Part Fifty-One
The high school gave Cal's paying position to Larry for the remaining few weeks of the season. The recognition pleased Larry, whose very real contributions to the coaching staff had been overshadowed by the glamor of Cal's pro experience; but the coaches saw Larry's value and the players respected him, listened to him, and liked him.
I asked him, “Larry, is the 'Back Flip Fuck' thing forgotten?”
“By the team? No, they know about it; but they don't believe it was actually me doing the fucking, only the flipping.” He chuckled at people's willingness to overlook things they didn't want to believe. “Cal never believed it either, even after I told him the truth. He just blocked it out, as if it never happened. Anyway, I don't talk about it at school either way. I tell them I needed the money and that it was a big mistake, which is true.”
Cal's phone calls initially were lengthy and daily but their frequency and duration diminished as the weeks passed. Although Larry's disappointment never showed, his warmth and humor were missing. My heart broke for him; and I would have offered some comfort, except I didn't know how and he never would have allowed it.
At Larry's invitation Laurie, Darren, Z, and I attended the last game which Alameda won, beating Bishop Dowd by a field goal. Ted Dorrance played during the first half of the game, getting in enough time to become a varsity letter man. His knee was apparently better, but he didn't seem to push very hard.
Cal came up for the final game of the year and got a hero's welcome from the team. He was enthusiastic when he saw Larry, but the old intensity wasn't there. Whatever Larry really felt, he only let friendship show and after the game at a party on the field he spent more time with the team members and their families than he did with Cal. The distance wasn't obvious to anyone outside of our household; but it was real. Then, when the evening was over, Cal used a morning practice as an excuse to go straight back to San Jose.
Larry said he was going to hang around the party. So the rest of us walked back to the house talking about everything except what was on our minds. It's very difficult to watch a friend suffer and not be able to do anything.
The next day Larry told Spreckel's he was their man; Spreckel's in turn expanded his duties to include the facilities of their parent organization, a beet growers' cooperative in the Midwest.
The day after that the Fire Department called and invited him to reapply for employment. The government and the union decided that the best solution for what to do with Larry's abuser was to transfer him to another city and hope for the best. Larry felt the Spreckel's job was superior in every respect, but the appeal of actual firefighting was in his blood and he wanted to stay current in the field through actual work. In the end he decided to take a part-time position with the Fire Department; Spreckel's concurred with his choice. So between his jobs and trips to Minnesota, our favorite assistant football coach became a very busy man.
Darren, meanwhile was stepping into some of Z's old jobs. Laurie took him to the Alameda Yacht Club to help out during a busy lunch day and as a result of that job he continued working at restaurants and clubs up and down the estuary. He was meeting Ted now and then but he told me that his condom supply was untouched and unneeded. He also told me what a hoot working at the Alameda Yacht Club was. He met Steve, the chef who was going to teach Z how to cook. Steve was an education all by himself and then there was the head waiter, who was always checking out the guys wearing the trademark semi-transparent shorts.
I told him about how I met Z working at the Alameda Club, when Z gave me advice not to wear red striped boxers with the white shorts.
Darren said they were still using the same shorts and then he switched to the chef. “Eric, that guy Steve wants to get fucked by everybody. Another waiter was making a joke out of it and then I found out - well, actually he told me - that he had fucked him before lunch in a supply room. The other waiter swore he wasn't even gay and Steve just talked him into it. Well, I didn't believe that exactly, but he said he ended up fucking Steve sort of accidentally. He is kind of dumb, but can you believe that?”
I just shrugged and Darren continued. “Then there are these two Asian guys who have fucked everybody who ever got within fifty feet of their boat, according to Mike, the gate guard. I think Mike knows you, by the way; he knows Z. He said the other waiter, Dave – the one who fucked Steve, could barely walk off that boat one night.” He paused and took a breath, “So I asked Dave if he had fucked the Asian guys and he said he wasn't sure. He had a few drinks on the boat and it may have been the other way around. Dave said he went home with a sore ass. Can you believe all this? Everybody's getting laid but me.”
“You don't see that happening with Ted?” I asked.
“Mmmmm, I don't think so. Ted's not so innocent; he gets around – a lot, just like you said. I don't think he's always so nice to people, either; and he expects a lot in return. We just fool around a little, that's all.”
“I think you share your brother's people smarts. I'm not going to stop worrying about you, but I'm going to worry less.” Darren grinned and went to Carolyn's.
