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Four Miles and Counting

Chapter Forty-One



Steve and Nash were totally wrapped up in each other. For a while anyway, nothing else mattered a whole lot. There was a lot of sex, of course; but there were quieter moments, too – moments that convinced them that whatever they were getting into was worth the risks.

“You have to stop calling me handsome all the time, Steve. My ego isn't that fragile.”

“Nash, I'm not lying. No, you're not pretty like some teenaged girl's erotic dream, but you are handsome in your own way and you're going to get more handsome as you age. You will look better at thirty than you do today. And you will look better at forty than you did at thirty.” Steve put his arm around Nash. “You have fascinating eyes. And your mouth … I gotta kiss you.” That led to a kiss and another and then erections and then sudden seriousness in Nash.

“We can't fuck all the time.”

“Why not?” Steve protested Nash's attempt to get out of bed and pulled him back onto the matress.

“Because I don't know what's happening in my life. Except for you, of course. That funeral in LA, for example. That was the weirdest thing I've ever been part of.” Nash giggled as Steve kissed his ear.

“So weird you can't stop laughing.”

“You know why I'm laughing. 'Cause you're tickling me.”

“Love me some more,” Steve requested. “Come on. I love the way you love me.” He cradled Nash between his spread legs; his body issued the fuck-me invitation. In the week together, their love-making had slowed down but grown in intensity. With Nash's cock in him, Steve needed only the slightest stimulation to come. “You are so intuitive. You know just what I want,” he said when it was over. “It's like you feel everything I'm feeling.”

“I feel a lot more. I feel like I'm getting to know you … really know you … really love you.” Nash looked down at Steve and felt confusion from his own words. “I'm saying stupid things to you. I must sound like a soap opera. I can't find the words to tell you what I really ...” Steve silenced him with a kiss. “No, let me talk,” Steve protested. “I've never felt like this. I want to explode I'm so happy. It's deep and all the time and complicated and all I know how to say is I love you. Now let me get up.”

“No.” Steve pulled Nash close, almost crushing him. “I'm not letting you go. We don't have to do anything right now. Let's just enjoy it before I'm too old to get it up.”

“You could also ditch the 'I'm-so-old' stuff. You're the one who's still hard.”

“I know. It's amazing. I haven't felt like this … in a while.” Steve was going to say “in years” but he stopped himself when Nash started licking his dick. He watched Nash lap on it like a lollipop and then swallow almost his entire length. “I used to be all about fucking, but you're changing me.”

Nash pulled off Steve and looked in his eyes, “Don't change too much. I like that all-about-fucking part.” He went back to sucking and, after a little prostate massage at the base of Steve's balls, got a small mouthful of cum for a reward. He swallowed and said, “I think I drained you.”

The morning sun had chased all the shadows from the room and brought a new mood to the lovers. They were reluctant to let go of each other, but the brightness of the Emeryville room and the need to piss got them moving. While Steve showered, Nash turned his phone on and saw six texts from Nicky that all basically said CALL ME RIGHT NOW. He called. “Nick?”

“At last, asshole!!! Where are you?”

“Emeryville.” He smiled at Steve, who was doing a semi-sexy dance for him while drying himself.

Nicky ignored the geography. “They blew up your father's office!!!”

“Who? In New York? Is he ok? What about Uncle Nahum?” Nash listened while his look of horror conveyed the bad news to Steve.

“Morrie's ok. He was out when the bomb went off - at four in the morning. The cops think the timer was defective. I told them about LA. They think it's related. This ought to get the FBI into it.”

“What about Nahum?” Nash repeated. “I'm callin' him right now.”

“Nash, wait!” was the last Nash heard from Nicky before Nahum answered, “Nahum Chlomsky.”

“Are you alright? Is Aunt Opal alright?”

“Nash? Is that you? What do you mean alright? Why wouldn't we be?”

“They blew up my father's office! The same people who blew up the Merwyn's.”

“Yes, that was too bad about Lew. Not about your Uncle Bugs, though. That putz.”

“What if they're coming for you next?”

“Me? Why me?”

“Something to do with the sweaters.”

“Feh!. I knew Morris would sell me schlock. Tell Nicky no more sweaters. Did he get the sale in Portola?”

“Uncle Nahum, you gotta be careful. Maybe call the cops before you open the store. Check the doors for tampering. Your car. That kind of stuff.”

“You're a good boy, Nashie Rambler. A sweet boy. No wonder Opal loves you. Will you come to dinner on Sunday?”

“Maybe. I'll call you back,” Nash said. “Did you her all that?” he asked Steve who nodded with concern. He punched more buttons, “Nicky, I'm coming over. Fifteen minutes.”

About that same time, on a transcontinental flight, Tsien-tsien paid for a wi-fi connection and checked the news reports. He grimaced in disappointment at the mistimed detonation. “Cheap Chinese watch,” he muttered.




“I don't know about this, Kevin.” Ty was apprehensive.

“Chill, dude. We're just having a look around. You don't have to do anything.”

“The lights are so bright.”

Kevin's response was a leer. “All the better to find your asshole, said the wolf.” Ty reacted badly to that and Kevin soothed him. “I said chill, dude. We're just having a look around. YOU said you wanted to see the place.”

“Yeah, but right now the porn studio is looking pretty real. I mean … it all happens right here? What's this thing? It looks like a giant wedding cake.”

“Watch this!” Kevin pressed a switch and the giant wedding cake began to revolve slowly. “It's a stage for multilevel shooting. The layers make it possible to perform almost any act without moving much. Here, hop on.” Kevin sat on the lowest layer and began moving slowly away from the stationary Ty. “Hurry up, idiot!” Ty jumped aboard and crawled to Kevin. “It all happens here. The suckin'. The fuckin'. The luuuuuv makin'.”

“Where are the camera men?”

“Various positions. You learn to ignore them. Like they're invisible. And then there are some other fixed cameras here and there.” Kevin was deliberately vague about those cameras.

“No shit. You do it right here ...”

“There are other sets, but, yeah, most of it right here. Your hand is probably resting on somebody's dried cum.” Ty picked his hand up instantly and looked at it; then he inspected the carpeting for telltale signs. “Relax,” Kevin continued and leaned back. “The place is actually cleaner than a hospital operating room.”

Ty managed to relax slightly but remained wary. “So, if I did agree to do something, what would I be agreeing to anyway?”

“Basically you'd sign away all rights to any image of you for all eternity in return for a small one-time payment. Sounds monumental, huh? What happens is they take pictures and sell them; you get a cash payment.”

“But about the um … the acts performed. What about that?”

“A contract that says you agree to have sex for pay is illegal. So you agree to perform to the satisfaction of the director and get fired if you don't. They'll shoot the difficult scenes first, so as not to waste time with you backing out when it finally comes to the sex part.”

Ty gulped. “Man, I don't know why I even wanted to see this place. Now that I'm here, I kinda wanna get the fuck out!”

“Dude!” Kevin answered impatiently. “It's just us. Nothing is gonna happen. And I gotta say the money is amazing.”

“Yeah? What about the sex part?”

“Very clinical. You hardly know it's even happening. Well, you do, but it doesn't mean anything. You have no investment in the outcome, as long as the director likes it. Outcome ...” Kevin laughed. “Yeah, it definitely helps if it cums out!”

“Jeez, I dunno, Kevin. Won't this ruin your future chances at ...”

“At what? Being President? Yeah, a porn past might do that, although Bill Clinton kinda proved otherwise … I bet there are pictures of him somewhere,” Kevin laughed

“You make it sound so easy … like just another way to kill a couple hours ...”

“You got a couple of hours to kill?” Total mischief was in Kevin's voice. He grabbed Ty by the waistband of his jeans and pulled him closer. With practiced skill he popped the buttons and had jeans and boxers down in seconds.

“Jeez! Kevin!” Suddenly modest, Ty tried to move away, but Kevin held him by the butt and swallowed his cock before he could react. It didn't take long to get him hard, and once he was hard it didn't take long to get him purring like a cat. At that point, it was no trick at all to get him completely naked.

“Oh, man ...” Ty sighed, knowing this was most likely a huge mistake but he wasunable to say stop. He lay back on the next higher tier and let Kevin go to work. It was easy to lie back and let it happen. It was just gonna be a quick blowjob, like the time in the dorm room. Ty felt the pleasure and the tension start to build. He was almost there. “Yeah … Suck it!” he coaxed and thrust his dick deeper into Kevin's warm and wet mouth.

“Yeah? What's the rush?” Kevin asked. He backed off, leaving Ty's cock pumping in mid air, while he slowly unbuttoned his shirt. “We can make this another lesson.” He started to open his belt but stopped. “You do it,” he told Ty and stood with his crotch almost in Ty's mouth. Ty tentatively reached toward him. “Don't you want to know if I'm hard first?” Kevin licked his lips and added, “Touch me. Feel it.” Ty touched gently and Kevin pressed his hardness against the cupped hand. “Come on, Ty. Do it!” He waited for Ty's response.

The sounds of their breathing seemed loud. Ty overcame his caution and felt the full extent of Kevin's erection, stroking it through the interfering fabric. He could see the outline of the straining penis through the cloth. He opened the belt and fly and pulled down the light-weight cotton trousers. Kevin wasn't wearing underwear and his cock sprang out with a slight downward bend. “Suck m...” Ty began sucking him before he got the 'me' out. “That's right. Start slow. Nice and slow. Get it all wet.”

After this introduction, Kevin pushed Ty away and smiled. “My turn.” He pushed Ty onto his back and knelt between his legs. “Don't come,” he cautioned. With his mouth and hands he worked his magic and had Ty gasping. He slowed and let Ty back away from the brink and then resumed, sucking until he had Ty gasping with pleasure again. “You like that?” he asked needlessly.

“Yeah, that part … the part when you suck my balls ...yeah ...”

Kevin resumed and eased Ty's legs apart. He pushed Ty's knees up almost to his chest, rolling him up into a ball and exposing his asshole. “Lesson Two. Rimming.” He took his time, getting Ty used to the prodding and pressure of his tongue, opening him up a little. When Kevin paused his rectal assault to stroke Ty's cock, he took it too far. As Ty spurted, Kevin used one hand to stroke his cock and the other to massage his asshole – just an external massage, no penetration – while Ty thrashed about. “You should have warned me,” he said after Ty calmed down.

“I couldn't. It felt so good, happened so fast ...”

“So we'll need to continue Lesson Two later,” Kevin said emotionlessly.

“Can we? When?” Ty was hooked on the sex. He was also preserved on disc. The faint humming of the cameras had been barely audible.

Back at the school Kevin called Chris. “So what did you think of Ty? Did you look at scene?”

“He's a natural. His ass looks great. Get him back here as soon as you can,” Chris urged.

“Right, he likes the sex but he's a little reluctant about the porn part.”

