RacerBear
Slut
FINDING DARIN
PART 16
PART 16
They traveled the rest of the way down in silence. Once they were outside and she had her cigarette lit, Randi began, "He thinks he knows who hurt him."
"That’s great," Darin said.
"No, it’s not," she replied. "There’s more to it than just knowing who hurt him. He also thinks he knows why."
"I don’t follow."
"Why didn’t you tell me you had been with him?" she demanded.
Shocked by her tone, Darin replied, "It was only one time and I didn’t think it was important."
She glared at him as she continued. "It may be more important than you know." Tears trickled across her cheeks.
Confused, he held up his hands. "I swear to you, I don’t know what you’re talking about." The truth was, however, that he did know what she was talking about. It was also very likely that he might know who had hurt Rodney. He just could not bring himself to admit that fact.
Trying to compose herself, she took several drags on her cigarette. Finally, she began, "He said that, when he got home, there was a car parked across the street. He thought he had seen it earlier at the station but, because it was dark, he wasn’t sure. He just assumed that one of his neighbors had company. When he unlocked the door, he said this guy came up behind him and pushed him inside."
"What?" Darin gasped.
"The guy said he just wanted to talk to Rodney about something. When Rodney agreed, the guy went to the door and opened it. He said an older woman with gray hair came in. He said she had very cold looking eyes and she told him he had ruined her daughter’s marriage." Randi paused as she crushed out her cigarette and pulled another one from the pack. "She called him a ‘dirty little faggot whore’ and got all up in his face," she added as she lit her second cigarette and blew smoke from her nose.
Stunned, Darin asked her, "Did he know who this woman was?"
"Not really, only that he had seen her at the station earlier in the evening. She was driving a red Lincoln."
Suddenly, Darin’s worst fears were becoming a reality. "Oh, no," he gasped.
"He said that, after a few minutes, she left. She told the guy to do whatever he wanted to with ‘this little piece of garbage.’ The guy dragged him to the bedroom." She paused as her lip began to quiver and her eyes filled with tears. "He raped him," she stated, losing control of her emotions. She stood silently crying and puffing her cigarette for several moments. Finally, she continued, "When he finished and rolled off him, Rodney tried to get away. That’s when the guy started beating on him. When they found him, he was covered with blood and his clothes were all but ripped off."
"Randi, I’m so sorry."
"You should be," she said harshly.
"I didn’t do this to him," he protested.
"No, but if it hadn’t been for you, it would never have happened," she accused.
He decided to change the subject. "You said she was driving a red Lincoln?"
"That’s what he told me. Do you know who she is?" Randi demanded.
"I don’t know for sure," he answered sadly. He took in a deep breath, letting it out slowly as he decided whether or not to tell her what he feared. "It could have been my ex-wife’s mother," he finally added.
She puffed her cigarette and stared at him. "But, why would she do something like this?" she asked.
"Because she’s a heartless bitch who only cares about money, that’s why."
"There has to be more to it than that," Randi said.
"The only reason I can think of is that I’m divorcing her daughter. She had become accustomed to a little higher standard of living," he added. " She hates me because I took that away from her."
"I don’t understand," she said as she puffed her cigarette.
He stared at his feet for several moments before he spoke. "Let’s just say," he paused, "I’ve got a few bucks."
Rolling her eyes, Randi said, "I figured as much with the car you drive."
"That’s not my car. It belongs to my uncle."
"So, this is family money?"
"You could say that."
"So, was my brother just a ‘sport fuck’?"
"Not at all. I wasn’t even looking for anything the night I met him. It…just happened."
"It just happened?"
"I stopped at the station for gas and we started talking. I asked him if there was anywhere close to get something to eat. We shared a meal and conversation."
Her look softened. "He’s a charmer, my brother," she said.
"That he is," he said, smiling. "Anyway, he invited me back to his place and, after some thought, I accepted."
"Did you tell him you loved him?" she asked.
"I started to the next morning," he answered. "He wouldn’t let me. I figured I was just another notch in his belt," he added sadly. "I left then and assumed we’d never see each other again."
"Do you still care for him?"
"I do," he admitted to her. "For several days afterward, I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Hell, I still think about him." He thought for a moment before he continued, "You have to understand, I was unhappy for a long, long time. I never realized until that night just why I was so unhappy." He paused. "Your brother helped me to answer that question."
"How does Brady figure into all this?"
Without hesitation, Darin replied, "I love that boy more than anything in this world."
She smiled at him for the first time since they had stepped outside. "Rodney wants to see you," she said. Crushing out her cigarette, she turned and walked toward the entrance.
Holding the door for her, Darin followed. "Are you sure he wants to see me?" he asked as they stepped into the elevator.
She nodded. "He said he needed to see you."
He leaned against the wall of the elevator as it moved upward. Finally, the steel doors opened and they stepped into the hallway.
"Did he say whether or not he knew who the woman was?" he asked.
"Not at first but, before she left, she said to the guy, ‘Darin won’t want him when he’s not so pretty anymore.’ That’s when he figured out who she might be."
"I honestly didn’t think he’d remember me."