After it became obvious Cal wasn't coming back, I offered Cal's attic room to both Darren and Seth, but neither one accepted. I think Darren didn't want to be that close to Z; but Seth told me he liked living with Carolyn. She was giving him good advice on how to handle Andrew's clients, especially the older ones who didn't get their old price any more. “She's really smart, Eric; maybe better than my mom. And she gives me clues on how to handle Andrew, too.”
“Now you are handling Andrew? I thought he was handling you.”
“Well, he still fucks me sometimes, if that's what you mean. But he's decent about it and I don't mind; in fact, I kind of like it since I don't have anything else going on at the moment. And Andrew and Rory; man, I don't know what's going on there. It keeps Andrew off my ass, or ON my ass, I guess.”
“I wish you weren't so clinical about sex, Seth. It should be special, not part of your job,” I told him.
“It will be, when I find somebody special. Meanwhile, … you know, a guy's gotta get his rocks off.”
So my unofficial charges seemed to be surviving ok and I didn't feel like they needed my attention when I went back to the hospital. That didn't happen in October, as I had hoped; it happened after Thanksgiving. I went into the ER part-time, doing three shifts a week, which was all I could do and go to school as well.
Without a paramedic certificate, I was used as a patient care assistant in the ER. I helped with ambulance transfers, patient movement, vital signs, and helped the rest of the staff with any physically demanding or unappealing actions. If it involved bodily waste, it was usually my job. I was under much more detailed supervision than when I was riding the ambulance with Luke.
I suppose Luke actually did supervise me closely during the good old days, but he was very relaxed about it and very competent himself; so he made it seem more like counseling. The nurses were fairly thick-skinned and some of them measured their professionalism by how rude they could be, not just to lowly folk like me but to the patients, too. It was an aspect of the hospital I hadn't seen much of before.
“So now you see why I liked riding the ambulance,” Luke said when I had the chance to talk to him.
Our relationship was different now; there were layers of people between Luke and me and our direct interaction was infrequent although I saw him every day. I looked around and wondered whether eventually being 'promoted' to paramedic was going to mean much difference in what I did and whether I enjoyed it. I wasn't thrilled with prospects, but I decided to get the certificate and then reassess. At least it would mean more money, if nothing else worked out.
What really bothered me was the constant negativity, the incessant bitching about everything by most of the staff. What a bunch of whiners! Man, could they find ways to get pissed off over nothing; and I swear there were people there whose only goal in life was to stab other people in the back.
Spike and Julie seemed like the only genuinely decent people in the place. It was great seeing them regularly, plus I got to see Erica. She was already a charming little kid and almost a year old. The charm was going to be important because she was showing no signs of beauty. Carolyn and Z, who claimed to be experts, said she would grow out of her homely phase and I hoped they were right. But 'Erica', what could I say? She was named after me! How could I not like her? Still, I hoped her sister, due in about four more months, might be more of a looker.
Spike, Julie, Luke, and Z all saw a brighter side to the hospital than I did and urged me to give it some time; I decided they were probably right. Luke in particular was sensitive to my unhappiness with the staff attitudes in the place.
“Yes, the morale sucks, Eric, and the dissatisfaction feeds on itself; but just a couple of people with your attitude can change the place. Give it a shot.”
Rotating shift work was also hard, harder than regularly working the evening shift I had been on; and, as junior assistant nobody, I got assigned mostly nights, weekends, and holidays. Another chance to excel, I told myself. If it hadn't been for Z, worker of miracles, budding chef, light of my life, and head cheerleader for the hospital job, I'd have given up. Just another month and the paramedic courses would be over, I told myself. So I kept my nose down and toughed it out.
The ads with Darren and Z came out timed for Christmas promotions and Andrew said sales of the clothes the two of them wore were 36% higher than the other items in the collection. They agreed to model in a couple of area stores for men's night promotions and got an hourly rate as well as a cut of whatever they sold.
They worked an event event at the Nordstrom's on Market Street in the city and made the news. Darren was wearing a black slacks and jacket combination and misunderstood how the sales were supposed to work. He and other models were on a slightly raised dais showing off their outfits and one customer said he wanted to buy Darren's clothes. It was Darren's first sale; and he quoted the price, which the customer paid in cash. Darren said he go get the right size, but the customer, joking, said he wanted what Darren was wearing. So Darren took off his togs and delivered them on the spot. He was decently clothed, more or less, still wearing a tight grey t-shirt and black boxer briefs; but even in grainy newspaper photos he looked incredibly hot and set off a small stampede as gay guys fought to stuff cash into his underwear.