“That's why you get a commission. Make it happen,” Chris said before hanging up.




Lurline Laven sat at one table with Lemuel and a lawyer who was not Jody. Seth and Andrew sat opposite at another with Jody. The small hearing room had a center table for the judge and a few chairs for spectators.

“This is not a courtroom. This is not a trial,” the judge explained. “We are here simply to establish basic facts and see where there may be disputes and where the interests of the parties lies.”

It turned out that there really weren't any disputes as to the facts. Lemuel had twice run away from home, found refuge with Andrew and Seth, and been returned by the authorities to his parents, once to Lurline and once to Jody. The judge struggled at first with the concept that the boy's father and co-custodian was representing the men accused of pandering and kidnapping by his wife; but otherwise the matter seemed cut and dried.

“We're not really married, your honor,” Jody apologized.

“We are, too! The divorce isn't final yet.” Lurline insisted. One point to Lurline. “It's those faggots ...” She glared across the room at Andrew in particular. Minus one for Lurline.

Eric noisily ahem-ed from a spectator's chair. “Your honor,” Jody noted, “Mr. Eric Malone is a third year medical student with a pressing schedule. Could he speak at this time in favor of my clients?”

The judge allowed Jody's request and Eric explained that he had known Andrew and Seth for several years both professionally and personally and that they were models of Western civilization, bastions of democracy, and experienced businessmen. He had decided that 'experienced' was a wiser choice than 'honest' in case his testimony came into question later. It was a good but hedged endorsement. Z was much more generous when it was his turn to speak. The third witness was Rory; as a senior executive of a company whose name was becoming known, he was the most impressive witness, although whether it helped was hard to determine.

The judge asked him how he had come to know Andrew. “At Eric Malone's invitation, I met him at a Mexican restaurant and we had an affair for a year or so.” Even Andrew winced at Rory's honesty. Then the judge asked about Seth. “He more or less broke up my affair with Andrew.”

“See!” Lurline burst out. “It's a nest of faggots! A coven of ...” The judge silenced her; but she had made her point.

“So the question of sexuality seems unavoidable,” the judge intoned. He addressed Lemuel. “What do you know of homosexuality?”

“It's men like my father,” he pointed to Jody, who blushed. “Men who like other men and don't like women like my mother.”

“They do, too! I have dates,” Lurline spouted out. “Lots of them.”

“You didn't have to fuck them all!” Jody exploded. “I'm sorry, your honor. She sets me off.”

“When you visit your 'uncles',” the judge continued, “what do you do there?”

At that point Lemuel became enthusiastic. “Well, Uncle Andrew has been teaching me photography and photo-editing, and he helps me with my homework and we go on field trips with our cameras, and Uncle Seth is a great cook, except we call him Mrs. Hudson, because I'm Lestrade and Uncle Andrew is Holmes and that was the cook's name.”

“Do you mind playing the part of Mrs. Hudson?” the judge asked fighting to keep a straight face.

“We don't use costumes,” Seth was unamused. “It's just a joke.”

Lurline was out of her chair. “What about the foreskin issue? What about that? Huh?” Lurline's outburst was shushed by her alarmed lawyer. The whole room heard his stage whisper, “What foreskin issue?”

“Yes, what foreskin issue?” the bewildered judge asked.

“That … person,” Lurline snarled and pointed at Seth, “has legal custody of Lemmie's foreskin.”

“That's impossible,” the judge exclaimed.

“Not so much as you might think, your honor,” Jody answered and tried to explain.

The judge rolled his eyes. “We'll get back to that.” He instructed the clerk to get the records from the divorce case. “Who is representing the child's welfare? Anyone?” he sighed. A chunky looking black woman signaled her presence. “What say you?”

“Near as I can tell, no harm has ever come to the child, except when his mother's microwave broke and they ate semi-frozen food for a couple of weeks. Pea and carrot creamsicles she called the vegetables.”

The judge's brows were tightly knit as he adjourned the hearing. He spoke his final words, “I regret not specializing in bankruptcy cases.” He paused and reconsidered. “Clerk, strike that from the record.”




“First the Merwyns and now my dad?” Nash asked. He sat next to Steve on Nicky's sofa.

“Your father wasn't in the office. He's fine,” Nicky answered.

“Nicky, what's gonna happen next?”

“I don't know. I can't find Tin-tin. Your father seems unconcerned. Your uncle Nahum IS concerned. And you are … Where have you been anyway?”

Nash smiled at the memory. “With Steve.”

“Maybe you should move in here for a while.”

“I'm ok. Steve's place in Emeryville is a fortress.”

Nicky wasn't sure how fortresses did these days against dynamite, but the phone kept him from asking. “Hello?” Nicky said. “Nahum … Where are you? It's ok, you can tell me.” Nicky listened intently. “Who bought the sweaters from you? No shit … Ok, plan to stay there for a while.”

Nicky put his phone back in his pocket and rooted around in a desk drawer. Eventually he found a large calendar with monthly pages picturing various Alameda businesses. He looked at the current month. A smile appeared and he pointed to a lunar symbol on the calendar. “The Best Western in Half Moon Bay. That's where he and Opal are!” He stared at Nash and mulled over the circumstances. Something was different about Nash, but he couldn't put his finger on what it was.

“Hey, guys!” Darren got home and greeted them. “Nash, you look great. You must be in love or something!” Nash blushed and squeezed Steve's hand. “Good for you. Let's go out to dinner.”

“Darren … do you think we could stay at your brother's house for a while?” Nicky asked without ado.

“Z's house? Have you been gambling again? With the rent money?”

“Don't joke. There's a problem.” Nicky went over the bombing again for Darren's benefit.

“You know, Nicky - Tim's the one to talk to. He's the cop.”

Nicky paced nervously. “Maybe. I need to talk to somebody. I've got no clue about anything. Who's doing what … what to do about it ... But I don't want anything happening here. To you.”

“Well, let's start with dinner and maybe a glass of something,” Darren proposed.

“Italians,” Nicky threw up his hands. “Food was always my mother's answer to everything.”

“Mine, too. Jewish, though,” Nash said and looked at Darren.

“I keep telling you I'm Austrian. Steve, can you come too? We'll go to the Main Sail on the estuary. I'll call Rory and make reservations. Nicky, you can't wear that.” Darren was totally calm, issuing orders, and carrying most of them out himself.

Rory and Tim got there first, just ahead of Darren and Nicky. A few minutes later Steve and Nash joined the four in the parking lot outside the Main Sail. There was a line to get in the door. Nash made the introductions and noted Steve's occupation.

“A helicopter pilot is good,” Darren commented. “We just might need an extraction team in Half Moon Bay.” This drew alarmed looks from the couple ahead of them, so they talked about the Raiders chances until they were seated.

Over a drink, Nicky explained the sweater problem and then the bombings. Everyone was soberly quiet and then Tim offered an opinion, “Sounds professional, probably internationals, Nicky. No threats. No ransoms. Just unexplained fire bombings. Like stuff on the docks in Oakland now and then. Those cases aren't often solved, I'm afraid. You should probably take Nash's uncle's approach and go away for a while.”

“Steve knows a camp ground near the Russian River,” Nash volunteered.

“It's primitive. Basically nothing but empty land,” Steve explained.

“Or … you could go to Toledo with Tom and Heiko,” Rory suggested. Five people frowned at him simultaneously. “Just saying ...”

“I live in an office building in Emeryville. It's not really residential, but there are living quarters. The boss might agree to let you stay there. He likes a good story.” Steve looked around for approvals.

The waiter approached the table. “Nicky?” he inquired and Nicky raised his hand. “There a man in the lobby who wants to talk to you.”

Nicky glanced at the door and scanned the crowd. “It's Tin-tin.” He walked deliberately to the maitre d's podium and greeted the somber man in a black suit. With apprehension he said the name. "Tsien-tsien." It was the first time he pronounced it correctly.

“Here is the usual room card. Ten-thirty. Bring cherry-flavored condoms.”
 
OMG!!! *bites fingernails* :eek:

That was quite the episode, Rory- Looking forward to where it gonna lead. . .
 
Rory,
I'd say Rocabar nailed it.

Tsien Tsien at the restaurant with a room card - and he the one responsible for the "BOOM".

You've got us by the short hairs on this one.
 
Safe Journeys, Rory.
I'm sure you will discover some tidbits to incorporate into your stories.
 
Chapter Forty-Two


“What's got you up so late?”

“Sex. What else?” Ty laughed as he sat at the six-person table in the student center.

“Tell me about it,” Rocky joked. Then he added, “Like specifics,” and laughed again.

“Well, it started when I got talked into making a porno ...” Ty began.

“Dude! I was kidding!” Rocky quickly inserted.

“Oh, I thought ...” Ty went back to his paper dish of fried potatoes. They sat in silence for a bit until Rocky looked up.

“A porno? Really?”

“Yeah.” Ty didn't offer any more details.

“Is it online?”

“I don't know. Maybe. If it isn't, it will be soon, they tell me.”

“Yeah, like me dancing … I'm online.”

“Really? Dancing? I'm Ty, by the way.”

“I think you're in my European history class. I'm Rocky.” They fist bumped. “I dance in a club in town.”

“Would I know the club?”

“Probably not, It's a gay club in North Beach.”

“Yeah, I never go there.”

“I figured. You seem pretty straight.” Rocky looked into his drink cup.

“I made a gay porno,” Ty said, to ease Rocky's embarrassment

And so began a friendship based on a shared interest, if that's the right word, in adult entertainment. When Ty confessed that because of his slight built he was typed a a bottom, Rocky offered to help him with a workout regimen. In time it became an easy, relaxed friendship that both enjoyed. Rocky at last found someone he could talk to about his hangup with Wolf and Ty found a non-judgmental counselor for sorting out his ambivalence over a possible porn career. They were honestly critical of each other and at the same time careful of each others boundaries.

Ty watched the fuzzy YouTube scene of Rocky dancing.“Your dancing is sexy, Rock, but maybe if you made eye contact more ...”

“But you haven't seen these guys, Ty. They creep me out, grabbing at me and all. It's like being pecked to death by eighty-year-old pigeons with a appetite for dick.”

“No worse than being fucked by somebody you just met five minutes before.”

“Dude, that should end. You're looking pretty buff. Tell 'em you want to top. Demand it. What have you got to lose?”

So Rocky tried smiling at the customers now and then and his tips doubled; the cause and effect were obvious and unarguable. Ty, however, wasn't so sure about what his approach should be.

“I want to top, Seth.”

“Ty, I keep telling you your fans love seeing you bottom. They pay cash money – well actually credit cards - to see it. They dream about fucking you – they jack off watching you - you make them cum.”

“I'm telling you I want to top.” Ty conceded nothing to financial results or somebody else's orgasm.

“Alright. I'll talk it over with Chris. Let you know.”

