Ok so I was so excited all day about this story that I just HAD to write more.
Here you go guys!
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This scene was getting way too repetitive. When I got home from the hospital, Cameron never let me out of his sight. When we slept, he held onto me tighter than ever, not wanting to let go of me. He would walk me to class and meet me right after. Whenever nothing was forcing us to be apart, he refused to be.
The bullet didn’t do much damage, but I was told that I did lose a lot of blood. It hit below my right shoulder blade and didn’t go far in. I was restricted to bed rest for only a couple weeks after I was released from the hospital. The police had relocated Cameron and me for protection until they caught whoever it was that shot me.
It was about 3 weeks, 2 essays and 9 marathon make-out sessions until we got a phone call. It was a woman from the police department with a southern accent.
“Mr. Gordon, we caught the guy that shot you. He was holding up a drug store on the other side of town. We matched the bullet from your back to the gun he was holding up the store with.”
“Thank you ma’am,” I said with a sigh of relief.
“No problem. Y’all can move back to your apartment now,” she said.
We went back to our apartment complex and Brooke, Rachel, and Mark were all over us with questions. The entire time they were grilling us, Cameron never left my side. Brooke made some coffee and Rachel and Mark brought over some food.
“I’m so sorry we weren’t here when it happened,” Mark said.
“There wouldn’t have been anything you could do. The guy pulled the gun too fast. Even if you were standing right next to him, you couldn’t have kept anyone from getting shot,” I said.
“I can’t imagine how you must have felt Cam,” Rachel said, “When Brooke called me, I dropped my groceries and ran back home just praying that Mark wasn’t hurt either.”
“You must have been scared shitless Rach,” Brooke said, “You got back before Mark even did.”
“You have no idea. I almost had a heart attack,” she said.
“How are you holding up Cam?” Mark asked.
“As long as I never let go of Josh’s hand I’m ok,” he said.
Rachel got up suddenly and went to wash her plate off. I saw her pull out her phone and look at it.
“Oh shit, I’m gonna be late for class,” she said, “I’ll catch you guys later.”
She left rather quickly, almost nervously, and Brooke couldn’t help but show her suspicions.
“I guess she’s still uncomfortable with me,” Cameron said.
“Or maybe, she wanted to avoid me telling you this,” Brooke said.
“Brooke, don’t,” Cameron said.
“I have to. He deserves to know,” she said.
“He doesn’t have to though, it doesn’t matter,” Mark said.
“Yes it does,” she said.
“Wait guys, stop,” I said, staring at all three of them, “What don’t I know?”
“When you were on the operating table…your heart stopped,” she said.
“Wha…” I said.
“It was only for a few seconds,” Mark said, “But none of us took a breath during those few seconds.”
“Lucky we were on the first floor or Cameron would have jumped out the window the moment that line went flat,” Brooke said.
Now it was clear why he was so attached to me. He came closer to losing me than I thought.
“I don’t understand…” I said.
“Well you lost a lot of blood, so it was hard for your heart to keep pumping when there wasn’t enough there,” Mark said.
“But the doctors took care of it, and you,” Brooke said.
Cameron just sat there silent, holding onto my hand. He was looking down, though I could see tears falling from his face. I pulled him into me and let him cry as I held onto him.
“I spent so much time promising I would never leave you that I didn’t make you promise the same thing,” he said.
“Make me promise now,” I said.
“Never leave me,” he said.
“Never,” I said.
I almost forgot that Mark and Brooke were still there. Brooke wasn’t about to let this moment go on and decided to break the mood.
“So, did you see anything?” she asked.
“Brooke!” Mark yelled.
“What! I wanna know!” she said.
“While I was unconscious, all I can remember is seeing Cam’s face. Every now and then I heard his voice too. But over the past few weeks I’ve been having this dream. All I can remember is a hand with a gold ring on the pinky finger, and then I wake up because my back is hurting,” I said.
“Gold ri-,” Brooke said. Her face went pale and she had to excuse herself for a moment. She left the apartment and closed the door behind her.
“I wonder what that was about,” Mark said.
“I don’t know,” I said, “But I need to go for a walk. Wanna come?” I asked. I knew Cam’s answer would be yes so I directed the question at Mark.
“Nah I’m good. I’ll clean up for you guys,” he said.
“Alright,” I said, “C’mon Cam.”
We were walking down the stairs when we heard a loud crash and a thud. I looked at Cameron and he looked back at me, both of us looking terrified.
“That came from Rachel’s apartment,” I said.
“We should,” he gulped, “go see if she’s ok.”
I knocked on the door and got no answer. When I pushed on it, it went open. We both stepped inside and saw a gun. The gun was in a hand that had a gold ring on the pinky finger. That hand belonged to Rachel, and Rachel was pointing the gun in her hand at us. Out of instinct I moved Cameron behind me, to keep him guarded.
“Rachel…what are you-,” I said, but she cut me off.
“SHUT UP!” She screamed.
“It was you?!” I said, “You shot me?”
“Who the fuck did you think it was? OJ?!” she yelled.
“But…the police called me and told me they caught the person,” I said.
“Oh, you mean the cop that sounded just like this, Mr. Gordon?” she asked in a southern accent that sounded exactly like the cop who called me.
I was bewildered. She tricked me to get Cameron back in the open. That’s when I got pissed.
“You almost killed me…you tried to kill Cameron. Why?!” I said.
“He’s the only thing standing between you and Mark. If you weren’t so stupid he’d be dead right now and you could be with Mark!” she yelled.
“Rachel, what are you talking about?” I asked.
“Admit it! Admit you want Mark so I can shoot this fucker right now!” she yelled.
“No! I don’t want Mark, Rachel! I never did!” I yelled.
“LIAR!” she screamed.
“Rachel?” Mark came through the door and saw the scene.
“Rachel, what are you doing?” he asked.
“I’m giving you what you want Mark,” she said.
“What I want?” he asked.
“I know you want Josh! And Cameron is the only thing standing in the way of you being with Josh!” she yelled.
“Rachel, this is not what I want!” he yelled. “This is what you want me to want!”
She looked at him as if he had slapped her.
“Every time a guy turned you down you threw him my way. I put up with that for a long time, but you never asked me what I wanted,” he said.
She just kept staring at him.
“I’m not gay, Rachel. I’m Bi. And what I want is Brooke,” he said, “But you never stopped to consider it.”
Just as he had said that, Brooke walked through the bedroom door wiping blood off her head. She stared at him, and he stared at her. Brooke looked at Rachel and with pleading eyes held her arms out to her.
“Rachel, put the gun down,” She said.
“It’s not too late Rach, you can take it all back…you can take this back!” Mark said.
“Rachel, we can help you. We can fix this,” Brooke said.
Rachel started crying. She didn’t lower the gun, but she dropped to her knees and cried hysterically. It looked like her defenses were down. I was about to jump forward and knock the gun out of her hand when she said, “I’m so sorry Mark,” and turned the gun on herself and pulled the trigger.
Cameron didn’t see what happened but when he heard the gun go off he knocked me to the ground. Brooke fell to the ground also and started crying. Mark just stood there, shocked and stared at Rachel’s body on the ground, pouring blood from the gunshot in her chest. There was nothing we could do.
Rachel was dead.
And it was my fault.