"Well, obviously, you were wrong."
"I guess I was."
"He said that when the guy was beating on him, he kept thinking, ‘Maybe now the pain of losing him will go away’."
Darin closed his eyes and drew in a deep breath "I had no idea he felt that way," he said.
Approaching his room, Randi put her hand on Darin’s arm. "He’s got some nasty bruises on his face," she whispered. "But his spirits are good."
Darin gasped audibly when he took in the sight of Rodney. The young man’s legs were in casts and were held above the bed by a type of sling system. His left arm was in a cast up to his elbow. He had a bandage covering his right eye and the rest of his face was nearly covered with dark purple bruises. "Hey there," Darin finally said, approaching the bed.
Although he was obviously in considerable pain, Rodney managed a faint smile. "Hey, yourself," he whispered. "I was hoping you’d come see me." He reached out his right hand to Darin, who took it in his own.
"The doctors say you’re gonna be okay," Darin said as he patted Rodney’s hand and tried to make small talk. He was fighting back tears as he realized the young man who was lying there bore almost no resemblance to the one he had met just a few days before. The only thing that was the same as he remembered was the straw colored hair that peeked from beneath the bandages wrapped over his head.
"That’s what they tell me," the boy said softly. He motioned for Darin to move closer. His voice was barely a whisper. When Darin leaned in, he said, "I knew you’d come back to me." His eyes drooped as he tried to say more. Quietly, he drifted off to sleep without further comment.
Laying Rodney’s hand on the bed beside him, Darin turned when he heard Randi enter the room. He brushed a tear from the corner of his eye and stood, staring at Rodney. There was a soft knock on the door as Officer Bailey entered. He asked Darin, "Can I speak with you a moment?"
"Certainly," Darin answered. To Randi he said, "Come get me if he wakes up again." Before leaving the room, he leaned over and gently kissed Rodney on the forehead.
"I will," she said.
Officer Bailey led Darin to a small office down the hall. He motioned for Darin to enter, followed and closed the door. He removed the spiral note pad and pen from his shirt pocket and looked at Darin. "Randi tells me that you might know someone who may be involved in this," he said after indicating for Darin to sit.
"My Ex mother-in-law," Darin stated while taking a seat.
Officer Bailey nodded. "And how is it that you know Mister Green?"
Darin swallowed hard. "We met not long ago when I stopped into the station where he works."
"I see," the officer said as he made notes. "And what was the nature of your relationship with him?" he probed.
Shifting nervously in his seat, Darin answered softly, "We, uh…it was…of a sexual nature."
****
He was barely outside the hospital parking area when he grabbed his cel phone. Quickly, he dialed the number and held the phone to his ear. After the second ring, the woman’s voice answered. "How could you do this, you fucking bitch?" he shouted.
"Who ish thish?" the woman slurred. She was obviously intoxicated.
"You know exactly who this is you old cow!" he continued to shout. "How dare you think you can hurt him like that!"
"I do’ know whatcher talkin’ ‘bout," she insisted.
He could feel his heart pounding in his temples as he shouted, "You won’t get away with this, you hear me?"
"Fuck you, mishter," she said as she slammed the phone in his ear.
He quickly dialed another number and waited.
"What do you want now?" Janet demanded.
Darin took in a deep breath before he answered. "What have you and your mother done?" he calmly asked her.
She was silent for a moment. "I don’t know what you’re talking about," she said flatly.
"Your mother hired some goon to beat the shit out of Rodney, that’s what I’m talking about!" he shouted through the phone.
"Who’s Rodney?" she demanded. "Oh, your little faggot friend?"
"He’s my friend," he corrected, "And you and that bitch had no right to hurt him that way."
"I didn’t do any such thing," she insisted. "I only found him. He probably got beat up by some other guy he hustled."
"You’d really like me to believe that wouldn’t you?"
"I don’t give a shit what you believe. He was a fucking prostitute!" she shouted.
"No, he was not!"
"Yes, he was! Everybody knows that’s what he did in that filthy little whorehouse of a trailer." Maybe she did know more than he realized.
"I swear to you," he said coldly, "If I find out you had anything to do with this, I’ll…"
"You’ll what?" she asked.
He thought for a moment, then stated, "I’ll see that you walk away with nothing."
"You can’t do that!" she shouted.
"Just try me, you ungrateful bitch!" This time, he ended the call.
****
It was after ten that evening when Darin arrived at the home Brady shared with Tim. He knocked on the door and waited. Finally, wearing gray sweat pants and a blue tee shirt, Brady answered the door. "It’s late," was all he said.
Darin leaned forward to give Brady a kiss but the younger man pulled away. "Can I come in?" he asked.
"I have to get up early for work," Brady replied, holding the door. "Where have you been?"
Darin thought for a moment. "I had to work late," he lied.
"Darin, I’m not stupid."
Taken by surprise, Darin replied, "I never said you were."
"So, why didn’t you tell me you were going to see him?" Brady demanded. "Do you still love him?"
"No, it’s not that at all. I just didn’t think."