In the editing room Seth and Chris made the same argument to each other, agreeing basically that Ty on the bottom was worth big money. Ty on the top was an unknown outcome. Would their prime twink sell as a top? Probably not, they concluded.

Adan came into the room and asked what was up. “Ty wants to top,” Seth answered.

“What do you mean 'wants to”? He's out there fucking my boyfriend right now. Man, I should have stayed at school.” Adan wasn't anywhere near as upset over the sex as his words indicated.

Chris realized the cameras were running and put the raw video on the monitor. The three of them watched Jody looking ecstatic, but that was no surprise. Jody was always in ecstasy whenever he was getting fucked. What attracted their attention was the sinuous and experienced motion of Ty fucking him.

“What do you know ...” Chris sighed.

“Pretty hot. Too bad about the boyfriend, Adan,” Seth commented without a trace of sarcasm.

Adan snorted and continued to watch. “Some boyfriend. He turns me on more with somebody else than he does when he's with me.”

“So why?” Chris asked off-handedly.

Adan shrugged, “You pay me … he pays me … I'm getting to be an accomplished whore.”

Seth and Chris exchanged a look over Adan's cynicism and then went back to watching the monitor. They all held a collective breath when Jody came. It was a pretty spectacular cum shot. Then Ty pulled out and snarled, “Take it!” He shot ropes of cum into Jody's face. With a final “Fu-u-u-uck me ...” Jody collapsed happily back onto the turntable set. Chris punched up another camera and got his blissful expression. Another view showed Ty's self-satisfied smirk and his still dripping cock just starting to sag.

“I guess I can work with that,” Chris noted. He looked at Adan still watching the scene and squeezing the bulge in his jeans. “You ready for your scene, Adan? You mind if Seth fucks you? It'll be a fantasy; nobody will know who's fucking you. We want to concentrate on making it a story of your experience.”




They walked up the narrow stairs single file. Neil beat a tattoo rhythm on Jerry's ass as they climbed. With undressing and bathroom stuff out of the way, they got into bed together. “Hello,” Neil said as he discovered Jerry's ready erection.

“I think I like having my ass slapped,” Jerry grinned.

“ 'Scuse me, I gotta talk to a friend. Be right back,” Neil answered and ducked under the covers. He had intended just to get Jerry's cock slick and wet enough for a fuck, but he stayed at it, enjoying the hardness in his mouth and the softness of Jerry's balls in his hands. Maybe he was exceptionally good that night or maybe he just stayed at it long enough. Whatever the reason, Jerry warned him, “I'm close.” Neil ignored the warning. “Really close!” made him deep throat Jerry's hot hardness waiting for the explosion. He swallowed quickly when it came. He cleaned up Jerry's spent cock thoroughly and emerged from under the blanket. “The friend was happy to see me,” he joked.

Jerry pulled him in to a kiss. “I love you so much.”

After a big kiss and some little ones Neil asked, “Do you love me enough to marry me?” His usual question asked, he smiled at his lover and waited for some kind of gentle put off in reply.

“Eventually.”

Neil's eyes opened wide. “Eventually? Really? Jerry, 'eventually' is like saying yes. Like yes, I will marry you … eventually.”

“Yes, I will marry you.” Jerry left off the eventually. “Of course I will marry you. You knew I would say yes eventually. I'm saying yes. I love you. I will marry you. I'm used to the idea. I want to marry you.” After more kissing Jerry added, “Even though I don't know why you want to bother. It won't change anything.”

“Baby, it changes everything. Now that I know you love me enough to marry me, I'm all in. I can love you completely. I don't have to worry about a boot in the teeth. I don't need to hold back anything. I can be totally yours and love you all out.”

“Couldn't you do that before?”

“I wanted to. I tried to. But no, I had to hear it. Say it again.”

“I love you, Neil, and I will marry you.”

It took a while until Neil stopped kissing Jerry and looked at him expectantly. “So tell me about that blowjob. You never seemed all that into oral sex before. Am I getting better at it?

“You won't get pissed off?”

“Dude, no. You just promised to marry me.”

“I liked you slapping my ass.” Something was left unsaid.

“And ...” Neil prodded.

“And Ann kinda flashed her boobs at me today.”

“Ado Annie, the girl who can't say no? I warned you about her.” Ann Ado was actually their next door neighbor; Neil liked calling her after the musical comedy character. Her name was actually pronounced ah-doo, not ay-doe. “So did you fuck her?”

“Neil! Of course not.” Jerry was honestly shocked.

“But you wanted to, didn't you?” Neil was smiling, almost laughing, picturing Jerry's confused response to a flashing.

“She didn't actually flash me … not really … The wind kinda got into her blouse and it was open maybe one or two extra buttons and she wasn't wearing a bra ...”

“Yeah, sure. I don't blame her. I'll flash you, too. I should probably do it in my old cop uniform, though, not plain clothes. Kinkier that way, don't you think?” Neil kissed Jerry some more. “God, I love you, Jerry. You are so sweet.”

“I thought you'd be pissed … 'cause you know … we are sort of straight. I mean, aren't we?”

“I don't know. Yeah, maybe. But I don't care anymore. I love you. I love sex with you. And I'm not gonna worry about it.”

“I know. It's different with us, isn't it?”

“The only difference I know is when I see a hot chick I want to fuck her and maybe feelings for her come later. With you … I was in love with you, even if I didn't know it, way before I had any ideas about sex. Sex didn't come along until … Do we have to talk about this?”

“Does sex with me bother you at all?”

“No, not any more. Not at all. It did at first, but not now, Jer. I love every inch of you. I love everything we do. Sex is all part of loving you now.”

“You don't fuck me enough.” Jerry watched Neil's reaction to his complaint

“What? I thought you liked to do the fucking ...” Neil stopped when he saw Jerry's smile. He fucked him slowly and very thoroughly and asked if that was enough.

“For tonight,” was Jerry's answer.




“Lestrade, you have to stop running away,” Andrew hugged the sobbing boy. “Your mother can keep you from visiting at all if you don't stop it.”

“All she does is say stuff about my father. She tries to get me to hate him. At least he likes me, even if he's never there. She's the one who doesn't.”

“I have to call her. You know I do.”

Lemuel nodded, ”I know. I'll fix her. I'll get a circle... Circum ... What is it?”

“We're not going to talk about that. Remember? We agreed. And no threats.” The phone came alive. “Hello, Lurline? It's … Yes. Yes. He's here again.” Andrew's face screwed up when he heard the cruelty of Lurine's reply. “You don't mean that. He's a wonderful boy. Yes. Yes. That's probably not a good idea … Yes. Of course I'm glad to have him stay. Alright, I'll get him to school in the morning.”

Lemuel's face lit up. He had won. “I get to stay!” he did a youngster's version of a jig.

“You shouldn't. I should take you home right now,” Andrew admonished; but Lemuel knew he wouldn't do it and fist-pumped.

“So can we try working the crowds at the Ferry Terminal? They're so different from the tourists.” Lemuel pantomimed taking snapshots.

“Tired, end-of-the-day San Franciscans or jet-lagged tourists. There's not really that big a difference, you know. Although the San Franciscans tend to dress better.”

“Can we? Come on. Let's go. Please, Holmes. We can walk. It's good exercise.”

“Weasel,” Andrew answered with a smile.

“Aardvark!” Lemuel shot back.

“Platypus!” Andrew countered.

“What's a platypus?”

“Perhaps, Lestrade, we should go to the zoo instead.”

“Can we?” Lemuel took Andrew's hand, pulling his toward the door. “Could we go now?”

How could she call him those names, Andrew asked himself. He let the boy pull him outside. “Wait! We need our cameras.”

Lemuel was eager to leave. “I remember what you say, Holmes. You make better pictures with words.”




“Hey, Malone,” said a strange voice. Eric turned and looked. It took a second to put the face he saw to an old friend.

“Spike! You ...” Eric was speechless.

“... have changed,” Spike finished. “Yes, I have, haven't I?” His face was fuller and he had aged in a good way.

“You're not ...” Eric struggled for a polite way to put it.

“Not a screaming queen anymore?” Spike suggested.

“Well … yeah, I guess,” Eric stammered.

“Things change and being a screaming queen takes a lot of energy, you know?”

“Are you here? At the hospital?”

“Yes, I'm a critical care nurse.”

“Good for you!” Eric congratulated the former orderly. “And Julie …?”

“Is history, at least in marital terms. We're friendly. I still see her and the girls. You should see your namesake. She's going to school now. Gonna be a looker, I'd say.” Spike gave a friendly grin.

Eric looked at Spike and tried to comprehend the new version of his old co-worked from Alameda General. If asked, the average person might guess that the new Spike could be gay; the old one had it written all over him. The new one looked like he was taking care of himself; the old one was painfully skinny.

“I'd love to see Erica, and Julie, and ...” Eric had forgotten the name of Spike's other daughter. He stopped, leaving one of those gaps in the conversation that demanded something more.

“Melanie. Why don't we meet for a drink after the shift. I'll fill you in on my exciting life and you can fill me in on yours, Doctor.” Spike emphasized Eric's title.

“Yeah ... yeah, let's,” Eric agreed quickly.

Spike knew a quiet bar about two blocks from the hospital and they covered the distance quickly on foot. .One drink led to another and pretty soon Eric was nodding off in the dark bar, trying his best to stay awake and keep up with the details of Spike's conversation. He wasn't succeeding too well. “Sleepy time?” Spike asked.

“I am tired. Did a double shift in the ER,” Eric admitted.

“Where do you live?” Spike asked. “Oh, my God,” he replied when he heard the answer. “Why don't you stay at my place for the night? It's only a block away. We can be there in ten minutes. And … if you've got time tomorrow, we could go see Julie and the kids.”

Eric accepted and in the space of a half hour found himself relaxing in a comfortabler bed in Spike's spare room, welcoming sleep. Spike was still sitting on the bed talking to him as he faded for the night. The next thing he knew, Spike was waking him. “Up and at 'em, Doctor.” His hand lingered on Eric's arm and gently massaged.

Eric half sat up and then lay back down again. He had a little head ache but he wasn't hung over – he hadn't had that much to drink. But there was something unsettled and unsettling. It felt like he needed to go to the bathroom, but there wasn't any urgency. And then he realized what it was.

“Did you fuck me?” he asked Spike.

Spike looked down at Eric's arm and let his finger trace a path in the curly blond hair while he considered his answer. “Do you mind?” Spike asked back.

Eric thought that over and said, “I guess not.” He put a hand to his forehead and sat up again. He put one leg out and his foot touched the cold floor. He realized he was naked and instinctively stayed under the covers. Why am I being modest with the guy who just fucked me, Eric wondered. He got out of bed and stood up

“One thing, Spike. Did I enjoy it?”

“It was more like you needed it.”