In addition to the cash for the clothes, which he gave the store, Darren ended up with slightly over eight hundred dollars as well as newspaper and TV coverage. Andrew was delighted, of course; all publicity is good. Nordstrom's was delighted as well, although they sanctimoniously issued a public apology for the 'unfortunate misunderstanding'. Later, as a result, Darren and Z got a bunch of new modeling offers.
Somehow, and somehow's name was probably Seth, the word got around that the food fight guy, the back flip fuck guy , and the cause of the Nordstrom riot all lived in Alameda. We had news people at the door for a few days, but the sensation was short-lived and life on San Antonio went back to normal. Still the resulting pictures of Larry, Darren, and myself were pretty good and they spelled our names right.
Larry worried whether Spreckel's would object to his revived Internet fame, but they didn't take official notice, if they noticed at all. Darren was the astonished one. “Back flip fuck! How did you think of it?” I heard him asking Larry one morning when I was trying to sleep.
The Christmas break at my schools also enabled me to go to Los Angeles for Maddie and Deck's wedding right after Christmas. Although I was nominally the best man, being an out-of-towner, I didn't have any of the usual duties to perform other than a toast or two. They had a wedding planner who handled the best man's usual duties and tried to handle Z as well. Despite the hitting on Z, which he secretly liked, I think, the bachelor party and the wedding were two days of fun. Tanyeli was maid of honor so I functioned as her official escort, although Z was the one she wanted to see.
She was determined about spending some time with Z for business reasons, she said. The Forum line of clothing that they had both promoted was pretty successful although because of its slim cut the success was more European than American. Tanyeli wanted Z to return to Europe and take an active part in promotions. She was insistent that flying in and out wouldn't work; he needed to be there to take advantage of pop-up opportunities.
After the bachelor party Z and I lay in bed. “Eric, I have to tell you. Tanyeli and I had a little thing in Europe; we were alone with a bunch of foreigners and thrown together all the time. And one thing led to another,” Z confessed.
“Shh. You don't owe me any explanations. I didn't sit home every night while you were away, either.” I ran my hand down over his chest and cupped his cock feeling it grow.
“Anyway, I think she wants to resume that part of our relationship, too. Not just the business part.”
I snuggled closer to him. “I can't advise you. All I can say is I love living every minute of every day with you. If you think you need to spend some time in Europe, that's what you have to do. I'll still be here when you get back.”
“You idiot!” Z kissed me. “I'm telling her no. Don't go acting all self-sacrificing on me.”
Some really great sex followed and I have to say I was on top of my game as well as on top of Z. He came with my cock in him and it left him breathless; but I didn't stop. I slow-fucked him and it took a while 'til he came again. His second orgasm was physically draining, maybe even a little painful, and left him almost dazed. “Every minute of every day,” I repeated, with my hard dick still in him, pumping slowly. He clung tight to me as I fucked him harder; his face had that puffy, mid-sex, bruised look that was so hot to me, irresistable when it was Z, and this time as he continually kissed me I let myself come.
“I love the way you can come twice,” I told him.
“Only with you,” he told me; but I think that was a happy lie.
The next day's wedding was a Hollywood production, in the good sense of that expression. It was beautiful. Everything was perfect. The reception was at the Beverly Hills Hotel; the after party was going to be at the Belair. The big reception was full of Disney people. Z and Tanyeli were being a couple so I spent some time with Charlie and Ed, two of the editors I'd known. We laughed about Mexico, commiserated about the movie, and looked forward to the next one.
“And here comes the reason for our trouble,” Charlie said. Logan Long and a girl I didn't know came up and said hello. Charlie and Ed drifted away. Logan was very conservatively dressed and as a couple they looked almost innocent and very attractive.
“I'm sorry about the movie, Eric,” he said.
“Yeah, well, there will be other chances, Logan. Chin up.”
“For you, maybe; I'm lucky Deck invited me to the big reception. Nobody else in town will even talk to me.” He looked me in the eye and he wasn't feeling sorry for himself; he was just being factual.
“Don't worry, Logan,” Melissa, his date, said, “Something will turn up.”
“The stock market, maybe,” Logan joked with a smile. I could see a reminder of his old adolescent appeal in that smile. Then I was called away for more pictures.
“See you at the Belair?” I asked.
“Not invited,” Logan said waving.