Chapter Fifteen – Roy
So I'm gay. I suspected it for a while, long enough to tell Emma about it last year at school. After my night with Will, though ... well, that night kind of blew the doors off the closet in was half in and half out of, in my own mind, anyway. Any lingering suspicions of straightness were just plain silly. I had become obsessed with possibilities, walking down the street thinkin' yeah, I'd suck his dick … you bet, I'd jump on that … mmm, not so much … I was rating every guy I saw.
Of course, that made sex with Vicky different also. While I was fuckin' her I'd be thinking about sucking Will. And I don't know really shit about sucking a guy. A one-time event doesn't equal much experience, but thinking about it sure made me cum in a hurry, which annoyed Vicky. She'd like everything languorous and drawn-out. One time we were at it so long I went limp in her. I decided I should be more or less honest with her. Ok, not totally honest. I mean, do we really need to spill ALL the details about stuff?
“Vicky, you know this is just a summer thing, right? You and me? You're going back to Charlottesville and I'm going way off to Williamsburg and ...”
“Roy, they're only about a hundred miles apart.”
“But psychologically speaking, they're two different worlds and I won't have wheels ...”
“I will. Daddy's giving me a VW Beetle for my good grades last year.”
“See, mine weren't so good. I need to be hitting the books this year.”
“What are you really saying? You don't want us being a couple?”
“Yeah, I guess. It wouldn't work, and it would just get in the way of other stuff.”
“What's Other Stuff's name? Emmalene Perry?” She was sounding testy.
“Vicky,” I heaved a sigh.
“But we're going to the hunt in Paw Paw next week aren't we?” I nodded. “And maybe staying the night together, right?” I nodded again. “And in August ...”
I promised we'd have a great rest-of-the-summer together and that satisfied her. I don't think she was into me that much anyway. I had to make one promise for Thanksgiving in case she didn't have another date, but our tie was pretty much cut.
That left me walking around with my dick hanging out, metaphorically speaking. With Will avoiding me, my usual sources for amusement had become solo activities. I wondered about the gay dude at UnderArmor; would he be interested in more than talking about it? What was his name? Arturo? It was hot the way he looked right at my dick. I was getting hard at the memory. Man, those burning eyes, staring … He'd suck me off for sure if I offered. After a couple of days of thinking on it, I had basically convinced myself this guy Arturo was ready to ford streams to get at me. So I drove all the way to Tyson's and showed up at UnderArmor about ten minutes before closing. I spotted a clerk who was folding clothes. “Dude, is Arturo here?”
He hesitated. “Oh, you mean Arcuri. No, he left early tonight. Can I help?”
“Uh, no … thanks. I was lookin' for Arcuri.” Shit. A forty-mile drive wasted. I slowly wandered the Mall while the stores closed and the crowd thinned out. I was walking aimlessly looking in windows at stuff I didn't want and then was brought up short by a voice.
“You're the guy looking for Arcuri, right?” It was the UnderArmor clerk. I nodded. “A lot of guys come looking for him.” The clerk looked me up and down. “I remember. You bought some shorts.” He stared at my fly and made me wonder if it was unzipped. His eyes returned to mine. “You looked good in those shorts … the white ones.” The transparent ones! He remembered! “You want to come home with me?” Man these Washington guys don't mess around. He lived about two Beltway exits away in a one-bedroom apartment in a low-rise building surrounded by parking lots.
I walked into a spartan living room and he closed the door behind us. “Strip,” he said. “Let's see what we're workin' with.” I hesitated and he said, “You were going to ask Arcuri for advice, right? So ask … and strip while you're askin'.”
I was gonna see if maybe he could teach me how to suck dick. I'm not very good at it and I've only been sucked once … er, twice, sort of.”
“We can deal with that later. First, we're gonna improve your looks. Come on. Get 'em off. I don't have all night.”
I took a deep breath and started undressing. “My name's Roy.” I hesitated again, waiting for his answer, standing in my drawers, until his glare told me to get out of them too.
“Jesus!” He made it sound hopeless. It was the most discouraging comment on my appearance I'd ever heard. “Dude … Roy … whatever your name is … Nobody can admire the jewels if they're all covered up. Come here.” He got some scissors out of a table and started trimming my pubes. My cock began to react. “This is NOT the time for an erection,” he said in a professional voice and I wilted on the spot. There was nothing sensual in the least about his efficient barbering skills. “Step back,” he ordered and examined his work. “Much better. Now turn around.” I could feel his eyes on me. “Your ass is your best feature. Remember that. Now kneel.”
I knelt in from of him. “You want me to suck you?”
“I want you to kneel so I can trim your hair some. Frame your face better … Give you an off-center part … You have nice eyes.” I closed my 'nice eyes' and he snipped and combed for a bit and then ordered me to take a shower. “Wash you dick thoroughly and we'll get to the suckin' stuff.”
When I came out of the shower, his manner was less brusque. He toweled me off, getting me semi-aroused in the process. “Your dick looks nice, now that we can see it,” he said. “Ok, sit on the edge of the bed.” This time he knelt in front of me and pushed on my chest to make me lie back. “Relax and pay attention.”
