Chapter Sixty-Four
One week was all it took. Rocky was a changed man. After his enjoyable but frustrating first encounter with Jess, he accepted Jess's offer the next night.
“I got a room, Rocky. After your second set, we could ... if you want to, that is ...”
“Yeah! Really? Yeah, I want to!”
Rocky couldn't wait for the second set's music to end. His eagerness showed; as he danced his jock swelled fuller than usual. He stared at Jess while he let the customers take their time tucking a bill into his brief costume. At last the set ended.
“What the fuck, Rocky?” the bartender queried. “You giving it away tonight?”
Rocky ignored the question, “You can close up with out me, right?” He gave the bartender a twenty and ten minutes later met Jess on the street outside the club.
They walked two blocks and turned a corner. In front of them, surprisingly well-lit, was the door of the Bayview Apartment Hotel. It's quiet contrasted with a noisy bar next door. The desk clerk barely glanced up from his discussion of payment terms with a potential resident.
“You need a City certificate to qualify for that rate,” he explained a down-but-not-quite-out older woman. The woman's protest was drowned out by the noise of the elevator machinery. Jess pushed the button again and then, impatient for the door to open, said, “Fuck it. It's only two flights.” At last at the door to their room, he giggled while he fiddled with the key. “Can't you wait 'til we're in the room?”
“No.” Rocky held Jess against him and ground his pelvis into Jess's slim ass. “You got ten seconds to get the door open or we're doing it right here.” Rocky nimbleness got Jess's pants open. He slid into the underwear and felt the wetness of Jess's cock head. Once inside the room, he pushed Jess gently onto the bed and pulled at the bottom of his pants legs. The jeans came off easily and pulled the underwear halfway off as well.
Jess removed his shirt by himself and lay back on the bed. He left his underwear around his thighs, making no attempt to pull it back up. He watched, ready for whatever Rocky wanted to do. Rocky stripped and then hesitated. “Um ...” Rocky's uncertainty came through in his hesitation. “Now what? I'm not actually very experienced at this.”
Jess reached over and turned out the bedside lamp. It took a moment to adjust to the dim light seeping into the room around a curtain too small for its window. “Come here. Lie next to me,” Jess said. “What do you want to do?” he asked after Rocky got settled. His fingers closed lightly around Rocky's hard cock, tracing its outline, feeling its contours.
Rocky groaned and pushed his hips forward, fucking into Jess's hand. He stuttered and Jess took over. “Last night you liked kissing. You want to do that some more?” Jess gently kissed Rocky, giving him a sample of where that would go.
Rocky kissed him back and felt for his cock. “Wow. Your dick is bigger than I thought.”
“It's no bigger than yours,” Jess suggested. “Want to taste it?”
Rocky followed the suggestion and licked the heat, tasting the saltiness of precum. He did what seemed natural, what seemed as if it would feel good to him. He took the swollen head in his mouth and then a couple inches of shaft. And then, after he got used to that, a couple more inches. He gagged and backed off.
“Easy,” Jess said. “Take your time. Get used to it. Let me show you ...” Jess had sucked more than a few cocks and tried several methods on Rocky. Deep-throating and ball-tugging worked best. Rocky quickly and without giving any warning came in his mouth. Jess didn't slow down, he kept sucking until Rocky pulled him away.
“Stop! Wow! I'm so sensitive!” He gasped for breath and groaned a few more wows before he calmed down. “That was amazing!”
“I've heard that before,” Jess answered, as he kissed Rocky's neck.
“Not too original, huh? Let me try you again.”
“A for effort, D for technique,” Jess commented. “Don't let me feel your teeth and don't actually suck hard. Think friction, not suction.”
“Sorry I'm a huge disappointment.”
“Oh, Rocky,” Jess almost melted. “You're not a disappointment at all. I've dreamed of this.”
A more experienced man would have been wary of Jess, but Rocky was flattered and tried again with more success. He soon had Jess cooing with satisfaction until Jess pulled him up for a kiss. “But you didn't come,” Rocky commented on the obvious.
“That's ok; I liked it, though. You're getting the idea. I don't usually come from a blow job anyway.”
“How do you like it? How can I make you come?”