Eric stood there looking at Spike. Spike sat on the bed looking at Eric's piss-hard cock. Finally Eric asked, “When are we going to see Julie? I gotta go back to work at one.”
 
Rory,
You're back, and with quite an update!

Rocky and Ty sound like they're forming a great friendship.
And it looks like it's nothing but good, pretty much all around, including for Adan?
I suspect it certainly will be for the business. . .

And, Neil and Jerry, our couple of straight except for each other magnificent couple.
Are wedding bells soon to be heard?

Lemuel's mom is a quintessential BITCH! Andrew is being a great surrogate father for him. It's too bad his own dad doesn't spend more time with him.

Spike is doing well, but Eric - oh Eric. Will you and Z ever get back to where you should be, or is this another signal that it's all but over? Sad.

Welcome back, by the way!
 
Chapter Forty-Three



“Whew! That was great!” Bo exclaimed. “You are the best fuck … ever!”

“And that's out of just how many exactly?” Jackson asked him

“Three. Ok, that's not a lot, but ...”

Jackson smiled and ruffled Bo's hair. He knew a sincere compliment when he heard one. “Just don't go falling in love with me? OK?”

Bo looked startled. “Love? Uh, no, I definitely won't do that. For sure not, Jacks.”

Bo's answer left Jackson no room for an ego-favorable misinterpretation, which annoyed him. He had been expecting, even looking forward to dealing with a little case of puppy love. “Yeah? Am I that bad?”

“No, not at all. You're one hundred percent hot and sex with you is … I just said you're the best ever … It's just ...” Bo stopped, not sure if Jackson really wanted to hear any more.

“Don't tell me ...” Jackson watched Bo blush and tugged on his dick to get his attention. Bo instantly looked up. “You are! You are totally in love with that high school sweetheart of yours, aren't you. What was his name? Fish or something?”

“Finn.” Bo removed Jackson's hand from his still-sensitive dick. “I don't like being touched right after I come,” he explained.

“How 'bout being kissed right after you come?” Jackson kissed him and Bo responded eagerly. “And maybe play with your nips a little … Hmm?”

Bo cradled Jackson's head and pressed his chest against Jackson's mouth and twisting fingers. “Yeah, you can do that, too.” Some involuntary reflex made him spread his legs. He sighed again as Jackson tugged gently on his balls and then squeezed the base of his cock, for the moment avoiding the sensitive head.

“How long since you've been fucked, Bo?”

“Uh … summer ...mmm,” Bo's response was muffled by another kiss; he was beginning to respond more ardently to Jackson's renewed attention. His legs spread wider while Jackson massaged below his balls, edging closer and closer to his hole.

“So don't you think you should stay in practice? Try a little anal massage before your boyfriend gets home for Christmas vacation?” Jackson nuzzled Bo's cock, taking little nibbles.

“Thanksgiving, I hope,” Bo gasped.

“All the more reason, baby.” Jackson fingered the area around Bo's hole and got no resistance from the boy as he pressed a spit-wet finger directly on the opening. He pressed harder and got a sharp intake of breath from Bo in response. “Easy … easy ...” He re-wet his finger and tried again, getting in to the first knuckle. He used a rotary motion and got a moan of pleasure from Bo. “Yeah,” Jackson crooned with satisfaction, “You've been fucked before and you liked it, didn't you?” All Bo did was whimper quietly as Jackson pushed deeper.

“SHIT!” Jackson said in response to the triple buzz. “Jackson,” he said into the phone. “Yes, of course. Be right there.” He looked at Bo, splayed on the bed, so ready for fucking and said, “SHIT!” again. “Don't go anywhere,” he said to Bo. “I'll be right back.”

Jackson didn't come right back, however. It was an involved conversation with the boss. After some time, Bo got dressed and wondered about leaving. He went into the kitchen and encountered Nash and Steve. They weren't kissing, but they stood close, face to face in conversation and Steve had his hands in Nash's back pockets just as if they belonged there.

“Oops, sorry,” Bo said.

“No problem. You didn't interrupt anything,” Nash grinned; he was perfectly content let Bo see him in Steve's arms. “Where's Jackson?”

“He got a call from Mark, right in the middle of … we were … you know. He said he'd be right back but it's been a while now.”

Steve took his hands out of Nash's pockets. “You want a beer or something?”

“Water would be great, Steve.”

Steve surveyed the huge refrigerator shelves. “San Pellegrino … why not?” Steve said as he opened three bottles. “Glass?” he offered.

“Bottle's fine,” Nash answered and Bo agreed.

They enjoyed the fizz quietly until the door burst open. “There you are, bitches,” Jackson snarled. He draped himself dramatically on the door frame and rolled his eyes while putting the back of his hand to his forehead. “Fired. Dismissed. Chewed up and spit out. After years of faithful service.” He paused and looked for a reaction, but the three guys just stared. “The joy I had centered in my work for this house is over. No hope really. No future. No promise. Not even a gold watch. What's left? Oblivion? I will look into the abyss.” He stalked to the sliding doors and opened one to the balcony.

“No!” Bo watched Jackson move to the edge of the balcony and stand on the lowest rung of the railing; he immediately started running toward him.

Jackson turned with a silly grin, as Bo grabbed him and pulled him away from the edge. “What? You though I was going to jump?” Bo nodded mutely. “Aren't you sweet? So you do care a little. I was trying to see if that new club on Shattuck was open.” Jackson kissed Bo's forehead with a loud smack. “What's this?” he questioned the hard evidence in his hand. “A whiff of danger gets you all boned up? Bo, my lad, you may be a more complex case than I thought.”

“I … I thought you might … You frightened me.” Bo realized Jackson was massaging his cock in front of Steve and Nash. “Stop, Jacks. There's people here.”

“You have a nice dick, Bo. You should be proud of it.”

“I am, but … Jackson, stop it!” Bo backed away before Jackson got him unzipped, but there was no hiding the mass of his erection with just a layer or two of cloth.

“Well! What, or should I ask, who have we here?” Mark laughed as he came into the room. His eyes were on Bo's partly open khaki pants.

“This is Bo,” Jackson said. “I don't believe you've met him.” Bo extended and then quickly pulled back the hand he had just used to rearrange his cock.

Mark smiled at the awkwardness. “Relax, no ceremony tonight. So Jackson told you the good news?”

“He said he was fired,” Bo blurted.

“Mmm, in a way, I suppose. I've asked him to manage all the guest facilities the company owns. He accepted. I'd call it a promotion, but he doesn't.” Mark headed for the door and then turned. “Bo, do you have a minute?”

Nobody said no to Mark. His polite requests always got him what he wanted. Bo nodded dumbly and followed him out the door.

Jackson turned to Steve and Nash. “There goes another lamb to the slaughter.” It was hard to tell if he was bitter or jealous.




“You were right. Totally right. As always.” Jerry hugged Neil. “Saying yes has changed everything. My job is better. The weather is better. Ann's cookies taste better. The whole world is a better place. Even sex is better and I thought that was impossible to improve on.”

“Ado Annie brought you more cookies? You know she likes you,” Neil kidded as he squeezed Jerry in return.

“She knows we're a couple. She has no designs on either one of us.”

“Don't be too sure.” Neil raised his eyebrows in warning. “She got a hot little bod and a lonesome bod, too. Where is her husband again?”

“Afghanistan or Kazakhstan or something. I think he's a contractor over there.”

“Uh-huh … and on those cold winter nights, when she ...” Neil burst into giggles as Jerry's teasing fingers crept up his leg.

“Enough. Get ready. We don't want to be late.”

“I'll hurry.” Neil answered and he did in fact hurry to shower and change. Tonight was special. He planned to tell his parents that he and Jerry were engaged. It would be dicey. Neither his mother nor especially his father were candidates for PFLAG membership. He dressed somberly.

“Neil, it's not a funeral,” Jerry criticized.

He changed in response to Jerry's shouted order to 'dress like we're going over there to watch football.' His second wardrobe selection almost met Jerry's approval. “Maybe leave your shirt out. You don't want to look too gay.”

“I'm supposed to tell them we plan to fuck each other's brains out for the rest of our natural lives and you worry about looking gay? We are gay, Jer.”

“We're not, but that's going to be hard to explain.”

“Especially since we're fuckin' each other's brains out every chance we get.. Don't forget that part. We might as well just say we are.”

“We are what?”

“Gay, of course.”

“But we're not.”

“It's kind of a technicality, you know? Ma will ask about the sex. Trust me. She will. And I'm gonna tell her.” Neil's voice softened. “I'm gonna tell them I love you and it's a fight to get out of any bed you're in and I need to marry you if I'm going to have a life.”

“Maybe we should wait, Neil. Marriage isn't even legal here.”

“We'll go to Iowa, Canada, New York, wherever … We're telling them.”

“Maybe we should wait until we set a date. At least know the month?”

“When do you want to do it?”

“No idea. When do you want to?”

“I don't really care. I just wanted you to say yes. When doesn't really matter.”

“What? Now you tell me it doesn't matter.”

“I needed to hear that yes, Jer. I had to hear you say it. But now that you said it, I can wait. We can do it whenever you want. Whatever we want.”

“We're back to 'eventually'? How do we explain that?”

“We're telling them, Jer. And believe me, they won't be asking about guest lists.”

Neil mother didn't ask about a thing. She cried. Nothing Neil could say helped. She just cried louder. Neil's father asked what the commotion was and Neil told him. “Thank God,” was his reaction. “I thought that bitch Lorica was coming back or something.”

Between sobs, Neil's mother asked, “Are you two ...doing it? Together? With each other?”

“Ma,” Neil answered, “Think about what's possible for two men to do. We're doing it. ALL of it.” She wailed again.

“Jeez, Louise!” Neil's dad groaned at the sound; her name was Karen. “You've sucked a dick or two without your teeth falling out; what do you think they're doing?”

“Marty!! Hush up!!” Marty knew his audience; it stopped Karen's wailing and it made Neil laugh. The father winked at his son.




“Mrs. Hudson, hasten into your bombazine. We'll be late!” Andrew admonished Seth, who was lounging on the sofa in his underwear reading a book.

“What's bombazine?” Lemuel asked in a whisper that with the door open would have carried to Cow Hollow.

“Would you guys miss me if I stayed here?” Seth asked, sure of the answer.

“Of course we'll miss you. Who will carry all the packages?”

“Packages???” Lemuel whispered again, squirming in anticipation.

“A few essentials for you, Lestrade … nothing exciting. Socks and underwear and pyjamas, since you keep showing up from France unannounced.”

“Unannounced?”

“You didn't tell us you were coming,” Andrew explained. “But it's good you told your mother this time.” Lemuel's mother had conveniently provided a list of suggestions and sizes for the shopping expedition but no money.

“Should I call?”

“It would be nice.”

“But you might not want me to come?”

“Of course we want you to come. You're always welcome.”

