FINDING DARIN
PART 24
Janet was already at the house, supervising the movers when Darin arrived. Cautiously, he opened the door. She was standing in the kitchen, wrapping bubble wrap around some drinking glasses. When she saw him, she rushed to greet him. "I was wondering if you’d show up today," she said, happily. "How’s Uncle Spencer?"
"He’s doing really well," Darin replied as she hugged him. With some reservation, he put his arms around her as well. "I just wanted to see what, if anything, you were leaving behind," he added when she stepped back.
"I made a list of what I’m taking," she chattered, picking it up from the counter and holding it for him to see. "I assumed you’d want the big screen and the curios from the family room. I think you said, the bar stays?"
"That’s right. Yeah, the big tee vee will look good in our new family room," he stated, surveying the kitchen. "Have you run across that old Saint Bernard cookie jar?"
"I put it over there with some other things I thought you might want," she replied, pointing to a box next to the sink. "I found those funny little dishes you liked so much too."
"Oh, cool!" he giggled, looking through the box. "I forgot all about those." He held one, shaped like a small loaf of bread, up to look at it and placed it gently inside the box. "I don’t know if Brady will want them but I think they’re cute."
"So, did you bring your boyfriend with you?" she asked, looking toward the back door.
"No, he had to work," Darin muttered, opening one of the cupboard doors. "Why do you ask?"
"I’d like to meet him sometime," she replied, returning to her wrapping. "I hear he’s a real sweetheart."
He leaned against the front of the sink. "Who told you that?"
"You remember Nick, my hairdresser?"
"Oh, yeah. How does he know Brady?"
"He used to do volunteer work at the shelter and he said they went out a couple of times."
"I see," he said, smiling. Shaking his head, he added, "Can I ask you something?"
"Of course."
"Who are you and what have you done with Janet?" He studied her face. She wore very little makeup and her hair was pulled back, tied into a ponytail.
"Oh, stop." She swatted his arm.
"No, really," he insisted, "I don’t think I’ve ever seen you this happy. It’s kinda strange."
"Well, I have your friend…uh…Rodney to thank for that."
"Rodney? What did he do?"
"Well, you knew I had to write him a letter of apology, didn’t you?" She didn’t wait for him to answer. "Anyway, I asked the prosecutor if I could go and see him, so I could apologize in person. He told me he would check to see if Rodney was open to the idea and he was. I also had to have a police officer present so that really cute Officer Bailey went with me."
"I see, go on."
"Well, I expected him to be all angry and bitter and not want to talk," she said, a touch of sadness in her voice. "But, you know what? He wasn’t. I had a really nice visit with him and he answered so many questions that I had. He helped me realize that it’s wrong to hate someone for what’s in their heart."
"I could have told you that."
"But I never would have listened. Before I left, he did something that I never expected."
"What’s that?"
"He actually forgave me! I never expected that." She paused to wipe a tear from the corner of her eye. "Plus, he helped me see that I wasn’t the only one who’s been hurt by all the bickering and fighting. I’m so sorry for the way I treated you all those years. I mean that."
"I want to believe you but…"
"I know, it’s hard to really trust me. That’s okay, I don’t expect you to."
"I want to," he repeated.
"I don’t expect us to ever be as close as we were when we first met but, can’t we at least be friends?"
"I’m willing to try if you are. By the way, how’s you mom doing?"
"Oh," she began, shaking her head, "She’s…well…you know Lillian. She’s so pissed about being ordered into rehab."
"I heard that was your idea?"
"But don’t you dare tell her that," she said. "I figured she’d never agree to it any other way. I talked to the prosecutor and the judge and they agreed to make it a condition of her probation. As far as she knows, it came from them."
"I’m sure I won’t ever have any reason to speak to her."
"She started her thirty days yesterday. I don’t know what pissed her off more, the rehab thing or not being able to get her hair done twice a week."
"I can’t imagine her ever agreeing to stop drinking."
"She’s a completely different person when she’s not drinking. Unfortunately, that person hasn’t been around for a long time. I just wish I’d have done something for her sooner."