“You're not done? You want to try more?” Jess asked. Rocky put Jess's hand on his revived erection as an answer. “Mmmm,” Jess responded. “I guess you're not.”
“What do I do?” Rocky asked again.
“Do you maybe want to fuck me? That's what I really like.” Jess waited for Rocky's answer and waited and waited. “Did I scare you off?”
“No. I'm just not sure how to do it.”
“Dick goes in asshole. Pretty much the usual after that.” Jess made it sound so ordinary.
“I get that, but what position? How do we start?”
“Lie back,” Jess ordered. He got something from the drawer of the nearby table and soon Rocky felt an encompassing coolness on his cock, as Jess spread the lube around. “And then the rubber ...” Jess continued. He opened the ack and rolled the protection onto Rocky's erection. “And then some more lube ...”
“Lube inside and out?” Rocky questioned.
“Yeah. Some guys don't like condoms. This way it feels better, just don't let it slip off. Get it in and then try to fuck the condom, not me. I'll still feel it the same, but you'll like it better. Ready?” Jess straddled Rocky and kissed him. The hook up was fairly smooth. Jess held Rocky's cock and slowly sat down on it. The darkness was enough that Rocky couldn't see the occasional winces of pain on Jess's face. All he could hear were the moans of satisfaction as his cock went in. “Ok, go slow. Try not to come too soon.”
Rocky proceded slowly and carefully for a few strokes and then nature took over. Jess was soon bouncing like a rag doll as Rocky thrust hard and fast up into his tight warmth. Jess knew it couldn't last long and stroked himself frantically, trying to keep up with Rocky. Rocky grabbed him, immobilizing Jess's body, and fucked with all his might. Jess went limp in Rocky's iron grip; he let out a long whimper as Rocky came convulsively.
Jess's whimper came from two causes. First, the fuck felt so good; it was total possession by the man of his nightly dreams, total fulfillment of his need to be mastered. His hand was wet from the evidence. It was wet but not wet enough. He hadn't come. Almost, but he hadn't. And then he whimpered because he knew Rocky's second orgasm, something this explosive would wipe out Rocky for the night. “You didn't go slow,” Jess observed trying not to be overly critical – there could be other nights.
“Yeah, sorry. I couldn't help it. I'll go slow next time.” Rocky sensed Jess wasn't ecstatic with that reply. “What? You don't think we're done yet, do you?”
Christmas came every night that week for Rocky and Jess. The sex was as varied and imaginative as possible within the limitation of Jess's always passive role. The trouble started on New Year's Eve. Jess wanted to be loved and Rocky wanted to be fucked. “Jess, I barely know you,” was painful for Jess to hear; and “I just don't want you that way,” left Rocky with an itch that needed scratching.
“OW!” Nicky cried out in serious pain.
“Oh! I'm sorry!” Darren quickly pulled his cock out of Nicky. “What did I do?” Nicky loved getting fucked; he had never reacted that way.
“I don't know. It just really hurt. I mean REALLY HURT.”
“Maybe you should see a doctor. Have you noticed any bleeding?” Darren asked.
Nicky thought of the huge
dildo Banff had used on him the night before. “No, it's nothing,” he told Darren. Then he winced under Darren's casual stroking of his chest; Banff had twisted the hell out of his nipples.
“Sorry, I'm doing everything wrong tonight.” Darren was confused by Nicky's sudden aversion to things he had liked so well for so long. “I'll make a drink. You want to try that single malt Z gave us for Christmas? He said it's popular at the restaurant.”
“Yeah … that would be good. Sorry for being so touchy tonight. Maybe I'm off my game a little.” Maybe the money from Banff isn't worth it, Nicky thought to himself. Doubling the usual fee in exchange for a little pain had seemed harmless enough. And it made up for the kiss-off phone call that hadn't even come from Laura.
He could still hear the professional tone of dismissal. “Miss Oldfield has reconsidered.” Nicky asked himself if fucking her would have made any difference; he decided it would have depended on the quality of the fuck. “And I'm not much good with girls,” he said out loud.
“What?” Darren chuckled. “When has that started mattering?”
“Since I lost a sale to someone I probably should have fucked.”
What are you selling? A sweater? I'll buy. The fucking is up to you.” Darren tried to be light-hearted. “Here.” He handed Nicky the scotch and watched him drink it down.