“Then why do I have to call?” Andrew's fixed gaze answered that one.

“He right about that, Lem,” Seth called from the sofa. “We like having you here.”

“So why can't I stay here all the time?”

“It's complicated ...” Andrew wished he had a better answer for Lemuel. “Should we take the cable car or walk?”

The walk to the cable car was longer than the cable car ride to Macy's, but Lemuel, like every child at heart, liked riding the cable cars; it also was fitting that the old cars were era-appropriate to Andrew's Holmes fantasy. “Bombazine is a cloth woven from silk and wool. It's the best Mrs. Hudson can afford on what I pay,” Andrew explained as they left.

Soon after they left, Jody arrived. “You just missed your son,” Seth said. “You'd like him if you ever got to know him.” He was being critical in an uncritical way; they subtlety was lost on Jody.

“I know him well enough. We need to talk about Adan.” Jody stared at Seth's underwear as if he had x-ray vision.

“Why do we need to do that?“

“Because he's upsetting things at the studio. He's becoming a prima dona.” Jody shifted his position for a better view.

“I think he'd say 'primera doña'.”

“Whatever … he won't fuck me anymore.”

Seth laughed. “That's all? Who will?”

“A cute kid named Ty – that's who.” Jody paused at the thought of Ty. “Shit, even you would like him. He's hot-as-a-blow torch and sweet besides. But see, the thing is I was hoping Adan could introduce me to the Hispanic community, professionally, that is.”

“As a porn star?”

“No, as a lawyer. It really does pay better.” Jody shrugged. “Not as much fun though. Seriously, Seth, you gotta check out this Ty kid. So young and so eager.”

“And willing to fuck you.” There was an edge to Seth's remark. Ty would not have been hired without Seth's approval.

“Man, I never thought you'd carry such a grudge. It was just good - ok, great - sex between us.”

“Jody,” Seth answered impatiently, “I figured publicly in your divorce. I have a kind of medical custodianship of your son. Your ex-wife – are you finally divorced? - tells me in writing what to buy him. You call that 'just good sex'?”

“Well, it was good sex. You can't deny that.”

“I found a school that's closer and better for Lemuel. I want you to pay for it.” Seth struck hard with his financial knife.

“Me??? Lurline makes good money … why not her?”

“Because you are not a completely callous asshole. She is. You are merely self-centered … and sex addicted ... and a semi-asshole ... willing to victimize some kid who will fuck you because he doesn't know any better … ”

“Geez, Seth. You must have loved me, huh? And here I thought you were the detached, ascerbic, indifferent player who was willing to dump me when it suited you.”

“It started that way … Pay half the school bill and I'll find you some Hispanic clients.” Seth didn't want to continue the discussion.

Jody looked at him and calculated likely outcomes. “Sweet deal.” He noticed a gap in the fly of Seth's boxers and came closer for a better look. “So I got some time; you wanna mess around for the hell of it?”




“Finn!” the florist greeted his former employee. “So good to see you!”

“Thanks, Gale. You, too. I'm home for a little Halloween break, plus we're playing Redwood tomorrow. Is Bo working this afternoon?”

“Yes, I think so. He usually gets here about four-thirty. I could call him if you want. He'd figure something was up if I did, though.”

“That's ok, I'll wait. How's he doing?”

“Well … I don't really know, Finn,” Gale lied. “School keeps him busy.”

“And what about you. Got anything going with Mrs. Collita yet?”

“Finn … Really.” A younger man's skin would have shown the bright redness of an intense blush, but Gale was not a young man.

“Yes, really. The two of you could have a great time together.”

Gale ignored the last and Finn automatically busied himself arranging shelves and moving boxes to the back room. The daybed was still there. Finn felt his dick harden at the memory of the times he and Bo had spent on that daybed. He was surprised at how narrow it was, amazed that they never fell off of it. The room smelled the same; the dim lighting from the alley-facing window was the same. He was overwhelmed by an ache for Bo and leaned on the work table briefly, not trusting his legs. Then he heard the brightness of Bo's hello through the door.

“Gale! Genius florist of Alameda! Whooo! Awesome news! I think I just fucked my way into UC Santa Cruz!” In his enthusiasm, Bo picked Gale up in a hug and spun him around. He stopped when he saw Finn standing in the doorway.

“Hey, Bo.” Finn said quietly; it hurt to smile. “You're transferring to Santa Cruz?”
 
Rory,
WOW. You DO have a knack.

Bo and Jackson and that whole scenario

Then our "not gay just in love with each other" guys - loving that one.

Then Andrew, Seth, and Lemuel, with their assorted cast and crew.

Finn, poor poor Finn. Aching for Bo, only to hear that crushing line.
 
Great installment! Ann certainly has an interesting background... Sad to see Z and Eric falling apart though.
 
Thanks for being tolerant, guys. The typo bug bit hard again. One mention of 'Sokie' is supposed to be Spike. The sentence about the 300 vs the 600 is supposed to have a 'not' in it somewhere. And there's another one ... Grrr....
 
Rory,
That's one of the reasons our friend Autolycus is here.

You can fix the typo's, then PM him the entire corrected text and he will gladly replace the existing version.
 
Or ... I could post the corrected chapter and ask Autolycus to delete the first version - less work for him.

Maybe I'll try that one.
 
It's a quick copy/paste the one way, and a delete the other.
Your choice.
 
[Corrected Version]

Chapter Forty-Four


Ann woke and looked at her alarm clock. She had forgotten to set it, but there was still time. She put on a robe and waited at the window. The floor was cold and she hurried to find some slippers. When she returned to her vantage point she was too late to see it all, but the kiss was so astonishingly sweet. Living next to Neil and Jerry had been an education. Her new knowledge of how sensitive men can be to each other was more mind-blowing than any drug she had ever tried.

She couldn't tell because her line of sight was partly blocked, but it looked as if Neil was completely naked and doing his best to convince Jerry to be late to work. Seeing his kisses and touches made her ache for sex with him, with Jerry, with any man. It had been so long since Brian went away. The couple shifted and she could see Neil's body, slim and muscular, so relaxed in Jerry's arms, so comfortable with Jerry's hands familiarly on his ass. They exchanged a few words and then another kiss. Now it was Jerry who was reluctant to break away; there was a question on his face and a smile on Neil's. She could lip read the I love you without any difficulty. There were more words that she had to imagine – the promise of sex, the promise of love. Their goodbyes were always so hot whenever Neil worked nights.

She took a hot shower and then returned to her bed. She had a half hour before she needed to dress. The cool sheets made her nipples contract as she felt them rub on the slight roughness of the inexpensive cotton. I should pay more for bed linen, she thought as she reached for the vibrator. I can afford it. I'm worth it.

She called the vibrator Vance, in an effort to personalize the experience; but Vance the Vibrator knew only one approach, one speed, and one technique. Inadequate as he was, he was nevertheless the best unsatisfactory sex she had found.

Brian was inexperienced when they got married. He was nothing close to a virgin, but he didn't know much beyond the basics. Worse yet, he wasn't willing to learn. Her gentle attempts at guidance struck him as a weird diversion from fucking. Less subtle hints went over his head as well. The night she yelled in frustration, “Slower, you fucking oaf!” almost got her a fat lip. Still and all, he was better than nothing, he was faithful, and what he failed to give her in terms of quality, he made up for with frequency. She missed his warm body in her bed.

Brian wasn't a contractor in Afghanistan or Kazakhstan either, as Ann allowed casual acquaintances to believe; truthfully, he had been a government contract employee once, but currently he was a prisoner in a minimum security facility in Fresno County. She visited him monthly. When he was first imprisoned it had been twice monthly, but the trip was just long enough to be grueling and monthly became the frequency. He was a rogue, but a handsome rogue, with an engaging personality, and so easy to like. Less easy to be married to, but her complaints had been few before their separation. Living alone under the accepted rules of marriage was hard.

She worked in real estate as so many married women seemed to do, women with a decent income, generally from a spouse, women who wanted 'something' to do. Brian had been a small time swindler, who left her with a modest but paid-for house and a fairly decent income from investments known but untouched by the District Attorney. Ann's assets had been sufficiently distant from the crime to be considered hers and not the forfeit-subject fruits of Brian's crime.

So she led a decent life, except for the lack of a man's companionship. Her attempts at casual sex had been disastrous from her point of view, although not really bad at all as those things go. The love affair next door had been a revelation. She had no special personal attraction to Neil or Jerry, but she adored watching the progress of their affair. It was like being on a first name basis with soap opera characters as she watched their love develop. She didn't know all the details - actually she didn't know much at all; but she imagined with pretty good accuracy what was going on before her eyes. And she loved to watch such 'pretty boys', as she thought of them. Soft-core porn in the flesh and in the house next door became her obsession. She was getting to know Jerry through cookie diplomacy, but Neil was more of a mystery. A little older, a little more rugged, Neil was a mystery she wanted to solve. Neil, she felt, was the key to the relationship. Neil was also amazing to look at. His back invited touches and promised virile thrusting; his ass was meaty without an ounce to spare; his cock … Well, she tried not to think about that. Seeing his cock would make things too specific, remove the mystery, spoil the fantasy. Jerry was different; hehad a cute cock, she thought, but cute in a boyish way; she loved her occasional views of him. Neil, however … Neil was dream-material. Thinking of Neil, she came and quickly had to remove Vance or she would still be wet when she got to work.

She dressed and drove to the real estate office on Central in her four-year-old 300 series Benz. It wasn't top of the line, but it was a Benz. No one had to know that she had bought it used. The firm wanted its agents to appear successful, and their cars were important to giving that impression. The Benz was aging gracefully and filled its role adequately. Most of her customers would not have known a 300 from a 600 anyway.

The day dragged. She hauled a couple of women to look at houses in Harbor Bay that they couldn't afford and then went home at three. Neil should be getting up about then, she figured. She had time to bake. It should be something more adventurous than the cookies Jerry liked. For Neil, she decided on a Linzertorte, more elaborate than cookies, but not treacly.

Neil charmed her by making coffee and inviting her to join him for a piece of the torte. She was nervous. Jerry was sweet, but Neil's presence was unsettling. If I didn't know better, I'd swear he wants to fuck me, she thought. She squeezed her thighs together and felt the moistness. Neil watched her action. She was shocked by his gaze; he knows exactly what I'm doing, she thought. What kind of gay guys are they coming up with these days?





“Tell him, Eric, or quit coming over here.” Spike was getting dressed. Eric lay naked and exhausted, totally fucked out and spread across Spike's bed.

“It's not that easy, Spike. I love him ... Z means so much, more than I can explain.”

“Then quit coming over. You love him, you say, but you're not being fair to him.” It annoyed Spike to hear declarations of love for someone else from the ungrateful man he had just made come twice.

“It would hurt him.”

