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GAY in the mind, but not in real life?!

rock5olid

rock5olid

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OK, where do I begin..

I consider myself straight or bi-curious.. because to be honest, I have never even been with another guy. I love showing off my webcam to guys and jerking off because of the sexy and horny comments I get - these DO turn me on.

BUT I don't find men attractive in real life.. however, when I jerk off for hours on end, I fanatise about sucking cocks and licking balls.. having my ass eaten out, kissing guys and being fucked up my ass while I suck another guys cock.. basically really steamy hardcore stuff, but I never look at any guys in real life and get turned on. Gay porn groses me out and I don't get this whole "rimming" and "fisting thing" at all.

I'm the complete opposite in real life though.. I love having sex with women and love wathching women get fucked in porno movies. I can be completely kinky and nasty with girls.. as in eat them out.. pussy and ass, kiss them all over their body etc.

So what does this mean?

Am I just a straight guy who loves to tease gay guys on his webcam.. am I bisexual.. or bicurious?

Help me out guys!
 
i've said this a couple of times already (most times it's on this board), but i don't think sexuality is as black and white as gay/straight/bisexual. i think its different for everyone and in my experience as time goes by i become more open to different things.

there have been things that i thought i'd never be into, but people i've met, certain events that have happened, and keeping an open mind has opened me up to different things.

i don't think people should feel the need to categorize themselves based on who they're attracted to. why label yourself, it'll only confuse you even more
 
In a similar way, I love the idea of sex. I have fantasies that I would never dare to write down because of how taboo they are. Yet when it comes to real life, I would rather avoid sex - it doesn't interest me in real life. The things I'd do in fantasy I would find detestable in practice.

I find sex in real life boring and unengaging, but in my mind it gives me such a rush. I do not understand this split, but I accept it.
 
So this is normal then?

I'm still a bit confused as to why I cant get turned on by guys in real life, but I can when I fantasise.. also, the ONLY gay porn I like is the solo jerk off videos, but the kinda guys you see in those videos are never seen in real life.. if you know what I mean..
 
No I would not consider it normal just because some one else has the same experience---if you are turned on by the thought of guys then at the very least you are bi-sexual. The fact that you have a problem getting turned on by real guys maybe a way that you keep yourself from acting on those desires. For a long time I would be attracted to a guy until I find out he was gay and then I would become turned off---it was my way of keeping myself in the closet.
 
Yeah, I don't see anything totally irrational or abnormal here. In my experience with talking to a lot "straight" guys, I'm not so sure there is such a thing as a man (or woman for that matter) who is 100% heterosexual -- in the sense that he or she is not attracted at all, in any situation and in any form, to the same sex. Whether it's by curiosity or by pure fantasy alone, I think the sexual attraction is there on some level for everybody.

So yeah, you shouldn't feel weird or ashamed or anything of the sort. As long as you're comfortable with it being a part of who you are, and if you're sure you're perfectly happy without acting on those fantasies, then all the power too ya.

I also consider myself as a heterosexual in all my physical activities, but I'll admit that I've had my own fantasies; and I also admit that a man's bod can be sexy. Doesn't mean I need to sleep with one, though.

rock5olid said:
I'm still a bit confused as to why I cant get turned on by guys in real life, but I can when I fantasise.. also, the ONLY gay porn I like is the solo jerk off videos, but the kinda guys you see in those videos are never seen in real life.. if you know what I mean..
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This could also be attributed to your environment. You've grown up in an environment that nurtures heterosexuality, and that's what you've come to know. But with the "safety" about the relative anonymity of the Internet, you can explore the other side without the fear of being judged. And you might be doing this without even realizing it.

But again, it's not necessarily a bad thing. You do what makes your comfortable. Don't be afraid that you'll have to eventually "confront" or force your bisexual nature into your real life lifestyle. As long as you feel you're balanced, there isn't a problem. If you're on the Internet twice a day having mutual masturbation sessions with other guys, and you're out there in a relationship with a woman and have sex once a week.... Then you're out of balance, and need to start taking the situation into some serious consideration.
 
stripes said:
i've said this a couple of times already (most times it's on this board), but i don't think sexuality is as black and white as gay/straight/bisexual. i think its different for everyone and in my experience as time goes by i become more open to different things.

there have been things that i thought i'd never be into, but people i've met, certain events that have happened, and keeping an open mind has opened me up to different things.

i don't think people should feel the need to categorize themselves based on who they're attracted to. why label yourself, it'll only confuse you even more
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..|You nailed that one on the head.
 
It depends on what you define as straight.

To some people, you are straight because you've never had sex with a guy. To others you're not straight because as you said you are turned on by the thought of a cock up your ass and one in your mouth...

To me, I think you are curious. Fantasies are the reflections of your desires, but desires in many cases are suppressed by "reality" and "norms"... Fantasies help you escape these restraints and they truly show who and what you are.

In the end of the day, it's all up to you and how you determine yourself. No one else can tell you what you want and what you need.
 
i think every fucking guys are like this, at least they have to be curious for a while cuz if you think about it how would you know.
 

I concur. There's no way you can twist the "definition" of straight so that you'll fit in.
 
rock5olid,

you said you fantasize about having your ass eaten out, but then you said you don't get the whole "rimming thing."

Do you mean you like the idea of it being done to you but you don't like the idea of doing it to another guy or what?
 
I hear what you're saying, I am the same way.

Gay porn really turns me on, i think its the whole taboo/different-ness about it. I tried it in real life once (with a really hot guy), and it was no where near as hot as I thought it would be.

So, I think you can definitely be turned on by the thought and fantasy of it, but in real life not so much. I'm much more into girls in real life......thats just me
 
yeah im the same way lol

stripes said:
i've said this a couple of times already (most times it's on this board), but i don't think sexuality is as black and white as gay/straight/bisexual. i think its different for everyone and in my experience as time goes by i become more open to different things.

there have been things that i thought i'd never be into, but people i've met, certain events that have happened, and keeping an open mind has opened me up to different things.

i don't think people should feel the need to categorize themselves based on who they're attracted to. why label yourself, it'll only confuse you even more
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your on point
 
rock5olid said:
OK, where do I begin..

I consider myself straight or bi-curious.. because to be honest, I have never even been with another guy. I love showing off my webcam to guys and jerking off because of the sexy and horny comments I get - these DO turn me on.

BUT I don't find men attractive in real life.. however, when I jerk off for hours on end, I fanatise about sucking cocks and licking balls.. having my ass eaten out, kissing guys and being fucked up my ass while I suck another guys cock.. basically really steamy hardcore stuff, but I never look at any guys in real life and get turned on. Gay porn groses me out and I don't get this whole "rimming" and "fisting thing" at all.

I'm the complete opposite in real life though.. I love having sex with women and love wathching women get fucked in porno movies. I can be completely kinky and nasty with girls.. as in eat them out.. pussy and ass, kiss them all over their body etc.

So what does this mean?

Am I just a straight guy who loves to tease gay guys on his webcam.. am I bisexual.. or bicurious?

Help me out guys!
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Youre a freak, a sexual human being. You have better fantasies than me! Gay porn is not gross (although I dont like fisting and any bodily fluids), you just have to watch the right thing. You're bi curious in my book, but you can be whatever you want...dont look to classify yourself. Sexuality and hormones cant be put into a box.
 
At this point just consider yourself "bi or gay curious." When you have physical contact with men you may or may not like it. Fantasies are one thing; reality is another. Just ride it out for a while during which time you should have physical contact with several men. You may find it more comfortable each time or find it more difficult each time. That will indicate where you are sexually, at least for this time of your life.
 
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