“That tasted good,” Nicky said as the burn of the liquor mellowed to a warm glow in his throat.
He held his glass out for more.
“Maybe I should pour some on your ass,” Darren joked as he took the glass.
“What's that supposed to mean?” Nicky suddenly snarled.
“Nothing. Just joking.”
“Some fuckin' joke. See how you like getting railed by a battering ram.”
Darren was shocked by Nicky's reaction. “You need to tell me when you don't like things, Nicky. I thought you liked it or I wouldn't have done it.”
“Yeah, well things change. Things change,” Nicky repeated. He got up and started dressing.
“You want to hit a club? This long after midnight, we could probably get in anywhere.”
“Happy fucking New Year,” Nicky said and walked out, slamming the door.
Darren was at a loss to figure out what had changed. Sex sucked. Simple conversations had become minefields. He picked up his phone and waited for the answer. “Is a bad time, Z?”
“No. A little. Yes.” Z sounded still half asleep. “But fortunately I'm alone. 'S up? And happy New Year, while we're at it.”
”Jeez, I hope so.” Darren recounted most of Nicky's words, leaving out the specifics of sex. “I feel like he's a total stranger these days.”
“Well, don't blame yourself too much. If he won't talk, it's probably not something to do with you. Don't be too nice either. Just ride it out. He's wrestling with some inner demon that has nothing to do with you. Be there. Encourage him. Don't push too hard.”
“I've never been good at putting up with much in the way of bull shit,” Darren said.
“I know. That's why I'm suggesting you don't try to get him to talk about it. It sounds as if he's resentful. Things get said in anger. You know how that goes. You could just make it worse.”
“He's starting to piss me off, Z. I mean seriously ...”
“Easy, Darro,” Z answered, using his childhood name for his brother, before he could pronounce Darren.
“Get away,” Steve told Nero. “No threesomes.” There was no room for compromise in his choice.
Nash giggled and purred in imitation of the cat. “He's horny and he knows you're a good lover.”
“Yeah? Am I?” Steve snuggled in post-sexual bliss.
“I think so.”
“And that fucking cat is never going to find out,” Steve laughed. “Why is he always rubbing up against us when we're … You think he's gay?”
“I don't know. You'll have to ask him. It seems like he gets aroused when we get aroused. Animals are pretty tuned into a lot of things. More than we know, I bet.”
“Now what's he doing?” Nero was belly down on the rug pulling himself across it with his front legs.
“Masturbating? I don't know. If it didn't feel good, he wouldn't do it.”
“So ends another year. I've got a beautiful man, a crazy cat, and an uncertain future. I'm glad about the first part.” Steve kissed Nash and then kissed him again. “Very glad about the first part.”
“It's going to be a great new year, Steve. I can feel it. Great things are going to happen for you, for me, maybe for Nero.”
“You hear that, Cat. 'Maybe.' Keep that in mind.”
“Now he wants to be let out,” Nash assessed.
Steve got up and walked naked to the front door in the darkness. They still needed curtains. He opened the front door and heard the cat past. Barely was Nero through the door than he hissed. Someone was in the doorway. Steve overcame his initial alarm when the body didn't respond to the cat's hiss. He turned the outside light on and the figure took recognizable form.
“Nicky? What are you doing?”
“Sleeping.” Nicky sounded drunk. He roused himself to a sitting position and looked at the scotch bottle in his hand. “Want a drink?”
“No. Come inside.” Steve opened the door wider.
“Now I see why Nash likes you,” Nicky commented as he tried to rise.
Steve ignored his nakedness and helped the wobbly man rise. He pushed Nicky onto the sofa and said, “I'll be right back.” In the bedroom he pulled on a pair of jeans and told Nash, “It's Nicky. Drunk as a skunk.” The two hastily dressed men left the bedroom to find their late night visitor. They found him passed out on the sofa with the whiskey bottle in his hand.
Nash took the bottle and looked at it. “Nice choice. I think Morrie drinks this brand.”
“Nicky?” Steve called.
“Lemme sleep,” Nicky answered grouchily.
“Now what?” Steve asked Nash.
“Let him sleep,” Nash suggested.