"Well, maybe some good can come of all this."
A stocky man, around forty, wearing a pair of gray coveralls stepped into the kitchen. "Speaking of something good," Janet began, blushing, "I’d like you to meet Rick. Rick, this is my soon to be ex-husband, Darin."
Darin offered his hand as Rick did the same. The grip was firm. "Pleased to meet you," Rick said, "Janet’s told me a lot about you."
"I hope, at least, some of it was good," Darin laughed.
"Damn near all of it," Rick replied. He was only slightly taller than Janet and, in his coveralls, he reminded Darin of one of those ‘oompa loompas’ from the Willy Wonka movie. He had almost no neck and what little hair he did have was all gray. Studying his face, Darin could see that, at one time, he was probably very handsome. His smile was warm and genuine, however and immediately put Darin at ease.
"So, are you two…dating?" he asked, pointing from one to the other with his index finger.
"I’d like to think so," Rick snorted putting a beefy arm around her back. "She called me to ask about how to go about getting her realtor’s license and…"
"Hey, I can’t expect you to support me for the rest of my life now, can I?" she said. "I had to buy my mom’s house so she could pay…"
"If I can help with that," Darin interrupted, "Just let me know."
"No, that’s my mother’s mess. She made it; she has to clean it up. I’m just glad I had the money from this place to buy hers. Thank you for that, by the way."
"No problem. You were entitled to it."
"Not really. According to my attorney, if you had fought me, you could have kept all of it. Your Grandfather’s will was pretty solid."
"Maybe," he said, "But it was the right thing to do. You’re welcome."
"Well, Hon, I better get back to work," Rick said, kissing her on the cheek. "We’re almost finished. It was nice meeting you," he said to Darin as he exited the room.
"Yeah, same here," Darin replied, smiling. "You’re actually glowing," he said to Janet after Rick left.
"What can I say. He makes me tingle."
"Well, good for you. I’m glad you found somebody. He seems like a really good man."
"He is. What about you, does Brady make you tingle?"
"Like you could never imagine."
"I don’t know about that. I think I can."
****
When he arrived back at his office, he found Jake chatting on the phone. "Honey, I’m home," he joked.
"Very funny," Jake said waving his hand. "No, I’m still here," he said into the phone. "Well, I wondered why you wanted to leave so soon." He closed his eyes and drew in a sharp breath. "No, really, I’m not upset."
Darin studied his assistant, wondering what was going on. "What’s up?" he asked when Jake finally hung up the phone.
Jake stared at his desk for several minutes before he replied, "Well, it appears that about ten years ago, David and Tony had a short but very passionate affair."
"Is that why he was in such a hurry to leave Saturday night?" Darin asked, removing two cans of soda from the small refrigerator and offering one to Jake.
Shaking his head, Jake replied, "Yeah, he wasn’t sure if Tony recognized him. He’s put on a few pounds since then."
Darin put the extra can back and offered, "Tony never said anything to me about it but, then he’s not the type to talk about it if he’s not sure the other person is okay with it."
"He’s been really quiet and withdrawn since we got home Saturday night and I finally confronted him this morning. He told me about it and we had a bit of an argument. I told him it was okay but he feels guilty about it."
"Why should he feel guilty?" Darin quizzed, popping the top on the can.
"He’s afraid I’ll be jealous because Tony was his first great love," Jake finally admitted.
Darin took a sip of soda and swallowed. "Oh, that must have hurt," he sympathized.
"Yeah, a little."
"Tony told me about a guy who was the brother of a girl he was dating. He said he was visiting from Atlanta…" He paused when he finally made the connection.
"Bingo!"
"I never even thought about David. Besides, Tony didn’t go into details except to say that he enjoyed it very much and he hated to see it come to an end."
"Well, David is worried about Tony still having feelings for him."
"I don’t think that’s the case. Tony’s crazy about Tim."
"I think it’s more a case of David being worried that Tony won’t have
any feelings for him."