Spike sighed elaborately. “Noe Valley! Thirty thousand people and three stories will explain them all. Lusty, lucky, or lazy. You, Eric, combine them all.” Spike lived in one of the fringy parts of Noe Valley, a part where a gay nurse could afford to live, provided he didn't mind a generous helping of urban grit in his life.

“You don't understand, Spike.”

“Get up and get dressed, Eric. Act interested in your life. You're wasting it.” The second night Eric had spent at Spike's house told Spike how easily led he was. The third night revealed a neediness Spike hadn't seen before. At least he's not wasting his body, Spike thought as he watched Eric walk to the shower. It was a body Spike didn't want to give up, a body Spike had been lusting after for years.

In the week that had passed since Eric spent his first night at Spike's, Spike had prodded him into demanding – and getting - a better work schedule, drilled into him that he needed to narrow his goals, and sensitized him to the idea that Z was unfinished and neglected business. “Focus, Eric!” That was Spike's advice on both medicine and Z. In the week, Eric had spend three more nights with Spike, interrupted by a weekend in Alameda with Z. The weekend was something Spike endured without comment; he had no confidence that Eric regarded him as anything more than a sexual convenience.

Eric's weekend with Z had been edgy. They went through the motions of being a couple but avoided the intimacy. Eric spent three hours of each day playing lacrosse, sometimes just working out alone when no one else was available. The first night Z was full of passion and had Eric briefly delirious reliving the memory of their best years, but the second night Z detected a lack of ardor and it degraded his performance to the point that the sex was almost mediocre. At one point Eric lost his erection and they had to start over. That had never happened before unless one of them was sick.

The only highlight of the weekend for Eric was when Nash and Steve were playing on his team at the park and Steve suddenly realized he had seen Eric before. “That lacrosse movie ...what was it called? You were the coach or something? You were so hot in that movie. I had dreams about you for weeks,” Steve admitted. Eric wallowed in the flattery.

Later, alone on the field running sprints, Eric thought about his brief Hollywood days. Everything seemed so easy, so simple then. I got a lot of great sex, more than I even wanted. I made a bunch of money. Everybody liked me; I liked everybody. Other people had problems, not me. Eric's memories made the past better than it really was, but that's the nice thing about memories. They exaggerate the highs and diminish the lows.

“Eric,” Larry called to him. He and Cal were coming back from the beach. “Let us help you carry the equipment.” Walking back to the house on San Antonio, Larry spoke frankly. “Eric, you look like dog shit on a shoe sole. What's up?”

“I don't know. Everything … nothing ...” That kind of avoidance didn't work with an old friend like Larry.

“That sounds like none of my business, but I'm gonna butt in anyway. Say whatever it is you need to say; do what you need to do. Don't just brood, Eric. That's what you told me, more or less. Remember? You used to give out the advice; now accept a little.” Larry spoke uncritically, but that wasn't how Eric took it.

“I don't need advice. I just need time,” Eric answered.

“Time is what we have the least of,” Cal said.

“How would you know?” Eric's rudeness was surprising.

“Yeah, well, I am just a dumb jock, huh, babe?” Cal said to Larry. Larry smiled back at him, silently telling him no. They dropped the gear off at Eric's house and declined Z's invitation to stay.

“Did you piss them off, too?” Z asked.

“Don't start,” Eric warned him. He showered and drove back to the city.

“Did you talk to him?” Spike demanded.

“Everybody's on me over something ...” Eric answered, ducking the question.

“Coward,” Spike said as gently as he could; it wasn't the time to press. His disapproval of Eric's actions didn't get in the way of sex. “Such a fuckable ass.” Spike surveyed the body lying on the bed before him. “Relax, Eric. A little massage, a little fuck, a little sleep ...”

Eric purred under Spike's attention. “I bet you're a good nurse.”

“I'm a fuckin' great nurse. I make doctors like you look good.” Spike came in Eric's ass and then gave him a blow job. “Now sleep. Tomorrow, you are going to decide to become an ER doc, like Luke.”

“Luke was a good mentor. You're a lot like him, Spike.”




“Finn!”

Gale suddenly remembered he had to go to the drug store.

“Finn, I didn't think you'd be here until the holidays.” Bo stepped toward his friend and then hesitated.

“Halloween is a holiday,” Finn smiled back. “Do we shake hands or ...”

Bo kissed him answering his question. They grappled with each other; just touching wasn't close enough. “I missed you.” “Me, too.” “You feel so good.” “You, too.” they said the predictable and trite things that so inadequately expressed their feelings. The kissing was better than the words. “I wanna fuck you right now,” Finn blurted out; that came a lot closer to their actual feelings.

The narrow bed in the back room was pressed into service again. The sex went smoothly as if they had never been apart. It wasn't until it was over that Finn acknowledged a huge difference. “I used to be the top. When did you get to be so good?” he asked. Bo had fucked him masterfully.

“I got lessons from you all last summer,” Bo answered; Jackson's role was not addressed.

“Uh … maybe you had some outside instruction since then?” Finn asked.

“Nothing important. You make all the difference.”

“I was dreaming about fucking you, but, man, that was great.”

“You don't think we're done, do you? Once is not enough, dude. I want to suck your cock and then you are gonna ...” Bo teased.

“Shut up and do it, asshole.”

“Be nice to my asshole,” Bo cautioned.

Finn was very nice. Gentle and demanding at the same time. Slow-fucking and then pounding, he couldn't get enough. “I love you,” he cried as he came. “I love you, Bo,” he repeated. The sweaty boys kissed.

“Say it again.”

“I love you. I love you. I love you.”

Bo was satisfied with the response. “Love you, too.”

“Good. Now what's this shit about fuckin' your way into Santa Cruz?”

Bo rubbed a bit of errant spunk into Finn's belly. “Well, there's this rich guy called Mark who is the head of ...”

“Guru Systems? No shit????”

“Yeah. Why?”

“An upperclassman on the varsity squad got a scholarship from him, too. One drunken night he told me what he had to do to get it.”

“I haven't actually done anything with him. He hinted at stuff, but we haven't done anything. It was his assistant I fucked. That's how I got to meet Mark.”

“My unfaithful lover ...” Finn commented.

“Like you sat in the dorm every night ...”

“Yeah, I did. Almost every night ...”

“Doing what exactly?”

“Fucking that upperclassman.” Finn watched Bo's expression and then laughed with him. “I think a little outside experience just made us better.”

“A little experience made me want a more comfortable bed,” Bo countered, pulling back from the edge of the daybed.

“There's mine … if you're not busy tonight.”

Bo made a kind of gasping, sobbing noise. “I was afraid things would be different. That we wouldn't … that you wouldn't ...”

“That I wouldn't still love you? Fat fuckin' chance of that, dickhead.”

“I thought you liked my dickhead,” Bo teased, as he pushed Finn's legs apart with his knee.

“Want to wait, Bo? My bed will be better.”

“Finnie, I've been waiting two and a half months – that's a serious fraction of my lifetime!” Bo's maneuver went awry; his lower half slipper off the daybed. They laughed; they kissed; and they went to Finn's house, Finn's bed, actually.

“If we hurry, we can meet my parents for dinner. They're kind of expecting me,” Finn said before they got far.

“So we need to get off in … three, two, one ...”

“Shut up. You're getting it now, Bo.” Finn was a little rougher than he meant to be; neither boy minded.




“Morrie, explain to me again about Tin-tin. He's straight, married with children, an agent of the Chinese government, who loves getting fucked in the ass enough to betray his country and kill people and risk getting blown up ...”

“Nicky, you are so obsessive about these things. He's flexible, like all of us. He does what he needs to do.”

“He gets fucked a lot … He's a transvestite … He's … ”

“It's what he needs. At least what he thinks he needs, and that's what counts. He never betrayed his country. Why do you say that?”

“He let that stuff get exported.”

“They have mountains of it. Rare earths are not especially rare, after all. And it was destroyed before it became useful to anyone.”

“So now he's ...”

“Lining up some new suppliers for us. He wants a finder's fee, of course. And he's earned it.”

“Morrie … in LA, you blew up your own relatives.”

“My ex-wife's relatives … and schmucks they were. Stupid, cheating … Besides, I didn't think they were going to be blown up.”

“You knew it was a possibility.”

“Again, Nicky, dear boy, why so obsessive about fine distinctions? It was also possible they could have been shot in a robbery.”

“But you wouldn't have been involved in the robbery.”

“Actually, that was Plan B.” Morrie finished inserting his cuff links and reached for his suit coat.

Nicky chose not to believe Morrie's Plan B comment, but he could never be sure about Morrie. He changed the subject. “Morrie, nobody wears a suit and tie anymore. They never did in Chinatown.”

“At my age, Nicky, if I wore jeans and a t-shirt, I'd be mistaken for the dishwasher. You might buff up your own appearance a bit. Look at Darren. He looks like a million.”

“That's because Darren is gorgeous. It doesn't matter what he wears. He actually looks best naked.” Nicky smiled at his lover.

Darren smiled back. “I'm thinking of getting a tattoo. One of those sleeves ...” he said running a hand down his opposite upper arm.

“NO!” Morrie and Nicky screamed simultaneously.

“Just a passing insanity, tattoos ...” Morrie added.

“You have one,” Darren pointed out.

“I was briefly insane. Let's go. Am I going to like this Steve fellow? Is he being good to Nash?”

The trip to Tsien-tsien's cousin's restaurant took about ten minutes. Tsien-tsien met them at the door and said that Nash and Steve had already arrived. They sat at a table for six and the first of many courses arrived. Tsien-tsien explained that they should eat the meat and noodles in the soup and sip the tepid broth as a beverage throughout the next few courses.

“So Steve, you fly helicopters?” Morrie asked. “They can't carry much, can they?”

“They can, but not efficiently. Usually only the government can afford to use them that way.”

“So what about regular planes? Can you fly them?”

“Fixed wing … yes, but I'm not current in any. I'd have to retrain.”

“What about 767-200's? The extended range versions?”

“I'd need some training, which isn't cheap. But I could do it.”

“A friend is interested in acquiring a small fleet of them. For cargo. Do you think he can make money on them?”

“Depends on the cargo. It would need to be high-value. Those aren't the most efficient planes these days.”

“Dirt cheap to acquire, though,” Morrie mused. “Are you going to do the honorable thing with my only son?”

“I'm not your only son,” Nash protested.

“You're the only one who still talks to me,” Morrie noted.

“Nash is the most impressive man I've even known,” Steve answered when he had the chance.

“And your prospects?” Morrie continued.

“Dad, his prospects are great, no matter what he does.”

“I mean as a private helicopter pilot. Is that a stable career?”

“It has been so far. Everything can change, though,” Steve answered.

“Indeed. Well … you have my blessing for the next month.”

“One month?” Nash protested.

“It comes with renewable options,” Morrie explained, honestly amazed that anyone would quibble over a good deal.