As he came closer, my dick began to respond, almost jumping into his mouth. He started sucking me and I quickly became fully hard. “If a guy isn't hard,” he said, “Don't pressure him. Make him think you LIKE suckin' limp dicks. Lick it. Kiss it. Stroke it. He'll get there eventually.” He sucked me some more. “You don't have that problem,” he chuckled. “And if the guy is too big for you, use your hands as an extension of your mouth, like this ...”
I gasped and came. “Sorry, I didn't expect that. It came on me really fast.” I sat up and looked around for my clothes. I had a strong urge to get dressed and get the hell out – in a hurry.
“Where are you goin'? We're not DONE, dude. Besides I put your clothes in the washer – they smelled sweaty. You wanted to learn how to suck cock and so far I been doin' all the sucking.” He was standing in front of me, almost dancing, moving sinuously in time to some music playing only in his head, and stripping. He turned away from me to take his underwear off. I noticed he had no tan lines. He turned and showed me a big dick and it wasn't hard yet. He had almost no pubic hair, just a closely-trimmed burr. He came closer and held my head while he rubbed his dick over my face. “You like it?” he asked softly. Instead of saying yes, I tried to suck it, but he pulled away every time I tried.
“You smell nice,” I said reacting to the mixed scents of musk, cock, and coconut I inhaled from his pelvis. He just grunted uh-huh and kept rubbing his cock over my face.
“Now suck me the way I sucked you.” He stood close and stopped gyrating. “That's right. Get it all wet … I'm big, so use your hands … Slower at first … Let it expand in your mouth … Nice … Now use a firmer grip … Try to sense how I'm feeling … Pace things … That's nice ...”
He pulled away and moved to the bed. “You're hard again. We'll try some sixty-nine, ok?”
“Yeah, sure,” was what I said. I felt like telling him I'd do anything he wanted. I was liking everything we did.
“Remember, in sixty-nine, your job is to get me off and my job is to get you off. So pay attention to me and pace yourself to what I'm feeling and just let the rest happen, ok?”
I did my best to follow his instructions but he soon had me on the brink of cumming again and I had no idea what he was feeling at all. “Are you close?” I asked him.
“Can't you tell? How tight are my balls? How fast am I breathing?”
“Your ballsack is almost as hard as your cock. Your breathing is slow but kind of ragged.”
“So I'm close. Keep suckin'.”
I came first, but he was right behind me. He held my head and deep-throat fucked me. In a couple strokes his orgasm was over. By the clock it must have been pretty quick, but to me I thought first I'd suffocate from having his cock down my throat and then I worried about drowning in his cum. Neither happened and I felt a sense of accomplishment when he withdrew.
He turned around in the bed and we were looking at each other. “Breath control is important.”
“NOW you tell me.” I was proud I had managed to take it and impulsively kissed him. He pulled away as if I was poison.
“This is a lesson, not a love affair.” He sounded pissed. “Take another shower. You got cum on your face.”
I took a quickie and stepped out of the stall. He was back in his mellow mood and dried me off almost as much with his own body as with the towel. I could feel him embrace me from behind and slip his cock right into my ass crack. It felt good, without thinking I pushed back.
“Stop it. Fucking is a whole separate lesson. And you need to learn how to control things. Maybe you don't want fucking. You need to be ready to handle it.”
“I can handle it,” I told him.
“You think?” He shoved me onto the bed and before I could even try to defend myself, he grabbed my right wrist and held it behind my back, using his body weight to pin both arms. His other hand went to my throat. His body insinuated itself between my legs and rolled me up. “Feel that?” he asked. “That's my dick on your asshole. I could fuck you right now and you couldn't do a thing to stop me.” I felt a stronger pressure on my hole, like he was gonna do it, but he stopped. Instead he rhythmically pressed against me, almost massaging my hole. I groaned; it felt good in a strange way. He took his hand off my throat and moved it to my dick. I groaned again with a new sense of pleasure. I could hear his hand moving noisily, with a squish-squish, like he had slicked me up with lube.
“You are SO liking this. Your cock's dribbling in my hand.” He was right. Very quickly I felt myself cumming. And I think he actually did fuck me a little. I sure felt something in my ass. Not all the way, but something was there. My orgasm didn't last long and you could almost say it hurt a little, totally draining me; but when it was over, I felt limp and relaxed in the best possible way. This time he gave me a little kiss, soft and gentle. I wanted more, but he pulled away.
“I thought that was part of the lesson.” I felt totally wiped out and relaxed in his hold, wishing he'd kiss me again.
“Your first lover is in for a huge treat,” he laughed. “Now get dressed. My boyfriend will be home in a few minutes.” He pulled my clothes out from under the bed.
“I thought you washed 'em.”
“What do you think I am? A laundry service? That was just to keep you here. You can leave me some money on the table.”
Money? There had been no discussion of money. I didn't owe him anything. On the other hand, I did get quite a lesson. I counted out fifty dollars and out it on the table.
Without even looking, he said, “Is that all you're giving me? You came three times in two and a half hours!” I gave him another fifty from my hay harvest earnings and hoped I had enough gas to get home.
I made it home and got into bed. I remembered the feeling, that magic pressure on my asshole and wondered how much a fuck lesson would cost from … he never told me his name.