They heard Nero call from the window. Steve opened the door and Nero ran for the sofa. He curled up in Nicky's face and settled himself, licking his front paws. He glanced up to Steve and Nash as if to ask, “What?”
“You think he can breathe?” Steve asked.
“If he can't, he'll move,” Nash answered.
“Nicky or Nero?”
“Either way, he'll move,” Nash assured. “I don't think he'll make much of a stewardess.”
“I've seem lots of 'em in this exact condition. Wait ... You serious? About his working for us.”
“The other day the pax loved him. He seems to know exactly how far to go being helpful without being phony. He doesn't weigh a lot.”
“Which proves the passengers have no taste,” Steve snorted. “Like Nero.” Like Nicky, the cat was fast asleep.
It's ok. Nothing to worry about,” Andrew soothed. “Nothing at all.” He held the terrified boy and tried to make the nightmare go away. “Seth and I have permanent custody of you now. Nothing can happen.”
“It was so real. The policeman even looked like my mother.” Another night, another bad dream.
“That's how you know it was a dream. No real policeman would want to look like your mother.” That got a tentative giggle. “He could never get his hat over all that hair.” That got a full out laugh.
“All I said was you liked the Cavendish kind of banana.”
“And your mother thought it meant something rude. A possible mistake, I suppose.” Andrew was being generous, much more generous than the judge had been, although calling Lurline a 'one-man freak show' could easily be grounds for appeal. Lurline had in fact tried it, but no lawyer would take her case without an up-front fee.
“Why did she do it?” Lemuel asked for the hundredth time.
“She loves you and she thought she was doing the right thing.” Andrew was being very generous. “And with supervised visits, you can just take the good part ... she does love you, Lemmie … and not worry about anything else.”
“I won't be alone with her?”
“No, that is the supervised part. The social worker will be there and I will be if you want.”
Lemuel jumped in Andrew's arms. “What's that?”
“Just New Year's fireworks. That's all. Happy New Year, my man.”
“I love you, Andrew.” Lemuel relaxed again.
“Seth, too,” Andrew added.
“Yes, Seth, too. But I can't tell him ... not the way I can tell you.”
It didn't look right, the house on Eagle. Something just didn't ring true. The roof had been repaired. How had that happened – essentially overnight – and during the Christmas holidays?
“They got Jewish roofers,” Tim told Neil.
“Bullshit,” Neil replied. “Something's fishy, Tim. Drive around the block again.”
On the next pass, the front door opened and bright light spilled out onto the walkway. There was no light in any of the windows, however. “They've got the windows blacked out completely,” Neil said as he watched a dark figure get into a car and drive slowly away. “Let's follow him.”
They stayed a good distance behind the car; the marked police car would make their interest too obvious. They almost lost him at Otis but the driver was doing predictable things, using his turn signals, and making no erratic moves.
“He's going to Harbor Bay. He must live there.” They followed across the bridge and passed the shopping center. Tim watched the driver turn onto Aughinbaugh Way. There was no traffic to mask them; he stayed farther back until the car turned onto Seaview. Tim accelerated to the corner and watched the driver turn carefully into a driveway. The garage door was closing as the cruiser drove slowly past.
“I got the number. Let's see what's what.” He read the address to the radio operator and asked, “Who's the owner?”
It took a while for the answer to come back. “Thanks for an exciting New Year's Eve guys,” the operator said. “Three drunk reports and now this. The owner is Banff Rapper. You get that … b-a-n-f-f it's spelled. And Rapper like a hip hopper.”
“And somebody's still in that house on Eagle. You think we should pay them a visit?” Neil asked Tim. “Tell them we got a noise complaint.” Tim agreed and they recrossed the island as speedily as no-siren would allow.
“I'll just knock and inquire,” Neil volunteered. He left Tim in the cruiser and approached the door. There was no light showing and no sounds from within. He pressed the bell but heard nothing. He knocked firmly four times.
“I told you I'd handle it. Go home,” a voice said through the door.
“Open up please. Police.” Neil said. This was always a tense moment. You just never knew what would come next.
Silence for a heart beat. Then the noise shattered the night. Neil slumped on the porch railing.
“Officer down. Request immediate backup,” Tim yelled into the radio. The operator could hear his panic.