Nicky's eyes suddenly got wide. Somebody's hand was groping him. Tsien-tsien on one side looked preoccupied by his soup and Morrie on the other was smiling on Steve and Nash benignly. Nicky jabbed with a chopstick and heard a muffled gasp from under the table and a hard sound, the sound of a skull hitting wood. The table jumped.

Tsien-tsien instantly ducked under the cloth and urgently gave orders in Chinese. “Sorry. A miscalculation,” he said, sitting up again. There was a shuffling and then silence. Morrie sighed and smiled once the unknown assailant settled on the right dick to suck.
 
Chapter Forty-Five


The Loft looked terrific, one flight up, bright and airy, with the lights of Oakland looking magical across the estuary at a distance that obscured details. Strictly speaking, the waterway wasn't really an estuary but people liked calling it that and the cut between Alameda and the mainland didn't object. The gathering wasn't a mandatory company function; it didn't need to be. The annual bonuses were always announced at the annual party and nobody wanted to miss that.

Rory and Tim were at the table with Rory's database group. Cyril and pregnant-again Bernice were early arrivals. Tom and Heiko were back from their successful system installation in Ohio; and Jerry brought Neil, the first time they acknowledged being a couple in public. The new guy Lanny was there with a painfully shy date named Dawn, who sipped something pinkish nervously; an already empty glass stood beside her nearly full one. Darren and Nicky arrived last.

Some of the almost one hundred people sat at tables and some mingled. A large percentage of the minglers were trying to edge into conversation with Charles, the CEO. “Look at the suck-ups,” Bernice commented and then she quickly stared down into her drink. She had briefly locked eyes with Rhonda, Charles' administrative assistant and didn't want to encourage a chat. Rory said Bernice was too sensitive, but Bernice felt that Rhonda always found a reason to bring up Bernice's children in a way that implied disloyalty to the company.

“God! Here I am pregnant again. She's coming over here, isn't she? ISN”T SHE, CYRIL?”

Cyril stood up. “Hi Rhonda,” he said cheerfully.

Rhonda gave him a nod. “Bernice, you look radiant. Pregnancy so suits you. How many is this? Five?”

“This will be our third,” Bernice answered, tight-jawed but polite.

“Good for you, honey. I wish I could fit working into such a busy life.” Rhonda glanced around the table at the standing men. “Where are Tom and Heiko?”

“They're around,” Rory said, scanning the room. “There's Tom,” he said, pointing toward one cluster of people.

“Charles looks forward to talking to them,” Rhonda grandly confided, as if announcing a White House invitation. “Rory, dear ...” Rhonda placed her hand on Rory's arm in some kind of farewell benediction before heading in Tom's direction.

“She did it again! She … did … it … again!”

“Bernice, baby,” Cyril comforted.

“She's that way with everybody, Bernice,” Rory said.

“What a bitch! I had a sergeant like her once. He's dead now,,” Tim laughed, earning a grateful smile from Bernice.

Dawn was goggle-eyed and took a big swig of her drink, putting the glass down empty. Her eyes implored Lanny for another. “Lance, honey ...” Lanny rose to do her bidding.

He hated the name Lance. “Such a porn name,” he always said, which always made people check out the front of his trousers. He enjoyed that part and regularly wore clothes a bit tighter than the fashion called for. Cute ass was the consensus on the day he arrived.

With the efficiency of a border collie, Rhonda traversed the room and cut Tom out of his pack of friends. She propelled him into The Presence. “Charles, this is Tom.”

“Ah, Tom. So good to see you. I wanted to tell you how proud we all are of your success in Toledo. I don't think even Rory knows this yet, but we got inquiries from four more museums based on your latest job. Truly remarkable. How do you do it?”

“Thanks, Charles. The secret ingredient is always Heiko. He's brilliant – the customers are in awe of him. They treat him like a God after about ten minutes and he delivers miracles every time.”

“I wanted you to know your performance has been noticed. I've got four vice presidents who want you transferred to their divisions.”

“Thanks, but ...” That was all Tom got to say before The Presence moved on.

Rhonda meanwhile tracked down Heiko, who was on the outside balcony on his phone. “Muss gehen,” he said instead of goodbye and was swiftly conducted to Charles.

“Ah, Heiko. So good to see you. I wanted to tell you how proud we all are of your success in Toledo. I don't think even Rory knows this yet, but we got inquiries from four more museums based on your latest job. Truly remarkable. How do you do it?”

“It's all Tom's doing. He's so good at guiding customer expectations and then delivering twice what they asked for. He's a great salesman.”

Heiko's penetrating eyes, so blue even in the subdued lighting, made Charles pause, knocked off his canned speech. “He says the same about you.” All he got back was the hundred watt glare of a Heiko smile; it was momentarily disconcerting. Rhonda stepped in.

“Yes, well, whatever … it works,” she said. “Charles, you need to get to the head table ...” She led him away.

“Rhonnie,” he said. “You know I'm completely straight.”

“Yeah, I do know that,” she chuckled, recalling the night before.

“And they're gay ...”

“Where is this going, Charles?”

“If I were ever gonna fool around ...” Charles mused.

“Which one?” Rhonda asked as they got to Charles designated seat..

“I don't think it matters. Either one. They just suck you right in.” Charles was bemused; like their customers, he had fallen under the Tom-Heiko spell.

The 'suck you right in' comment worried her; Charles loved a good blow job. “Forget it,” she said. “There's a long line ahead of you.” She felt less threatened when he made no reply.




The social worker sat primly working her way down a long check list. “The incidents or running away seem to have lessened. How often do you see the child. Rarely? Occasionally? Or often?” Those were the choices the check list proposed.

“The running away is less because he now asks for permission. He's here a lot,” Seth answered truthfully. “His mother gives him permission. In fact, she provided a list of requirements ...”

She looked for a way to make that fit her choices and decided on Often. “It's unusual ...”

“She even wrote down brand names. 'Hanna Anderson Organic Cotton Pajamas.' I had never heard of them.”

“Mmm ...” the social worked said. She searched for an appropriate box on her check list and gave up.

Lemuel came in the door and waved to Seth. He went over to a tall padded pole and grabbed it like a tackling dummy. “Hi, Seth.”

“Hugs back, kid,” Seth answered. “Do you remember Miss ...”

“Yes, hello.” Lemuel sat on the sofa with Seth. He set his backpack between them. “Lots of homework tonight.”

“What was that?” the worked asked. She pointed at the pole.

“That's the hugs-transfer pole,” Lemuel explained. Seth smiled and let him continue when he saw that she wanted to hear more. “Andrew invented it. He and Seth are gay, you know.” Lemuel paused to make sure that sank in. “And he said you might not like it if he hugged me. So he invented the hugs-transfer pole. He hugs the pole and then I hug the pole and his hug transfers to me, see?”

The civil servant looked flustered. “I don't think a hug on special occasions would ...”

“But lawyers twist things, Andrew said. So we use the pole. It's got a padded parka nailed to it and an old sweater made of ...”

“Cashmere,” Seth filled it.

“Cashmere,” Lemuel echoed. “It's very soft.” He was satisfied with his explanation and watched the social worker to see if she needed more. She was writing furiously on her clipboard.

Andrew entered and said, “Greetings, fellow philatelists.” He smiled to Lemuel and slammed his foot down. Lemuel jumped to his feet and slammed both feet down in sequence. Andrew did three. Lemuel did four. Andrew gave up. He noticed the social worker. “We're stamp collectors,” he said.

“Left one on the pole for you,” Lemuel said and watched Andrew hug the hugs-transfer pole. He laughed when Andrew pulled back suddenly.

“Itching powder?”

“Talcum,” Lemuel explained. “Gym was last period.” He slid to the center and made room on the sofa for Andrew. Three sets of eyes stared at the social worker.

“Well … I … er … have had no complaints from Mrs ...” She gestured emptily with her hands and gave up. “Could I see the boy's room now?”

“Yes,” Lemuel fist pumped. Seeing the room was always the last item on her list.




Chris and Adan screened the automatic camera captures while the actors dressed and waited for their dismissal. Jeff and Ty shared a glance, a silent comment on Jody's very slow manner of putting his clothes on. The exhibitionism inherent in porn making generated a frisson they all enjoyed, Jody in particular.

“Hate putting away the tools,” Jody commented. He was having more difficulty than a child of four would getting himself into his pants. After underwear tugs, elaborate cock and ball reseatings, and two accidental exposures, he reluctantly zipped up.

“Where'd you get the undies?” Kevin asked, winking at his other scene partners.

“You like 'em?” In two seconds Jody had the jeans back down around his knees again, displaying the floral pattern of the boxers. His dick just happen to flop out of the fly. “Oops ...” He made no attempt to put it away. “Andrew got them from some catalog house. They're really soft. Feel them.” Restricted by his trousers, he waddled a few steps in Kevin's direction; it made his dick flop around

Chris came into the dressing room, freezing Jody's progress. “Guys we need a couple specific penetration shots. Just entries, not the whole thing. Ok? Jody? Kevin?”

“Yes,” Jody grinned; he was out of his pants at once.

Kevin complained. “Chris, I really need to leave. Can you use somebody else?”

“You guys are differently built. I mean a dick's a dick in most cases, but Jeff curves and Ty's got some of his foreskin left. You're amazingly distinctive.”

dildo” Adan said. “The red one. It will look lurid – menacing, even - and fit the mood of the scene.”

“You know ...” Chris was favorable considering the possibility.

“No,” Jody inserted. “It will destroy the realism.” His dick, growing tumescent in anticipation, betrayed his eagerness.

“Yes! It'll work,” Chris decided. The three students left and five minutes later Chris had the shots he needed. Jody was left to dress alone.

Chris looked at the fresh shots, manipulating the light and color. “Oh, yeah … this is gonna look nasty!” A distant door-slam announced Jody's departure.

The scene Chris envisioned called for Ty and Jeff to portray a teasing, sexy, and fun relationship while Jody and Kevin, performing the exact same actions, were supposed to make sex look edgy, furtive, and dangerous. The initial blow jobs by both couples were easy to edit but the Kevin-Jody fucking was more difficult. The dildo was a perfect addition; The dark and deeply veined redness made it look menacing. The fact that it was bigger than Kevin's actual size helped the illusion. The shot was supposed to be the initial entry from several angles. Then the subsequent penetrations were more dramatic as Jody's asshole opened more and more, finally staying open by itself as the dildo plunged all the way in and out. They intercut some facials of Jody in mock anguish.

“He's really not a bad actor for porn,” Adan commented. “As much as he loves getting fucked, that's looking real painful.”

Chris said nothing. He held his breath, enjoying the scene as he manipulated it.

“You're liking this,” Adan commented, noting Chris's almost constant grabbing at his crotch.