"You didn’t think? Or, you just wanted to keep it a secret?"
"I’d never keep something like this a secret. How did you find out?"
"Randi told me. I called her to see how her brother was doing."
"I was going to tell you, honest."
"Forgive me if I don’t believe you. After what you told me about your feelings for him, how can I?"
"Babe, don’t do this. I don’t want to argue about this."
"Don’t call me Babe."
"I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you…"
"Well, you did."
"I know and I’m truly sorry. Please let me explain."
"I think you should leave now."
"But, I…"
"Just go. I don’t think I want to be with you right now."
"I’ll call you in a couple of days…"
"Don’t bother."
"I don’t want it to end like this."
"You should have thought about that before you snuck off to be with him."
Standing on the porch with the screen door in his hand, he said, once again, "Just let me explain."
Brady slammed the inside door and stormed away, turning off the porch light as he went. Standing in the dark, Darin whispered one more time, "Just let me explain." When he reached the car, he turned back and stared toward the house. He could see the light in Brady’s bedroom window. He said a silent prayer as he stared, hoping to see the handsome young man. Before he slid into the car, he looked up and said softly, "I love you Brady Tortellino. More than you’ll ever know."
****
Spencer stopped in to visit with Darin and Jake before he left the office on Thursday afternoon. "Gentlemen," he said when he entered. "I wanted to stop and see you before I headed home."
"Good afternoon, Mister Morgan," Jake said as he rose to greet his boss.
Darin stood as well and said, "Hey, Uncle Spencer, how are you today?"
"I’m doing quite well," Spencer returned. "Mary and I have reservations for dinner this evening and I’m going to try to spend some more quality time with her so I’m heading out for the day." He took a seat in one of the chairs in front of Darin’s desk.
"How is Aunt Mary?" Darin asked. "Is she still taking those kick boxing classes?"
Spencer laughed. "Oh, mercy, no!" he snorted. "She gave those up some time ago. When she kicked over one of her precious statues." He laughed some more. "Oh, I haven’t thought about that in forever. Ha, ha! I always hated those damn statues."
Darin and Jake joined in the laughter, though neither of them knew to what Spencer was referring. They were simply enjoying the fact that he was sharing a lighter moment with them.
After several minutes, Spencer cleared his throat and scooted his chair closer to Darin’s desk. "I want you boys to do something for me," he said, motioning for Jake to move closer. He pulled a paper and two index cards from his pocket and laid them on the desk in front of Darin.
"What are these?" Darin asked.
Indicating the two cards, Spencer replied, "Signature cards for an account I’ve set up. I want you two to manage it for me."
Darin looked over the paper and cards on his desk. "What type of account is this?"
Clearing his throat again, Spencer looked at Jake and then Darin. "I took part of Simon’s money and started a fund to help people like your friend who was…what did you call it?"
"Gay bashed," Darin replied.
Spencer nodded. "That’s right, gay bashed," he said. "I want to help your friend and others like him with medical expenses. How is he, your friend?"
"He’s better but he has a long road to recovery."
Turning to Jake, Spencer asked, "And how is your friend?"
"David? He’s fine," Jake replied. He was taken by surprise that Spencer knew as much about him as he did. "Why do you ask, sir?"
Spencer patted Jake’s shoulder. "Now, what did I tell you about this ‘sir’ business?" he scolded.
Jake smiled and nodded but remained silent.
"Well, I heard that he was injured some time ago and I was wondering if he needed anything," the older man continued. "I hope I didn’t offend you by asking about him."
Jake shook his head. "Oh, not at all," he assured. "I just didn’t know you knew anything about him."
"Well, actually," Spencer confided, "He’s the one who set up the account for me and, when I told him who I was, he said that you and he were partners. He’s a fine young man."
Darin smiled and nodded as Spencer engaged Jake in the bulk of the conversation.
"I didn’t realize that we did business with his bank," Jake said, grinning.
Spencer smiled as he continued, "He told me that he had been hurt some years ago and that he had really struggled getting help with all the bills. He also thanked me for doing what we’re doing."
"I’d be proud to oversee it for you, Mister Morgan," Jake stated. "And thank you for asking about David. It’s not easy for him sometimes."
"You’re very welcome, Jake," Spencer replied. "Tell me, is the wheelchair…?"
"It just makes it easier for him to get around at work," Jake answered. "He uses his crutches most of the time but, he’s rather unstable sometimes and the chair keeps him from falling and hurting himself."
"I see. Then he’s not completely paralyzed?"
"No, he just struggles, sometimes, to get his feet to do what he wants them to do."
Spencer placed his hand on Jake’s shoulder. "You’ll tell me if you need anything, won’t you?"
Smiling, Jake replied, "I will, thank you."
"You’re very welcome," the older man stated. Looking at his watch, he stood and added, "Well, gentlemen, I’d better be going. I have a long day tomorrow so, if you’ll excuse me, I have a date with my wife." He chuckled as he stepped to the door. "I think Simon would be proud of what we’re doing," he added. With a wave, he was gone.
TO BE CONTINUED



