"You mean he still has feelings for Tony?"
"Yeah, big time. He said Tony’s pretty well endowed and he’d give anything for a chance to be with him again."
"How do you feel about that?"
"Well, it doesn’t make me feel all warm and tingly."
"No, I don’t suppose it does."
"But, I can’t very well stop him if he’s determined to be with Tony again. He’s a grown man and, besides, turnabout is fair play."
"I’m not following."
"I kinda had what you might call…a little…indiscretion a while back and he knows about it. But, I’ve been totally monogamous since then."
"So, you feel like he should have an opportunity to ‘return the favor’, so to speak."
"Something like that."
"Well, I know Tony likes to play."
"David and I brought a guy home from the bar one night and it was a lot of fun but, he was more into me than he was David. We decided we wouldn’t do anything like that after that one time."
"Is that who you had your ‘indiscretion’ with?" Darin asked, taking another sip of his soda.
"Yeah, he was a really nice guy but I knew it was a mistake as soon as I agreed to meet him. David was going through one of his ‘poor me’ phases and I needed to get out of the house for a while. I met the guy at a hotel and he fucked me raw. When I got back home, I told David everything and he was, actually, pretty cool about it. That night we had some of the best make up sex we ever had. That was the first time I ever topped him."
"So, you guys are both versatile?"
"Yeah, I’m a versatile bottom and he’s a versatile top."
"I know what that means now," Darin said, smiling.
"You been studying?"
"No, Brady explained it to me."
"How do you think he’d feel about something like this. No, wait, I think I remember."
"He’d probably be okay with it now, but, you’re right. He did have a problem with it before."
"So, you guys have worked out your feelings for Rodney?" Jake asked.
"There really wasn’t much to work out." Darin paused as he studied the can he held in his hand. He quickly swallowed the last of the soda and continued, "I realized that my feelings for him are far stronger than the ones I had for Rodney. Don’t get me wrong, I love Rodney to pieces but, he’s not the one I want to spend my life with."
****
It had been a quiet morning at the shelter. Brady was finishing up another adoption when the phone rang. "Paws and Claws," he said, picking up the receiver.
"Hey there, Handsome," Darin said.
Turning away from the couple, who was sitting across from him, he said quietly, "Can I call you right back?"
Darin chuckled. "Are you in the middle of something?"
"Uh-huh, about ten minutes," Brady answered. "Are you still at work?"
"I’m just heading out," Darin advised, "Call my cel."
"Okay, talk to you in a few," Brady replied before hanging up the phone and returning to the adoption process. The couple, Brian and Jenny, was adopting a beautiful long haired black cat that the staff had named, Taboo. "I’m so glad he’s finally made a connection with someone," Brady said as Brian snuggled the cat. Taboo purred loudly, enjoying the attention from his new owners.
Scratching the cat’s ears, Jenny said, "I guess he was just waiting for us to come in and take him home."
"I suppose," Brady agreed. "I just know that a lot of people looked at him and he acted like he didn’t want to be bothered. He’s such a friendly cat. We’ll miss him around here," he added, sorting the stack of papers and verifying that each copy had the necessary signatures. "Here’s his neuter certificate," he said, placing it on top of the stack that would go with the couple.
"Is there anything special he prefers to eat?" Brian inquired while the cat rolled onto his back so the man could scratch his belly.
"He likes a small amount of canned food once a day," Brady replied. "Other than that, he doesn’t have any specific dietary needs."
While Brady removed some coupons from the desk drawer, Jenny pulled an envelope from her purse and laid it on the desk. "I hope you don’t mind," she said, "We were going to go to the county shelter and they charge a bit more than you do."
"Yes, that’s true," Brady said.
"Well, we had put that much back so, we decided to just give you the difference as a donation. Is that okay?"
"Oh, absolutely," he replied, removing the eighty dollars from the envelope. "We can always use any extra."
"Is it true that you’re closing?" Brian asked while the cat continued to squirm in his lap, batting his tie.
