this question that popped up:
I want to find a really sad, romantic, but realistic novel. Something that makes your heart skip a beat and you can't put it down because you relate to it kind of book. (but gay themed, obviously lol) I mean, I've read stories on this forum from hardcore to heart warming, but either they aren't ever finished or they aren't what i was looking for.

My favorite one, though incomplete at the moment, is Define Love (its in like the 3rd or 4th page of the Stories forum atm) I was wondering if you guys have ever read anything like that? For me it makes me think twice about who I am and where I really want to be. It makes me question my outlook on life. Cliched? But its true.

I'll probably look up Holding The Man or something along the lines of that but help me out?
I guess my reason behind looking for such a book is because I want to find hope that real love exists out there for me. Basically i just want to find something I can relate to. Maybe I wouldn't mind crying my heart out for the characters. My life isn't based all around sex and all that, but rather I wish I could love and be loved?

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Maybe you guys could offer a bit of your stories/novels/etc that you've ever come across.
Anyway have a nice day guys