“If I don't like it, nobody else will,” he answered. He was panting slightly. “I make these things for me; it happens that the public likes 'em, too.”

“The “Flip Fuck” stuff - you liked that? It looked so ...”

“I loved making those scenes,” Chris admitted. “The first time, with Larry … I gotta admit I was afraid, but, you know, in person, he's so sexy ...”

“I've never met him,” Adan reminded Chris.

“I couldn't get him to come back for another shoot.” The regret was plain. Chris inserted the last of the scene pieces into his electronic version of a storyboard and let the scene play. “God, he was hot ...” He laughed. “Get it? Hot? Larry was a fireman at the time!”

“Yeah, right!” Adan answered with an big smile he wasn't feeling. Seeing the bulge of Chris's erection in his pants was disconcerting. “Have you ever come up with a scenario for 'Flip Fuck Three'?”

“I've tried ...” Chris answered. He settled down to watch the scene play at normal speed. “But everything I envisioned was either physically or technically impossible.”

“I was wondering ...”

“Shhh,” Chris urged. “Let's watch.” He dimmed the room lights and stared at the monitor. “You mind if I jack it?” He was already unzipping.

“No. Go ahead.” Adan's peripheral vision detected the emergence of a hard cock in Chris's lap. He stared straight ahead, not wanting to learn any specifics. At least the stroking was silent.

It was a good flick. Adan felt his own erection grow in response to Jeff and Ty. Jeff stood naked and pushed his erection forward in Ty's direction and just as seated Ty was opening his mouth, he'd pull it away and kiss him instead. The kisses were sweet but Ty's frustration grew. It was a release of physical and dramatic tension when Ty at last grabbed Jeff's torso and pulled the rigid cock with the slight downward curve into his mouth. Jeff's “Ah” the scene matched Chris's in the next chair. Adan had to take a look. Chris was stroking with one hand and playing with his balls with the other.

“Go ahead, get comfortable,” Chris suggested and Adan unzipped, too.

As the scene progressed, Chris got greater pleasure from Kevin's treatment of Jody. Jody looked so vulnerable; his body was gradually revealed as Kevin essentially ripped his clothes off. Jody was a little out of shape, a little soft but he sported a big erection in anticipation of whatever might happen. Kevin grabbed him by the balls and challenged, “You wanna suck me? You want it?” Jody mumbled incoherently. “Tell me you want it! Beg for it!” Jody gobbled his cock and Kevin jerked away. He slapped Jody's face in a way that promised the next slap would be much more painful. “Don't you hear good? Tell me you want it, bitch!”

Chris stroked fasted as Jody was reduced to begging. Kevin tolerated and then enjoyed Jody's nob licking; finally he speared Jody with his cock. Jody gagged but stayed on it, taking it all repeatedly down his throat.

“Right there! Stop it!” Adan said. “Jody looks too happy. Gotta cut that smile.”

“Fuck!” Chris groaned, sorry to stop stroking. After a pause to let his arousal subside, he admitted, “Yeah, you're right. Good eye.”

Chris zipped up and continued patching the scene until he was satisfied enough to show it to Seth. “Enough for now, I guess.”

So, about Flip Fuck Three,” Adan jumped in. “I can see it as a serial fuck by clones of one hot guy with you tumbling around on the turntable.”

“Huh?” Chris didn't immediately share the vision.

“One hot guy, electronically-cloned to look like an army, fucks you all over the place. Every time you turn around, he's on you … I guess I mean in you ... You spin … do handstands … flips … from one level of the turntable to another and everywhere you go the guy shows up and stuffs your ass. Some times he's teasing, sometimes he loving, sometimes he's just a stunt dick … Sometimes he get rough … You are more and more turned on and come hands-free at the end. A spurting-dick close-up ends the scene.”

“What about the guy … the army? How does he get off?”

“Who cares? You're the center of the scene - you're always the center of these Flip Fuck things. The viewers identify with you, not the guy fucking you.”

“They do? I'm not sure I get all the action transitions.”

“We could try it … Pace it out,” Adan urged.

“You want to fuck me?”

“Chris, be professional. We're just walking through a possibility. It would be a super cheap scene to make. Just two guys and one of them is you. Short – charge a dollar a pop. Give it a try. Where's the harm?”

So, worst case I get a crick in my neck and a dick in my ass?” Chris sounded willing.

“Something like that. Best case you get another huge money-maker.”

Reluctant at the start, once he saw Adan close up and naked, Chris got into it. “You know, you're a lot hotter in person than you are on a monitor.”

“Everybody is,” Adan answered. “Now do a slow somersault onto my dick.”

“I can't promise ...”

“Go real slow … I'll guide you onto it.”

On the top tier of the huge revolving wedding cake set, Chris did a slow somersault. He missed. He missed the second time. The third time Adan moved him onto his cock; but it was jerky and painful.

“So maybe if we fuck a little to open you up ...” Adan didn't wait for permission. The fuck was spontaneous. Chris had the rare ability to make people want to take advantage of him.

Chris's eyes gradually glazed over. “Big … big and beautiful. Do me again,” he sighed when Adan pulled out and left Chris's hole gaping.

“Somersault, first,” Adan said. On this attempt the trick went well. After more practice runs, the cartwheel ended with a rear-entry standing penetration. The handstand ended with Chris in Adan's arms and impaled. The roll from one level to another was harder to make look real; it involved an actual drop of about a foot. This time Adan was the one in pain, but they made it believable.

Now roll up in a ball and stuck your butt over the edge. I'll fuck you as you come past.”

“Let's do the handstand one again,” Chris requested. He wanted the kiss that went with that one.

They repeated all the moves several times and at the end Chris had no difficulty making his orgasm look hands-free. It almost was. It took just a couple of strokes by Adan. Sitting in Adan's lap with his legs wrapped around Adan's waist, squirming in pleasure, with that thick cock up his ass, Chris erupted. The cum blasted straight up twice in long ribbons and then dribbled out in a third then a fourth pulse. It would be easy to enhance the shot to make it look like a gusher.

The editing was fast and rewarding. They knew the scene would look hot. The segment where Chris revolved getting penetrated repeatedly by a dozed Adan clones was guaranteed to get the audience off. Just editing almost got Chris off again. They inserted the gang-fuck right before the final cum shot and sat back to watch a second time.

The viewing left their dicks hard. Without discussion they fucked for real. Chris was completely willing, of course. The surprise was when Adan pulled out of him and spread his legs. The bigger surprise was how much Adan needed a cock. “Put it in me,” he urged and then said something in Spanish when Chris shoved his cock in all the way. Adan came first and Chris followed almost immediately. Their sweaty bodies tangled as they got their breath back.

“Was it really that good?” Adan asked.

Chris wasn't sure if he meant the scene or the fuck. “We gotta watch it again,” he said covering both possibilities. Adan smiled at him. “Why are you grinning?”

“You're nice, Chris.”

“Well, I respect your judgment on this scene ...”

“No, I mean the sex part. You like it and your fun-sized. Everybody's usually bigger than me. I liked tossing you around.”

Chris had experienced enough rejection to think this lead-in was part of some prank. “You just like tossing salad,” he told Adan.

“Your salad,” Adan answered. “Things could get rougher, if you wanted. I think I'd like that – getting rougher with you. I bet I can make you come hands-free for real.”

They went out to eat first and had a few beers. Then they returned to the studio. Chris offered no resistance. He followed Adan's lead. It took a good bit of work, but he came absolutely hands-free while Adan slow-fucked him from behind. He collapsed onto the carpet leaving his ass sticking up for Adan to finish. Too good to be true, Chris told himself. Still burning from his orgasm, the sting of Adan's open hand on his ass felt amazing. He wants something, Chris figured as he waited for the next slap. The timing was irregular, the next slap was a surprise. It came a half-a-beat later and harder than he expected. Chris felt the blissful warmth spread. He wants money, he thought. He felt Adan explode in his ass. Fuck it, he's worth it. I'll give him rights to the scene, Chris decided as Adan rolled him over. “Wait! Don't hit me in the face!” Chris pleaded. Instead, Adan pushed his half-hard cock back into Chris's hole and kissed him.

Then Adan tilted his head to the side and asked, “Did you like that? I loved it.”
 
Rory,
Wow. I saw that you had posted the “corrected” chapter – but I didn’t realize it was so different from what I’d already read – or is my head off that much?! Sorry for not paying closer attention, sooner!

I can’t blame Ann for her voyeuristic tendencies toward Neil and Jerry, particularly when you describe them so lovingly and sensually. Then there’s your closing line of the section: What kind of gay guys are they coming up with these days? Ah, but we know better, don’t we?!

Spike, while thoroughly enjoying fucking Eric, is at least being decent and telling Eric to Man Up with Z. Spike doesn’t want to lose the desire of his eye, but he’s at least a realist and knows he’s second fiddle at the moment. Not sure about this at all.
A short shrift of a weekend for poor Z, with Eric devolving.

Then, Larry and Cal some upon our shit for brains beau of yore and call him on his disposition/demeanor.
And memories of Luke, Eric’s mentor and great guy, who drew the short straw of ALS, but left what he had to Eric, with the admonishment that he pursue his studies and become the doctor he could be.

It’s been a long time. I miss Luke.

And, back to the Greenhouse with Finn and Bo. That reunion went a lot better than the “dum de dum dum, DUM” cliffhanger left us worrying over. They both got some outside practice and experience in so they could come back to each other, hungrier and better than ever. I’m glad they’re relationship withstood their youthful indiscretions.

Meanwhile, back with Morrie and the boys, . . .
And our Chinese Agent still getting his rocks off in the most un-straight of ways. Morrie’s business ethic is certainly an interesting one.

And on to the next chapter – Annual Bonus announcement time – given their successes, but also the bosses nervousness, how will it turn – guess I should read instead of write!

I think Rhonda needs to be shown the door – conniving bitch.

And on to Inspector LeStrade, Holmes, and Mrs. Watson, so to speak.
They are such good parents for Lemuel – better than his biological matter donors, by far.
I love the modifications created to ensure caring while being able to divert legal crap.

Meanwhile, back at the porn studio . . .
Jody is becoming quite the horny little slut, isn’t he?
Adan gets his desires, too – Chris’s lovely ass, all his for the fucking, umpteen times – practice makes perfect, after all, AND, the pie’ce de resistance – Chris’s cock deep inside his own ass.

And, to answer Adan’s question for myself – I’m hard and need some of his loving and attention!

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Wow. I saw that you had posted the “corrected” chapter – but I didn’t realize it was so different from what I’d already read – or is my head off that much?! Sorry for not paying closer attention, sooner!

I corrected about four typos and while I was at it I added a little bit here and there to (I hope) clarify events and better explain some characters' motivation. The changes were meant for people who hadn't already read it. No differences to events or outcomes. Personally, I don't think Chap 44 is worth rereading just for the changes.
 
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