Brady smiled. "Yes, my partner and I are opening a shelter and moving this operation to another location in three weeks," he replied. Opening another drawer and removing a sheet of paper, he added, "Here’s some information about our new location. I hope you’ll come to our open house."
"We’d love to," Jenny said, taking the flyer and rising to leave.
The couple was moving toward the exit when Darin parked his car in the parking lot. "Oh, here’s my partner now," Brady said as they stood in the doorway.
"That’s your partner?" Jenny asked.
Brady smiled broadly. "Yes, he is."
Turning to her husband, she pulled the cat free of his grasp and all but tossed him to Brady. "We’ve changed our mind," she said flatly. Snatching the four twenties from his hand and tossing the paperwork onto the floor, they were out the door before he could react.
As Darin approached, he recognized the young couple. "Hey, Brian, Jenny," he said with a friendly smile.
"Fuck you, asshole!" Jenny shouted before her husband could respond. Without any additional comment, they climbed into their Toyota and sped away, leaving Darin standing in the driveway.
Looking toward the front door, he noticed Brady’s shocked expression as he stood there, holding the confused feline. Quickly, he approached the building and opened the door. "Are you okay?" he asked when he noticed a large scratch on the side of Brady’s face. "Did the cat get you?"
Brady put his hand to his left cheek and felt the blood that was trickling from his wound. "Yeah, I guess so," he said softly, his face becoming pale. "What was that all about?" he asked as Darin guided him to a chair beside the door.
Darin took his handkerchief and pushed the lever on the drinking fountain to wet it. He carefully dabbed at the deep scratch on Brady’s cheek as the cat purred and gently pushed his head against Brady’s chin. "I know you’re sorry, Buddy," he said to the frightened animal, scratching his ears. Taboo meowed softly and placed his paw on Darin’s chin as a means to tell him that he understood. A broad smile spread across Darin’s face. "That was Jan’s cousin," he told Brady.
"Man, she went from an angel to a bitch in about three seconds," Brady told him. "I couldn’t believe the way she turned on me."
"I know," Darin soothed. "She and Jan were really close and the four of us spent a lot of time together. One day, her husband came to me and told me that he was having an affair. He asked me what he should do and I told him he should do whatever would make him happy."
"That would be my answer too, I guess," Brady said holding the wet cloth against his face.
Darin nodded. "I told him that he needed to decide if he wanted to stay married or move on. I agreed not to say anything to her. Then, a couple weeks later, she came to me and told me she thought he was having an affair and asked me if I knew anything."
"Ooh, I bet that put you in a bad spot."
"It did. I really liked her husband and I didn’t want to do anything to cause him any more trouble so I said I didn’t know anything. When she found out that I knew about it, she was really pissed."
"How’d she find out?"
"He told her after they had gone to a counselor. In fact, he told her everything, including some things I didn’t know about."
"Like what?" Brady inquired.
"Like the fact that he was in love with me and that, despite the fact that he loved her, he wanted a divorce."
"He told her he was in love with you? Brian?"
"He sure did," Darin said, nodding. "No, Brian’s her second husband."
"Still, I can’t imagine him married to her. He’s such a sweetheart."
"So was Dennis. I had no idea he was seeing another man. In fact, the first time I heard anything about that was when she launched her verbal assault a couple weeks later."
"Did you confront him with any of this?"
"Yeah, I did. He told me he said it to protect the other guy. She blamed me for breaking up their marriage. Then, when she heard Jan and I were getting divorced and that I was gay, she thought there really was something between Dennis and me."
"She sounds like a real psycho," Brady said sadly, snuggling the cat.
Taboo reached toward Darin and hooked his claw in the front of his white shirt. Pulling himself closer, the cat rubbed his face against Darin’s chin. "I know," Darin cooed, "She’s a mean lady."
"Are you thinking what I’m thinking?" Brady asked hopefully.
"I am if you’re thinking this little guy needs to stay with us," Darin answered, pulling them closer and gently kissing Brady’s cheek.
TO BE CONTINUED